Affection 127: It's always a bit fleeting
The cold wind blew halfway up the mountain, and the surroundings seemed even colder.
People will always yearn for warmth, but they also have to face the reality, because the wind is blowing to tell you how harsh it is now.
Yun Tiantian also wanted to comfort something, and looking at Yanzi's hopeful eyes, he finally felt that despair was better than keeping hope but never waiting for the end, at least people, always need something to teach them, let her grow up.
Like her, like ...... She.
So no matter how you look at the curvature of the corners of the lips, it is appropriate to be indifferent, but the words do not bring what the swallow wants. Yun poured out: "Swallow, mother-in-law, she didn't fall asleep, but went to heaven. ”
After all, a person's life is limited. Yun Tiantian could see that the old woman was actually terminally ill, and what supported her to stay awake and alive was just the strength in her heart.
"It's impossible to ......" Yanzi lowered his head, and said something that he didn't know how many people had said, but only by his own experience did he know that this was not cowardice, but the blow of reality was too big, and the dead were too important.
She raised her head suddenly, her voice was not loud, but she didn't know if she was questioning Yun Tiantian or deceiving herself: "Obviously it's just a few coughs, grandmother has been like this all year round, why is it so bad this time?"
The swallow hugged the old woman tightly, regardless of the blood and mud stained on her body, she herself was so afraid of the cold, grandmother must be even more afraid of the cold, this is the same as the snake hibernating, as long as it is warm, it will wake up......
Yun Tiantian also restrained his expression, and said clearly word by word: "What's in it for me?"
"My mother-in-law is a perennial disease, but every time she coughs, she coughs up blood, but I don't want you to see it, but in fact, she ...... It's all because I don't want you to worry, and I ended up suffocating to death by my own blood stasis blocking my throat. ”
She's a healer, and she can see this kind of thing at a glance. Although the conversation just now was short, it was enough for Yun Tiantian to understand that there are only swallows and mother-in-law in this family now. Mother-in-law has also ......
So she couldn't deceive Yanzi, even if she comforted her for a while, but in fact, everyone knew what the truth was.
Being strong is more important than everything.
Yun Tiantian said reasonably, Yanzi's lips trembled, and a subtle voice came out, but nothing was said.
The old woman's hand was still holding the handkerchief tightly, and in the face of all this, the swallow lost all the courage to quarrel, fell to the ground, and then fell on the old woman's arm, as if snuggling.
But unconsciously, I felt that my eyes began to heat up, and then the fog became thick, and finally the corners of my clothes were moistened, and they continued to flow until I couldn't hold back my low cry.
How could she not know...... She had just probed her grandmother's nose, but she didn't have the result she wanted.
Yun tilted her eyes, her heart was mixed, she couldn't say cruel words to provoke Yanzi, because she still remembered that more than a month ago, she was able to feel sad and cry just because of Su Luo's injury, not to mention that Yanzi lost her only relative.
As a result, Yun Tiantian finally understood why Su Luo had always inadvertently shown that she was still too kind, because she had experienced too little.
The swallow just cried, didn't say anything, didn't do anything, and waited until her eyes were the size of two walnuts, and then she choked up and stood up, and then helped the old woman, but the girl was still too thin and weak, and she looked very difficult, and tried many times, but it was still difficult to help the old woman to stand up, and even almost fell down together.
Yun Tiantian stepped forward to help, and the swallow opened his mouth, but he still didn't speak silently, biting his lip, and driving the old woman with Yun Tiantian.
The mountain road is not clean, not just rugged, and when the effort finally arrives at the swallow's house, the swallow looks at the cloud tilt and goes to change his body. People who have read books, even with their families, love decency after all.
Merely...... The only thing she had left was a fitting garment.
The clothes they had changed, the mud, the blood that the old woman had coughed up, and some pungent smell, you know, there were often people grazing sheep. The swallow looked at it, but still put it down silently.
Then, Yanzi looked at Yun Tiantian, his expression seemed to be barely calm, and the first sentence he said showed all his helplessness: "Sister, you can help me......"
"Me?" Yun Tiantian became embarrassed, how to help, how to help.
"Take me away. ”
Yun Tilt couldn't quite understand the meaning of the swallow's words.
But the swallow has been thinking for a long time in his heart. Although they live in the mountains, they are not isolated from the rest of the world, and they also need to buy, and some people in the village go to the city every day to sell things. In any case, this place also belongs to the imperial city, and the news is usually very well-informed.
Everyone hasn't heard the news yet, but Yun Tiantian can be sure that he has officially started a fight, which first shows that Yun Tiantian must not be an ordinary person, and moreover, he is not an ordinary rich family.
In the face of her grandmother's death, she usually knows medicinal materials and medical science, but she can't see anything, but Yun Tiantian can accurately know what her grandmother died for.
