Chapter 465: The Final Victory and Defeat (2-in-1)

"Actually...... I'm quite grateful that you came to me so solemnly. Under the moonlight, Enjing, who was sitting on the grass, suddenly felt a little embarrassed. "If you think about it, in fact, the most terrible goodbye is not saying goodbye, my father and mother are like that, they didn't quarrel at all, they just separated so naturally, and then went to live their own lives...... You can actually do the same, with our tacit understanding, I must all understand, but I'm very happy to be here on this trip. ”

Jin Zhongming, who was still sitting next to him, didn't speak, he carefully touched the wound on his cheekbones, and then came to a very certain conclusion, he was broken, from the fifth floor of TM to the rope net, and now he was broken because he was going to break up, and his ribs were still aching, as if he was out of breath again, and his ribs seemed to be out of breath again...... However, in the end, the other party still really made a heavy hand.

Of course, it's not that he doesn't want to fight back, and it's not that he can't, but when he thought that the other party's leg hadn't healed yet, he ...... He didn't dare again.

"Did you listen to me?" finally said something that he thought was more emotional, but found that the other party did not respond, so Enjing immediately frowned dissatisfiedly, and her tone became stern. "You're still concerned about the wound on your face?"

"I don't really care. Jin Zhongming put down his hand. "If you can have a good time, I'd be happy to give you another beating......"

"It's like I don't dare. Eun Jing stood up and patted the weeds on her buttocks. "Anyway, we're here...... You're here to make a break, aren't you?"

“……”

"In that case, I'll tell you, you can answer, it's a hundred!" Enjing turned his head to Jin Zhongming. "How?"

"Do you have to fight for this kind of thing?" Jin Zhongming's expression suddenly became a little impatient. "If I bring it up and you bring it up, is there any specific benefit? It will make you feel better if you take on the name of someone else? It's obviously just the two of us here!"

Enjing looked into the distance with some anger, as the other party said, she was ready to take the initiative to break up, but not for self-esteem, but to take responsibility for the breakup. Admittedly, the other party must think so. In this way, if someone close to you asks about it in the future, you can always pretend to be indifferent and say, 'I dumped him (her)'!

That way, no one will say anything about the other person.

As always, the two of them were at a stalemate, but this time it was only half a minute later, Jin Zhongming suddenly felt bored, he endured the pain under his ribs and tried to stand up, and then used an almost pleading tone: "Jingjing, this time we won't fight, let's take a step back together, okay? Finally, ...... Let's take a step back together......, okay?

has been the top, turning his head to stare at Enjing in the distance for no reason, his nose is sour, if he can really take a step back, where is there today? Isn't it because he thought about it for a long time and found that he couldn't retreat, and the other party was not willing to retreat at all, so he recognized his fate?

But as the other party said, this time it really seems that there is really no need to care about whether it will lose to the other party, and it is not impossible to compromise together.

"But how do you take a step back? you can't say 'one, two, three' together like a child, right?" Eun Jing lowered her head and kicked the pebble at her feet.

"Be careful with your knees. Jin Zhongming turned his head sideways and thought for a moment. "So be it...... Since we both understand, then there is no need to say it, I will send you back to the dormitory, and after tonight, when we meet again, we will be ......"

"We've known each other for many years. Eun Jing smiled dryly. "Just like Han Enjing and Jin Zhongming in "Those Years", it's okay to meet and laugh again when the time comes...... Maybe it's in which variety show. It's actually a pretty good idea, and we're in a good mood right now...... Let's go back quickly...... Send me back!"

"Okay!" Jin Zhongming nodded hard.

The two of them just made up a childish idea, and at the same time, they didn't have the heart to feel the stumbling in each other's words.

When going down the mountain, Eun Jing didn't let Jin Zhongming carry her, the two walked slowly side by side like ordinary friends, and the topic became more and more open at first like ordinary friends who had no mustard.

"What time is it?"

"Nine-twenty. ”

"What ...... when you come and when you arrive?"

