Stretching, Lin Yun'er picked up the water cup on the table and took a sip of water, but her left hand continued to flip back the diary without stopping.

"The weather was fine on 16 August 2005

Recently, the business in the optical store is not very good, Jin Zhiyong is preparing to go to the third year of high school, and he has to use a sum of money to go to cram school, buy review materials, Xiao Xia Yan has also reached the age where she needs to go to a tutorial class, every time I see Abba and Grandma tired, I feel very sad, but I can't do anything, I can still go to some singing competitions to win some living expenses some time ago, but since last week, the training intensity has increased again, I don't have time to go out to participate in those competitions at all, sometimes I really feel very useless! I hid and cried, but after crying, I could only continue to live with a smile on my face, practice, because I didn't want anyone to worry about me, except for that stinky guy! But he wasn't with me now, I really, really needed you, Li Kong, come back quickly......"

"The weather was fine on 23 August 2005

Pei Yongshang came to the company today to look for me! I really didn't expect it! It's really been a long time since I saw him, but he's still the same as before, chubby, and his appearance hasn't changed much, but he's grown taller again, he's in high school in Seoul now, and it's very hot today, and he's already sweating profusely when I see him, haha, he invited me to a meal, and gave me an envelope when he left, and he told me that this was something that the stinky guy told him to wait until the summer of 05 to give it to me, and I went back to the dormitory and opened the envelope only to find that there were 1 million won and a piece of stationery inside! The stinky guy said in the letter that it was a grant from the club when he was going to the Netherlands at the end of '04, and he felt that he didn't have anything to spend the money on, so he left the money for me to buy milk and gummies, and I was really ...... The stinky guy also threatened me that if I returned the money to Uncle Li, he would wait until he returned to South Korea to get 1 million yuan for Xiao Xiayan...... Just, just let me lend him 1 million! I will definitely be able to pay him back soon after my debut, that's it!"

Lin Yun'er opened her mouth slightly, she felt that her little head was a little insufficient, and the guy named Li Kong left 1 million for Taeyeon Oni when he left, so it meant that she was still called to use it as pocket money?

Since she was a child, Lin Yun'er has never tried what it feels like to have 1 million in her pocket, and she said "ah" softly with envy, Lin Yun'er lay down on the bed in a daze, but it didn't take long for her to sit up quickly, there are still a lot of contents behind this diary that I haven't finished reading! It's not early, let's go to bed early after reading it early, and I have to get up early tomorrow to go to the company to put this diary back in the practice room, if Taeyeon'oni finds out that she took the diary, it will be too embarrassing.

I turned the page backwards, and found that there was nothing worth looking at in detail, and continued to scroll back, most of the content was very short, which roughly meant to express the mood of the day or complain and vent emotions.

Lin Yuna looked at the date, only to remember that they were receiving "devil" training in eight or ninety-three months last year, when I heard that there was a plan for a girl group at the top, but I wasn't sure what the scale was, so the female trainees at the bottom were miserable, and the head of the room in charge of the female trainees personally formulated a training plan for the female trainees above grade B.

Thinking of this, Lin Yuna tried to turn a few more pages backwards in one breath, and found that the content was much the same, and the record date of the diary was interrupted in February 06, and the pages after that were all blank, probably because Kim Taeyeon wrote it here and stopped writing it.

Lin Yun'er puffed out her mouth, closed the diary gently, and then threw it on the table, but I don't know if the diary was too thick and heavy or because she used too little force, the diary slammed under the edge of the table, and the pages fell apart and fell on the floor.

Lin Yun'er bent down with some difficulty and picked up the diary, but a maple leaf and two pieces of letter paper under the diary were lying quietly on the ground, Lin Yun'er said "Huh", put the diary on the bed, and bent down again to pick up the maple leaf and letter paper.

This maple leaf is very dry, and the edges of the leaves are a little faded, I think it was picked up a year or two ago and then sandwiched in the diary, but whether that person is Kim Taeyeon or the "Li Kong", Lin Yuna doesn't know.

The color of the two pieces of letter paper is the same as the color of the cover of the diary, they are both light blue, the paper is very flat, and there is a smell of lavender on it, which smells very good, and Lim Yoona can even think of the appearance of Kim Taeyeon usually rubbing these two pieces of letter paper seriously.