The sight of the countrymen was originally very small, and in Yanzi's cognition, she immediately decided that Yun Tiantian would definitely be able to help her. If she really can't, there is no other way, but among the people she knows, only Yun Tiantian is the most capable.
"Yanzi wants to go to the barracks, but he doesn't know how to get there, Yanzi hasn't been out of the mountains, and he doesn't even know how to get out of the city, so he ...... Only my sister can help me. ”
Yun Tingtian was surprised, but he had heard Yanzi say similar words just now, and he was probably influenced by his ancestors. But Yun Tilt couldn't agree, this kind of thing that has no bottom at all: "Although I know the war, I may not be ......"
"Sister......" Swallow tilted her head slightly and chirped. I don't want to finish speaking.
Looking at it, Yun Tiantian felt that the things he had planned in his heart were gradually shaken, but he was still silently determined.
Yanzi also realized the importance of her words, and looked at the old woman without saying a word.
She called for water, but the water was very cold, and the wet handkerchief only felt that people shivered from the cold, and the swallow wiped the dust off the old woman little by little, and gritted her teeth and always felt that her eyes were getting more and more blurry.
Then the eyes fell on the old woman's hand.
It was bumpy all the way, but the hand he was holding still didn't let go.
The swallow's two cold little hands were attached, and then slowly broken, and the process was even a little difficult. Yun Tiantian remembered that the old woman had said that Yanzi was not in good health before.
The handkerchief in the palm of his hand was pulled out, and in an instant it unfolded from a small mass into a piece of cloth. The layers were covered in blood.
Every time my grandmother coughed, she always had to cover her mouth with a handkerchief, and every time she secretly washed it before she wanted to wash it, and after coughing, the handkerchief would always be wrapped in a ball.
All the truth became clear.
The swallow looked out the window, here in the Arctic Country, there were already a few sparrows flying by, but there were very few.
What is she going to do from now on?
I don't know how to farm, I can't do business, I only want to go to the barracks.
What was she going to do?
Once again, the swallow set her eyes on the clouds.
Ke shook hands and lowered his head again.
Yun Tiantian suddenly wanted to follow his heart like an impulse, and said in a deep voice: "I'll take Yanzi to join the army, okay?"
"Really?"
"Really. ”
The swallow stared at the clouds, her eyes moved, and she saw two contradictory emotions: hesitation and firmness. But in the end, persistence prevailed.
So the words fell: "Good." ”
It's just that the mood is difficult to be excited, and the swallow doesn't want to look back, because behind her is her grandmother.
She was afraid that she would look at it, so she unconsciously shed tears again.
After a pause, Swallow asked, "Then ...... When are you leaving?" said that he grabbed the corner of his clothes with his hand, similar to the action of Qing Shui when he was nervous, which made Yun Tiantian can't help but soften. Qingshui ...... Although he didn't have much contact with her, he met her when she was still young, and he was destined to be unshakable.
"Tomorrow. "The sooner you can avoid accidents, after all......
"So, will my sister stay here until tomorrow morning?"
Yun tilted his eyes in contemplation, but still shook his head, and said, "I won't stay here, I will meet tomorrow." ”
"Where did we meet?" asked Swallow.
"At the gates of the city. ”
The swallow was silent, hesitant and nodded, but his gaze was obviously uncertain.
Yun Tiantian thought of something, and said: "If you go to the new barracks in the northwest, go this way to the other side of the mountain, there should be a small town, it seems to be closer." "She was born in the General's Mansion, and because she rarely had the opportunity to go out in the past, she often studied maps, and some things, although she knew inaccurately, she estimated that there was no big problem.
"That ......" Yanzi obviously hoped to go from the back mountain, she might not be able to find the city gate, and more importantly, I heard that this place is also far from the city gate, and she has to walk a long way. When will she leave, and where will she go?
"I'm looking for you. ”
Yun Tilt remembered Swallow's previous words and understood her dilemma.
The swallow nodded, and his movements seemed a little flustered.
After saying everything, Yanzi seemed to be tired or had not recovered from the loss of her grandmother, and her expression was a little erratic: "Yanzi will not keep her sister." "After all, she doesn't have much to entertain Yun Tilt.
There is no mind either. I can't eat anything myself, let alone cook, and when the swallow is even afraid that he can't help but burn firewood, he puts his hand in it, and then lets everything end, and it's really over......
Yun Tiantian glanced at it twice, then noted the location of this place and quietly left. I am also worried about my own choice, whether it is right or wrong. At the same time, I also feel that some people, who still existed just now, are gone in a blink of an eye......
Inside the house, the swallow's body trembled more and more, from weak to violent, covering its mouth, not daring to touch everything in front of it.
Grandmother......
Don't be afraid, your little swallow may be going to accompany you soon......
I heard that the road to heaven will be very long, but don't go too fast, in that case, the swallow will be really lonely by then......