Li Xueer went home with a mind full of questions. Pen Fun Pavilion www.biquge.info she has always believed in fate for feelings. In fact, there are many people who have chased her since she was a child, and there are all kinds of them, including many talented people and people with good talents. But only after meeting Yan Feng again this time, I felt that he was very special. is usually breezy and light, but when he arrives on the field, he is very manly and has a resolute and iron-blooded temperament, which makes people feel safe when they look at it. Compared with those handsome cream students, Li Xueer feels that such men are more flavorful. (Students, remember to exercise regularly.) A strong and powerful body is more able to attract the eyes of beautiful women. Don't you see, the other half of the player is either a school girl or a flight attendant, a model or a car model? Come on, you deserve it, goddess. ）

However, everything that Aunt Ni said today made her a little unable to believe Yan Feng. She wanted to believe that Yan Feng was indeed a person with a good character, but Aunt Ni's words made her not sure of it. Li Xue'er felt a little troubled, she wanted to know the real facts.

When Li Xueer returned home, she was annoyed. Her mother, Tao Qing, came over to her with a curious look and asked, "Xue'er, how will your classmates be today?"

"It's okay. "There seems to be a lot of things happening today, which makes Li Xueer a little troubled.

"Oh. That Xue'er, what do you think of Liu Qingshan's kid? I heard that he led your class reunion today. Tao Qing continued.

"It's okay. Li Xue'er said noncommittally.

"What's the matter? I don't like that? When he came to our house a few years ago, I was impressed by it. He looks like a talent, speaks politely and decently, and is very likable. Moreover, his family is a world friend of ours, and he knows the roots and knows the right family. Your dad and I think he's the right guy for you. At that time, your father also said that it would be nice if he could become a son-in-law. Li Xue'er's mother, Tao Qing, began to gush endlessly.

"Mom. What era is it now? Don't you get involved in emotional matters, let me do it myself?" Li Xue'er said with some annoyance.

"There aren't a lot of blind dates now? Even the blind dates have been moved to TV, which shows that it is not easy to find a good home now. Liu Qingshan, this kid is very satisfied, there are not many conditions like him. Having said that, with the conditions of our family, how many people around can be worthy of you?" Tao Qing continued to persuade.

"Mom, the matter of feelings depends on fate. I don't have a blind eye for him. Li Xueer said helplessly.

"Where is there so much love at first sight in this world? The vast majority of them come together after constantly getting along and getting to know each other. If you have more contact, you will find that Qingshan is still very good. And in the case of our two families, if it is combined, it will definitely be a strong combination. It's a great marriage for both families. ”

"Mom, I'm a little tired. I want to go back to my room and rest. Li Xue'er didn't want to talk about it, she was still annoyed.

"You. If you really want to listen to the mother, don't miss it. There are not many people who are suitable for another table of talents. ”

"Mom, let's talk about feelings later. I'm still young and in no hurry. Li Xue'er walked back to the room.

"You girl, can't you listen to me properly? Your mother and I are from here, and we know what kind of person is the most suitable person for you. Hey, don't close the door. Tao Qing continued, but Li Xue'er closed the door.

"Hey, how good this kid is, why didn't you like it? It seems that you have to let that kid Qingshan show more." Tao Qing thought to herself. For Liu Qingshan, she is indeed very satisfied. No matter how you look at it, this is the best son-in-law candidate.

On the other side, Yan Feng, who was driven out of the car by Aunt Ni halfway, was speechless. He really couldn't think of anything that would harm Jingqiu. Yan Feng, who had never had a clue, went home and took out the handkerchief embroidered with autumn characters to look at it. In the end, he didn't think of anything, but Aunt Ni looked like something was really going on. So Yan Feng decided to go to Jingqiu the next day to have a look.

The next day, Yan Feng came to Cilian Nunnery full of doubts. Looking at this temple that he had not set foot in for many years, Yan Feng felt a lot of emotion in his heart and remembered a lot of things. One of the most impressive is that when he was a child, he and a few friends came here to provoke the girls inside, but he was chased and killed by the exterminator with a broom for several streets, and Yan Feng's butt was beaten a lot.

The nunnery here is where anyone can come to worship the Buddha, and every morning there are many men and women who come to chant the Buddha

Walking into the quiet nunnery, looking at the solemn Buddha statue and the quaint environment with some candle smoke around it, I was a little distracted.

"Hello, donor. Are you visiting Cilian Nunnery for the first time?" a soft-spoken female voice sounded.

"Huh?" Yan Feng turned around when he heard this, and then saw a pretty girl with bright eyes and bright teeth and a gray robe. If you look closely, it looks familiar. Those big smart eyes and that little pretty face, the more you look at it, the more familiar it becomes.

