Chapter 20 Anonymous Letters
Zhou Xiaochuan rented a house in the city center and said to Sun Dongyu that you move in with you, I won't hurt you. Sun Dongyu glanced at Zhou Xiaochuan www.biquge.info and said, "Thank you for your kindness." She didn't have to worry about her food, clothing, housing and transportation, so she moved into Zhou Xiaochuan's house. The house has two bedrooms and one living room, she and Zhou Xiaochuan have one room, and in addition to commuting to work on weekdays, they go back to their rooms after going home.
Every morning at five o'clock, Zhou Xiaochuan got up to make breakfast for Sun Dongyu. There is a saying in their hometown of Chongqing that a day starts with a bowl of noodles, and Zhou Xiaochuan knows that Sun Dongyu spent time in Guangdong when he was a child, and he is not used to eating small noodles. By the time Sun Dongyu got up at seven o'clock, Zhou Xiaochuan had already cooked porridge, boiled eggs, steamed steamed buns, and it would be different every day for a week. After work at night, if Zhou Xiaochuan has enough time, he will cook dinner. Zhou Xiaochuan has always believed that love will come with love over time, even if Sun Dongyu has been reluctant to talk to him, it doesn't matter.
Finally, one night, Sun Dongyu ate the food made by Zhou Xiaochuan and said to Zhou Xiaochuan: "Zhou Xiaochuan, why are you doing this, you can put that thing down." Zhou Xiaochuan heard Sun Dongyu's somewhat softening words, and his heart was very happy, and said: "Dongyu, it's me who can't forgive myself." Sun Dongyu said: "Xiaochuan, I have always regarded you as a relative, just that, nothing else." Although you and I are husband and wife in the legal sense, aren't we very boring to live together like this?" Zhou Xiaochuan asked: "Life needs to be ordinary, isn't this the peace you have been pursuing?" Sun Dongyu said: "That's right, but I don't love you." Zhou Xiaochuan said: "I love you, that's enough." ”
Sun Dongyu sometimes feels that there is no harm in the current life, and Zhou Xiaochuan takes care of her like a treasure. She has lacked fatherly love since she was a child, especially when there is a man who loves her so carefully, how can she not be tempted? But tempting is one thing, and that is not enough to make Sun Dongyu fall in love with Zhou Xiaochuan.
Sun Dongyu knew in her heart that her relationship with Zhou Xiaochuan was unequal. She is the cage in Zhou Xiaochuan's heart, but Zhou Xiaochuan used a marriage certificate to weave a big cocoon for them, and the harder Zhou Xiaochuan tried to make up for it, the tighter the cocoon was woven. However, why did Sun Dongyu always dream of Lu Qingfan's figure in the middle of the night, she knew that she was still unwilling, and it was Lu Qingfan who aroused the deepest hidden side of her heart.
People always want to pursue the good, always yearn for the light, but people ignore that the more dazzling the sun, the stronger the shadow. It took Sun Dongyu ten years to cultivate into her current mask, but Lu Qingfan's appearance always reminded her that she was the truest self in the past, don't think that if you are elegant for a long time, you can forget the potential inelegance in your heart.
Sun Dongyu thought about just going on like this, but how could Lu Qingfan let her go so easily. One day shortly after she moved out, Sun Dongyu was suddenly called to the office by the director. The director said: "Someone wrote an anonymous letter to report you. Sun Dongyu said: "Do I need to be investigated?" The director said: "It is more serious than this, after discussion with the bureau leaders, it was decided to let you put down your work for the time being, cooperate with the investigation, quickly end the matter, and then throw away your burden and come back to work happily." Sun Dongyu knew in her heart that her hopes for promotion were dashed.
Soon, Sun Dongyu became an unemployed. Zhou Xiaochuan was not surprised when he learned about this, on the contrary, he was very happy, so that Sun Dongyu could rest at home every day. No one knows how much he hopes that Sun Dongyu can treat himself well and love himself. Zhou Xiaochuan didn't dare to tell Sun Dongyu about this, he knew that it was all because of his fault that Sun Dongyu would torture himself like this.
Taking advantage of the holiday to rest, Zhou Xiaochuan invited Sun Dongyu to go to the ancient town in the suburbs to play, and Sun Dongyu said yes. Then they packed their bags together and set off, the town was 100 kilometers away from the city, and it was impossible to go back and forth in a day, and the two decided to return to the city the next afternoon. After a day of playing, Zhou Xiaochuan and Sun Dongyu sat on a small boat together, looking at the rippling blue water, a crescent moon hanging obliquely in the sky in the distance, and bursts of tempting food aromas came from the shore from time to time, everything was so quiet and peaceful. Sun Dongyu sat on the bow of the boat, looking up at the vast starry sky, Zhou Xiaochuan saw that Sun Dongyu was stunned, and couldn't help asking: "Dongyu, what are you thinking?" Sun Dongyu smiled: "This is the first time we come out to play together, right?" Zhou Xiaochuan didn't understand why Sun Dongyu asked this, they were indeed out to play together for the first time, and suddenly he understood, Sun Dongyu had something to say.
No one knows Sun Dongyu better than Zhou Xiaochuan, and he thinks that Sun Dongyu must be worried about Zhang Gongcheng. Zhou Xiaochuan said: "Yes, it is the first time we have traveled together. Sun Dongyu said again: "Xiaochuan, I want to thank you for taking care of me these days, to be honest, you are a good person, and I have forgiven you a long time ago." But I don't want to see you like this, I don't deserve to be so nice to me, I know you don't want to get a divorce, please forgive me for not being able to do what you want. ”
Zhou Xiaochuan knew that Sun Dongyu didn't love him, so he didn't feel pain. On the contrary, he was calm and said, "I won't sign, Dongyu, I believe that there will be love for a long time." Sun Dongyu listened to it, smiled bitterly, she stared at Zhou Xiaochuan, for the first time in so many years, she looked at him seriously, and suddenly this face turned into Lu Qingfan's appearance, Sun Dongyu shook his head and said, "Okay, then let's live like this." ”
The next day, before Sun Dongyu returned, he received a call from the school, saying that Zhang Gongcheng had dived, caught a cold, and was lying in the hospital. After listening to the call, Sun Dongyu immediately returned and went directly to the hospital. In the hospital, Sun Dongyu saw Lu Qingfan, and she asked angrily: "Did you tell my brother? Why do you want to force each other?" Lu Qingfan said: "Because of you." ”
Lu Qingfan came to the hospital after learning about Zhang Gongcheng's diving, he didn't expect this kid to be so fragile. When Lu Qingfan saw Zhou Xiaochuan who came with Sun Dongyu, he felt a resentment in his heart and had nowhere to vent. Sun Dongyu could see at a glance that Lu Qingfan was unhappy with her and Zhou Xiaochuan's living together. She deliberately disdainfully said to Lu Qingfan: "Is it because I'm married, or because I live with Zhou Xiaochuan?"
Zheng Zhimin once laughed at Lu Qingfan, saying that it was normal for couples to live together, and Lu Qingfan told Zheng Zhimin to shut up. He glanced at Zhou Xiaochuan and said, "Why do you want to live with Zhou Xiaochuan when you know this?" Sun Dongyu thought Lu Qingfan was too funny, she smiled and said, "It's funny, we are a legal husband and wife, and we are not divorced, why can't we live together?"