Chapter 439: Mess
If one day, something suddenly appears in a person's mind, especially something he has never seen before, then why is that?
Lu Qingyang was also a little puzzled at the moment. 【Cat Flutter Fastest and most complete update free】
He touched his chin and pondered, and asked Meng Shudao, "Then what did you see roughly, when did you see it, can you describe it carefully?"
Tell me everything, and you might be able to find some clues. Meng Shu's sudden encounter made Lu Qingyang a little confused, he didn't understand these supernatural things, but he wanted to try to use normal speculation to see what Meng Shu thought of had something to do with him.
Meng Shu listened to Lu Qingyang's question, so he pinched his chin and thought, and then said: " The first time I had this kind of thought, it should be on the way down, at that time a few clips flashed in my mind, originally I thought I didn't pay attention, but at the end, there was a scene that suddenly appeared, which impressed me, and then I consciously felt that I was thinking about some of this kind of thing in my head, but I didn't know what was going on at all, I didn't know why I thought of such a thing, although I couldn't see clearly and couldn't understand what those were, but I felt that I should have never been in contact with it, and this appearance was really too abrupt, and it couldn't connect with my world at all!”
After listening to Meng Shu, Lu Qingyang asked Meng Shu: "Then can you briefly describe the sporadic pictures you saw, all you see, as long as you see it, you can say it." ”
Actually, putting aside the matter itself, Lu Qingyang is a little interested in what Meng Shu thought of, a person, something suddenly flashed in his mind that was completely incompatible with his experience, so what could it be?
Thoughts are starting to get out of control again, this world may be forever full of unknowns, he will not let anyone be born to know, all people, walking in this world, they have to continue to explore, keep seeking answers.
But Mengshu hated this feeling, not because he had lost his curiosity about new things, but because he felt that everything seemed so weird, and that it made him helpless, he seemed to be in a huge whirlpool, and no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't escape from that whirlpool, this feeling must be something anyone would hate.
Mengshu was no exception, he didn't like to be in a situation where he was being calculated by others, whether it was his relatives, other strangers, or familiar people.
However, after all the things he went through, he was no longer as determined as before, he used to think that no one could control him, he was him, and he didn't need to be controlled by anyone, but today, after going through some things, Meng Shu was no longer so sure that he was really capable of escaping from that whirlpool on his own.
This vortex was so big that he felt that in that vortex it was like a drop in the ocean, and it was impossible for him to defeat it, and he was destined to bow down to its heart, and in the end he was destined to lose everything.
However, Meng Shu felt that his idea was a little too cowardly? This idea seemed to compound his personality a little, but at that moment, he really came up with this idea.
When did he become so cowardly? This is not at all like the self he knew!
Meng Shu thought, what is he like? This matter seems to be very easy to answer, he, Meng Shu, a noble son who does not seek fame and fortune and wants to wander the rivers and lakes, this is his previous evaluation or cognition of himself. Now, however, his thoughts seem to be a little skewed?
What kind of person is he?
………
He didn't seem to know.
This answer made Mengshu a little puzzled, why, when did he have such an idea?
He didn't know, maybe it was when he met Liu Zhi, or when he saw the monster kill several people in an instant, or maybe it was on his way to Biansai.
He couldn't tell him about it, and he didn't want to think about it carefully.
Confusion, in short, his feeling right now is chaos, chaos of everything.
The previous things rushed like a tide, and Meng Shu stood there, as if he felt the gears of time rolling towards him, as if they were about to swallow him, but after all, there was still nothing, he just stood there and watched the gears roll in front of his eyes, and then leave a gust of wind and sand.
It seemed to be a little lonely, but he didn't feel lonely.
But strange to say, he seems to have grown up, almost never felt lonely, he and Meng Yang are one year old, when he was born, the whole family, including Meng Yang, loved him very much, and later, as he grew up, he studied and practiced martial arts with Meng Yang, and then later, Meng Yang was not the only one in his life circle, he knew a lot of capable people and righteous people, he liked to associate with them, and those people also liked to make friends with him, such a willing to fight and suffer, very harmonious.
Mengshu inherited Meng Yuan's character, doing things thoughtfully, although he didn't like those intrigues in the court, but it didn't delay him to learn those ways to get along with people, plus Mengshu's personality was extraordinary, but it attracted the attention of many people by relying on one point, coupled with his high emotional intelligence, there are almost no enemies.
So from birth to the present, Mengshu should not have tasted loneliness.
What is loneliness?
It seems that every time before loneliness comes, he has already been drinking and boating with those friends in the rivers and lakes.
Even if his father focused on cultivating Meng Yang later, as long as he said it, Meng Yang would definitely have time to drink two glasses with him.
Therefore, the word loneliness is almost inseparable from Mengshu.
However, at the moment when he came to Saiwai, the rush along the way, the repetitive scenery, the same morning glow, and the same dream, all this made him feel so lonely.
However, it is not the kind of loneliness that leaves home.
Leaving his hometown, Mengshu should have adapted to it since he was a child, he likes his mother very much, and his mother naturally loves him very much, so when he went out with his father Meng Yang when he was a child, he would miss his mother, but that kind of longing is warm, not like now.
Now this kind of feeling is a kind of loneliness and a kind of ......
A scene suddenly flashed in Meng Shu's mind.
It was the scene in his dream.