Chapter 475: Just Want to Say It to Me
The boss's jealousy is sometimes really inexplicable, and I don't understand why he is jealous of Xu Feng, and I asked him this question later.
His reply was: "I know that you and Xu Feng are not interesting to each other, but I just can't stand you being stupid in front of other men, and you are laughing idiotically." ”
Stupid, stupid, and idiotic, this is a very self-respecting adjective, and I don't understand, if I am such a humiliating image in front of others, shouldn't he be more at ease, and what kind of vinegar should he eat?
But he added: "But men eat this set, anyway, I like to see you like this, but I just want you to do this only to me, I don't like other men to see it." ”
What kind of logic and psychology is this, although it hurts my self-esteem a little, but I feel that there is no reason to refute it, after all, he said that he likes it, which was originally a derogatory term, because of a liking, and I feel that those adjectives have suddenly become compliments.
I suddenly felt that I was a good match for him, and he said that he liked my stupidity and idiot, and I actually liked a soul with no body out of body called a ghost soul, and we were both basically hardcore types.
In fact, I was quite wronged by his evaluation of me, who would deliberately let himself behave stupidly and stupidly and look like an idiot, which girl doesn't want to be smart and clever, and everyone loves her, every expression reaction I have is the most natural expression at the time, sometimes I even think that I am quite wise, and I still look stupid in his eyes.
So later, when I was in front of others, I deliberately pretended to be reserved and pretended to be Sven, thinking that maybe I would say a little less, giving people the feeling that I was more like a smart and not revealing wisdom type, people said that if you talk too much, you will lose, if you are not too smart, you should talk less, at least the fox tail is not easy to show.
But he will still be jealous, and still think that I have infinite charm even if I am pretending to be Sven, as if any man will be hooked away at first sight, although since I met him in the twenty-two years, few men have been hooked by me, and he thinks that for me who has been ignored by the opposite sex for twenty-two years, it is really like winning the lottery to feel special satisfaction vanity.
However, I will still be helpless, for a while I don't know how to get along with others, whether to be stupid and stupid to reveal my true feelings, or to pretend to be Sven and reserved, of course, I am not a person who likes to be entangled too much, it doesn't matter if I get entangled a few times, it is still how it is, since I can't stop the light of charm, I can only go with the flow, even if I can seduce the soul of men all over the world, what I want is just this wisp of the soul of this ghost.
Of course, later I was completely cultivated by him to exaggerated self-confidence, after all, I was sober, when I watched an emotional program on TV, I heard an emotional expert say, "When a person falls in love with another person, everything in that person, whether good or bad, is infinitely wonderful in his eyes, he will be possessive, begin to suffer from gains and losses, insecure, afraid of losing, this is the origin of the so-called jealousy." ”
To be honest, I haven't been very happy to see the emotional expert who is not good-looking and likes to talk about big truths, but I have heard his words to a great understanding, and finally understand that it is not that I am too attractive, but that the boss thinks I am too attractive, just like when I look at him, no matter from which angle, no matter what expression he makes, what he says, he can be so handsome that my heart beats faster, I wish he was handsome all over the world to show me alone, and the other bees and flowers and butterflies were collectively blind and couldn't see.
I seem to be off topic again, I really can't blame me, as long as I talk about my relationship with the boss, I always feel that I can't finish talking about it for three days and three nights.
Let's go back to the day.
Xu Feng came up quickly, and was brought up by a beautiful front desk lady on the first floor, who took him to my office and left.
I am very satisfied with the arrangement of the front desk lady, although I have always recognized that my time as the chairman of this Zhang Group will be very short, and it is just a decoration, but sometimes, I still have a little vanity for some reason.
In front of Xu Feng, who was brought up by the beautiful front desk lady, I suddenly felt that I had a face, look, do you still think that I have a psychological problem and need to see a psychiatrist?
So before the front desk lady left, I smiled very kindly at her, and watched her obviously flattered look and leave, my satisfaction strengthened again, and thinking about how many front desk ladies I had been looking for a job more than a month ago, you should understand how normal my psychology is.
Xu Feng came in and looked at my office first, I beckoned him to sit down on the sofa in the hospitality area like a host, I was a little excited, thinking that this was the first time I had a guest visit in the office since I became the chairman, uh, although the person who came was a policeman.
Xu Feng has obviously seen more of the world than me, he is very calm, more like the master here than me, but I sat opposite him, a little restrained and nervous.
Qi Ran is also more into the state than me, she plays the role of a secretary, quickly brings Xu Feng a cup of coffee, and then stands beside us, looking at us respectfully, like a maid waiting for orders, which makes me very unaccustomed, after all, although she is my secretary in name, but I usually stand by her side, but more like a maid next to the queen.
Xu Feng glanced at Qi Ran, and then said, "Miss Liu, I have something to tell you." ”
I nodded, looking at him expectantly, knowing that he had come to me for Tracy's business.
Qi Ran was also like me, tilting his head and looking at Xu Feng seriously.
As for the boss, he had already flashed over from the desk, right on the sofa next to me, but he was lazily leaning on the sofa, his eyes staring at Xu Feng.
Xu Feng's expression was a little unnatural, and he pretended to cough lightly.
"Miss Liu, I think it's better not to have outsiders present if I want to say something. ”
Uh, I don't understand what he means as an outsider, but he seems to be the one who just came in here.
But I quickly reacted, he must have meant Qi Ran, and he didn't want Qi Ran to be present when he wanted to say something to me.
To be honest, after the boss expressed a little jealousy before Xu Feng came in, Xu Feng said this kind of thing to me at this time, which made me still have a little reverie, but I didn't have a hot head, I was sober in just a moment, Xu Feng is a policeman, where do I think of it, police, always one of the people who have the most secrets in the world, of course, they also have other people's secrets, so it is normal to talk about some secret matters alone.