Dedication 71: The word "quiet" runs through life
Bai Xi gradually turned around, in fact, she had already heard footsteps from the time Yun Tilt approached here.
"Your heart is not still. Bai Xi's cold voice remembered, and his expression was different from Su Luo's.
Yun Tiantian didn't expect the teacher's first sentence to say this, she does often think about things these days, so she bowed her head, Yun Tiantian was silent, she knew that the teacher would have a follow-up.
Sure enough, Bai Xi breathed a sigh of relief, then raised his eyebrows, and said, "You usually walk thirty-four steps from the time you step on the fence to the time you walk to me, but today, you have walked thirty-six steps." β
Yun Tiantian couldn't think about it now, and at the same time, he didn't understand what the teacher meant by saying this.
In retrospect, when the teacher taught her medical skills since she was a child, she first had to calm her mind.
Bai Xi said that a person, only when the mind is calm, can do something with peace of mind and completely immerse himself in it, so as to achieve high efficiency. If you can't even be quiet, you are destined to not be able to make a breakthrough in one aspect.
"Tilt knows, and when he comes to the teacher, Tilt feels a lot quieter. "Yun Tilt looks rare seriousness and respect, without Baixi, it can be said that there is no quiet Cloud Tilt.
Bai Xi took a step, and then approached the house, and Yun Tiantian followed suit.
"What do you think of your medical skills now?" Bai Xi's voice was on the high pitch, the words were short, and every word was slower to be spoken, and Yun Tiantian always felt a cold breath from it.
And now is not the time for her to think about this, Yun Tian hurriedly said: "It is okay to be placed among ordinary people, but there are still many deficiencies and still need to be improved." β
"You know. Bai Xi looked at Yun Lean, her thin eyebrows were slightly bent, she didn't think of it like this before, everyone else had to associate every word a lot, even if it seemed quiet, but her heart was almost a mess.
So Bai Xi swallowed all the words he wanted to say, then glanced at Yun Tiantian's face, and said to Yun Tiantian: "You go for an hour, and I'll call you again at noon." Afternoon...... You're about to get busy. β
Yun Tian was puzzled, and then admired Bai Xi It only takes a glance to see if you slept well yesterday. At the same time, I thought, my mother asked her to come, it seems that it is really not because of her unhappiness with her father, is the teacher going to teach her something this time?
However, it is imperative to wake up and concentrate on what to do.
Bai Xi is a person who has a very planned life, and wakes up Yun Tilt at regular times, whether she is still in a hazy state of half-awake and half-asleep, throws her a bowl of rice and a book, and then says: "Give you an hour's time, finish eating and memorize this book." β
Yun Tiantian immediately felt a lot of pressure, although he didn't know what was in the book, but he must have a lot of knowledge.
Even so, Yun Tiantian still took the time to run outside to fetch water and pat his face, and only after he was sober did he hurry to eat and read. The so-called sharpening of knives does not require cutting wood, in addition to seizing the time, it is also necessary to put yourself in the best mental state to learn.
If the water in the mountains is cool in the summer, it is quite cold, but in the winter, it is quite cold.
Not surprisingly, this is a medical technique, but the content is all medicinal materials, which is different from Yun Tiantian's imagination, she thought that the teacher was going to teach her something more advanced this time, but she didn't expect that she would have to re-recognize the medicinal materials.
When Yun Tiantian threw himself into it, she felt that her idea just now was simply wrong, because she had never seen most of the medicinal materials in the whole book after studying medicine for so many years.
When the clouds were finished, the first feeling was that it was very accomplished, and the second feeling was that it was a long breath, which just took an hour.
Bai Xi looked at the sky and said, "Come out with me for a spin." β
Yun Tiantian relaxed his whole body and mind, then stretched out his arm forward, stood up and said, "Okay." β
"How do you feel after reading it. Walking on the rugged mountain road, Baixi seems to be very familiar with it, as if walking on the ground.
Yun Tiantian said without thinking: "In the past, I would never have had so many medicinal herbs that I didn't recognize. And again......"
"I feel that the days without the supervision of the teacher are still a little relaxed. β
"It's really lax. "In the past, I could memorize three books in two hours at the fastest time, but now I can memorize one book in one hour, isn't it lax?
Immediately afterward, Bai Xi's cold face tilted towards the clouds, and his voice was light: "I still have two herb books like that there." β
Yun Tiantian's originally relaxed mood was instantly retracted, it was only the first day, whether she was so strict or not, she was a little uncomfortable.
Bai Xi seemed to understand the feeling of the clouds, and said, "You have been in the comfortable illusion for too long. β
"Yes......" Yun Tiantian couldn't refute it, for Bai Xi's words, she had always obeyed and obeyed.
