After Zhao Bin arrived home, he walked into a familiar environment, the scenes of his past life flashed in front of him, walked into his bedroom, and saw the room that was exactly the same as before he left, his eyes couldn't help but moisten, and his parents missed him every day. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

Put down the schoolbag and walk to the bookshelf, the photos of my childhood school are still smiling in the frame, and even the Transformers model I bought when I was a child is still there, and I am not stained with dust by my mother. I took out this philatelic album, stroked the long-lost booklet, full of love from my parents, when I was young, I liked philately, my parents didn't understand, although the money spent on it a year was not much, it was always something that had nothing to do with life, but as long as he was happy, my parents would rather save their own food.

I took off my clothes, took a shower, lay on the bed, felt a little tired, but I couldn't sleep for a while, thinking about how to communicate with my mother, telling my father if the truth was a little cruel to him, what kind of choices he would make, and how to explain to my grandfather and grandmother, all this is like a mess. Thinking that he was about to say goodbye to the army he loved, he was reluctant to give up in his heart, but in the face of sudden changes in the family, he couldn't let his mother bear it alone, he had to take on the responsibility of a man and a son.

I slept a lot in a daze, and when I woke up, it was already more than three o'clock in the afternoon, I got up to wash, and went downstairs to take a taxi to the hospital.

When I walked into the ward, I saw my mother by the bedside, and Feline was in a daze. Seeing that my son changed into the sportswear he used to wear at home, the days seemed to be back to the past.

Philene looked at her cousin in front of her, like a big boy in high school, neat, innocent and cute.

The second aunt told her son: "Go and get a pot of hot water, there is no water." ”

Zhao Bin lifted the kettle and walked out of the ward, and the second aunt then cleaned up a bit of garbage in front of her and followed out, thinking that this was deliberately calling her son out, and it was inconvenient to say something in front of everyone.

The second aunt took a few steps and shouted, "Son, wait for me." ”

Zhao Bin stopped and looked back, looking at his mother, who was nearly half a hundred, he felt very uneasy, he raised himself so big, he had so much, he hadn't repaid a little bit of parenting, his mother was no longer young, the wrinkles on his face showed the vicissitudes of time, and the little white hair that floated up reminded his son that his mother had not lived a good life in this half of her life.

When his mother arrived, Zhao Bin wrapped his arms around his mother's shoulders and walked together in the direction of the water room.

"Why didn't my mother bring it out to me just now when she threw out the garbage, you can rest for a while, what is the matter with a son. ”

An ordinary sentence made the second aunt tear again: "Mom just wants to talk to you alone, and it feels different when you call and say it in person." ”

"Mom, speak, son, listen. ”

"You're still used to it in the army, aren't you? Is the food delicious? Is it good to work with your comrades-in-arms?"

"Okay, don't worry. ”

"You said that you have made meritorious service in the army, is it dangerous to perform the task, if this is the case, we will not make any meritorious service, safety is the most important. ”

"Mom, a lot of comrades-in-arms are together during the mission, how can there be so many dangers in peacetime, you say?"

The second aunt will be suspicious, but she can't think of what tasks her son will perform.

"Mom still wants to ask you, you went to ask the doctor in the morning, how is your father's condition, you left in a hurry in the morning, and you didn't have time to elaborate, now you can always tell Mom." ”

Zhao Bin groaned slightly, his father didn't want to hide this, and his mother had to tell the truth: "My father has advanced stomach cancer. ”

The second aunt stopped and asked, "Say it again, what is your father's illness?"

"Mom, I also know that this is a blow to you, so I didn't say it right away in the morning, I was thinking about how to tell you this better, I kept thinking about it when I got home, or decided to tell you directly, after all, this matter is irreparable, Dad has little time left, and the cancer cells have dispersed。。。。。。。。 ”

The second aunt didn't speak, just stood there in a daze, couldn't see what she was thinking, Zhao Bin thought that her mother would cry when she heard the news, but she didn't expect her mother to be like this.

"Mom, you still have me. ”

Saying that, Zhao Bin gave his mother a positive hug, but her mother still didn't react.

At this time, Zhao Bin was frightened, pulled his mother to the chair by the corridor, and sat down with his mother: " Mom, life is impermanent, I don't need my son to tell you, what we can do now is to accompany my father through the last time, and I will accompany you in the future, Mom, in the face of life and death, we are powerless to recover anything, what we can do is to make Dad more comfortable and happy in the last time, our family has a happy time together, the son was not sensible before, and you were angry with your father, it was the son who was not good, and when the son was clear, Dad was like this again。。。。。 ”

Zhao Bin couldn't cry while speaking, and when a big man showed his fragile side, he couldn't stand it.

The second aunt didn't look at her son, her eyes looked ahead, but she didn't know what she was looking at: "Son, don't be sad, you are the pride of your parents at all times, what your mother has been worried about these days is this, what she is afraid of is hearing the news, and the result is still fulfilled, this is fate, people can't fight with fate, your father is a few years earlier, and I will accompany him in a short time." ”

Looking at the depression and calm on his mother's face, Zhao Bin was so sad that he was going to die, it was nothing for a man to sweat and bleed, but he couldn't see his loved ones sad and sad.

"Mom, there's another thing I want to discuss with you. ”

"Tell me, what's the matter. ”

"The doctor said that when my father's wound was better, he would have chemotherapy immediately, which was very torturous. I asked him how long he could delay his life with chemotherapy, and the doctor said it was hard to say. Maybe three or five more months, maybe not, but the surgery is now unrealistic, and it can't be done anymore. I mean, if we don't do this chemotherapy, even if we do, we won't last long, but Dad will end up suffering inhumanely. But I want my dad to choose this decision, so in this case, I have to tell him the real condition. “

Zhao Bin looked at his mother's face as he spoke, observing her reaction. Seeing that his mother was listening to him, he continued: "In our country, it is customary to hide the truth from the patient, but in the West, the humane point is to let the patient decide his own destiny and not let people go through this life in a daze, I don't know if you agree with my idea, and I don't know if you think this is good or bad for Dad." ”

The second aunt listened to her son's story quietly, without any reaction, and couldn't tell whether she agreed or opposed. It's just that she looks even more tired.

The second aunt stood up and said to her son, "Let me think again." ”