"I came at half past seven, arrived at half past eight, walked for an hour, and then carried you up the mountain, was beaten, and it took nearly fifty minutes before and after......"

"The watch is good, which little girl gave it?"

“……”

"Forget it!"

……

"By the way, what should I do with my knot tomorrow?" Eun Jing, who was walking while holding the bad, suddenly smiled and spoke again. "What's the reason for getting off the bus?"

"You don't go tomorrow, I'll make it clear to MBC. Jin Zhongming thought about it seriously. "A while ago, I went to the hospital every day to see you, and many reporters simply stayed at the gate of the hospital, and just now I carried you up in front of so many people...... In this way, let's just say that I have been with you for a long time in the hospital recently, and I feel that I will really fall in love with you if I continue to contact you...... So...... Select Drop-off Straight. ”

"Is it the other way around?" Eun Jing nodded. "It's real and false, it's actually quite logical. ”

……

"Where do you go back to your dormitory?" asked Jin Zhongming, pointing to the fork in the road. "The same way or from Seocho?"

"Seocho-gu, it's quiet here. ”

"Listen to you. ”

……

"Anyway...... Who's going to be next?"

"What?"

"I've heard that as soon as we had an awkward fight that day, some people couldn't wait...... Which one do you like best?"

“……”

"Just talk about looks, just a little bit. ”

"Sister Zhaoyan?"

"I don't believe it, you've never been insensitive to the elderly...... Wait a minute, Sister Zhaoyan ...... that day?"

……

"Smoothies?"

"Don't eat it!"

……

"Let's be honest, now you tell me the truth, we have come to this day, how much of your family's Ermao's attitude is accounted for?"

"Ten percent!"

"What are you kidding?"

"If she hadn't come and make trouble that night...... I'll watch you until you're old enough that no one wants you. ”

"You pervert!" Eun Jing smiled and ruffled her hair. "But you are such a person......"

……

"Smoothies?"

“…… Forget it. ”

……

"If you think about it, we chose to star in the movie "Those Years" together, it was like fate. ”

"From what I've observed, you've never believed in fate. ”

"When a strong person is helpless and helpless, it is natural to blame this thing. ”

"Speaking of "Those Years"...... I'm sorry for one thing. ”

"What?"

"When I was filming the rain scene, I scared you. ”

"It's not a scare, haven't they all come this far?"

"But it shouldn't feel the same way, right?"

"It doesn't matter. ”

……

"Smoothies?"

"For the sake of you asking a third time...... Let's have a copy. ”

……

"It's raining!"

"Well, do you like the rain a lot, and your tone is so excited?"

"I can't tell. Eun Jing shook her head after putting down the clean smoothie bowl. "Hyomin likes rain very much, she has the best grades, and she has the best school, she likes to take a turn in the rain when it rains, saying things like 'how good it rains, wash away the lead' and so on, she feels very good, like a literary young woman......"

"It's just pretending to be a young woman, what she means by this is to imply that she is better than all of you without makeup, and when it rains, she will stand out. ”

"Is that what you mean?" Eun Jing suddenly realized. "Go back and slap her! Throw all her clothes in the washing machine when you take a shower!"

“……”

"What's wrong?"

"Let's ...... Why don't you go?"

"It's a bit chilly. ”

Jin Zhongming took off his coat: "Then put on my clothes." ”

"I say cold because you have to stop for a smoothie!" Eun Jing impatiently pushed off the coat handed by the other party. "The smoothie is a little cold, it's not yet May, what kind of smoothie to eat?"

"Put it on!" Jin Zhongming didn't care about the eyes of the waiter at the smoothie shop next to him, and directly put it on the other party. "The new album is coming out...... If you catch a cold, the whole team will have to stop working!"

Eun Jing did not resist this time.

"Mr. Jin Zhongming, Miss Han Enjing. The waiter didn't know what to be nervous about, so he handed over two umbrellas. "In accordance with the regulations, we will provide the ...... of umbrellas"

"The coat will be returned to you!"

