Chapter 266: My Heart Is Dead

"Father, the messenger to Yanlong has already departed. ”

Feng Ze looked at Feng Qing's lonely back and reported it gently.

At this time, the light of the sun had just fallen on the earth, but in Feng Qing's eyes, the sky and the earth were only dim.

Looking at Chang Ruoli on the bed in front of her, although it was the third day of her death, her appearance had not changed in the slightest, as if she had just fallen asleep, and the vague melancholy between her eyebrows still stayed on her beautiful face, which was pitiful.

"Li'er, you can't bear to leave me, right?" Feng Qing silently asked the woman who had passed away, and couldn't help but reach out and touch her forehead, wanting to stretch her depressed brow.

Between the tentacles is cold and soft delicate

"Ze'er, your mother?" he was a little surprised.

"After the mother left, it was the princess and sister-in-law in the palace of King Xuan who used a secret medicine to wipe her mother's body in order to ensure that her mother could return to Yanlong intact, which could protect her mother from being destroyed for a month. Feng Ze answered Feng Qing's doubts.

A piece of water vapor rose in Feng Qing's eyes, staring at Chang Ruoli with closed eyes in love, and there was an impulse to take her away to the ends of the earth, find a corner where no one was around, and build a beautiful and quiet tomb for her, he guarded her, and the life and life were no longer separated.

"Father, when will you send your mother back to Yanlong?"

Kazezawa's voice seemed to come from far away.

"Ze'er, Father wants to keep your mother in the Imperial Palace. There was a little begging in a softly low voice.

Feng Ze was silent, and there was an indescribable abruptness in his peaceful and gentle face in the past.

"Mother often told Ze'er about the beauty of Yanlong. also once told Ze'er that he would return to Yanlong after a hundred years, but Ze'er didn't expect that his mother was explaining what was going on. ”

Feng Qing's back trembled slightly.

After a long time, he sighed softly, "Spread my edict and order the two princes of Yanlong to go to Qingli Palace to mourn." ”

After speaking, he was silent for a while, turned around and said, "The two of them have heavy filial piety." ”

"Yes. ”

"Let Chang Yuening come to see me again. After a long time he added.

Standing in front of Feng Qing, Feng Zhao's heavy filial piety was tied with a white filial piety belt on his forehead, which added some cold and pure to his cold and concise temperament.

Feng Qing looked at Fengzhao and wanted to say something, but he stopped talking.

After a little muttering, he still spoke: "I have decided that you and Feng Ze Rongyu will escort the concubine to Yanlong. ”

Fengzhao's calm and deep eyes were sad that could not be concealed.

"Let Rong Yu stay in the imperial capital. The escort is enough for me and His Royal Highness the Crown Prince. ”

Feng Qing was stunned for a moment. Looking at Fengzhao's eyes, there was some inquiry and softness, "Are you worried about me?"

Feng Zhao didn't speak, and when he first heard the bad news, the hatred in his heart that had disappeared for Feng Qing floated up again. But that night was behind the screen. He was truly moved by Feng Qing's love for his mother. Although his love is so selfish that it breaks up his family, that love will also hurt Feng Qing's own body.

It was indeed for Feng Qing's sake that he left Yao Ling, for fear that he would be too sad and hurt his life.

"Let Rong Yu go with you. It doesn't hurt to me. ”

Feng Qing said in a low voice.

For a moment, the room fell silent again.

There is a subtle feeling between the two, as if they both know what the other wants to say, but they can't say it.

At this time, it was already late spring, but these days were suddenly unusually cold, and the wind drifting through the window seemed to carry the smell of distant winter rain and snow.

After the two of them were silent for a moment, Feng Qing suddenly asked in a low voice: "Do you hate me?" While speaking, a pair of deep and bottomless eyes quietly looked at Fengzhao, with an indescribable look in his eyes.

Feng Zhao's heart trembled slightly.

