Chapter 119
It was so ridiculous that she could barely believe that she seemed to be in love with him, with a man she had never met but had been with her for a month. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info What's even more ridiculous is that after he leaves, she finds out that she is pregnant. ”
He stopped talking, and the two fell silent. After being speechless for a long time, Fu Jiayue asked, "Does that man know?"
Xie Bai shook his head and said, "He hasn't been seen since then." ”
"She gave birth to the baby?"
Since then, she has only wanted to play the hairpin phoenix over and over again every day, and began to expose all the loneliness and vulnerability she had been hiding in front of me. She told me that she had been sold into a brothel by her family, and that by that time she had already had a crush on her heart, and that the two families had even begun to agree on a family relationship. However, because of a sudden accident, her parents fell into the middle of the family, and the family who had agreed with her never set foot in the mansion again, let alone continue to finalize the details of the marriage with her. In order to get through the relationship, fortunately, she made a small living in the capital, and her uncle sold her into a brothel. These are all things that she hadn't mentioned to me before, although I knew about them for a long time. Xie Bai shook his head with a wry smile.
There was a faint blockage in her heart, and Fu Jiayue said, "Then why did she become like this?"
"On the day I knew she was pregnant, her family came looking for her, saying that she had insulted the lintel and wanted to knock out the wild seed in her womb. ”
"They sold her into a brothel, and now they blame her for dishonoring the lintel?"
She said the same thing to them, but the funny thing is that they said that they had only wronged her temporarily, and they were going to come and take her back after a short time, and they only told her to sell her art and not sell herself. ”
"! In the deep red dust, who cares if you are an artist or not? Besides, even if it is serious, if you don't go back in the future and wear this title for the rest of your life, how can you cut through those gossips and find a good family?"
"But she believed!" was the same resentment in his tone.
Resentment seems to be mixed with a little remorse.
Xie Bai smiled bitterly: "She has always been so stupid. On the night she wanted to die, the man she had been thinking about for months had plunged her into the abyss again. ”
"He came back after learning she was pregnant?"
"Yes. However, he brought the news that could send her into the abyss, that is, he would not have this child, and he also persuaded her to get rid of the child. Ironically, he didn't know that if he didn't come, the child wouldn't be born. ”
She just didn't even want her life, she had already thought about the child.
However, men never knew that anger would make a woman go crazy and give up everything, even if it was to face something that could have destroyed her in the first place.
"So, you brought her back and gave birth to her?"
Xie Bai shook his head and said, "No, she gave birth to the child in a brothel. ”
Fu Jiayue was speechless and asked, "She refuses to accept your help?"
She couldn't believe that a woman, in such a situation, still had the courage to bear everything alone.
"Yes, she said that I had helped her enough, and she didn't want to bother me anymore, and she said that she was going to raise the child with her own hands," Xie Bai continued, "but on the day she gave birth, her brother took the child away. ”
Hearing this, Fu Jiayue was even more surprised, and said, "She also has a younger brother?"
If so, why didn't he stand up in the first place to stop her sister from being sold into a brothel?
"Yes, it's just that no one knows. ”
It was on that day that he learned his true identity.
Seeing his still indifferent eyes, she couldn't help but feel a little angry, and asked, "You're not going to stop him?"
Xie Bai smiled bitterly: "He is his own brother." ”
And he, for her, is nothing!
In what capacity should he make this decision for her?
Fu Jiayue shook her head over and over again, she almost couldn't believe that the person standing in front of her who was indifferently saying all this was Xie Bai, with an incredulous tone, she said, "He will kill that child!"
Xie Bai's smile became more and more bitter: "No, this kid will become a bargaining chip for him to threaten me." ”
"Then how can you get him to take him?" her eyes were filled with disbelief.
She didn't believe that he would be in this situation in cold blood, and she didn't believe that there would be things in this world that he couldn't do.
But the truth is often beyond imagination, otherwise, there would not be so many crazy men and women in this world.
Xie Bai shook his head and said, "I'm not omnipotent. ”
He didn't have the courage to kill the child, and he didn't have the ability to protect the child, so he decided to intervene in this matter in the first place, and he should bear the consequences.
