Chapter Forty-Nine: What Relatives Are And What Hatreds

After saying goodbye to Su Yunxi and the three of them, Su Yunjiao and Su Yunwan, who had nothing to say all the way, came to Zhanmeixuan. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info

Entering the flower hall, Su Yunwan instructed Qingluo to bring the peony flower tea he got that day, and ordered Silver Candle to go to the small kitchen for a few refreshments. After the refreshments and tea sets were ready, Su Yunwan raised her hand and waved her hand to signal them to go down. Qingluo and Silver Candle retreated, and Su Yunwan began to make tea wholeheartedly, but there was still nothing between the sisters.

Su Yunjiao sat on the yellow rosewood chair and looked around. Counting the previous life, Su Yunjiao hadn't stepped into Zhanmei Xuan for a long, long time, but the furnishings here made her feel unfamiliar at all, and everything was too familiar to her.

It was so familiar that Su Yunjiao couldn't help but sigh, and the reason why she sighed was not because she didn't like it, but because she liked it too much.

As far as the eye could see, there was nothing in the house that she didn't like. The curtain is her preferred red, all kinds of furniture are her favorite style, the pattern carved on it is her favorite peony flower, the incense burning in the house is her usual agarwood incense, and even the tea and snacks just presented are also her favorites. This small flower hall in Zhan Mei Xuan is a copy of the small flower hall in the enlightened museum!

All of a person's preferences can be written down by another person and put into practice, so how fortunate is this person? Su Yunjiao is obviously a lucky person, not an ordinary luck, because there is more than one person who treats her like this. Her parents, her maternal grandfather, her brother, her cousin, and later Wei Qingjue, even including Bai Guanzhi, who pretended to be a drama...... Of course, Su Yunwan in front of her is also one.

Su Yunjiao looked at Su Yunwan, still didn't speak, just watched quietly, watching her throw a handful of air-dried peony petals into the carved dragonfly dotted water pattern thin mouth round belly one-ear pot, watching her pour the boiled water into the pot slowly, watching the petals being washed away by the water potential, dancing in the transparent glass pot, gorgeous and dazzling.

The curling mist rose from the pot, Su Yunjiao stared at the mist, graceful and graceful, the dreamlike mist was like a light yarn rising with the wind, tickling Su Yunjiao's heart one by one, confusing Su Yunjiao's mood.

In fact, since she has been reborn, Su Yunjiao has not fully figured out what attitude to face Su Yunwan, whether it is hatred, resentment, tolerance, forgiveness, or ignorance? Su Yunjiao is complicated to Su Yunwan, first happy and then hateful, then empty without sorrow and joy, and finally self-relieved and then pessimistic and let go, until now goodbye, but it is boundless confusion.

Su Yunjiao is a pure person, and pure people are often not good at dealing with complex problems, especially complex emotional problems, so Su Yunjiao has not spoken because she doesn't know what to say.

"Wow. Since they have something to talk about, the sisters can't be silent forever, Su Yunwan opened her mouth first, she pushed the glass cup with peony flower tea in front of Su Yunjiao, and said with a smile, "Seventh sister, try it, can you like it." ”

The familiar and soft voice made Su Yunjiao's distant deep thoughts gradually converge.

Su Yunjiao looked up along the teacup, Su Yunwan's face behind the light smoke of tea mist was a little hazy, and the emotions that Su Yunjiao had never discerned were hidden in the eyes on her face, which were as quiet as a secluded pool, and it was becoming more and more difficult to distinguish at the moment.

Su Yunjiao narrowed her gaze, took the fragrant and sweet glass cup in front of her, took a sip, closed her eyes and tasted it, opened her eyes for a long time, and praised: "Good tea!"

Su Yunwan didn't have time to reply, but after Su Yunjiao's praise, she was followed by a soft sigh: "How fortunate it is to have a sister like the fifth sister, Jiaojiao." ”

Su Yunwan had a usual smile on her face, and when she heard this, her face remained unchanged, and she just smiled: "With a sister like me, how unfortunate is Jiaojiao." ”

"How unfortunate?" asked Su Yunjiao.

"How are you lucky?" asked Su Yunwan.

Seeing that the relaxed atmosphere was sluggish, the sisters were silent with each other, and after a while, Su Yunjiao opened her mouth first.

Su Yunjiao looked at Su Yunwan's quiet eyes and replied: "I like what I like, I mourn, I am sad, understanding my intentions, considerate, generous, knowledgeable, humble, accompanied for ten years, sisterhood, it is a blessing." ”

"Huh. Hearing this, Su Yunwan's eyes did not move, and after shaking her head and sneering, she looked at Su Yunjiao awe-inspiringly, frank and undodged, "I like what you like, I mourn what you mourn, it is to conform to your heart and win your trust; considerate and generous, humble and generous, it is to pretend to flatter, in exchange for you to obey your words; ten years of companionship, the so-called deep affection is just a means, just to sow discord and make better use of it." You are fortunate to be just the product of conspiracy and deliberate arrangement, so it is unfortunate. ”

"With such an answer, is the seventh sister still satisfied?" was still a gentle smile, but the words were cold and sharp like an ice pick, and the words were piercing.

Rao is Su Yunjiao, who had been prepared for a long time, couldn't help but be stunned, although she had expected that after this time, it would be difficult for them to recover, but she didn't want Su Yunwan to confess so thoroughly. Su Yunjiao smiled bitterly, so undisguised, this was telling her that she didn't even want the last void and wrongdoing?

