Chapter 465
"I'm fine...... It's just that I suddenly found out that the beautiful man I like is not as good as before, which makes me question my previous gaze, so I came back to the underworld reluctantly, and I want to find a few beautiful men to check it out to see if there is something wrong with my eyes......"
Cha Cha tried hard to say in an innocent tone that nothing had happened, and when she said, "Is there something wrong with my eyes?", she also cooperated with a distressed look, trying to hide her abnormality.
But Chacha's acting skills are still too poor, and these words did not make Xiaobai and Xiaohei believe her explanation, but they were even more worried about Chacha's reaction.
But the two of them were not uninteresting, first they both pretended to be "ah! so it is like this, ......" looked at Cha Cha, and then very cooperatively, you and I teased Cha Cha one by one, and then they left Cha Cha's dormitory together.
Cha Cha saw the backs of Xiao Bai and Xiao Hei leaving together, and at the same time, she breathed a sigh of relief, and looked at the backs of the two of them, and there was still some envy in her heart.
How good, how difficult it is to find someone who likes each other and can accompany each other until old age......
Cha Cha sat at the table for a long time, and all she thought about was Lu Tiance.
There was a scene when I saw Lu Tiance for the first time, he came to the rescue, and I looked back to see him;
There is a scene where I spent a lot of time with him in order to know where to find Lu Tiance;
has been entangled by himself for a long period of time, and then he is willing to tell himself that his name is Lu Tiance;
There is a scene where he and Lu Tiance sit together and drink the same jar of bamboo leaf green wine together;
There is a scene where Lu Tiance has a good deal with the eighth prince, neither humble nor arrogant;
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What to do, everything is so clear, as if it just happened yesterday, as if he only knew Lu Tiance yesterday, his every move, every word, Chacha remembers it clearly.
Myself...... Can you really treat these things as if nothing has happened, and quietly bless Lu Tiance and Mu Qinghe to get married, have children, and grow old together......
I seem to ...... Know what I'm going to do after that......
Cha Cha fell asleep again in this stressful situation, after all, there were too many tears shed this day, and there were many things hidden in Cha Cha's heart, plus these things could not be resolved, so they all became a big mountain, which weighed heavily on Cha Cha's heart, making her almost out of breath.
Cha Cha started dreaming again.
It's still the house full of people, it's still a house full of festive atmospheres, and it's still a house full of red double happiness words.
It seems that nothing has changed, but Cha Cha is panicking.
I'm so scared, what should I do, should I kill these people here again again, and let their blood give such a bloody gift for Lu Tiance's wedding with Mu Qinghe?
At that time, would my hands still be inserted into Mu Qinghe's chest covered by a red robe, and I would touch the heart that was still beating?
The same uncontrolled walk into the room, the same noisy environment inside, the same congratulatory voices everywhere.
"Hey, the man is handsome, the woman is pretty, it's really a talented woman......"
"It's not, and Gongzi Lu and Miss Mu have been childhood sweethearts since childhood, and there is no need to say much about their feelings, I really envy me......"
"Hey, I can see this pair of lovers and eventually become married, Lao Li, you and I should be floating together!"
"It's just ......"
"The bride is so beautiful, just like a fairy descending from the earth, and only a son like Lu Tiance and Lu Gongzi is worthy of it!"
"No, I'll tell you......"
With the same congratulatory voice, Cha Cha knew what was going to happen next.
No, no, no, I want to control myself, I don't want to let myself become a sinner who ruined Lu Tiance's wedding with Mu Qinghe, I want to bless them from the bottom of my heart, I want them to join hands for a lifetime and accompany them to old age, I want to watch them have both children and grandchildren.
I don't want to see Lu Tiance's eyes that hate me like that...... Never ...... again
"Worship heaven and earth...... "Hold back, tea and tea......
"Erbai Gaotang ......" Cha Cha, don't let Lu Tiance hate you......
"Husband and wife bow to each other...... "Do you see his smile?" How happy is he......
"Sent to the cave ......" finally ...... Is it over?
