Chapter 175
Lu Tiance didn't dare to go back, and he couldn't relieve the pain in his heart, he could only use wine to kill his sorrows, he drank one jar after another, as if he wanted to drink until the sky was dark, as if he wanted to drink to death. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info
In the end, even the store couldn't stand it anymore, he walked over and persuaded Lu Tiance not to drink anymore, saying that there is no threshold in this world that cannot be passed, and when he comes back to see it in a few days, even if it is difficult, it will pass.
The shopkeeper persuaded Lu Tiance not to abuse his body, but Lu Tiance didn't listen at all, his heart collapsed, how could they understand?
His biological parents were beheaded right in front of him, and his parents were framed to death before they even had time to see their child, whom they hadn't seen in more than a decade.
How can he let go, how can he continue to live his comfortable life as if nothing had happened?
He thought about it, he wanted revenge, he still had to go to this cannibalistic court, he wanted to get justice for his parents, and he wanted to let the people who put his parents to death be broken into pieces!
Therefore, he will continue to live on, at least he will not give up on himself until his revenge is avenged......
The thoughts in his heart became clearer and clearer, but it was just a thought, at this moment, Lu Tiance's heart was filled with despair, and the scenes before his parents died had been echoing in his mind, as if they were going to drown him.
His small brain seemed to burst like this, and the pain that tore through his mind kept echoing in his mind.
The shopkeeper sighed and continued to persuade, "Young man, think more about your relatives, if they look at you like this, I am afraid that they will not know how to feel sorry for you." You are still young, and there is still a long way to go, and if you give up now, wouldn't it be too much of a pity?"
The shopkeeper said very sincerely, as if he was recalling his life, talking about his experience with Lu Tiance, and sharing his life experience with him.
The shopkeeper's words echoed in Lu Tiance's chaotic mind like the voice of a savior, and every word he said carried an unprecedented depth in his mind, like a tranquilizer to soothe his unsettled heart.
After a long time, Lu Tiance narrowed his eyes, and suddenly said, "Thank you." ”
Seeing that Lu Tiance was finally in the wine arena, the shopkeeper smiled for a while and said, "Hey, thank you for what! Once a person is in the world, there will always be a threshold that cannot be passed, if you think what I said is good, now hurry home and stop drinking, it is the best." ”
He is also a father, Lu Tiance's age is the same as his son, if his son encounters difficulties in the future, he will be relieved that someone can help him like this.
For this meal, the shopkeeper did not accept Lu Tiance's money, and Lu Tiance did not shirk it, so he left.
Before leaving, Lu Tiance told the shopkeeper that he would not come in the future.
Hearing this, the shopkeeper was even more relieved, only to hear him joke, "If you don't come, I have to feel at ease, otherwise, the wine in my store will only need to sell you alone in the future, and I am afraid that this business will not be able to be done." ”
The two looked at each other and smiled, and Lu Tiance didn't say anything more, and walked home.
However, on the way back, he saw the heads of his parents hanging above the castle tower, saying that it was an example and warning the world that this was the end of corruption.
Lu Tiance's fists clenched fiercely, and the sound of intertwined bones clearly reached his ears.
Since ancient times, emperors have been so affectionate, at the beginning, my father and mother planned to stand in the camp of the eighth prince for the sake of the common people in the world, and only then did they plan to enter the staff of the ninth prince as the eyeliner of the eighth prince.
And now, they were all framed to death, all the people in the Lu Mansion were confiscated, and even the maids who worked inside could not escape the end of being punished, and they were all exiled to the deserted places on the frontier.
For a while, there was a lot of grumbling in the capital, and they were cursing his parents while they were separated from their relatives.
Lu Tiance suddenly felt that even if he was sad, his parents died for the sake of these so-called people in the world, but looking at what they were maintaining, how could the seemingly weak people talk about them behind their backs?
They were insulting his parents, they were insulting the people who had died because of them.
Those who don't know are not guilty, hehe, what a ridiculous sentence.
Because they are ignorant, because they are defenseless, they just want to be sympathized, so they have to be protected, they have been complaining that the taxes are too high, they have been secretly discussing that the court is too mediocre.
As everyone knows, many people are fighting for them, and the peace they see is not as comfortable as it seems, and countless people are guillotined because of these disputes, but they only regard it as a joke, and even abuse them, just like his parents.
For the sake of the so-called common people in the world, they not only sacrificed their lives, but also sent their children away, and they have not seen their children for ten years.
What parent in this world doesn't love their child?
They only know that they are complaining behind their backs, they only know that they are complaining about life, and they want to live a comfortable life, but as everyone knows, they are the most selfish ones.
Their lives are lives, and the lives of those who die for them are not lives?
Yes, they don't know anything, but that doesn't make a reason to pay for their viciousness, they're still cold-blooded, they're still selfish.
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Lu Tiance suddenly felt that all these things his parents did were not worth it, the people they were fighting for only treated them as wicked people, and the eighth prince they served for them used them as a chess piece, but after they died, they had no use value, and directly solved all the people in the Lu Mansion.
Just to cover some of the other people he planted beside the Nine Princes.
Since ancient times, emperors have been very affectionate, and in the past, Lu Tiance didn't agree very much, and wanted to find some reasons to refute it, because, in his eyes, everyone is flesh and blood, and they are all born from their parents.
Although there have been many examples of brothers killing each other in history, in its eyes, it is those brothers who have been relegated to remote places who still have ambitions and want to rebel, so for the sake of the stability of the country, they just can't stay.
It's just that Lu Tiance now finds out that he is very wrong, he actually naively thinks that even if his parents die, at least the little maids in the house should not be guilty, after all, they are innocent.
