Chapter 139: Fate is not up to the sky
"What, you said that His Royal Highness the King of Jin was forced to marry by the ministers and wanted to marry the princess who came to Nanchu to make peace?"
After breakfast, Cheng Jinzhi slept comfortably on the bed, without sweet dreams or nightmares, and slept until the next morning. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info
Unexpectedly, as soon as I opened my eyes, I heard such distressing "bad news".
Although she has always only regarded Gao Xun as a good buddy who can talk about everything, she has never been mixed with the slightest love between men and women.
But she knows very well that Gao Xun seems to be cynical and heartless on weekdays, but in fact, he is a person with great feelings.
Especially on the day of his wedding to Gao Heng, hearing his honest words to himself, Cheng Jinzhi felt a little guilty about Gao Xun in his heart, and hoped that he could find the person he really loved and stay with him forever.
But he never thought that he, like other royal relatives, could not escape the fate of being at the mercy of others after all.
"I want to... He must be sad right now. ”
Cheng Jinzhi lowered his eyes with a flat mouth, his gaze was frozen for a moment, but his heart was inevitably filled with an indescribable sourness.
She has always believed that according to Gao Xun's chic and free personality and indisputable state of mind, it is more suitable to be an ordinary commoner, or a noble son of a rich family, rather than being bound by countless rules and orders in the emperor's family, living insensitively, and even becoming a victim of politics in the end.
It's like she once wanted to escape from the ruthless cage of the Cheng family and pursue her own happiness.
In the end, he was plotted by others, almost fell into hell, and even his life was ruined.
"Well, since yesterday, I have locked myself in the house and closed my door, and I didn't even go to the morning court today. ”
Gao Heng took a cold breath and tightened the lines of his lips.
"I guess I'm drilling the horns of a bull alone, right?"
"No wonder everyone says that it is the most ruthless emperor. Whether you like it or not, even if you haven't even met in person, as long as the emperor thinks it is suitable, he will shoehorn it into you, and you can't say a word at all. ”
Cheng Jinzhi originally had a rebellious temperament in his bones, only because he had been oppressed and bullied by the Cheng family for many years, and was forced to live in a low voice for his livelihood, but he never really gave in or compromised in his heart.
Now thinking of Gao Xun being forced to marry, his hands unconsciously clenched the futon, and the more he thought about it, the more depressed he felt.
"Whether it's you princes and princesses, or their families, to put it bluntly, it's all just chess pieces in the hands of the emperor......"
"Cheng Jinzhi. ”
However, before Cheng Jinzhi could finish speaking, Gao Heng's eyes turned pale, and he suddenly interrupted her words sharply.
"These rebellious words, you just say them in front of me, and when you go outside, you are not allowed to mention a word again, do you hear?"
He bent down to approach Cheng Jinzhi, and the cold air in his eyes came to his face.
"But all I said was ......"
"I'll ask you again, do you hear me?"
Gao Heng raised his hand to press her chin, the chill between his eyebrows was even worse, every inch of his gaze was as sharp as a knife, Cheng Jinzhi shuddered when he saw it, and finally could only reluctantly turn his head sideways and stop talking.
She lifted the futon and got off the bed and shoes, only to feel a pain in her jaw, and in addition to indignation, she felt even more aggrieved.
She didn't know if she was wronged for Gao Xun, or because of Gao Heng's attitude towards her, in short, this feeling couldn't be described, but it really made her feel sad.
It's like her chest is blocked with clumps of cotton, and she can't go up and down, so stuffy that she can't breathe.
"There is no shortage of people in this world who can tell the truth. Why don't I understand what you're saying? Why doesn't he understand the sixth brother?"
After a while, Gao Heng's deep voice sounded behind her, and every word brewed with delicate and long sadness, which penetrated straight into her eardrums, making her stop her steps.
"But a lot of times, even if you know, what can you do?"
Gao Heng closed his eyes slightly, and the dark and cruel scenes of his childhood appeared in front of him, and the place in his heart that had been scabbed for a long time actually transmitted a feeling of pain.
"But I know you've never been a man who believes in fate. ”
Cheng Jinzhi pursed his lips and turned around, looking at Gao Heng's gloomy eyes, although they were shrouded in a layer of fog, he could still glimpse some pain surging in his eyes, and his heart immediately softened.
"I always remember what you said to me on the first day you came to the palace. You say, your life is your own, don't let other people easily control your fate. ”
"Do you remember?"
Gao Heng raised the corners of his lips lightly when he heard this, and his eyes flickered, and they dimmed again in an instant.
After all, everyone who tries to fight against fate and tries to change their fate will pay a much more painful price than others. Not everyone will succeed in the end.
And on this road of resistance, the biggest obstacle that threatens his life and death at all times in front of him is the crown prince.
Although this incident has dealt some blows to him, since he is the crown prince of the dynasty, there are naturally lush branches and deep roots behind him, and it is not an overnight thing to completely overthrow and ban it.
He thought of using Gu Hanqing to threaten himself today, maybe the next time he planned to persecute the object of persecution in his heart would be Cheng Jinzhi in front of him.
This is also one of the reasons why he has wanted to be alone for a long time, unwilling to marry a wife, and unwilling to drag his family with him.
In many cases, only when a person has no worries and his heart is like water, can he move forward more calmly.
You never had it, so you're not afraid of losing.
"Of course I remember. Cheng Jinzhi nodded heavily, his eyes flashing slightly, "No matter what... You're my lifesaver, too. ”
"Actually, you saved me too. ”
Seeing that Cheng Jinzhi had regained his former vigor and was no longer secretly sad, Gao Heng also turned his face, soothed his eyebrows lightly, and looked at her softly.
"Yesterday in the court, if it weren't for the fact that I already had a wife and was besieged by the ministers, I am afraid it would not be the sixth brother. ”
"I know, but you, right?"
Cheng Jinzhi smiled, and made up for the situation that Gao Heng was forced to marry by Manchu officials and had an indifferent face throughout the whole process, but he hurriedly covered his mouth and almost laughed.
"But... If your father really shoehorned that Nanchu princess into you, would you resist? Or would you just accept it?"
"What do you think?"
"I just think that if you take it, then that princess is really pitiful. ”
Cheng Jinzhi said duplicitously, and blinked his eyes sympathetically. When he raised his eyes, he saw Gao Heng's eyes darken, and suddenly hugged her into his arms.
After a while, his warm and magnetic jade voice sounded in his ears.
"It's enough to accept you in this life. ”