The groom, Lu Tiance, grabbed the hand of the bride Mu Qinghe with a smile in the kind ridicule of everyone, and the two walked to the back of the wedding room step by step.
"The bridegroom must remember to come back and drink with us! Although the Spring Festival is worth a thousand gold overnight, but our group of guests have not been sent away, the bridegroom can't leave us alone, you say, isn't it......
"Yes, yes, let's have a drink before you can go back......"
"Lu Xiaozi remembered to drink three glasses with me, and now my Lao Li is happy to see that a lover finally becomes a family!"
Lu Tiance came back soon, his face was still rosy, and the corners of his eyebrows, eyes and lips were full of smiles, countless romantic meanings.
Lu Tiance's face was full of romance, his cheeks were rosy, and he looked like "people are in good spirits when they have happy events", which made Cha Cha's heart "chuckle".
What happened in the last dream didn't happen this time, Cha Cha was still a little glad in her heart, after all, this time she would not see Lu Tiance's eyes that hated her like that, and her heart would not experience such pain again.
But now that he sees Lu Tiance's happy face like this, why did the little happiness in his heart disappear in an instant, and what remains is endless unwillingness and jealousy?
Yes, yes, how can I not be unwilling? How can I not be jealous? The person I like marries another woman, these emotions are all right?
It's painful, but I still have to suppress my emotions, I can't let myself be carried away by these negative emotions, and then do the irrational things in the last dream.
What did the last dream come from?
Cha Cha only felt that her head was swollen and painful, and all the things, people and things in her mind were constantly intertwined, converging into a dagger, poking everywhere in her head, which could cause a burst of sharp pain all at once, making Cha Cha almost lose her mind.
What a painful feeling...... Is he going to die? Also, Lu Tiance married another woman, why didn't he die again?
In the past, I met two men and women who both went to the underworld for the first time in the underworld, and Cha Cha was very surprised when she saw it, and I don't know what the reason is. Later, after asking, I found out that they were a husband and wife, because one of them was seriously ill and was about to die, the wife could not bear the death of her husband and could only leave herself alone to live in the yang world, so she used a dagger to learn about her life in front of her husband's sickbed, and came to the underworld with her dying husband.
At that time, Cha Cha was still amazed, did he really have this kind of unswerving emotion? Born for a person's life, died for a person's death, this kind of strong and thick emotion is really shocking.
Cha Cha never thought that this kind of thing would be related to herself, and she never thought that one day, she would be cut because the man she liked married another girl, and she couldn't help but want to cut herself off directly.
Everyone in the hall was smiling, and they kept toasting to today's groom official, that is, Lu Tiance, and the auspicious words in their mouths were like flowing water, gushing endlessly, which also made the expression on Lu Tiance's face softer and softer, his smile became bigger and bigger, and his eyes were full of starlight.
This is Cha Cha's favorite appearance, but Cha Cha is the first time I've seen it. Such a gentle and kind Lu Tiance, it's a pity that he already belongs to another woman from today, and he has worked hard to not let himself destroy his happiness.
Lu Tiance is happy now, right......
Isn't that enough?
No...... No, I still have to watch Lu Tiance and Mu Qinghe have children, and watch them become children and grandchildren......
Look at their gray hair, hand in hand for a lifetime.
No words can describe Cha Cha's heartache in front of the current Cha Cha, she can only watch everyone in the hall continue to toast and persuade Lu Tiance, and everyone's wine Lu Tiance drank it without hesitation, as if as long as he drank those wines, the nice auspicious words in the toast's mouth would really come true.
He smiled so beautifully, Cha Cha thought to herself.
The sky gradually darkened, and the hall was lit with dragon and phoenix candles with thick red baby arms, and the red candles stung Cha Cha's eyes, and the candles that flowed down the dragon and phoenix candles were like blood.
At last, the last man in the hall was drunk, and before he could even put the jar in his hand on the table, he snored and fell asleep, and in a short time he fell unconscious.
