"Come, come to me......"

I smiled, sat up, and slowly reached over to the unfortunate petrel and gently lifted it up. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

Its feathers look very beautiful, gray and black shiny, the edge of the feathers also has a hint of dark green, the beak is small, inlaid on the round and lovely bird's head, I can't help but want to touch, so cute that I can't do it.

Facing me, it seems a little unnatural, in the end or nature, and human beings have always been separated, driven by the love of love, I put the index finger of my right hand on its head, it feels warm, the hardness of the skull I can clearly feel, but when I put the index finger up, this small body trembled slightly, I read from its eyes, its fear of human beings, the fear of the unknown, and the helplessness of the status quo.

I slowly withdrew my index finger, but its body began to tremble uncontrollably, why? Is it fear, is it cold, is it pain?

Probably both.

The important thing is that it's painful right now!

Realizing this, I thought I had to relieve its pain as soon as possible, there was a medicine box at home, and gauze was available, so I needed to bring it home now for the sake of this petrel.

Gently put the petrel into his arms, hoping to bring it a touch of tenderness, so as to relieve its pain, it did not resist, it was unexpectedly docile, perhaps, it was too weak to struggle.

"Let's go home together!"

I slowly walked to the place where the bicycle was parked on the side of the road, and when I got on my bike, I was about to set off, when I suddenly felt a palpitation in my heart.

When did a girl appear there? What was she doing? Why was she going with the water? What was she thinking about now? Suicide? Letting the cold sea swallow her up was a good way to die.

Shall I save her?

The answer is yes, I have to save her!

"Don't ...... Stop!"

I quickly let go of the petrel in my arms and rushed desperately at this unfortunate person, what was it that drove her to do this?

She turned her head in astonishment at my stop, and when she turned back, her long beautiful blonde hair was blown by the sea breeze, fluttering in the wind, dancing her unbearability, which seemed to me to be unworthy of the beauty she had.

By this time, the sea's minions had no way past her slender calves, and I was dripping with biting water, stumbling and soaking wet, but I just wanted to get close to her as soon as possible......

I rushed up and hugged her, but I didn't think much of it at the time, just to stop her stupid behavior, not to let her go one step further, not to make her look cold.

"Why? Why do you do this!" I yelled at her, human life is only once, it is like a flash in the pan, and I will not allow anyone to trample on precious life in front of me. To tell the truth, I also committed suicide because of loneliness, at that time the world seemed gray to me, death was a relief for me, at least I didn't have to think about what others would say about me, but at that last moment, my sister grabbed my hand and pulled me back from the brink of death, and her tears fell on my face and slid down my mouth, and those tears were bitter! I don't think about myself, but at least I think about the people who love me! How sad will they be when they leave? The people who love you have always been there, but we have always chosen to ignore ...... Remember, don't let the people who love you feel sorry for you!

I looked into her eyes, which were a pair of enviable light blue eyes, but tears of despair made these beautiful eyes temporarily lose their original brilliance.

"Let go of me......" She struggled frantically in my arms, her angry expression on the proud face, her slender eyelashes shaking with the struggle.

"I won't let go!"

I can't let go, it's a living life!

She was a little anxious, and she bit my right arm with her mouth in frenzy, fiercely, leaving no trace of strength.

The pain invaded my brain in an instant and began to shake my will. Maybe if I let go, I won't have to be so painful, at least it will be better. But just think about the consequences of letting go, what happens to a beautiful young life? So-- I'm sorry, I can't. I can still insist, as long as she is safe and sound, what is this pain?

Eventually, the pain caused me to lose sensation in my arm, and my brain began to numb my nerves, instilling weakness in my arm.

"Unless you promise me, you'll live well!" I said bitterly.

I kept telling myself in my heart that I couldn't let it go, I definitely couldn't let it go, unless I ......

"Fool!"

She finally relented, and the tears still flowed like dropped pearls, but the emptiness in her eyes was gone.

"You'll be stupid, but no matter how stupid I am, I'm too smart to be right now compared to someone who is stupid enough to give up his precious life so easily. ”

"Hmph~ Who are you? Why do you preach to me, and why do you care about my life or death?"

"I'm not anyone, I'm just someone who wants to help you!"

"Don't be pretentious, I don't need your help, you're not as hateful as those people out there...... With family at home, at school and in life, with the care of friends, they will never turn their backs on you easily, but what about me? Even if I die, my parents will only be busy calculating how much money should be paid for the funeral and what kind of people to invite. And the so-called friends, they will only sigh that there is one less cash cow in this way. Tell me what I have to live, huh? No one really cares about me anyway, and I don't care, so you just let me disappear!" the girl in front of me roared hysterically at me, her hoarse vocal cords mixed with tears of pain.

"That's it?" I snarled at her, "you don't care, I care!"

"You...... Why do you care about me?"

"Smack!"

Yes, I gave her a slap in the face, I don't know why I did it, but I don't feel guilty at all, because what she needs now is not comfort, but sobriety!

"Why should a person who doesn't even love himself let others love her? You are miserable, you are wronged, you are lonely, then you should speak out loud! Do your best to change! Rather than die silently, it is better to live like a pheasant. I then yelled at her, I don't know why, there seems to be a long-suppressed power in my heart that has been released at once, I am very angry, not to her, but to the world, to this world that makes white and black, this world that makes loved ones cry, this world that does not befriend us.

Do you suffer? Then speak out loud, to the heavens, to the earth, to the sea, to those who do not love you!

"......" She covered her face and stared at me blankly, not knowing what was going on in her mind.

"Say it, tell it to whom, they just laugh at me all the time, how can you know my pain?" she sat down in the shallow sea, her hands covering her tearful eyes, how helpless she was at this time, in my eyes, she was very similar to me before.

"Then tell me about it, I don't know what you're going through, so tell me all about it, and let me share your pain!" I said, slowly extending my right hand to her and motioning for her to get back to her feet.

“…… And you, do you love me?"

Why would she suddenly say that, do I love her?

"......" I was silent.

"You lied to me!"