"So, that's when she was mad? You built the mansion for her, and you single-handedly planned the rumors of a haunting. ”
"Yes. ”
"You put her here because you're afraid of gossip from outside?"
"No," Xie Bai replied categorically, then explained, "she needs a quiet place." ”
Hearing this, the clutter in her heart was faintly loosened, at least, of all the conversations in front of her, this was the most satisfying for her.
If he was such a ruthless man, she thought, she was going to get to know the man in front of her again.
Fu Jiayue continued to ask, "Will you imprison her like this for the rest of your life?"
Xie Bai glanced at her, as if thinking about something, was silent for a moment, and replied, "If she doesn't regain her memory." ”
The annoyance in her heart gradually rose, and she admitted that she was selfish, and she couldn't tolerate sharing a man with another woman, although, in a sense, Mu Zhi was just a poor person who lived here. But, who doesn't have a miserable life experience? If there was no Xie Bai, there would be no entanglement between the two of them at all.
A woman's jealousy is terrible, and she is equally disgusted by the feeling.
The jealousy in her heart drove her over and over again, and she hypocritically said, "It's not fair to her, you should take her to the place where she used to be, and maybe she can regain her memory." ”
Xie Bai's eyes looked at her as if there was a little less tenderness, and she immediately retorted: "Those memories will only make her suffer endlessly. ”
Fu Jiayue almost didn't have a brain, and shouted at him in retort: "That's better than the muddy nightmare now!"
After speaking, infinite ruin surged in the depths of her heart.
Helplessly, he crouched down, hugged his knees, and sobbed quietly.
Xie Bai's eyes flashed with distress, he slowly hugged her from behind, his chin rested lightly on her shoulder, feeling the warm touch coming from her, and whispered, "I'm sorry." ”
Fu Jiayue shook her head and asked with a crying voice, "Do you still love her now?"
Xie Bai smiled bitterly: "If I say that I haven't done it before, do you believe it?"
"I don't believe it. ”
There are some things that will not come to fruition in a lifetime, because even if it is a person, there are times when they can't figure out their hearts.
"She is like an indispensable confidante in my life. At one time, I also saw her as someone who would spend my life with me, but when she told me in person that she didn't love me, I suddenly realized that I didn't seem to have that much heartache. Even, I want to bless her if she finds a good home. He said so lightly, and then after a pause, he continued, "But, admittedly, I used to like her. ”
Just like the first love that everyone loves deeply but can't stay together, it is so beautiful that it can't be surpassed or forgotten.
This answer was very different from what she thought.
But in the bottom of my heart, there was still a touch of heartache for no reason.
But no one can belong to another person entirely.
Seeing the gentleman, Yunhu doesn't like it.
"What if one day she regains her memory?" she asked.
"There won't be a day like this. ”
"What if, I mean what if?"
"I will follow her wishes, except, to let the man approach her. ”
"Do you know who he is?"
"How else do you think he could have been there on the night she committed suicide?"
There was a flash of gloom in her eyes again, and she chuckled, "You're using her." ”
Xie Bai was noncommittal.
When he returned to the house, Fu Jiayue was the only one left, and Xie Bai had already gone to the study to deal with the official business accumulated this month.
"Princess, you're back. Come, take a sip of hot tea first. Hedge stepped forward and took off her cloak and handed her a cup of hot tea.
Fu Jiayue sat down at the table, took a sip, and her body was suddenly warmed by the slightly hot tea.
She flicked the tea lid and said lightly, "Hedge, how long have you been with me?"
The hedge was stunned for a moment, and replied with a smile: "It's just ten years this year." Princess, why are you asking about this all of a sudden?"
As he spoke, he patted off the dew from the cloak on his hand and hung it on the hanger next to him.
"It's just that I suddenly felt it," Fu Jiayue drank all the tea in the cup, and then continued to ask, "Have I been good to you in the past ten years?"
The hedge was obviously stunned by her series of unexplained questions, and after thinking carefully about what was not wrong, she replied with a smile: "The princess is naturally good to the hedge, and the princess has never regarded the hedge as a subordinate, and she maintains the hedge everywhere, and ......."
Fu Jiayue interrupted: "Then why did you betray me?"
Fu Jiayue's voice was cold, and her eyes almost saw through her.
