Section 366 Kim Mi-yeon (2)
"She has really changed, she has become more commanding and domineering than she was at that time......"
Sitting on the sofa in Parker's office, Park Seung-hee couldn't extricate himself from the memories of the past, and he didn't come to his senses for a while. Looking back, although Kim Mi-yeon in the past could see that she liked power, liked to dress up, and liked everything that had nothing to do with studying hard, Park Seung-hee never imagined that she would become what she is now, especially after she got into Kim Yong-in's relationship, it was completely like a different person.
"Huh...... Hehe...... Is this the reality? Then why hasn't he become like this?"
Thinking of this, Park Seung-hee couldn't think about it anymore, and tears of regret and regret soaked her eyes. Because she knew that she had completely lost a friend she had once best......
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In the restaurant downstairs, Parker was looking at Kim Mi-yeon with a smile on her face.
Although she has deviated from the course of Park Seung-hee's impression, Kim Mi-yeon has not spent her time doing nothing, but has studied herself well and turned herself into a woman who is almost perfect in the eyes of others. At least in the eyes of Parker, who doesn't know her, Kim Mi-yeon is like this.
"It doesn't seem like this is the time we have made an appointment, and I still have some things to deal with in the afternoon, but since you have some friendship with my students, I'll put the afternoon things on hold for now. Parker said, "Are you looking for something to talk to?"
"Shouldn't I ask you this?" Teacher...... Jin Meiyan also shot back elegantly: "You are a psychiatrist, I have a mental illness so I came to you, shouldn't you take the initiative to talk to me about something?"
"At least I want to know about you, right?" said Parker. Of course, on the one hand, Parker doesn't know Kim Mi-yeon's background, and on the other hand, Parker also wants to know more about Kim Mi-yeon for Park Seung-hee, because after all, psychiatrists don't look at people as simply as ordinary people look at people.
When the words fell, Jin Meiyan's face showed a helpless expression, as if she wanted to say it, but she didn't want to say it.
Parker, of course, saw the meaning in Kim Mi-yeon's expression, so he smiled and said, "You don't want to say it, but ...... Let me guess first, you've not been in a great mood lately, perhaps...... Is it from some kind of ...... Stress, and the source of this pressure comes from your own unpleasant mood, that is, in fact, these pressures are caused by yourself. β
After speaking, Jin Meiyan was not angry, but she was not surprised, but asked calmly, "What else?"
Parker knew that this was Kim Mi-yeon's acquiescence to her continuation, so she continued, "Perhaps...... This kind of pressure can be resolved by giving up something, you have thought about it countless times, but you never want to give up everything in front of you that you have worked hard to get, or...... Something is one step away from success, so you've been holding back. β
"That's great!" Jin Meiyan, who was sitting opposite, didn't speak, but the assistant sitting next to her couldn't sit still, and praised repeatedly: "You are worthy of being a master!"
However, in the next second, the "cold light" beside him made him dare not say a word more.
Parker smiled and said, "Do you know why I know?"
"Why?" Kim Mi-yeon crossed her arms and looked at Parker coldly.
"Actually...... I've been standing at the door of the studio since you started arguing with Seung-hee, and although I don't understand what you're saying, I know that you have a lot of grudges with her, and you even want to beat her...... Time should be able to resolve some small contradictions that I don't like to see you, and you don't like me, but when we meet again for such a long time, I still have to beat people, which shows two problems, first, it's definitely not for men, and second...... Definitely your problem. β
"Why do you say that?" Kim Mi-yeon stared into Parker's eyes.
"Because I know Seung-hee's personality, even if she is a difficult patient, she can't be angry, but you're different, so it should be your problem. Parker said: "I see that your eyes are red, if you didn't cry before you came, it should be a bad rest, and if you can lead to a bad rest, it should be too stressed, but it's no wonder, the pressure is not great, how can you come to me, and besides, self-seeking pressure is usually because of work and family troubles, since you acquiesced to me to continue, then I have to analyze it like this." β
After saying that, Parker looked at Kim Mi-yeon's assistant. However, this time, the assistant didn't say anything, but the light from his eyes represented admiration and adoration for Parker.
"Tell me why. Parker said, "The psychiatrist keeps everything confidential about the patient, just rest assured. β
It seemed that Parker had said through the last worry, and after Parker finished keeping it secret, Kim Mi-yeon slowly opened her mouth.