"Hate?" he asked himself silently, his eyes were filled with the vicissitudes of crossing the landscape, he saw his young self sitting in the carriage running around in despair, and when he saw that he heard the word "big dragon", he would clench his hands hidden in his sleeve.

"Onceβ€”" My voice was cold and low, "I used to naively think that my Uncle Crown Prince was the most kind and loved me the most, but when my mother sent me away, I naively told her to go to Uncle Prince, he could help us." When I fled on the trail to Yanlong, I was still worried about my uncle the Prince, fearing that if they captured my father, they would also take my Uncle Prince, and I didn't want to believe that the people who were chasing me were sent by my Uncle Prince. ”

Speaking of this, he closed his mouth, as if something was blocked in his throat and made it difficult for him to speak, and after a pause of a few breaths, he calmed down and continued: "I once thought that I would definitely have a life-and-death duel with my emperor uncle, but when I saw the beautiful and prosperous dragon, I could not bear or bring her into a senseless personal grudge. ”

Feng Qing silently looked at the wind in front of him, saw the pain and sorrow flowing in his eyes, and saw the ups and downs and agitation that flowed secretly under his forced calm face.

"Sue sΓΉ me, what would you do if Yao Ling fell in love with someone else first? If you are the king of a country, you control everything in the world, but the woman you have in your heart still doesn't want to look at you more, what should you do?

Feng Zhao was stunned, he had never thought of such a question.

If Yaoling didn't love him, his heart suddenly hurt.

"No" In the depths of my heart, a voice suddenly said full of domineering: "Absolutely not, Yaoling is my wind, no one can take her away, even if she doesn't love me, I will never allow her to leave me." ”

The reason why Yueming was allowed to compete with him was that he had the certainty of victory, that cousin with a cold and arrogant face, he wanted to convince him of losing.

"I used to think that the world was the most important thing, but when your mother was about to leave, I realized that the last thing I could let go of was your mother, and I would not allow her to leave my eyes. It's like you're right to Yaoling. There was a heavy vicissitudes and sadness in the deep words.

"When people don't have rights, there are some things that can only be thought about, and after a long time, they may think about it and see it. But when he has the supreme power in his hands and can control a qiΔ“, then he will overbearingly do everything according to his wishes. And I used the power in my hands to force your mother to stay, and I believe that if it were you, you would make the same decision to Yaoling. ”

Feng Zhao's body was shocked, and he had to admit that he had a great sense of identity with Feng Qing's words, and now he is no longer the one who fled at the beginning, and there is nothing he can't get if he wants Feng Zhao.

"You can hate me. I don't blame you. Back then, the reason why I sent people to chase you was not to kill you, but your mother agreed to enter the palace. I wanted to get you back to your father. It's just that I underestimated the dead soldiers in the Xuan Palace. They were brought up by your father himself, and they would not trust anyone without your father's token. And the eagle guards sent out by me are also very arrogant, and they are not satisfied with the dead soldiers of the palace. At this point, he paused and was silent for a moment before he added, "Now it is pointless to say this, I only tell you that I can give up this world and everything for the sake of your mother." ”

Leaving the imperial study, Feng Zhao came to Qingli Palace, where Yueming was already kneeling.

The original plain white was tied to the filial piety, and he was exceptionally cold and handsome.

Chang Ruoli was still lying quietly on the bed, because Yaoling had to wipe her body with secret medicine every day, so she was not buried.

Yaoling calmly packed up Chang Ruoli's clothes with Shen'er before her death,

"My father made an edict to send my mother back to Yanlong in seven days. At this time, Feng Ze walked in, knelt next to Feng Zhao and Yueming, and said softly.

Yaoling and Yueming glanced at each other, as if the two of them were communicating something with their eyes, which made Fengzhao, who had not seen it before, have a trace of unknown doubts in her heart, and vaguely feel that the two of them seem to have something to hide from themselves.

"The list of attendants in the palace has also been listed. After Feng Ze finished speaking, he took out the list from his arms and handed it to Feng Zhao, who took it and took a look at it, there were forty or fifty people.