……

"To ...... And three blocks, right?"

“…… Well. ”

"What time is it?"

"Half past eleven. ”

……

"Smoothies?"

"Aren't you chilly?"

"Isn't there an umbrella?"

……

"Anyway...... If we end up this way...... So what is the point of our trip to the top of the mountain?

"There were a lot of meanings, such as giving us the opportunity to walk back quietly at such a late hour, like being able to meet this rain...... Uh, you can also look out of the corner of my eye, yes, this side of the break...... That's actually the meaning. ”

"Humph!"

"Jingjing, you can beat me, in fact, it makes me breathe a sigh of relief. The rain slowly became heavier, at least the sound of raindrops hitting the umbrella could already be a protective sound, and Jin Zhongming suddenly stopped. "Whatever you say...... I've always felt sorry for myself. ”

"What do you mean by being sorry?" On the sidewalk, in the rain, only two and a half blocks from TARA's dormitory, the two finally faced each other with umbrellas.

"I confessed to you in the first place. Of course, Eun Jing's height is not low, but with a knee injury, she only wears flat shoes for the convenience of walking, so Jin Zhongming still faces the other party with her head down. "It was a selfish decision. ”

"Do you think our year and a half has been a mistake?" Eun Jing was a little angry.

"No!" Jin Zhongming shook his head. "I'm just saying I was a little selfish. As I said at the time, one of us was looking for the future, and the other was looking back at the past. ”

"Is there any problem?" Eun Jing asked, puzzled.

"People move forward...... The pursuit of the future is a matter of course, but it is not right to expect someone to stay in the past forever, and there is a kind of unreasonable domineering in it...... I'm sorry. ”

"Thank you...... There's no point in talking about this at this time, we made such a naïve agreement on the mountain before, don't we just don't want to say these things......? Let's go, it's almost there!"

Jin Zhongming nodded.

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However, Eun Jing, who interrupted Jin Zhongming's words, had a lot of uncontrollable thoughts, ideas, words and questions in her heart, and she was getting closer and closer to the dormitory...... In fact, it was only a few dozen meters away from where Jin Zhongming stopped just now, and she almost couldn't open her legs.

"You didn't finish just now, did you?" Eun Jing really couldn't bear it, and with her character, she was actually destined to be unbearable. "About what happened to us in the beginning!"

Jin Zhongming stopped calmly, but the words he said seemed a little irrelevant: "Jingjing, I was actually in a very bad situation at that time. I won the best actor, but I was not recognized; I went abroad to co-star in a commercial film, but in fact, the film and I were very embarrassed, the movie could not get a good commercial success in South Korea because of nationality, and I couldn't win an award abroad because of ethnicity...... As for you at that time, I won't say much, you know better than me......"

"What the hell do you mean?" Eun Jing became impatient.

"Quietly. Jin Zhongming smiled bitterly. "Have you ever thought about the first half of the year when we didn't have problems...... It is precisely when the problems of our business are most suitable...... At that time, we actually needed each other......"

"And then you don't need me, do you?" Eun Jing's eyes turned a little red. "TV series, movies, variety shows, best director, awards, ......"

"Why do you think that?" Jin Zhongming sighed. "Jingjing, I thought carefully a few days ago, in terms of career, the intersection of the two of us is indeed only the most suitable for that year...... But quietly, feelings and careers should actually be separated!"

"But neither of us did it, did we?" Eun Jing turned her head a little uncontrollably, she instinctively didn't want the other party to see her tears. "What you said is very reasonable, we are not willing to admit defeat, and this is the crux of the matter...... No one wants to take a step back and take another step back. ”

Jin Zhongming felt very uncomfortable.

"I know it's just annoying to say that now. Eun Jing choked back her tears and said hard. "But...... I want to tell you, Zhong Ming, I really tried my best, I really tried to understand your mentality...... I didn't take any excessive ads...... I actually knew about you blocking that movie for a long time, but I didn't say it...... Because I knew that horror movie was plot-inappropriate...... And our MV, Catwoman...... It's a sexy look...... I was the most popular, but I really took the initiative to make it clear to the president that I just had to stand on the edge......"

