As soon as he said this, he jumped three times excitedly, waved his right fist, and said, "Yes, yes, yes." If it's bungee jumping, it's sure to make me sweat. If I can jump from here, I will be scared to sweat all over my body and my pores will shrink, and this is the charm of bungee jumping.

This is also the reason why bungee jumping is rarely tried, it is too dangerous. If you are not careful, you can fall to your death. But I'm not at a loss now. Under normal circumstances, it is almost impossible to sweat a lot in a short period of time in a cramped place like mine.

Unless you desperately drink hot water. But where is the time here for me to drink hot water? More importantly, if I were to drink hot water now, how many cups would it take? I don't know. That's the most troublesome. It is also the most dangerous. If it weren't for that, I would have gone and drunk more water a long time ago.

Anyway, it's much easier to drink more water than exercise. But the problem is that I don't know how much water to drink, and there is another problem that cannot be solved. If you want to drink water and sweat, you must drink hot water, but drinking hot water is not something that can be drunk just by drinking. If the hot water is too hot, you have to wait until it is a little cooler before drinking.

The waiting time was not long, only two or three minutes at most. But, but, but, I now have a problem with an erroneous perception of time. Two or three minutes was a pain for me. More importantly, if I can really wait two or three minutes, what water do I need to drink?

The courier must have been here a long time ago, right? In that case, what water do I need to drink? I can just get to work. I disposed of the corpse because I didn't know when my symptoms would get better, so I wanted to sweat quickly and make me feel normal.

Therefore, the method of drinking hot water will never work, it is tantamount to the opposite. Only bungee jumping will do. In this case, you must prepare the rope first. Yes, if the rope is not strong enough, then it is not bungee jumping, but suicide by jumping off a building. I don't want to die here like this.

If I die here, there will be a big commotion in the police station. If there is a big commotion in the police department, will it not be investigated immediately? Once the whole police department has started to investigate. Then the body will definitely be found. As long as this body is found, no one will link my suicide to this body?

Definitely. Once someone connects. Everyone must think, why did I commit suicide? Why? Obviously, I had no other fatal injuries on my body, only the wound of jumping off the building and falling to my death, so why did I commit suicide? It must have nothing to do with Ni Yan.

However, this Ni Yan has been a dead person for a long, long time, and the time of her death cannot be connected with the present at all, why did the corpse appear here? There is only one possibility, someone deliberately dug up Ni Yan's body. What a terrible conclusion is this?

If someone agrees with that, then I'm miserable. Although I was dead by then, my reputation would have been damaged, and the next unlucky people would have been my wife and children. This will definitely be written up by the media, and then the people of the whole planet will soon find out.

At that time, my wife will be like a rat crossing the street and everyone will shout and beat them, so didn't I hurt them? I can't let that happen. Therefore, this rope must be tied firmly enough. ”

After speaking, he immediately took off his coat, tore the underwear a dozen times in the same length, and then, squatted down, took off his shoes, took off the laces, and carefully connected the long strips of clothes end to end, tied them together, the faster they tied them, the faster they tied them, the faster they tied them, and after a while, all the clothes pieces had been tied, and I saw that they were almost seven or eight meters.

He said excitedly, "That's it. It's not very long, but it should be about the same length. If it is longer, I am afraid that it will be easy to tear, after all, the longer the rope, the stronger it must be, how can the rope made of my clothes be strong. Being able to protect me within seven or eight meters is already the limit.

If it's longer, if it snaps halfway through, then I'm not unlucky? Absolutely not. I can't afford to have an accident. Yeah. Whether the illness can be cured this time depends on this jump. Bungee jumping can't be played much, as long as one time is enough. Yeah. As long as it is once, bungee jumping can not be played more.

Bungee jumping is not like any other sport. The reason why bungee jumping is fun is that it is exciting. In other words, from the aspect of stimulation, if you play bungee jumping more, the stimulation will gradually decrease from the second time. Because the first time I had no experience, I didn't know how dangerous it was, and I didn't know what it was like, so it was the most exciting.

In other words, I only have one chance, and if this chance fails, then I will fall to my death, but if I don't fall to my death, I must make the rope strong enough. Good. Then be safe and tear another piece of clothing. Anyway, I have enough time now, and after I got this disease, I feel like a long time has passed, in fact, it is only a few seconds at most for the outside world.

Then tear another piece of clothing. All right. Now there are two pieces of clothing, and I doubled the thickness of the rope so that it is safe enough.

Ha ha. It's quite exciting to think about it this way. I have lived for so long and never thought that one day I would have the opportunity to play bungee jumping, although this bungee jumping today is not professional, it belongs to the cottage level, but if I succeed, today's experience will definitely be unforgettable.

This feeling must be much more exciting than going to a professional place to play bungee jumping. Yeah. It's because I'm not professional enough that it's exciting enough. Because, I am not professional enough, and the safety precautions are definitely not professionally in place, which is equivalent to adding danger to me invisibly, and this danger is stimulation.

I'm going to make it. I'm going to make it. I...... Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, look like I've discovered something really big. Worst. Worst. Worst. I almost jumped. Scared the hell out of me. Because the stimulation of bungee jumping is only the most important and crucial for the first time, it depends on whether I can get better or not on this first jump.

In other words, if I jump this time, although the bungee jumping is successful, but the excitement is not enough, that is to say, the danger is not great enough, and I am still sick, then I am not finished? It's like I've lost my only hope of being cured.