Curiously turned over a piece of stationery, only to see that the handwriting on the paper was very neat, not very good-looking, but it gave people a very comfortable feeling, Lin Yuner was patient and read out the contents of the letter softly:

"I asked Yongshang, that kid to give you this letter in 05, he didn't forget it, right? Haha, isn't it surprised to see this 1 million? You see I still love you very much, so you really have to be nice to me, don't usually pinch my face and bite my arm at every turn~

Hahaha, you see that you want to beat me now, and I'm not by your side, so it's not good to be angry with yourself, right?

You know me, I don't go out much when I enter the club, I usually rest in the club after training, and I can't spend any amount of money on my body, besides, I can still receive a subsidy from the club every month, so I won't take away the 1 million subsidy that the club gave me this time, and I still want to leave this money to you.

Don't be tough yet, listen to me obediently, daedae, I know that you went to participate in those competitions to make money, and I also know that Uncle Jin and Aunt Jin are not easy, you are a very strong and assertive, sensible girl, I know all of this, but I am really reluctant to let you suffer those hardships.

I don't want to see you always eat a set meal with almost no oil and water in your company in order to lighten the burden on your family! I don't want to see you squeeze into the subway and bus for a long time every time, dragging your tired body after training to participate in those singing competitions with little prize money! I don't want to see you always blaming yourself and hiding everything in your heart!

Yes, as long as you are wronged, I just can't bear it, I'm just unhappy!

1 million is just enough for you to eat well, buy some bits and pieces you like, participate in those competitions less, take care of your own body, I don't want to wait until I come back and not see that white and chubby stinky girl~

Besides, if you really can't do it, you can borrow 1 million from me, haha, and pay me back when you have money in the future.

Finally, girl, if you return this money to my Abba or Grandma, when I come back from the Netherlands, I will give Xiao Xia Yan another 1 million pocket money, I see how you explain to Uncle Jin then, hum! (You are not the only one who can be arrogant) I will miss you every day, I hope you can always be happy and healthy, silly girl~"

After reading the contents of the letter, Lin Yun'er touched her cheeks, which were a little hot, and took another piece of letter while muttering: "Taiyan Oni, this male is too domineering, they are so numb, heh~"

There is also a lot of content written on the other piece of letterhead, probably the boy sent it back to South Korea from the Netherlands, Lin Yun'er fanned the wind on her face with one hand to cool down, and looked at the contents of the letterhead:

"TO: My "stinky short body"

Before I knew it, I had been in the Netherlands for more than a year, daedae, I live here now, I train well, I have made a lot of friends in the club, the coaches of the echelon team are also very optimistic about me, the people here are friendly, everything is fine here.

How are you living in Korea? It's hard to be a trainee, although you always tell me in your letters that you have found a lot of friends in the company, but there are many times when you choose to spend it alone, right? Eat alone, practice alone, find a place to sulk alone, isn't it?

Now, I sit by the sea, listening to the wind and the sound of the waves, and write this letter to you.

I miss you so much, my little stuffy bottle, every day.

I miss the summer days we both spent together across the state, the lush trees, the breeze on the high school platform, you sleeping soundly on my shoulders, and the alleys we walked together every day.

I miss all the quiet time I spent with you.

Do you miss me?haha, you tsundere will definitely say you don't want to!So I assume that you miss me too~

The Netherlands is a really beautiful country, with fields of tulips, tall windmills standing by the sea, and a beautiful blue sea, but none of this can keep me missing because there is no you.

I'm going back to Korea in a few months, and our club's home stadium has moved back to Seoul, so how about it, aren't you happy? I can be with you again!

I had a lot to write to you, but now that Uncle Drew has said he's going to drive me back to the club, he's really good at picking the moment......

I'll tell you the rest of the rest when I return to Seoul, and then you have to listen to me and don't run away!

To my dear girl

I will write poetry in the wind

Write in the rain

Ask for the sky and the sea

Send my thoughts and blessings to you on the other side of the ocean through the wind season and the rainy season.

I will ask the sun and the stars to watch over you for me every day and night.

Remember to look up often.

Because I'll always be your warmest sky.

Always waiting for you, from start to finish.

Oh yes! Remember to have a good breakfast every day, my "little stuffy bottle".

I think your stomach will always be warm.

Wait until the next season of falling leaves.

I will continue to hold your hand and walk past the maple trees and kapok.

Call your name softly in the fallen leaves and evening breeze.

Every time I think of it, I think of your name......

Your "stinky guy"

Written on March 6, 2006