Chapter 38: Between Love and Hate

Zhou Xiaochuan and Zheng Zhimin sat face to face in the private room, the dishes had already been served, and no one had any intention of moving the chopsticks first. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info Zheng Zhimin couldn't stand this atmosphere a little, and took the lead in speaking, he said: "Zhou Xiaochuan, I thought you would never appear again, I am really happy that you can take the initiative to contact me." Zhou Xiaochuan smiled faintly and said, "I want to come and go, only you are the most suitable person, by the way, have you done the things I asked you to help with?" Zheng Zhimin smiled bitterly and said, "No, Xiao Pin betrayed me." Zhou Xiaochuan chuckled and said, "You actually asked Xiao Pin for help, forget it, don't mention those things." Then, there was a long silence, and suddenly Zhou Xiaochuan said: "Sun Dongyu is pregnant!" Zheng Zhimin blurted out: "Is it your child?" Zhou Xiaochuan smiled bitterly, and Zheng Zhimin suddenly realized something.

"You mean...... The child is Lu Qingfan?"

Zhou Xiaochuan nodded silently, he picked up a glass of beer in front of him, drank it all in one gulp, and said in an extremely low tone: "No husband in the world can be generous enough to accept that his wife is pregnant with someone else's child, and I am not so great." Although I told Sun Dongyu that it was okay, I felt uncomfortable for several days. ”

Zheng Zhimin nodded silently, he couldn't bear the same shame as a man. Zheng Zhimin didn't know every psychological change in the process of Zhou Xiaochuan's shock, helplessness and final acceptance when he learned that Sun Dongyu was pregnant.

"I told you, but please don't tell Lu Qingfan, Sun Dongyu is a stubborn person, if you let her know, you will never have a chance to see her again. ”

"And what do you need me to do?"

"Don't do anything, take a good look at Lu Qingfan, don't worry, one day I will return Dongyu to him!"

"How long?"

"I don't know, maybe a month, maybe two months. ”

Zheng Zhimin smiled, picked up the wine bottle and poured a glass of wine for Zhou Xiaochuan, he picked up his cup and said to Zhou Xiaochuan: "Come, I toast you!" Zhou Xiaochuan picked up the cup and drank this cup of bitter wine with Zheng Zhimin.

After the meal, Zheng Zhimin drove to Lu Qingfan's apartment, Lu Qingfan looked at the uninvited guest unhappily, and said, "You asked Xu Yimei to come tonight!" Zheng Zhimin said: "Okay, I'm wrong, can't I? Besides, Yimei himself wants to see you, so you are also his fiancé!"

When Lu Qingfan heard the word "fiancé", a sneer pulled out of the corner of his mouth, and said: "I agreed to marry Xu Yimei, but I just want to know how Sun Dongyu felt when he was forced to marry Zhou Xiaochuan." ”

God, Lu Qingfan is cold-blooded enough, Zheng Zhimin almost can't believe that he would do such a ridiculous thing. "You're crazy, Sun Dongyu is gone, she won't come back. You have to live your own life, you can't live like this for the rest of your life. ”

Lu Qingfan glanced at Zheng Zhimin, moved his gaze to other places, and said, "Zhimin, if one day you really fall in love with someone, you will understand what it means to be unforgettable." You didn't love Sun Dongyu, so you don't understand. Zheng Zhimin roared in his heart, "Why don't I understand, I understand, I understand......" Lu Qingfan's face was quite calm, and said, "I will wait for her." ”

Zheng Zhimin was helpless, feeling Lu Qingfan's deep affection for Sun Dongyu, but he didn't want to let him know about Sun Dongyu so quickly as he wished. "Qingfan, you love Sun Dongyu miserably, but she is gone, why don't you accept Xu Yimei?" Lu Qingfan said: "If you love someone, you will feel that she is your sunshine, making you feel warm and making you want to be close all the time, I don't feel this way about Xu Yimei." ”

The world is so weird, Sun Dongyu is cold and arrogant, but it makes Lu Qingfan feel that it is sunshine and wants to get closer. Xu Yimei was quiet and gentle, but Lu Qingfan didn't feel it at all. Zheng Zhimin didn't know what to say, and finally he walked over and patted Lu Qingfan's shoulder and said, "Qingfan, don't give up, there will definitely be hope." Lu Qingfan said firmly: "She will come back." If it weren't for Zhou Xiaochuan telling Zheng Zhimin about Sun Dongyu's pregnancy tonight, he wouldn't be sure that Sun Dongyu would come back.

Zheng Zhimin is not as entangled with Sun Dongyu as Lu Qingfan. Lu Qingfan was initially surprised by Sun Dongyu, and then attracted, he knew his advantages and charm, but all this was not very useful in front of Sun Dongyu. Sun Dongyu's arrogance and indifference made Lu Qingfan always feel a little frustrated. In the open and secret battles between the two, feelings arose again and again. And Zheng Zhimin just rarely met Sun Dongyu's type and wanted to challenge it, but who knew that in the process of challenging himself, he gradually fell in love with Sun Dongyu.

Lu Qingfan began to think that this feeling was not strong enough that he wanted to have Sun Dongyu alone, after all, Sun Dongyu was a person who attached too much importance to himself and was too good at calculating. Most of the women that men like are innocent women, and Lu Qingfan is also one of the most numerous. With Lu Qingfan's charm, there is no shortage of women in his life, and if he wants, he can find a string. But as Zheng Zhimin said that Sun Dongyu was too different, when Lu Qingfan began to investigate Sun Dongyu, he suddenly remembered the person he used to be, and she left an indelible impression on him. So the memory and reality were concentrated on the same person, and Lu Qingfan's feelings for Sun Dongyu changed.

Their love was so strong that Sun Dongyu had unprecedented concerns. Seeing Sun Dongyu and Zheng Zhimin, and knowing the existence of Zhou Xiaochuan, Lu Qingfan couldn't bear it anymore. To put it bluntly, the most unacceptable thing for Lu Qingfan is the fact that he is in love with Sun Dongyu. How could he fall in love with this woman who only wears a shirt and suit, he needs a charming and enchanting woman, and what he pursues is a colorful life, not black and white like Sun Dongyu's clothes.

Lu Qingfan clearly knew that Sun Dongyu was not such an innocent person, let alone such a harmless person. Maybe he saw too much through the evil hidden in Sun Dongyu's heart, and he challenged Sun Dongyu's bottom line again and again. He succeeded, and Sun Dongyu shook, so Sun Dongyu, who was already extremely aggressive, began to fight back.

Sun Dongyu's counterattack did not smell of gunpowder, nor did it smell of money. She made it so natural that it was as if he had become the founder of her plan. Lu Qingfan couldn't accept the fact that he was in love with Sun Dongyu, and he also didn't want to watch Sun Dongyu be with other men, even if that person was Sun Dongyu's legal husband Zhou Xiaochuan.

This kind of contradiction makes it difficult for Lu Qingfan to sleep and eat, he wants to see him when he can't see it, and he wants to escape his sincerity when he sees it. He will forcibly kiss Sun Dongyu out of jealousy, and he will also avoid Sun Dongyu out of disgust. Is it more jealousy or self-hatred, more likes or more disgust? That day, Lu Qingfan could no longer control the violent **** with Sun Dongyu in the hotel, and he finally understood that he loved more. How much he hates himself shows how much he loves Sun Dongyu.