Jin Zhongming's face was very calm: "It's painful, isn't it? The brain is like two people, one sees my dedication and efforts to our feelings, and hopes to continue walking." But on the other hand, another person can't help but remind himself that he has his own way to go, and he will not be able to stand it if he continues like this. Isn't that so?"

"What do you say?" Eun Jing threw away the umbrella sent by the smoothie shop, Jin Zhongming stretched out his umbrella and was also pushed away by her, the rain hit the face of the short-haired girl, but she just bit her lip and looked at the other party. "I always thought you didn't know this! I always thought that you could only see your own problems, and only feel your own pressure and pain, and if that were the case, I would still be willing to try to try! You know what? I went to the top of the mountain with you today with a glimmer of hope! I thought about jumping into your arms and going back again! But I ended up beating you, really beating you with all my might, do you know why?"

"Because you find out I know everything. The corners of Jin Zhongming's eyes were a little indescribably sad. "When I came up, I obviously hinted that I had thought about you, and as soon as I reached the foot of the mountain, I told you that there were actually some things I knew, and after I went up with you, I also told you that I understand your difficulties and understand the source of your character...... But I didn't choose to be more tolerant of you because I knew each other better than you, did that mean? That's why you couldn't help but beat me up in anger...... Is that so?"

Enjing's tears came out as soon as the rain came, this question was the dead knot that had been stuck in her heart now, and the only thing she wanted to ask when she came here was this--since you know everything, you know better than me, why can't you tolerate me more? Why do you still not give in again and again?

It's a very Qiong Yao-style problem, or rather, there is a reason why Qiong Yao drama has become a genre. In fact, this is the case in terms of feelings, you pay a little, I pay a little, I pay a little more, why don't you also pay a little more? Emotional accounts are the most calculating, but the most hurtful!

"Do you want to hear the truth?" Kim Jong-ming also threw down his umbrella and tried to wipe the other party's tears with both hands.

Enjing didn't have the control she had when she was on the mountain for a long time, she smashed the other party's hand almost like a child, but she really wanted to know the answer, otherwise, she didn't even have the heart to take a step: "You say!"

The answer hurts. Jin Zhongming looked at each other distressedly. "Let me hold your face. ”

Eun Jing did not refuse this time.

"First. Jin Zhongming held the other party's head, and also gritted his teeth and said the answer ruthlessly. "I'm a selfish person by nature, my character is like this, and I don't want to go back. Machismo or tyrant temper, I admit it!"

Eun Jing's head shook a little, but there was no other fierce reaction, because she knew that it was true, but she was just drenched in the rain just now, and she didn't want to think about it. But she also knew that this was nonsense and could not be used as a real reason.

"Second. Jin Zhongming gently attached to the other party's ear. "Truth be told, Quiet, this circle is more cruel than you think. It's not that your efforts aren't meaningful...... Rather, the meaning of your efforts will be easily erased by something nonsensical and ridiculous...... So I think, for those things......"

"There's no point, or it's not worth it, to make concessions for the sake of those things...... Is that what you mean?" Eun Jing suddenly calmed down, but when she raised her head, both the look in her eyes and her tone made Jin Zhongming feel a little chilly.

"I didn't say that. Trying to suppress the helplessness in his heart, Jin Zhongming shook his head very seriously. "I'm also an artist, how can I think that, if you can really become a signboard in an industry like my teacher......"

"You still don't think I'm going to be able to catch up with them from Girls' Generation!" Eun Jing completely lost interest in continuing to speak on the topic. "I feel like I'm doing useless work. ”

Similarly, Kim Jong-ming has lost interest in continuing to discuss the topic.

"Leave it all behind. Eun Jing in the rain completely calmed down. "Zhong Ming, I am reluctant to let you go, this is a fact. However, there are other things I can't give up. ”

"Me too!" replied solemnly.

