Mrs. Lin touched her head and smiled a little sadly: "I don't hate you, I hate myself for being useless, I'm sorry, I'm angry with you." Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ”

All along, it was just her deceiving herself, the child was innocent, and if she wanted to blame, she could only blame herself, and Fu Ruiyuan, the man she had loved all her life.

Yueniang still didn't understand, so Mrs. Lin said, "Go back, your father will come to your room to eat with you later." ”

Yueniang walked a few steps, but turned back to look at her, only to see Mrs. Lin staring at her in a daze, there seemed to be tears in the corners of her eyes, Yueniang wanted to step forward to wipe away her tears, but stopped.

Seeing Yueniang stop, Mrs. Lin smiled and said, "Silly boy, go back quickly, don't let your father wait for a long time." ”

The gentle eyes and voice made Yueniang's heart warm again, and she began to feel nostalgic for this feeling, peeling off the cocoon, as if slowly moistening her heart that had long dried up.

Today is the day for the final selection of the crown prince, and the emperor specially set up a banquet in the palace to entertain him, so he failed to come to visit her as soon as he heard the news of Yueniang's soberness.

I was bitter in my heart, but I was helpless.

When Fu Mingyu returned to the Buddhist hall yesterday, he was caught by the grandmother guarding the door, although he promised not to tell his father, but he also set three chapters of the covenant - no more smuggling, no more chasing and beating the little black cat in the yard, and no more stealing food in the kitchen.

In order to appease the maids and sons-in-law from telling their fathers, Fu Mingyu naturally had to behave better these days.

Yueniang's house is naturally hard to go.

But Jingshu, because she was taken to the banquet by her grandmother in the morning, couldn't wait to rush to the west wing as soon as she came back in the afternoon.

This sister is very restrained in front of outsiders, and she is very quiet and elegant, but in front of people she knows, she is like a monkey who has just escaped from the cage, and she is naughty and tight.

"Sister, you're finally awake. But Jingshu is worried. ”

Yueniang knocked on her forehead and scolded with a smile: "How many times has this been broken?"

Jing Shu covered her forehead and pouted: "Sister is bad, and she bullies Jing Shu again." ”

"By the way, Sister, why are you sick again this time? I went to ask Daddy and Auntie, but they just didn't tell me, saying that Auntie just had a cold. But how can I sleep for so long when I catch a cold, I must be thinking that I am young and is tricking me. Tell me, sister. Jingshu took Yueniang's hand and coquettishly.

Yueniang rewarded her with a brain jumper again, and said, "Isn't it cold? Could it be that you still think that I have a serious illness?"

"I didn't ......" Jing Shu hurriedly covered her forehead, wanting to refute, but she remembered that she really didn't believe that Sister A could be in a coma for so long just because of a small illness like wind and cold.

This seemed to confirm Sister A's statement, and she didn't know how to express her thoughts for a while, her eyes gradually became wet, and she looked at Yueniang with a small mouth aggrieved.

Seeing that he was about to make the crybaby cry again, he hurriedly changed the topic and said, "Okay, okay, I know you don't." How's it going, are you having fun today?"

Jing Shu didn't look happy at all, but said very reluctantly; It was not the same as usual, I didn't want to go, but my grandmother said that there was no one to accompany her, so she dragged me there. ”

"With so many people your age playing with you, there's nothing you don't want to go. ”

"Who likes to play with them? I like to stay with my sister. Saying that, Jingshu threw herself into Yueniang's arms and refused to come out.

"It's like it's true, I've never seen you give a gift to my sister, the eldest brother and the second brother have given it, and if you think about it, you didn't give it. Yueniang stretched out her hand and counted, pretending to be angry.

Jingshu was a little stunned when she heard Yueniang ask her for a gift, then she laughed heartily, patted her chest and said, "What does Sister want, just tell me, um......"

seemed to be searching for words in his mind, and then his eyes lit up and pointed to the sky and said, "Even if it is a star in the sky, I will pick it for you." ”

Yueniang smiled and touched her head.

When she leaves, she may never be able to see them again, so it is better to leave something behind to keep a memory.

"Why didn't you take a nap today?

"Ha-" Jing Shu yawned, her eyes glittered with sparkles and she said vaguely, "Sister doesn't say it, but now she is sleepy." ”

"Go quickly, Sister is also a little tired. ”

Since she was sick last time, Jingshu moved to another courtyard, and finally Yueniang was sober, and now she is going to separate, so she can't help but be a little reluctant, hesitate and refuse to leave, and left after Mama came to call a few times.