This is the person still standing in the lobby, and only Lu Tiance is with Chacha. Cha Cha didn't know why Lu Tiance didn't seem to be able to see his existence, but he still couldn't help but walk directly opposite Lu Tiance, looking forward to his own shadow in his eyes.
But Cha Cha was destined to be disappointed, Lu Tiance's eyes were clear, there were people who were sleeping, people who were dreaming, people who were subconsciously holding wine jars in their hands and sending them to their mouths, people who were lying on their backs on chairs and sleeping soundly, and people who slipped off the chair and slipped off the ground and slept soundly on the ground......
But there is no one named Cha Cha.
Lu Tiance looked around and found that no one around was still awake, the corners of his mouth hooked up a smile, and then turned around and went to the back hall.
Cha Cha knew what he was going to do.
The night of the candle in the cave room is known as one of the four beautiful things in life, even Cha Cha, the lord of the underworld who knows little about the yang world, knows what it means.
He's going to see Mu Qinghe, he's going to be with Mu Qinghe.
Cha Cha had nothing left in her mind, only these two sentences were still lingering in her mind, and there was constantly a voice that was so cold and cruel to tell her about this bloody reality.
What should I do? What should I do to get Lu Tiance back? How can I not do this...... Heartache?
Cha Cha really wants to cry, maybe he can let go of a lot of things after crying, maybe he won't be so obsessed with Lu Tiance, maybe he can say to Lu Tiance generously: Congratulations.
But Cha Cha couldn't cry anything, Cha Cha's eyes were so dry that even blinking could become a very laborious thing, let alone tears.
So Cha Cha looked at Lu Tiance's back, watching him get farther and farther away from him little by little, and getting closer and closer to Mu Qinghe.
It turns out that watching the person you love and walking towards other people step by step is such a painful and intolerable taste.
Lu Tiance opened the door of the wedding room, strode in without the slightest hesitation, and then turned around and closed the door.
Cha Cha followed uncontrollably, and she was as smooth as entering a no-man's land all the way, whether it was a maid, a servant, or Lu Tiance, it seemed that she couldn't see her.
Then Cha Cha followed Lu Tiance to the door of the wedding room, watched Lu Tiance enter the house, watched Lu Tiance turn around and close the door, and once again, saw Lu Tiance's face without concealing it at all, full of joy and joy.
Cha Cha's footsteps paused, and then he couldn't enter the door of this wedding room again.
The strength of the whole body seems to be drained, and the heart is boundless hollow and ...... Sorrowful.
A door separates two emotional extremes, great joy and great sorrow.
Cha Cha sat in front of the door of the wedding room for a night, watching the moon in the sky being covered by the clouds and exposed by the clouds, watching the bright moon gradually disappear, the rooster crow woke up the servant, and watched the sky reveal a glimmer of golden light.
It turns out that it is already dawn?
The door behind Cha Cha was opened, Cha Cha smiled bitterly, her legs that had been sitting all night were already sore, but Cha Cha still supported her body and stood up with the pillar beside her.
Then I saw the two of them with spring on their faces.
It's really a talented woman, a golden boy and a girl.
Cha Cha originally thought that she would be in pain when she saw this scene, but she found that she didn't feel anything else, because of the pain in her legs, she didn't feel anything else?
That's nice......
Let's let my leg hurt for the rest of my life.
So that I can stay here for a while longer and see Lu Tiance more.
When I don't feel bad, I don't think it's anything, but it hurts so badly.
I'm so afraid that I won't be able to bear the feeling of heartache, so I'll leave you in a fit of anger, Lu Tiance......
I'm kidding, how can I give up?
So Cha Cha was settled here.
The good relationship between Lu Tiance and Mu Qinghe is really envious of others, Chacha can often hear the maid and the maid in the house discussing the relationship between the two masters, it is really a match made in heaven, a splendid match.
When Lu Tiance was dancing the sword, Mu Qinghe was painting on the side, and the affection between the two could be known just by looking at the eyebrows, obviously there was no word between the two, but it seemed that they could know each other's thoughts with just one look.