"Indeed, as you said, I did get myself into trouble because of family matters. Kim Mi-yeon sighed and said, " Women do my part, basically the highest level, what do you want, status, backers, ability, everything, but the only thing missing, is a perfect family, in fact, I also understand, to today's part, and then want to ask for a family, it is already a fool's dream, I also know, in fact, my husband and I only treat each other as tools, not to mention love, not even a little feeling, over the years, we are living our own lives, this marriage, and not knottingγ β
"Do you know what you want? status, or a happy family. Parker asked.
After listening to Parker's words, Jin Meiyan sighed and said with a wry smile: "When you have a family, you look forward to status, and when you have status, you want to have a good family, aren't people like this, this mountain looks at that mountain, and you want everything......"
"So to put it that way...... Once you longed for wealth and status, and when you did, you wanted a complete family?" Parker continued.
"You can say that, but I know it's unlikely. Jin Meiyan said leisurely: "But I just can't help but think every day, what kind of happiness can I be, I can't sleep all night long, so I want you to prescribe me some sleeping pills." β
"Heh......" Parker smiled and said: "I never prescribe sleeping pills to people, I will only prescribe the right medicine, your disease, I may be able to cure you, but to cure it completely, you have to rely on your own efforts, your desire is too strong, the desire to dominate is too great, you hope that all the good things in the world are yours, but how can it be so easy?"
After hearing this, Jin Meiyan smiled bitterly and said: "Actually, I don't need you to treat my illness, I just want to find someone who understands my heart, I thought you could see through my heart, I'm afraid not, forget it......"
"Don't hold it up, it's boring. Seeing that Jin Meiyan was about to leave with her bag, Parker said unhurriedly: "What you want in your heart, you know best in your heart, in your heart, the tools that use each other have no value at all, only the things you get by using tools are valuable in your heart, and why can that kind of thing dominate you? I'm afraid it's because you have an inferiority complex, you are jealous, you have low self-esteem, you think in your heart that you are inferior to some people, and who are these people, you still need to ask yourself." β
One sentence seemed to touch Kim Mi-yeon's heart. In fact, she has always been a girl with a particularly strong materialistic desire, and she is also a descendant of the Jin family, her father's generation is not as good as Jin Jihe and Jin Yongren, and of course she can't get a living environment like Xue Hyun since she was a child, which is also the reason why she has a good relationship with Bai Zhongyuan and his wife, because she knows that Bai Zhongyuan has money. Time passed, and when Kim Mi-yeon learned that Xue Hyun broke free from the shackles of her family and chose to debut as an artist, in fact, she also ran a lot of drafts, but she didn't even get the opportunity to debut from a small company like Xue Hyun. Perhaps, since then, Kim Mi-yeon's life has gradually begun, and she has embarked on a road from which she can never turn back. Material, circumstance, and jealousy slowly encroached on all her hearts, and everything she did seemed to be in order to make herself superior, so when she learned that there was a girl next to her who was very familiar with the popular composer Kang Myung-cheol, she began to approach this girl little by little, and she was Park Seung-hee. When she began to understand Park Seung-hee little by little, slowly, jealousy hit her heart again, she didn't understand why God wouldn't give herself a chance like giving Kang Myung-cheol a chance, why wouldn't he turn himself into a little princess like Kang Myung-cheol turned Park Seung-hee into a little princess. Until one day, Kim Yong-in gave her a chance......
"But am I wrong to do that?"
Kim Mi-yeon stared at Parker's eyes, as if she wanted to see Parker through.
But Parker still had a smile on his face, shook his head and said: "People are people, people are not born to be superior to anyone, if you insist on using material and money to measure people's rank, then I can only say that you are no different from animals, you don't understand the meaning of being a human at all." β
"Humph......"
When the words fell, Kim Mi-yeon threw Parker's words noncommittally in her ears.
And looking at Kim Mi-yeon who turned to leave, Parker could finally take a bite of a sandwich with some lukewarm......
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Back in the office, Park Seung-hee had already completed the tasks he had assigned in an orderly manner.
"Let's go eat. Seeing Park Seung-hee lying on the table with a somewhat weak look, Parker spoke.
"What about her?" Park Seung-hee asked with a hoarse voice.
"Gone. Parker sighed leisurely: "Although I don't know how you and her met, but the trajectory of your life seems to have changed a lot......