Yueming's eyes on the side swept over the list, and said softly: "There is no need for so many people, these palace servants were originally Dalong people, and this time they can't come back after following their aunt to Yanlong, they can't come back again, and they can't bear to come to their aunt's spirit, so let Shen'er choose some loyal and reliable maids who are willing to follow her aunt's palace people, and when you get to Yanlong, the royal family will also send capable palace servants to guard your aunt's mausoleum." ”

Feng Ze nodded and got up and left.

When night came, Yueming returned to the palace to prepare for the things before the wind left. Because Feng Qing was too sad, he passed down an edict to temporarily manage the affairs of the court and the central government, and Qingli Palace left Feng Zhao and Yao Ling to protect Chang Ruoli.

Feng Zhao knelt beside his mother's bed, looking at his mother quietly, but he was thinking about his father, I don't know what happened to his father now, Feng Qing was sad and Feng Ze was guarding him, and he was guarding his mother.

The dim palace lamps on the side dimly reflected the qiqi in the house, and it was raining lightly outside, and Yaoling knelt quietly with Fengzhao.

"Little wind. Yaoling wanted to speak and stopped, and her spring-like eyes looked at the wind with pity.

"I'm fine. Feng Zhao had a cold face, and when he remembered the eyes exchanged between Bai Ri Yaoling and Yueming, he felt a little unhappy in his heart.

Yaoling thought that Fengzhao was just sad because of his mother's death, and he didn't know what he really thought in his heart.

"Don't be too sad, it is my mother's greatest wish to be able to return to Yanlong, and in the future, if you want her to go back to see her at any time. ”

Fengzhao was speechless, remembering that night when he heard his father's words behind the screen, and it was also his father's wish to let his mother return to Yanlong.

"Staying in Yanlong will only embarrass my mother. He whispered.

"Well, I can't," Yaoling's face was a little embarrassed, "I saw my father yesterday. ”

Feng Zhao looked back at Yaoling with a surprised face.

"Yesterday at midnight, my father came, and he asked me to stay in the imperial capital to protect the emperor. Yaoling said softly.

"What else did he say?" After a moment of silence, Feng Zhao asked lightly.

He didn't say anything, maybe it was the reason why his mother left, and the emperor agreed that his father could come to see his mother. ”

Fengzhao's heart suddenly became a little excited, and a vague expectation was born, and his eyes involuntarily looked out of the window.

After listening to it for a long time, that expectation gradually disappeared again.

Suddenly, there was a sound from afar, accompanied by the sound of the dripping rain, which was particularly bleak and cool, and a lonely footstep slowly walked towards the Qingli Palace.

The door of Qingli Palace creaked open, and a figure appeared in the doorway.

The figure stood quietly at the door for a long time, and then slowly walked in, carrying wet moisture.

When he came to Chang Ruoli's bed, he stopped, and a pair of deep eyes looked at Chang Ruoli's face with great affection.

"Li'er, I'm here to accompany you, and you'll be leaving in four days. When he said this, his tone was already choked.

He waved his hand with his back to Feng Zhao Yaoling, "Go back, it's enough for me to guard here." ”

Feng Zhao and Yao Ling got up and glanced at the back in front of them, and silently retreated.

When Fengzhao and Yaoling left, the sound of the flute gradually stopped, and a figure floated down in the courtyard of Qingli Palace, raising his eyes to look at the closed palace door.

After a while, he raised his leg and walked towards the temple door, and squeaked out his hand to push the door open.

Feng Qing in the house did not look back, "I have sent Li'er back to Yanlong as you wish." There was no emotion in the cold voice.

Feng Xuan stood behind Feng Qing, and his bright eyes also looked at his back quietly.

"So you, me, and Ali are all relieved, aren't they?" he said coldly after a long time.

Feng Qing's back shook, and after a long time, he said slowly: "It's a relief for you, but for me, my heart is dead." ”

Behind him, his eyes as calm as the water of the wind and lake flashed with deep worry. (To be continued......)