Fu Ruiyuan came in the evening.

The dining table was full of food, and he sat opposite Yueniang.

"If you're hungry, eat first. Fu Ruiyuan picked up the dishes and chopsticks and said.

Seeing that Yueniang was just eating the rice in the bowl, gulping it down, but she didn't move a chopstick dish, Fu Ruiyuan put a chopstick into her bowl: "Come, eat this, this bowl of anchovies is Mama Wang's specialty." ”

"This mushroom duck paw is also good. ”

Yueniang chewed hard, wanting to swallow all the tears that were about to move.

I ate half a bowl, but I couldn't eat it anymore, and said, "I'm full." ”

Fu Ruiyuan asked with concern: "Why do you eat so little, but where is it uncomfortable?"

Yueniang shook her head.

Fu Ruiyuan sighed and said, "You are the time to grow your body, remember to eat more when you go back." ”

Seeing that Yueniang didn't speak, Fu Ruiyuan took out the pebbles from his sleeve that Yueniang gave to Boss Jiao: "This was searched from that person, and I think it was snatched from you." ”

Yueniang hurriedly took the pebble and held it tightly in the palm of her hand, regretting that she had almost forgotten it, but she didn't dare to look at Fu Ruiyuan, she just lowered her head and said, "Thank you." ”

Fu Ruiyuan touched her head and smiled: "Silly child, what is polite to your father." ”

"Now that autumn is about to turn and the weather will gradually get cold, I have made you some clothes. The rain will gradually increase, and the humidity will be heavy, so don't be greedy for cold. ”

Yueniang's nose was sour again, tears finally overflowed from her eyes, and she said guiltily: "I'm sorry." ”

"What is there to be sorry for, it's only right for me to say I'm sorry, if I hadn't insisted on bringing you back, none of this would have happened. ”

Seeing Yueniang's appearance, Fu Ruiyuan was extremely distressed, and said, "What else do you want, just tell Daddy." ”

Seeing Yueniang shaking her head, Fu Ruiyuan handed her another jade pendant and said, "You take this jade pendant, this is your mother's most precious thing." ”

The jade pendant was wrapped in a multi-layered handkerchief and placed in a small box with gold trim, which is enough to show his treasure.

But she didn't want to.

"I don't want to. ”

"Listen to Daddy and take it well. ”

The shape of this jade pendant is a phoenix, white and flawless, and there is a word engraved in the middle, but Yueniang does not know it, and the milky white quality is shining with crystal clear light, like a phoenix being imprisoned in a birdcage.

She didn't like it.

She didn't know her father's intention to give her this jade pendant, but she didn't want to speculate, anyway, it was just a dead thing, so she would keep it if she gave it.

The father and daughter sat like this, only the occasional chirping outside the window broke the deathly silence.

Fu Ruiyuan finally planned to leave, from the time he stood up to the door, Yueniang's eyes never took off him, and finally when he was about to disappear around the corner, Yueniang stood up abruptly and shouted at him: "I will never come back." ”

Fu Ruiyuan's figure was stunned, Yueniang couldn't see his expression, but the next moment he disappeared around the corner.

Yueniang suddenly lay on the table with tears streaming down her face, muttering, "I won't come back." ”

Hearing the movement in the house, and seeing Yueniang's appearance when she entered the house, Mama Wang hurriedly stepped forward and asked, "Miss, what's wrong with you?"

As if she had seen a savior, Yueniang threw herself into Mama Wang's arms and cried, "Mama." ”

Mama Wang doesn't know what's wrong with Yueniang, but these days she often sees Yueniang wiping her tears alone, this child is really distressing, but she stubbornly refuses to show her weak side in front of outsiders.

Mama Wang patted Yueniang's back and comforted: "It's okay, it's okay." ”

Yueniang cried even harder.

Grandma's arms are also so warm......

The three days passed quickly, as fast as the breeze flowing between your fingers, obviously close at hand, but when you stretched out your hand to catch it, it was empty, and far away as if it were nine days away.

When Jingshu heard that she was leaving, she hugged her and cried for a long time, but then she was tired of crying and suddenly remembered her meaning, and hurriedly took out a purse embroidered with pale pink lotus flowers from her sleeve and handed it to Yueniang.

This is Jingshu embroidered by herself, and the needlework can also be seen in the unfamiliar appearance, Jingshu said that this purse was embroidered by her a few months ago, and it took a lot of effort to complete it in the past few days, and now the time is too urgent to make it for her again, so she gave it to Yueniang first.