The two were quiet for a while, and then Yun Tiantian suddenly wanted to speak and stopped, Bai Xi glanced at her, and Yun Tiantian said: "Teacher, I feel that I am not as calm and quiet as I have forgotten this time." β
"Yes. Bai Xi waited for Yun Tilt to continue, and she also saw this.
"I even feel a little depressed, I will be very interested in medical books from the beginning, but this time I don't hate memorizing medical books, but I feel a kind of pressure. β
"What do you think is because of this?" asked Baixi rhetorically.
Yun tilted his head and thought for a while, and finally said, "It feels like a difference in mentality." β
"And?" Bai Xi then asked, although this is also true, it is not the most fundamental reason.
Yun Qian thought about it and said, "Because my heart is not quiet?"
"Yes. Bai Xi finally responded, and then his voice was as clear and elegant as a stream of water, and said: "The clouds are tilting, you must know that there are often changes in interest in this kind of thing." If you do something and you rely only on interest, then you will eventually give up on it. β
"To do something, especially if you want to make a breakthrough in a certain area, you need two things, passion and perseverance. Enthusiasm brings you positive motivation, and persistence brings you firm faith. β
"And you, just bent on how to do it, but neither of these things are stable enough. β
"To do something with a single idea, without the slightest plan, then I can only say that it is close to a directionless fantasy. Reality equals thought plus action. β
Yun Tian said, "I understand." β
"Which direction are you going to go in the future?" asked Baixi.
Speaking of this, Yun Tiantian was deflated again and said, "I don't know, but I won't give up on the medical aspect, but I don't seem to be bent on it." β
Yun Tiantian saw that Bai Xi's face was dim with some sighs, and finally said in a deep voice: "I respect your choice. β
"Thank you, teacher. β
"There's nothing to thank, it's up to you to make it yourself. Baixi seemed to be a little tired, so she began to return.
At the same time, Bai Xi looked straight ahead and said to Yun Tian, "You don't seem to have called me Master yet." β
"Yes. "It was Baixi's request at the beginning, and she has been abiding by it for so many years.
"Now...... Scream. β
Yun Tiantian didn't understand very much, but he still called out obediently: "Master." β
Yun Tiantian saw Bai Xi let out a sigh, and then his expression returned to coldness.
"Do you know why I never let you call me Master?" Bai Xi asked again.
Yun Tiantian felt that this meeting, the master's words seemed to be a lot more, and he just shook his head and responded: "I don't know." β
"That's because I haven't given you what I'm best at. And now, she decided to hand it over to Yun Tilt as well.
In recent days, she has also figured out that she has always kept that skill without inheritance, and in the end, she will not leave regrets.
So Bai Xi said again: "Finish memorizing the remaining two books today, and tomorrow I will start to tell you something." β
"If you call me this master, you will learn everything I teach. β
Yun Tiantian nodded, then looked at Bai Xi and asked, "Master, after so many years of following you, I don't seem to have seen you smile." β
"Is it?" Bai Xi touched his somewhat cold face when he heard this, and his little thumb touched the corner of his flat mouth, and said, "It seems." β
She has been accustomed to being expressionless and emotionless for many years, and she has kept the word "quiet" for decades.
"Then why do you like white?"
"White...... It's actually a very beautiful color. Bai Xi said: "The original color of things. β
Bai Xi didn't seem to want to be so lonely along the way, after all, she was alone all the year round, and she felt that there was a lot less popularity around her, so she said, "Tell me why you like blue?"
"When I was a child, my mother taught me that women are careful, easy to be more serious, and taught me to be broad-hearted, so I like the sea and rivers, and maybe because of this favorite blue. Yun Tilt replied.
Bai Xi nodded, but then said, "But blue is more melancholy, try some clothes of other colors on weekdays." As for you here...... Blue can get you into quiet very quickly, and it doesn't matter. β
"Why is blue melancholy?" asked Yun Tiantian, she did think that blue could give people a very quiet feeling, and did not feel melancholy.
Bai Xi didn't say it, but said: "For example, if someone who is also sad wears a blue dress, this emotion is easy to intensify, it's just a feeling, in short, it's up to you." β
When Bai Xi said this, Yun Tiantian suddenly felt like an initiation, she should indeed try some other colors of clothes.
"Master, I think you should try to change your mindset as well. Yun tilted and looked at Bai Xi, the years did not leave any traces on her face, but although the light in her eyes was clear, it was like stagnant water.
Bai Xi tugged at the corners of his mouth and said, "I don't have that mind anymore." For her, the word Jing runs through almost her entire life, and in fact, the word Jing, when you can really abide by it all the time, you probably need to see all the things in this world.
The person who has experienced everything and decided to let go of it can be like her to be truly quiet about those who have no illusions.
It's just that sometimes I think about it, living in this world with such a mentality is not also a kind of blindness.
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