The night was deep, and the moon and stars were sparse in the dark sky. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 infoThere was silence throughout the village.

A crisp sound of "pop" suddenly broke the peace of the surroundings, and suddenly there was a burst of dog barking, followed by the cry of a baby frightened by the dog barking.

"What are you doing in the middle of the night?" "Do you still let people sleep?" After all kinds of complaints, the people who were disturbed gradually fell asleep again.

The sound came from the courtyard of a family at the head of the village with a few yellow mud houses.

In the dark room, I saw a thin little girl sitting on a messy clay kang, raising her arm as thin as a hemp pole in horror, and on the floor was a broken bowl.

Looking around at the furnishings through the faint moonlight, the more I look at it, the more familiar it becomes, and this is clearly the room where I grew up from a young age.

Fang Niannian got up from the bed, as if verifying, and took out an irregular mirror fragment from the table drawer on the earthen kang, which was his baby when he was a child.

I leaned in and glanced at it, only to feel a bang in my head, my big black eyes were round, every cell in my body was tightened, and a cold sweat broke out on my forehead.

The little girl in it is clearly what she looked like when she was a child.

Fang Niannian's beautiful cheeks were full of disbelief, and the slightly open ruddy mouth declared the shock in his heart, and there was a look of horror in his eyes.

With his hands tightly wrapped around his arms, he forced himself to calm down and try to clear his thoughts.

Not long ago, my grandfather was seriously ill, Fang Niannian asked for leave to go back to visit, and when I went home to pick up things for my grandfather, I overheard my uncle and aunt arguing, and then in the dispute, Fang Niannian heard the secret that was closely related to him.

Despondent, she rushed back to Shangjing City, and bumped into her husband's betrayal again. Unexpectedly, I wanted to die together, but now it looks like I fell to my death.

Indeed, the more secrets you know, the less likely you will live. Fang Niannian's lips hooked up with a sad and self-deprecating smile.

And then what is this now? "Nirvana Rebirth", Fang Niannian suddenly remembered the ancient legend, which said that the phoenix went through the torment of fire and the test of pain, obtained rebirth, and reached sublimation in rebirth, called "Phoenix Nirvana".

Is it because God has mercy on me that I have suffered too much in my previous life? So I have come anew, no matter what, since this is already the case, then let it be.

"You dead girl, you lose money, it's dawn, and you don't get up to make breakfast until now, I'll kill you lazy girl, stinky girl. Fang Niannian woke up again, and was woken up by the familiar sound of cursing and the stick that kept knocking on his body.

When I opened my eyes, I immediately saw an old man with a short body, wrinkled face, fish bubble eyes, garlic nose, and a sour face, Fang Niannian's grandmother, and Liu Guihua, who looked much younger, holding a door bolt in his hand, standing in front of the earthen kang with his waist pinched like a fierce god.

"Grandma, stop fighting, I know it's wrong, I won't dare next time" Fang Niannian endured the pain and tried her best to pretend to be afraid. Wiping her tears, she looked like she wanted to dodge but didn't dare.

Liu Guihua slapped Fang Niannian a few more times before dropping the deadbolt. "Don't think about eating today, get up and cut the grass, and feed the pigs and chickens" After explaining, he went to the field with a hoe.

Fang Niannian endured the pain all over his body and got up, and when he was dressing, he saw that his body was full of bruises and purple wounds, and today's new injuries overlapped with the old injuries from the past.

There was no good piece of meat on his body, and he couldn't help but smile bitterly when he remembered the secret he had heard.

It turned out that his identity was that he was a child abandoned in the countryside when the educated youth returned to the city, and after his biological father returned to the city, he did not come to pick up his mother, and the mother was pregnant at this time.

Soon after her biological mother gave birth to a child, her grandmother was afraid that outsiders would know that her daughter had a child out of wedlock, so she quickly married her to an old bachelor's family in a remote mountain village. No more news from him.

The current father and mother are actually their own uncles, aunts, and so-called grandparents are their own grandfathers and grandmothers. And the biological brother who I always thought was just a cousin.

No wonder everyone has looked at themselves unpleasantly since childhood, and since I can remember, it is common to be scolded and beaten.

Although the family is obviously not short of money, and now her parents are working in the city, which is the iron rice bowl that everyone envies, she is left alone in the countryside, ignoring her, and only taking her younger brother by her side.

I thought I was a girl, so I wasn't as loved as my brother. Unexpectedly, he was not biological at all.

"Niannian, are you at home?" a crisp voice interrupted Fang Niannian, who was immersed in memories.

Seeing Cao Yujiao standing against the door, Fang Niannian suddenly couldn't help but wet his eyes.

In her previous life, Cao Yujiao, who was spicy by nature, always took care of Fang Niannian, and often secretly saved her own food and stuffed it to Fang Niannian. This is also one of the few warm memories of Fang Niannian's childhood.

It was only later that Cao Yujiao married her to a fool in a neighboring village because of the change of relatives for her younger brother at home, and Cao Yujiao committed suicide by jumping into a well not long after arriving at that house.

This made Fang Niannian, who had already entered the city at that time, sad for many years, but he didn't expect to see her again after being reborn.

Fang Niannian hurriedly stepped forward and hugged Cao Yujiao tightly, tears falling down.

"What's wrong with you, why don't you bring you a steamed bun, it's worth crying like this. Cao Yujiao looked surprised.

"It's so nice to see you, you're so good to me. ”

"Okay, okay, don't cry, it's the same as I bully you, take the steamed buns, I'm going to cut the pigweed, and I'll come back to you later. Cao Yujiao came and went, a gust of wind.

Fang Niannian gnawed on the steamed buns, and secretly made up his mind in his heart, in this life, since he was reborn, he would never let Cao Yujiao experience the things of the previous life again.

After eating the steamed buns, Fang Niannian dragged the chopped pig food to the backyard, scooped the pig food into the trough with great difficulty, and looked at the little piglets who came over in the pigsty and screamed, and suddenly a lightning bolt flashed through his mind, this was 1991! At that time, the family had just started raising pigs.

I turned out to be back when I was 14 years old!

Then there is another year, she will return to Shangjing because of her biological father's search, in her previous life, because she had been in the countryside, her grandparents did not let Fang Nian study for a few years, she just did farm work at home, so she was stupid.

When she first entered the city, she was unanimously disliked by the Chen family, and was ridiculed by all kinds of sarcasm, and her grandparents didn't even want her to enter the house.

Later, for some reason, perhaps in guilt for her mother, her biological father finally left her, and she also went to a technical school in a bump, learned a craft, and went to work in a factory.

Then it is to obey the arrangement of the biological father, go on a blind date, and get married.

I thought that this life would pass so plainly, but I didn't expect that there was still a complicated story behind it.

However, at this time, Fang Niannian couldn't help but raise the corners of her mouth, her heart was full of joy, she was reborn, those regrets, those secrets, she could start all over again, everything would be different from before.

Everything that belongs to you in this life must be taken back, and those who are sorry for themselves will also have to pay the price.