The moon had gradually hidden in the clouds, revealing only half of its body.

Yun Tiantian was already slightly asleep in a half-awake and half-dreaming way, but he seemed to hear something in a trance, and then his hazy eyes were blocked in front of him with one hand, and when he was sober, he was finally sure that there was indeed someone outside the door.

"Dump. Shiyun paced back and forth outside the door, calling softly. At this time, I'm afraid that he has already gone to bed, after all, it is so late.

But he didn't seem to be reconciled, so he whispered again: "Are you there?" After finishing speaking, he felt that his voice would be too quiet, even if he was awake, people might not be able to hear it in the house.

So amplifying the voice, Shiyun said again: "I am Shiyun." But then, I wondered if I would wake up anyone else like this.

She usually does things, and she is never so trembling and uncertain, but in her heart, what is wrong, she is panicked and confused, at a loss, and no matter how she thinks, it is fruitless.

She should always be dashing and flamboyant, and she should not hide herself.

But tonight, what's going on......

I don't know, I don't know......

Forget it, don't bother with the dumping, after all, it's already so late. Shiyun took two more steps back, finally stopped, then pursed her lips and let out a long breath, looking down at the blurred ground in front of her.

It's so late.

When Yun Tiantian pushed the door open, he saw Shiyun standing there with a thin back, and then prepared to leave.

"Poetry. Yun Tiantian called Shiyun, it seems that tomorrow is the day of marriage, Shiyun should have slept peacefully, since she came to her, there must be something wrong.

The dark red figure in front of him really stopped, then turned his head, and saw that Yun Tiantian had not changed his clothes, so he hurriedly rushed over after a short hesitation in his heart.

"How did it come out like this? Shiyun frowned slightly, and then pushed Yun Tilt in, forgetting the flustered mood just now for a while.

Yun Tiantian smiled slightly, then entered the house, lit the candle and said, "You are not much thicker than me, I don't know how cold?"

"Isn't it much warmer when you come in?" Shiyun shrugged, and after entering the cloud tilting house, she really felt the cold on her body just now.

So the two didn't know what to say for a moment.

Yun Tilt has been waiting for Shi Yun to speak, and Shi Yun is waiting for Yun Tilt to talk.

Sure enough, in the end, it was Shiyun who opened her mouth first, and said with a reluctant smile: "Tilt, I'm sorry to disturb you so late." ”

"Nothing. ”

"Yes. Shiyun seemed to have a feeling of being preoccupied.

Yun Tilt obviously also saw the problem, and finally was a little worried: "Shiyun, you...... What's on your mind?"

"Huh?" Shiyun seemed to come back to her senses suddenly, and then nodded silently. In fact, she can't say anything on her mind, but she really feels very depressed in her heart. It's right that I should be happy, but I have a hesitant mood.

Then Shiyun seemed to be a little annoyed, and said: "I just don't know how, I can't sleep, and I feel ...... in my heart."

Shiyun sighed as she spoke, and then stopped talking.

"Probably ...... Reluctant to me?" said Yun Tilt joked. Such an atmosphere will only make people's hearts more and more depressed.

It can be seen that Shiyun has nothing to worry about, but what will she face after getting married, everything is still unknown, and it is inevitable that she will have a little bad mood.

According to her own ideas, combined with what her mother said before, this is probably how it feels.

"you. Shiyun really laughed when she heard this: "It's not that I can't see it, what is there to be reluctant to." ”

"Yes. Yun tilted his head, but he looked serious.

"Seriously, I really don't know the bottom in my heart. ”

Shiyun sat on the edge of Yun Tilt's bed, a little tired and leaning on Yun Tilt.

Obviously, I also feel a little sleepy, but I can't sleep.

"What's wrong?" Yun Tilt leaned closer to Shiyun and stared at her carefully, "Tell me?"

Shiyun crossed her arms, then rested her chin on her arm, turned her head after a while, and sighed softly, "It's nothing." ”

Yun Tian pursed her lips, looking helpless, she was dizzy and refused to say anything, and she couldn't enlighten Shiyun not to be as nervous as she is now. Simply she took the initiative to mention something and maybe she could let Shiyun say something, Yun Tiantian then looked at Shiyun and said, "Then let's talk about you and your husband?"

"He's ......" Shiyun tilted her head slightly, and then recalled the appearance of that person in her mind, after all, it was vague, but it made her feel that it was the best, maybe it was just a feeling, but she herself couldn't understand why.

If you think about it carefully, her liking is only herself and can't represent the other party, even so, thinking about it now, she also feels that she likes blindly. So Shiyun said: "Actually, I don't understand how I can conclude that I like him many times, or maybe because I have met too few people, he has become the best." "And she, like good men.

Yun tilted and didn't answer, it was hard to refute because she herself felt that what Shiyun said might be her true thoughts, but she faintly felt that what Shiyun said didn't seem to be so chic, but hid it was a pity or a sigh.