Su Yunjiao didn't take away her eyes from looking at her, only sighed lightly, as if she could sway all the hesitation out of her body, and said, "In this way, we are enemies." ”

The tone is very light, the gaze is also very light, it is clear and extinguished, swaying, and struggling.

The four eyes were facing each other, different from Su Yunjiao's struggle, Su Yunwan did not give in an inch, tightened step by step, closed her smile, said in a cold tone, and said lightly: "We are the enemy." ”

Knowing that this would be the result, Su Yunjiao still felt unwilling in her heart, Su Yunjiao hesitated again and again, and asked, "Why are we enemies?"

These words seemed to be asking Su Yunwan and herself.

"Because there is hatred. Su Yunwan's eyes were as quiet as a deep pool, condensed the cold ice of the pool, and the bright red cinnabar between her eyebrows became more and more poignant and treacherous.

"Where does hatred come from?" Knowing the reason, Su Yunjiao didn't know why she had to ask again.

Su Yunwan sneered and said, "From my parents." ”

It's ironic to think that they became sisters because of their parents, and they became rivals because of their parents.

"What do the grievances and grievances of the older generations have to do with us?" The reason why I asked again and again was that I was unwilling to meet the enemy in the end. Su Yunjiao relived her life, always subconsciously wanting to redeem her past regrets, and her unwillingness at this time was ten times better than in her previous life.

"This is the reason, but knowing it may not be possible. How can a child turn a blind eye to my mother's hatred and resentment? The fourth brother can't let go of my mother's death, and I can't let go of it. Compared with Su Yunjiao's unwillingness, Su Yunwan was simply and decisive, categorical, and left no room for anything.

Answering like this, Su Yunjiao only felt even more unwilling, raised her eyebrows and retorted: "What does Mrs. Qin's death have to do with my mother? My mother will never do anything that harms people's lives." ”

How could her own mother not know? How could her mother be the kind of person who hurts people's lives for the sake of love? Her mother has always been arrogant and disdains to do such things! If it weren't for the fact that her father and mother really love each other, how could her mother, who has always believed that you will leave me if you have no intentions, agree to marry her father with the Qin family?

Qin's tragedy stemmed from her obsession, and in the final analysis, it was her own unwillingness to let go of herself that caused the final tragedy.

"What do you want to say, I know, it's just," Su Yunwan looked at her and sneered: "What's the matter? What's not? Even if your mother hasn't touched my mother, you know that love words in this world are the most murderous." Between my father, mother, and Mrs. Gu, I don't care who is right or wrong, I just know that my mother died because of this, and I hate because of it, so why do I need to say more?"

The almost paranoid words made Su Yunjiao bow her head and support her forehead, and the gaze that looked at Su Yunwan finally moved away, and the room fell into a round of silence, and after a long time, she suddenly heard Su Yunjiao whisper: "You and I really can't be sisters?"

When Su Yunjiao asked this sentence, all the firmness that had accumulated before to be desperate to be an enemy had all collapsed in this bit of unwillingness.

Su Yunjiao once thought that it would be easy to make enemies of Su Yunwan after calculating her so many times, but now it seems that she was wrong.

Even if Su Yunwan had other calculations for her, she still couldn't change the fact that she was very important, Su Yunjiao suddenly realized that the woman in front of her was involved in almost all the joys and sorrows in her life, and every great sorrow and joy was inseparable from her.

And Su Yunjiao didn't know that when she looked away, when she said that sentence, the ice in Su Yunwan's eyes gradually melted, and the corners of her mouth pouted with an undetectable chuckle.

Sure enough, as she expected, Su Yunjiao was still not firm enough. After getting along with Su Yunjiao for so many years, Su Yunwan knows her better than Su Yunjiao herself, so when she saw Su Yunjiao's gaze, she knew that she was not as firm as she thought.

Su Yunwan sighed silently, in fact, in this rupture, there was no end to Su Yunjiao.

But, so what?

Su Yunwan remembered what Su Xun said to her that day, he said, I don't ask you to let go of your hatred, I just ask you not to hesitate and hesitate, that is not good for you and Jiaojiao. Since you can't let go, then the hatred will be hated, the resentment will be resentful, and it is simply decisive that it is the best choice for you and Jiaojiao.

She was silent for a long time after hearing this, and then nodded solemnly and said, I, I understand.

Su Xun smiled and said, in the future, you and Jiaojiao will be rivals, so before you and Jiaojiao break this light veil, can you please take care of her again?

Obviously, there was no oppression and threat in her words, but she couldn't refuse, so she nodded involuntarily and said, how to take care of it?

When Su Xun heard this, a smile appeared on her face that she still didn't understand, and said, Oh, it's nothing, it's just that you are asked to behave more firmly than her when you break with Jiaojiao, and leave no room for it. Only in this way can Jiaojiao really make up her mind, remember that only if you are firm, she can be firm......

The one who knows Su Yunjiao best is the sixth brother. Su Yunwan shook her head, the cold in her eyes rose again, and her plain and gentle voice became even colder: "From the moment your mother and my mother stepped into the gate of the Marquis Wenchang Mansion at the same time, you and I are destined to be sisters. ”

As if she had been stabbed, Su Yunjiao raised her head suddenly, since Su Yunwan had decided to do so, if she hesitated and didn't make a decision, she would be weak and ridiculous.

"In this case, we are enemies!"

The same words, different state of mind, since it is irretrievable, then why bother, it is better to let go, and come to a showdown with her in a dignified manner, win or lose, and be reborn!

Su Yunjiao met Su Yunwan's eyes again, this time her eyes did not waver, Su Yunjiao and Su Yunwan, two people, two pairs of eyes, were equally firm. (To be continued.) )