"Then why don't you go and look for it?" asked Su Jinyang with a frown.

"I'm going to die, what else are I looking for, so be it!" Mu Yun smiled, said casually, and turned around, she knew that Su Jinyang would be mad.

"Mu Yunzhi!" Sure enough, Su Jinyang shouted angrily.

Mu Yunzhi didn't want to pay attention to Su Jinyang who was in a hurry, and hurriedly jumped out of the distance, and didn't forget to turn around and shout: "Don't make trouble! I'm serious!"

As soon as Mu Yunzhi said this, Su Jinyang became even more angry, and said seriously, just your sister, if it weren't for Su Jinyang's good tutoring, he would never beat someone and swear for no reason, and if someone else came, he would definitely go up and beat Mu Yunzhi.

But looking at Mu Yunzhi's appearance of dodging and not in a hurry, Su Jinyang only felt very uncomfortable in his heart, when did Mu Yunzhi, who never give up, have been hit like this. Su Jinyang couldn't see the vitality on Mu Yunzhi's body, nor could she see her idea of wanting to live, but ······ But Su Jinyang really didn't want Mu Yunzhi to die like this.

After Mu Yunzhi jumped out of the distance, when he looked back, he saw Su Jinyang looking at him sadly, Mu Yunzhi was startled by Su Jinyang with this look, in Mu Yunzhi's memory, Su Jinyang would never show this expression.

Mu Yunzhi moved back slowly, scratching his head at a loss, looking at Su Jinyang embarrassedly, with a cute look: "Don't look like this, can't I say it in the future?"

Su Jinyang looked at Mu Yunzhi for a long time, and the movement between the two of them made Yue Aya and Chu Mo couldn't help but be quiet, what, it doesn't seem to be a good time to talk at this time, I always feel that the atmosphere is a little depressing at this time.

"Tickle ······" Mu Yunzhi still couldn't resist Su Jinyang's offensive in the end, and looked at her dejectedly.

Su Jinyang suddenly hugged Mu Yunzhi and hugged it tightly, as if once she let go, Mu Yunzhi would disappear. Mu Yunzhi was taken aback by Su Jinyang, stiffened and didn't dare to move.

"Ah Zhi, I'm so afraid that I won't be able to find you again just by looking back······" Su Jinyang's voice was very low, but the fear and uneasiness in what she said made the three of them stunned.

Mu Yunzhi's whole person was stunned, Mu Yunzhi stretched out his hand and hugged Su Jinyang, but when she saw Chu Mo standing aside, Mu Yunzhi suddenly lost all her courage, and Mu Yunzhi's raised hand hung down weakly. Her face was calm, but her eyes were closed.

"I'm sorry ······"

I'm sorry, I know you're worried, I know you're hesitating, I know you're afraid, but I'm sorry, I still can't turn back, I still can't promise you······

"Why?" When Su Jinyang heard Mu Yunzhi's words, his whole body trembled. She let go of Mu Yunzhi, and the whole person was in an unbelievable mood, "Why? You are not like this, Ah Zhi, the Ah Zhi I know is not like this?"

Mu Yunzhi pushed Su Jinyang away, opened his eyes, and the expression on his face was very calm, which can also be said to be indifferent: "Itch, you see that Mu Yunzhi is in the happiest time in this life, you can't see what she looks like when she is in pain." Because she cares about you so much, and she wants you to never touch these dirty and ugly things, just as I don't want you to see me in other ways, which is dirty, poisonous insects born in dark corners. ”

"Itch, I said, you are not me, you have a family that loves you and loves you, and you also have a senior brother and master who spoil you and love you, you and me. We don't want you to come into contact with the darkness, you are destined to be born in the light, to be admired and worshipped by the world. ”

"And I, since I came into this world, have been destined to live in darkness. Darkness and light go hand in hand, but they are two very different things. I have never dared to get too close to you, for fear that the light will be impregnated by darkness, and staying away from you is the best result for you and me. ”

Mu Yunzhi's hand swept over Su Jinyang's sideburns: "But you have always been reluctant to leave, unwilling to stay away." Do you know how tired I was from those people of the past? Do you know how tired I am when I am tossed and turned in the face of all the intrigues and intrigues that everyone has set up against me, so that you can't see that something is wrong?"

"You know, I'm an orphan, and all I can rely on is myself, a bunch of outcasts who are also orphans. I've had enough of the days of carefully surviving in the cracks, and even if it is death, I don't want to live like this. ”

"How so······ Ah Zhi, you still have a master, the master loves you so much, he won't ignore your ······" Su Jinyang only felt that his heart was aching for a while.

"You should have guessed it, right? The Red Dust Stain of my master in your mouth is the biggest mastermind behind the way I am now. Mu Yunzhi stayed away from Su Jinyang, his face was indifferent, "I didn't want to mention this matter to you, but if you insist on asking, then I might as well tell you." ”

"If it weren't for the fact that twenty years ago, Hongchen Mozhi sent people to hunt down and kill my mother's father, how could I have been abandoned by my mother in Beichen, if it wasn't for his design to let Chu Ze lead the people of the four major families to that remote mountain village, how would I be treated as a sacrifice and brought back to that infernal hell to suffer for many years. If it weren't for his delusional desire to take my life and my willingness, how could I have fallen to such a point!"

"If it weren't for him, I would have a very happy and happy home, I would be like you, pampered by all people, held in the palm of my hand, and never come into contact with the dirtiest existence in this world, I would find someone who suits me and marry him, and grow old. If it weren't for him, I would be the happiest person in the world. ”

Mu Yunzhi turned around in despair and turned his back to Su Jinyang: "But if it weren't for him, I wouldn't know you, I wouldn't know the peacock, I wouldn't know the beauty, and I wouldn't know the friends who have been following me, protecting me, and unwilling to leave." ”

"I hate him and I appreciate him. I didn't believe in fate, but when I lost everything and was on the verge of life and death, I suddenly believed that this is fate, even if it is again, I still have to experience it!"

"I can't back down, there are a lot of people behind me who are looking up to me, and I'm going to find a place for them to live in peace anyway. The world ······ If I'm sick, I can't save it, even if I become a Heavenly Dao, I can't save it. My so-called elixir of the world is also incurable after all. The farther you go, the better, there will be a battle between me and Hongchen Modye, either he dies or I die, I don't want to be your enemy, I don't want you to help me, I don't have the certainty of defeating Hongchen Modye, if you can not involve people, you won't be involved! You go! Don't ask me about it anymore, when the time is up, you will get the answer you want in the end, that is my past, I don't remember, all the past. ”