"That'...... What do you think he is good at?" Yun asked again.

"Momentum. Shiyun didn't hesitate too much, "That kind of iron blood that belongs to a general, even if he is not a general, but in some aspects, it does give me such a feeling." "Young girls always like to fantasize about what they like, and later let their love become a shadow. So that when I suddenly have to face it, I don't know if I should go on, or in other words, I should believe in it.

Shiyun, you named it like this, are you destined to be free and easy not to look what you want? Shiyun bit her lip, her eyes flickering with uncertain colors.

Yun tilted her head, indicating that she knew, no wonder Shiyun would say that she envied herself, in fact, she just liked the atmosphere of the General's Mansion, or perhaps, there were some dreams she had hidden here.

Shiyun suddenly asked, "Then what kind of man do you like?"

“…… I do not know. The answer to the cloud tilt is more straightforward than the question.

Shiyun sighed, as if she was lost.

"Actually, it's hard for me to understand what love is, but it's not hard to talk about my thoughts. Yun leaned over to replace the candles that were about to burn out on the candlestick with new ones, and then picked up the remaining small section of tweezers and put them in the center of the candle, and the warm yellow candlelight seemed to be extinguished for a moment, and then gas wave after wave of candles with more surging momentum.

Yun poured out: "The person you love, before you love him, you can never imagine what it looks like, at that time, what you like for yourself is actually just the person you want to be, what you want to do." People are emotionally independent, and all emotions for others also originate from themselves, so what you love is more yourself. But people are more afraid of loneliness, so they want to love and be loved, but in fact, love or not love, you can't give up yourself. ”

"Your sad look doesn't look like my poetry at all. Yun leaned up and approached Shiyun's direction, trying to make her feel her presence.

Shi Yun gently stirred her eyes, and did not answer immediately, but only chuckled after Yun Tian's words fell for a while: "I'm not as fragile as you say. ”

Pouring words, like a word to wake up a dreamer, she is poetry, just herself.

"I have to say that pouring into you enlightens people is not at all normal. Immediately after, Shiyun said.

But these are all things she can't do, no wonder people often like to get along with excellent people, not only because of their own benefits, but also because of what they want to become.

"Really?"

Yun Tian smiled, in fact, many words will always need to be told to you by others before you can understand, not because you don't know, but because emotions have overcome reason. He just knew that Shiyun was a woman who was as proud as she was on the surface.

But it is often said that 'a proud person does not make mistakes because he disdains to be inferior to himself.' I didn't think that the more proud, the more uninhibited, so when faced with some feelings that deviated from my thoughts but did not change the status quo, I fell into the most tormented by myself.

In fact, Yun Tiantian didn't think wrong, while accepting the reality on the one hand, Shiyun felt that she still wanted to do something, but it seemed to have become a thought.

Many things, to think about it, but not to realize the idea, is that in reality is unwilling to do something and as if unwilling.

After thinking clearly, Shiyun finally didn't want to let herself look too helpless in front of Yun Tiantian, so she quickly got up: "It's so late, I'll ...... Don't bother. ”

"I'll take you back to your room. By the flickering light in the room, Yun tilted out of the window to look outside, and it was even darker.

"No need. Shiyun didn't wait for Yun Tiantian to continue to say something, waved her hand and smiled: "If you send me, I will definitely be reluctant for you to go back to the room alone for a while, back and forth, but it will be tomorrow morning." ”

Yun Tilt pursed his lips, seeing that the poetry was not shirking, so he breathed a sigh of relief and gave up.

Many times, respecting other people's choices is far more important than your good intentions.

Shiyun saw that Yun was leaning and didn't say more, so she turned around and prepared to leave, and in her eyes, there was a sad atmosphere after all, and the flickering candlelight at night made it even more indescribably sentimental.

Yun Tian took the heavy fur and draped it on Shiyun's shoulders, so that when she subconsciously turned around, she just caught it.

Shiyun's body warmed, then looked at the candlestick handed by Yun Tilt, turned back again, and then gently hugged Yun Tilt.

"If there is an afterlife, I want to be you. Shiyun quickly let go, then stepped away and quickly took the candlestick. She actually wanted to say, we're sisters. Or maybe I want to say.

In fact, I also thought about how extraordinary I would be, but unfortunately I became the most ordinary.

It is inevitable, after all, there is no escape.

It may also be that while fantasizing about the extraordinary, I like the girl's heartbeat, cautious deliberateness, and careful seriousness.

"You are you, my poetry. That's all the cloud said.

At night, the candlelight flickered along the way, and finally faded into darkness, but some people know that it is shining and doing its best to live itself.

【Happy Reading】

In the past, you also talked about what you wanted to become, but later, did you find your own shadow?