What he didn't expect was that the eighth prince directly asked the old emperor to seize the Lu Mansion, and directly let his father and mother leave a stench for 10,000 years, obviously the most selfless person for the sake of the common people in the world, but he had to accept the abuse of the common people in the world, until a long time later, even if they have been dead for a long time, it will be like this.
Isn't that too sad?
Lu Tiance felt that these were not worth it at all, he originally had the same grand ambition as his parents, but now it seems that he has been wiped out by these cruel human nature.
He thinks that even if he makes a big sacrifice for these so-called people in the world, even if it falls into their ears one day, he just thinks you are stupid.
In the final analysis, people are just selfish creatures, and the first thing they think of is their own vital interests, and the rest is just a joke in their minds.
The heroes who have been passed down through the ages are just what they tell after seeing the people who have really done too much for them, and those who fought in obscurity, as well as those soldiers who died on the battlefield, are just dust, which are soon blown away by the wind and disappear without a trace.
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Thinking about it, Lu Tiance's heart was full of mixed pain, he walked into a restaurant on the side of the road with a wry smile, took the jar of wine in his hand, and rushed home.
He never knew he was drinking so well, so good that when he got home, his brain was still clear, and he could still feel the pain and feel the unspeakable sadness.
The horror of the beheading of their parents, the indifference and ridicule of the onlookers, and the heads of their heads hanging from the city walls and about to be burned three days later......
Everything lingered in Lu Tiance's mind like a nightmare, he obviously promised the shopkeeper of the restaurant to stop drinking, but after seeing the hanging heads of his parents, he easily broke his promise.
Now himself, Lu Tiance is very disgusted, he feels like a cowardly person, now he seems to be able to defeat any difficulty, he can defeat himself who he thought was the strongest in the past.
For a moment, he suddenly had some doubts, whether he still had the ability to avenge his parents, and now, the revenge has not been avenged, he is going to give up on himself, how can he avenge his parents like this?
Thinking about it, Lu Tiance's heart became more and more chaotic, he drank all the wine in the jar in one gulp, and with a loud bang, he smashed the wine jar in his hand to the ground, and the fragments and unfinished wine splashed everywhere, startling the birds perched on the trees around him.
Patches of chirping sounded, and the birds flapped their wings in fright, bringing with them the sound of falling leaves.
This noisy voice fell on Lu Tiance's ears, like the ridicule of countless people, making him almost embarrassed, he wanted to escape, but as soon as he stood up, because the alcohol paralyzed his brain, his legs were numb, and he fell to the ground again.
Is that how incompetent he is?
Lu Tiance slammed a pair of fists on the ground, and the fragments of the wine jar that had just fallen pierced into his fists, shattering his flesh and skin, and the feeling of flesh blooming was like a good medicine to soothe his wounded soul at the moment.
At this moment, the more it hurts, the less his heart hurts.
It seems that only physical pain can bring a little bit of the countless pain in his heart.
Blood slipped to his hands and fell to the ground, making a clattering sound all around the quiet place—
"Brother, what's wrong with you?" Fu Jiayue, who had been watching from the side for a long time, was very scared when she saw Lu Tiance like this, and finally stepped forward and said.
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Thinking around, Lu Tiance looked at Fu Jiayue beside him with an innocent face, and a burst of warmth surged in his heart.
Now, in this world, there is only Fu Jiayue who can support him all the time and for no reason......
Lu Tiance smiled and rubbed Fu Jiayue's head, and asked softly, "Do you miss your parents?"
Hearing this, Fu Jiayue hurriedly nodded and responded, as if she was afraid that Lu Tiance would not know her true thoughts, "I want to, I want to dream about it." Brother, when will they come back to see us? Brother, you can tell them that they don't want to make so much money, we don't need it, so let my father and mother come back to see us earlier, okay?"
Saying that, Fu Jiayue's tone became a little smaller, both of them are quite sensitive in terms of their parents, every time Fu Jiayue talked to Lu Tiance about wanting to see her parents, although Lu Tiance tried her best to comfort her, but after living with Lu Tiance for so long, Fu Jiayue could easily capture the change in Lu Tiance's complexion, and she also knew that Lu Tiance was afraid that she would miss her parents very much.
Later, over time, Fu Jiayue also knew that it was futile for her to say what she really thought in her heart, and saying it would only make Lu Tiance uncomfortable with her.
Therefore, later, as long as it wasn't for Fu Jiayue who was really sad and couldn't bear it by herself, she would be obedient and wouldn't take the initiative to talk to Lu Tiance about her parents.
During that period of time, Lu Tiance only thought that it was Fu Jiayue who gradually forgot about his parents over time, he didn't know whether to be happy or sad after thinking of this, he was happy that Fu Jiayue might be able to live a good life in the future, he was sad that his parents loved them the most, if Fu Jiayue forgot about them, wouldn't it be cruel?
Obviously, he also hoped that Fu Jiayue would not be troubled by family affection, but when Fu Jiayue really seemed to have forgotten, he had mixed feelings in his heart, and he didn't know what to do.
Lu Tiance shook his head, still deceiving with the lies of the past ten years, and said, "They are very busy and tired outside, you have to be considerate." ”
"I know, it's just ......" Fu Jiayue nodded, but she couldn't finish a sentence.
Lu Tiance sighed, and didn't want to dwell on this matter that would never be fruitless, he touched Fu Jiayue's head, and said softly, "Come, say a few words to my father and mother, today is sixteen, the moon is round, think about it, they can feel what we say." ”
Today is the day of the death of his parents, although Lu Tiance doesn't want to tell Fu Jiayue the truth, but after all, it is the children of his parents, and he still has to do something.
I only hope that in the next life, my parents can go to a good place, and they will not struggle in the court for the rest of their lives.
Court disputes, he will no longer want to touch it in the next life, here, but it is a place where people eat people and do not spit out bones, and there is no place for nostalgia.