"Then I'll be at ease. Eun Jing looked down to look for the umbrella, but found that the inferior umbrella given by the smoothie shop had been broken for some reason, and she threw it away casually.

Jin Zhongming also turned around and picked up his own, fortunately, this one is fine.

So, Eun Jing walked in front, Jin Zhongming held an umbrella behind, and the two continued on the last stretch of the road.

It's actually a very interesting journey.

Just like Kim Jong-ming's analogy, the two of them are like schizophrenia when facing each other, and one person is full of pressure, insecurity and antagonism. But the other person kept reminding the two of them that at least there was nothing impure about their feelings...... Jin Zhongming and Han Enjing are as clean and crisp as they were in junior high school.

Therefore, although it is said that they are determined to let go of each other and then grab other important things, the two still have reluctance and ideological struggles - after all, according to the childish agreement between the two before, when Eun Jing walks to the door of her dormitory, everything will end.

The most intuitive manifestation of this struggle is that the two of them walked for more than half an hour on the road of the last two blocks. Moreover, whether it is stop-and-go, fast and slow, the rhythm of the two is always surprisingly consistent.

BUT IN THE END, NO MATTER WHAT, THE TWO OF THEM AND A SMALL UMBRELLA STILL ARRIVED AT THE DOOR OF TARA'S DORMITORY.

"Let's go inside. Standing in the open space in front of the empty apartment building, Jin Zhongming said to the person in front of him with difficulty, he only has reluctance in his heart now, as if the person who had an argument with the other party two blocks away is not him, and at the end of the day, some things will be magnified without limit. "Don't think about anything, take a hot bath, take a leave, and sleep well with the quilt...... ...... from tomorrow"

"Throw the umbrella away. The little brother naturally stroked the hairline wet by the rain, and seemed to be much calmer than Jin Zhongming. "I asked you to throw away the umbrella, the last request, can't you listen to me honestly once?"

Jin Zhongming raised his hand weakly and threw away the umbrella.

Enjing, then stood on tiptoe and kissed fiercely.

Jin Zhongming instantly understood that the other party broke up this time and didn't want to repeat the regret of the last time.

Jin Zhongming, who had always thought that he was very serious, decisive and mature, finally couldn't help it, he hugged each other tightly, tears dripped down his eyes in an instant, and then fell into Enjing's wide eyes below. And Rao is like this, but Enjing's eyes don't even blink.

Everything is because the two of them know that after this kiss, the other party will completely break free from themselves, and then go to another path that belongs to them personally, but has nothing to do with themselves.

Eun Jing stopped first.

Jin Zhongming was stunned.

"Jin Zhongmingxi, let's break up!" Holding the other party's head, looking at the other party's stunned expression, Eun Jing smiled with tears in her eyes. "I'm sorry, I regretted it, I still want to divide the winner! If someone in the know asks, remember to tell them that it was me who dumped you with Enjing!"

After saying this, Eun Jing turned around and ran back to the apartment building.

The rain was getting heavier and heavier, but Kim Jong Ming didn't know where to go.

PS1: Let's talk about the specifics first.,Why is it 2-in-1?Because I really don't know if there's that chapter tonight.,The teacher temporarily notified me to go to the project today last night.,This chapter was unprepared yesterday and I got up at 4 o'clock in the morning.,The code is not finished at more than eight o'clock.,In the laboratory, I opened some software and secretly continued to code...... So, I really don't know that there is wood in that chapter at night. And I want to understand it at once, so I'm not going to divide it into two chapters. That's why it's called 2-in-1.so, at least don't say I'm off the festival because of this kind of thing, right?

PS2: I made a big mistake before, and I hesitated to write, which led to the first few chapters being slimy, burying the career line while advancing, and finally making it as bad as this ghost weather. Kneel down and admit your mistake.

PS3: Novels, just novels, I hope you don't get so involved in the fan plot...... It's going to hurt me when I'm tired.

Weekend...... Let's add a meal!(To be continued.) )