Hedge was so frightened that he took a step back, and fell to his knees with a trembling pop: "Princess, what are you talking about? ”
Fu Jiayue gently put down the teacup in her hand, looked at her slowly, and said, "The walnut cake of the hunting meeting, I went to ask someone to ask, it was specially made by the master of Zuixiaolou, and it was specially marked with a mark that Zhao Mingyu and I can understand." How did it get to my mouth and the mark was gone?"
Hearing this, the hedge's face turned pale suddenly, her body couldn't stop trembling, and said: "I'm sorry, princess, it was the hedge that was careless, no, when I took over, I accidentally knocked over the walnut cake sent by Zhao Gongzi, because I was afraid of the princess's punishment, so I replaced the one I prepared." The hedge was not intentional, and the princess is also asked to forgive. ”
As he spoke, he knocked his head on the ground with a loud bang.
Fu Jiayue raised her eyebrows and said, "Oh? This is strange, what the small kitchen does on weekdays is a lotus trap, how can it be replaced with red bean paste today?"
As he spoke, he poured another cup of tea for himself, and after taking a sip, he felt that the temperature was low, and when he frowned, he poured it all to the ground on the side.
There was a click, and the tea was poured on the floor, splashing on the hem of her skirt, and at the same time, on the cold arms of the hedge.
As if pricked by a needle, the hedge withdrew his hand suddenly, lowered his eyes and explained: "It was the hedge that advocated calling the small kitchen to change the princess's taste, and if the princess didn't like it, the hedge would go back and ask the small kitchen to change back to the original." Please forgive the princess!"
"Oh, really? I forgot to tell you that I didn't send anyone to the Zhao Mansion to interrogate today. Say, "Who told you to drugged me?" Who is it that even you can buy me?"
With a loud bang, Fu Jiayue had already slammed the teacup in her hand on the door panel, and the teacup fell to the ground, and the porcelain pieces were suddenly shattered.
The hedge's body trembled violently, and he hurriedly leaned over and kowtowed his head over and over again, begging for mercy: "The princess spares her life, no one instructed me, it's just that I am confused, and I resent the princess's scolding in the past few months, so I made this decision." Please also forgive the princess, the hedge will not be so ungrateful again. The princess treats me like a mountain, even if she tells me to die, and she doesn't hesitate at all, how can I still be resentful?
The forehead was already covered with an embarrassing wound and bright red blood, but the hedge still repeated the action over and over again as if he didn't feel the pain.
Fu Jiayue rubbed the corners of her forehead that was faintly painful, and said, "Aren't you telling the truth until now?"
The hedge still kowtowed, and said: "Everything is the hedge does not know the height of the sky, everything is the fault of the hedge, if the princess wants to punish the hedge, just punish it, just ask the princess to save the hedge's life, the hedge is reluctant to the princess, and wants to continue to serve the princess." Princess?"
Without receiving her reply, the hedge slowly lifted her terrifying face, which was already soaked in tears and blood, looked at Fu Jiayue, who was lazily looking at her with her cheeks propped up, and tentatively called "Princess?".
After a moment of silence, and then when the hedge asked again for unknown reasons, she suddenly said, "Your sister is controlled by him, right?"
Hearing this, the hedge's eyes widened, but he immediately hid the different color in his eyes, and said in a trembling voice: "Gong, princess, what do you say? Hedge is the death of both parents, and I am the only one left in the family, so I was selected to serve the princess, how can I have a sister?"
Fu Jiayue sneered: "I have investigated you, you have been asking someone to send the silver out in the past few months, since you have no relatives, who are you sending this silver to?"
Hearing this, there was no trace of blood on the hedge's face, only from her slightly moving lips, it could be seen that she was still alive, only to hear her immediately stammered back: "Yes, it was Xiao Shunzi who was kicked out last year, he was here, and he was living very badly outside the palace, very bad, so I ......"
Fu Jiayue's eyes turned cold, she suddenly raised her hand and threw the teacup on the side again, and said coldly: "My patience is limited, aren't you going to tell the truth?"
The teacup slammed into pieces again, Fu Jiayue rubbed her faintly sore wrist, and said slowly: "Is it Wei Ke?"