I can't be so hasty. Yeah. I have to think again. Think again. If you are not 100% sure, you must not jump around. All right. So how do I jump? Let me think again, I can only live if I succeed once. I get it. This is my only chance.

In other words, I need to increase the stimulation to the maximum. However, the greater the stimulus, the more dangerous it must be. The more dangerous it is, the more it means that my rope can't be too strong. Because, the stronger it is, the safer it is!!

It's going to make my head explode. How could I be stimulated like that? Absolutely. If I can't stand the stimulus, then I'll have to die. But I don't want to die yet. Not only that, but I can't die. Yeah. I've just thought about it. I'd be in a lot of trouble if I died.

My wife and children will be unlucky, and I can't kill people after I die. If my death is just my own death, and it won't affect others, then forget it. But now that Ni Yan's corpse is here, it will definitely be affected. It's a real problem.

It seems that the rope can't be too strong, and I have to remove the thickened rope. Because, if I don't dismantle it, I have nothing to fear about such a thick rope. Yeah. But once it is really going to be dismantled, will I really be able to survive? What if the rope is not strong, if I jump like this, what if it breaks?

Am I worse than anyone else? That's not going to work. This is not good, that is not good, how can it be done? It is so painful now, it makes me more miserable than I am killed. I don't even know what to choose.

Do you want to continue to hesitate like this? No, no, absolutely not. If I continue, then I'm not wasting my time, and I have a lot of time, but I can't waste it. If I waste it, I will lose my fighting spirit. Yeah. If I don't have the fighting spirit, then I'm doomed.

I don't want to spend my whole life in this embarrassing and hesitant situation. Yeah. If my symptoms worsen and I may be tormented for the rest of my life, it would be better to commit suicide. However, this is not what I wanted. That said, I don't want myself to die in this situation.

I don't want myself to continue to suffer like this, I want to be happy. Yeah. You have to be happy to be able to do things well. This is in the police academy, where the teacher taught us psychology. I can't learn it without using it. Now is the time to use it.

In this case, the best way to do it according to the psychological method is to take a deep breath. Only by calming yourself down can you open your mind, and only by opening your mind can you come up with a solution to the problem, otherwise you will only get busier and more chaotic, and the more chaotic and busy you are.

All right. I take a deep breath, inhale, exhale, inhale, exhale, inhale, exhale again. I don't know how long it has been, but it must have only been a few seconds. These few seconds seem like a long time to me. Or maybe it's only been half a second outside.

I'm going to find a way to calm myself down. Huh? It seems to have calmed down? Wow. It worked. Okay. After calming down, I began to slowly organize my thoughts. Let me think about what the dilemma is right now. By the way, it is the contradiction between stimulation and safety. In other words, if I want stimulation, it is difficult to ensure safety, and if I want to be safe, it is difficult to guarantee stimulation.

It is impossible for the two to exist at the same time, if I choose the former, then I have the possibility of falling to death, because the more exciting it is, the more dangerous it is, but if I choose the latter, it will not be better either, I will waste this only opportunity to bungee jump, even the first time such a big stimulation can not make me recover from my illness, then how many more jumps will be in vain.

In that case, it's better not to jump. If you don't jump, at least there is a glimmer of hope in your heart, hope for recovery. Once I jumped, but the symptoms didn't get better, then I only despaired. That said, neither option is good. Then you have to choose the lesser of two evils.

Yeah. Only then will I be able to make a choice, otherwise I would not have been able to do it for the rest of my life. I'll die of embarrassment. Now let's take a second look at the harm of these two options. The first is to choose a stimulus. The harm of choosing stimuli is undoubtedly death. There are also side effects after death that can affect my wife and family. This is tantamount to quite serious harm.

Then there is the harm of choosing safety. If I choose to be safe, then I will fall into despair, and a person's painful life is better than death. It's better to die than to die. Good. In other words, if I choose to be safe, the only harm is that I will continue to suffer, despair, and lose all hopes.

Then the greater of these two evils is obviously the former, that is, if I choose stimulation, I will harm my wife and family, but if I choose the latter to be safe, it will only make me miserable. All right. That's decided. Choose the latter. I'm going to keep thickening the rope.

However, since the latter has been chosen, this double thickness of the rope is still not enough. Yeah. I have to tear another piece of clothing, and a bungee rope made of three ropes is enough to ensure safety, otherwise, if the rope breaks and I fall to my death, it will be very harmful. I can't let my wife and children suffer. Yeah. ”

As soon as he said this, he finally showed a bright smile, and after wiping the cold sweat from his forehead with his left hand, he took off his clothes with his right hand and continued to tear, and after making the rope, he couldn't help but put it on his waist, climbed the guardrail, and wanted to jump down. But at this moment, a cold wind blew, and he only felt cold all over, and he trembled sharply, and found that this height was really terrifying, and he couldn't help but be afraid.

He shook his head and said, "No." No way. How can I be afraid? I've taken adequate insurance measures. It's absolutely fine to jump from here. It's high, but it's ...... But it's really high. Oh my God, is the floor we work on that high?

I've been prepared for it, but it's too high, isn't it? Oh, my God. I don't want that. Who's going to push me. I can't go down, I can't go down, I really can't go down, it's terrible. I'm so cold. If I jump off and accidentally break the rope, it will definitely hurt, right? Oh my God!

It's scary. The more I thought about it, the more scared I became, what the hell was going to be done? Damn. I'm going to jump, I'm going to be able to jump. Right. If you don't jump...... It's best not to jump. If you can not jump, then it is better not to jump. I don't want to jump anymore. (To be continued.) )