"Are you Jingqiu?" Yan Feng exclaimed in surprise after identifying the person in front of him.

"Huh?" When the pretty girl heard this, she first frowned, looked at Yan Feng carefully, and then opened her mouth and said in a big voice: "You, you are Brother Yan Feng?"

"Are you really Jingqiu, how could you be like this?" Yan Feng looked at Jingqiu's dress, and couldn't accept that the beautiful and cute little girl back then had now become a nun.

Jingqiu's eyes were red, and she looked at Yan Feng without speaking.

"How did you become a nun, why?" Yan Feng really couldn't accept it, the innocent and lovely Jingqiu in his memory became the nungu in front of him.

"Master passed away a few years ago. Jingqiu still looked at Yan Feng.

"It shouldn't be you, either. Jingxia is the senior sister, and it won't be your turn. Yan Feng said loudly.

Jingqiu shook his head lightly and did not speak.

"What's going on? When did you lose your hair? Why wasn't it your senior sister? You're still so young. ”

"In junior high school. ”

"What?"

"Do you remember when I threw you a wad of paper from the backyard?"

"A ball of paper?" Yan Feng's memory was opened, and he finally remembered what he couldn't remember when he saw the handkerchief the day before yesterday.

Eight years ago, when she was still in the third year of junior high school, I don't know why, Jingqiu's love affair at school was known by her master. Jingqiu's master was very angry about this and asked Jingqiu to drop out of school early.

After hearing about this, Yan Feng wanted Ah Bian to go with him to secretly find Jingqiu, but Ah Bian was too afraid to go because he was afraid of the exterminator. In the end, Yan Feng secretly came to the fence outside the backyard of Cilian Nunnery one afternoon after school.

Yan Feng climbed up the courtyard wall and happened to see Jingqiu who was holding the Buddhist scriptures.

"Pure autumn, pure autumn. ”

Jingqiu ran over with some surprise after seeing Yan Feng on the wall and whispered, "Brother Yan Feng, it's you." Be quiet, don't let my master hear it. ”

"You haven't been to school for a few days, and I heard that your master won't let you go to school. Are you alright?" Yan Feng asked.

"Hmm. When my master found out about my relationship, she was so angry that she stopped letting me go to school. Now she wants me to sit here and recite the sutras, and she won't let me go out. Jingqiu said with some grievances.

"What! She's a nun, you're not. You are just an orphan who grew up in the nunnery, how can she do this?" said the young Yan Feng a little angrily.

"I~" When Jingqiu was about to speak, Yan Feng saw Exterminator Taizheng walking towards the backyard out of the corner of his eye, and hurriedly signaled.

"Your master is here. I went down first. ”

Yan Feng hurriedly climbed down the wall, and Jingqiu also hurriedly ran back to read the scriptures.

"Jingqiu, what were you doing just now?Is there anyone outside?" said the exterminator's majestic voice.

"No, no. Jingqiu hurriedly waved his hand.

"Really?" the exterminator looked at Jingqiu with some scrutiny. After a long time, she shook her head and sighed. "Jingqiu. You've let me down so much. We are here in the temple nunnery, is a quiet place of Buddhism, you have grown up here since you were a child, and you have always been the most well-behaved child in the nunnery. I didn't expect you to start provoking these men and women at a young age. This time, the news spread everywhere, and many people were gossiping about our Cilian Nunnery. ”

"I'm sorry, Master, I~" Jingqiu didn't know what to say. Since she was a child, she was abandoned in Cilian Nunnery, and her master raised her single-handedly. Now that she has made Master ashamed of this, she feels a little sorry for Master.

"Hey, maybe losing your hair is the best for you. The exterminator shook his head and left.

"Hair loss?" Jingqiu panicked. She is only sixteen or seventeen years old, which is the age when she is innocent and romantic and looks forward to the future. Now let her lose her hair, and from then on she will be with the Buddha until her old age. This is something that Jingqiu can't accept no matter what, especially when she already has someone's shadow in her heart.

And Yan Feng, who had been waiting outside the wall for a long time, was about to climb the wall again to take a look after finding that there had been no sound in the courtyard for a long time, when a ball of paper was thrown out.

Yan Feng picked it up and opened it, only to see that it was written: I like you, I want to leave here, take me away. Tomorrow morning in the temple at the east gate of Laozhai, I will wait for you. Pure autumn.

After Yan Feng finished reading it, he climbed the wall and saw that Jingqiu was leaving the backyard. He made an OK gesture to Jingqiu in the distance, and said with his mouth, "Don't worry." I see it. I'll tell him. ’

After seeing Yan Feng's OK gesture, Jingqiu lowered his head and smiled, then raised his head and waved his hand and hurriedly left.