She said that these two lotus flowers are the two of them, and the big one is Yueniang.

They stood in the middle of the lake, snuggled up, and felt the wind and the rising sun.

Because of this, the second brother was also given a day off to say goodbye to Yueniang.

The two stood together, and when someone was brewing emotions and was about to sympathize with her with a handful of snot and tears, Yueniang patted his head with a serious pampering face and said, "Okay, okay, you know what you want to say." ”

Fu Mingyu brushed her hand away and protested, "Don't knock me on the head!"

Suddenly realized a more serious problem, and said angrily: "I'm your second brother!"

"I know," Yueniang glanced at him, and her perfunctory attitude almost made Fu Mingyu blow up.

Immediately, Yueniang's words easily stirred up the burning fire in his eyes: "But in my eyes, those who are higher than me can be regarded as my brother." ”

"In less than two years, I will be more than a head taller than you. ”

"Got it. "Ah.

Yueniang's disappreciative perfunctory finally asked someone to jump to her feet: "I said that you should stop knocking!"

Men are already slower than women, he is only eleven years old now, and his eldest brother is also thirteen years old!

Yueniang does grow fast, judging from the height alone, it is the situation of the average man who is about thirteen years old.

That's why when she dresses as a man, she lets the gatekeepers flirt.

The eldest brother also came to see her, but when she recalled it again years later, she couldn't remember what she said that day.

She had gone at night, and that was what she had told her father.

In this way, you can go more carelessly.

She was accompanied by Mama Wang, and along the way, as her father said, it was rainy for a few days, and most of the places they traveled were woods, and the temperature dropped a lot, and the clothes that her father had made for her came in handy.

Her father made her a lot of clothes, and almost all the clothes she had to wear for the whole year, but these were all made in the style of the house, and how could she really wear them when she returned to the small fishing village?

It's going to scare people to death, Yueniang smiled and shook her head.

Mama Wang lifted the curtain, hugged a cloak and said, "Miss, it's frosty outside, you can add another piece of clothing." ”

Yueniang frowned and said, "Where is it so delicate? If I add it any more, I'm afraid I won't even be able to move my body." ”

She now had no less than five pieces of clothing, wrapped like a bun, and if she added another one, I am afraid it would be more than what she had worn in the previous winters.

Seeing Yueniang lift the curtain and look out the car window, Mama couldn't help but sigh: "This year's frost came a little early." ”

"Even Mama has accompanied me on this trip. ”

"Whatever the eldest lady said, it is my great blessing to be able to take care of the eldest lady. I just remembered what happened when I was younger. ”

Yueniang covered her mouth and smiled: "Mama must have fascinated many good boys when she was young. ”

"You're sweet," Mama poked her forehead, then made a reminiscence, her face full of sweetness, "but he's really good." ”

But then Mama's eyes dimmed: "It's just ......"

Yueniang lowered the curtain and stopped answering.

It's just that the world is impermanent, and there is nothing too perfect in this world.

If Mama has a good life, how can she come to her house to be a mamma?

But this time there was no rainstorm, and although it was drizzling almost every day, it was still seven days faster than the last time.

However, fate always seemed to give her a tribulation, and when she thought that she was going to live her life again, the bad news came to her quietly, and almost threw her out of hell in one fell swoop.

Just when the mighty carriage entered the village, she didn't see the figure of her grandmother greeting her, and her grandmother was getting lazier and lazier, she didn't care about these trivial matters, and she didn't care much about them.

But when she saw that there were many people gathered in the house, all gathered around her grandmother's bedside, she suddenly panicked, and her heart seemed to have been stripped of a piece, empty and terrible.

She hurriedly pushed through the crowd and squeezed into the bed, but what she saw was that her grandmother was so weak that she closed her eyes tightly.

She cried out as soon as she wowed, and she had worked hard to get back to her grandmother, not this kind of result.

She called her grandmother over and over again, but her grandmother just didn't want her.

Yueniang shouted to the crowd with tears on her face: "Hurry up and ask for a doctor, please ask for a doctor." ”

The people around looked at each other and didn't know what to do, and at this time, Mama Wang also pushed through the crowd and squeezed in.

Looking at the scene in front of him, he was suddenly stunned.

Vaguely hearing someone calling her, grandma slowly opened her eyes, and saw Yueniang who was full of tears, stretched out her hand to wipe her tears and said, "Child, you are back." ”