And Yan Feng looked at the paper ball, thinking that this was for him to tell Ah Bian and let Ah Bian go to Laozhai Dongmen Temple tomorrow to wait for Jingqiu. He was simple-minded, and he didn't understand the real meaning at all. What was written on the paper was that I was waiting for you, not Ah Bian.

Then Yan Feng ran to Ah Bian to give him the note, and Yan Feng kept telling Ah Bian to go.

After that, Yan Feng went home. On that day, Lao Yan accidentally fell and went to the hospital. And Yan Feng anxiously stayed with him in the hospital, thus forgetting about it. Because of this accident, Lao Yan caused a lot of physical problems, coupled with his old age, he became ill from overwork, and finally left after being treated in the hospital for a month.

Lao Yan's death was a very big blow to Yan Feng. Lao Yan is gone, and he has become an orphan with no relatives. He knew early on that he was picked up by Lao Yan, so what he longed for most was to have a family, and what he feared most was to lose his family. This incident made Yan Feng, who was still a minor, lose his backbone, and began to become a little withdrawn and unwilling to pay attention to anything.

Yan Feng, who had been immersed in pain and sadness, also decided to give up continuing his studies. Of course, part of the reason is that his high school entrance examination results are not good, and there is also the family's financial situation. Since then, Yan Feng has lived a life of self-isolation from the world, and it was not until after several years of fading that he began to slowly come out.

This incident changed Yan Feng's life, and also made Yan Feng forget about the matter agreed by Jingqiu.

Yan Feng, who came back from his memory, looked at Jingqiu with a flurry of words, and now he recalled the contents of the piece of paper, and knew that what was written on Jingqiu was actually for him, not for Ah Bian.

"You wrote that lump of paper to me back then?" Yan Feng asked.

Jingqiu pursed her lips and looked at Yan Feng quietly, without answering. And Yan Feng saw the answer in her reddened eyes.

"Jingqiu, I was ~" Yan Feng was shocked to understand this.

"Why didn't you come that day? Didn't you promise me? I waited there all day that day, and I didn't see you coming. It had been raining heavily that day, do you know what it was like for me to squat in the small temple alone with a bag of clothes?" Jingqiu looked at Yan Feng's eyes and said slowly.

"I'm sorry, Jingqiu. I thought you were going to tell Ah Bian to come to you. I didn't expect you to let me go. Originally, I wanted to go to you the next day, but my dad happened to be hospitalized in an accident. After that I was in the hospital until my dad died. Really, Jingqiu, I really didn't expect it to be like this at the time. I didn't mean to be dishonest. Yan Feng hurriedly explained.

"You really don't understand?"

"Really, I didn't lie to you. I asked Ah Bian to go, you should have seen Ah Bian that day, right?"

"No, I didn't see any of you two that day. In the end, I only saw my master. ”

"Impossible, I really told Ah Bian. Didn't he go that day?"

Actually, regardless of the facts back then, it doesn't matter anymore. Since the day I lost my hair, all the red dust of the past has gone with the wind. There is no pure autumn in this world, only Buddhist disciples forget the dust. Jingqiu shook his head and said lightly.

"Jingqiu, I~" Yan Feng looked at Jingqiu sadly, not knowing what to say. Now standing in front of him is a young nun, not the Jingqiu sister back then.

"Donor, please go back. Jingqiu motioned for Yan Feng to leave.

"Jingqiu, is that all there is to it? I am so sad to see you like this. Yan Feng said with some sadness. In fact, he really wants to say that it is vulgar. But he couldn't say it, it was a heavy word, and it was a responsibility.

"Please go back. Donor. Serving the Buddha for life, this is the Buddha fate of forgetting the dust. A Lingtuo Buddha. Jingqiu recited a Buddha mouth and turned to leave.

Looking at Jingqiu's distant figure, Yan Feng felt uncomfortable and couldn't calm down.

"Brother Yan Feng, we have no chance after all. There is no concern from this matter. It is my life to be in front of the Buddha lamp for life. Jingqiu turned her back to Yan Feng and said in a voice that only she could hear as she walked. Jingqiu's tears flowed, and she gradually dripped, dripping the robe on her chest. It would be the last time she would cry. She was sure that this was her fate, a fate that had been predestined since she was born and was thrown in front of the nunnery by her parents.

Yan Feng left Cilian Nunnery, he was very sad and helpless. Maybe that's fate. If he could have understood earlier, if his father hadn't had an accident that year, if he had gone there to see Jingqiu that day, what would have happened Yan Feng had no answer in his heart.