"555, Daddy. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info" A little boy returned home with a small shabby school bag and shouted aggrievedly at an old man who looked to be fifty or sixty years old.

"What's the matter?Yan Feng, are those little bastards bullying you again?" asked the old man, touching the little boy's head with a look of love on his face.

"555, Daddy, where's my mother? I want a mother too. They said I was a wild seed that no one wanted. It's a wild child who doesn't have a mother and doesn't hurt his mother. Daddy, I~555" The little boy cried very aggrieved.

"Nonsense, why don't you have anyone to ask for it? Am I not your father?" said the old man with a sullen face.

"I haven't seen my mother all this time?"

"Your mom went far, far away. Your mom left you a necklace that you can use to find your mom when you grow up. You have to remember. You're not some wild child, you're my child. We are family. A family forever. The old man caressed the little boy with affection.

"Hmm. The boy nodded heavily.

"Is it because others say so, that you're fighting with them again? This face is all blue, does it hurt?" The old man looked at some of the black bruises on the little boy's face, which were obviously left by the fight.

"Hmm. It doesn't hurt! A few of them were all black. The mad dogs beat me one by one, but I didn't lose them. The little boy said with a stubborn expression.

"Oh. Don't fight with people in the future. That's not good. Go to the house and get the medicine and rub it. ”

"Good. ”

The scene changes again, and a teenager limps back home.

"Hurt again? Why do you keep talking about it? I keep kicking football and making my feet bruised and purple? I see, this toe is bleeding. You, you just don't know the pain!" said the older man, pointing to the young man's heartache.

"Hehe, it's nothing. Tomorrow the scarring will be fine. The boy lifted his slipper-wearing foot nonchalantly, and the flesh on his big toe was broken, and the bleeding had stopped.

The scene changed suddenly, the old man was lying on the hospital bed with a thin look, looking at the young man with tears in his eyes reluctantly.

"Dad~ I'm leaving, cough, in the future~ you live well. Cough. ”

"No, Daddy, you'll be fine. The young man shook his head violently.

"Seeing you~ have grown into a man, cough, I'm relieved. It's a pity, cough, I didn't see you~ marry a wife and have children. ”

"Daddy, you're going to see me get married. You're going to be a grandfather in the future. The young man took the old man's hand and said.

"Hehe, look at you growing up. That's nice. Daddy is gone, you want to be good~good~live~~" The old man on the hospital bed closed his eyes.

"No~~~ Dad, don't go!!" Yan Feng screamed and sat up from the bed.

Yan Feng glanced around and found that he was not in the ward, but in his old home. Only then did Yan Feng realize that he was dreaming just now.

"Whew, I dreamed of my father. I don't know how Daddy is doing in heaven?"

After returning to his hometown yesterday, looking at his home covered with dust and cobwebs, Yan Feng's heart was very complicated. After spending more than an hour cleaning up the house, I simply got something to eat, and lay down in bed early and fell asleep. What I didn't expect was that I dreamed of my dad and many things that I found when I was a child.

Yan Feng remembered what happened in his dream, got out of bed, and walked to an old and simple small cabinet. Reaching out to open it, there are several yellowed old photos, some Yan Feng and some old Yan.

Yan Feng picked up the photo and looked at it for a while, then pulled out a grid at the bottom of the door. A simple beloved pendant silver necklace lies there quietly.

Yan Feng reached out and picked up the necklace and put it in the palm of his hand. Yan Feng looked at it with a complicated divine eye.

This is the necklace that Daddy said in his dream. This was the only thing Yan Feng's biological parents left him. When he was a child, Yan Feng has always been close to him since he heard Lao Yan say that it was given to him by his mother. Even if he was teased for wearing a woman's necklace, he couldn't leave anything. But since he became sensible and knew that he was abandoned, he locked the necklace in this lattice. It's been a decade since this happened.

Looking at this necklace, Yan Feng had mixed emotions in his heart. Eventually, instead of putting it back, he put it away with a grip in his hand.

Closing the cabinet again, Yan Feng turned around and walked to the courtyard. It was early in the morning, and the sun had not yet risen. Yan Feng looked up at the blue sky and white clouds, stretched his waist deeply, and then stretched out his hand and moved his feet.

After leaving the house, looking at the flower beds and grasses not far from the door, as well as the old people who were still walking barefoot on the cobblestone road, Yan Feng had a feeling of returning to the past and being a little out of order.

When he left to go to Shenzhen with the emperor, it was just a piece of farmland. It has now been expanded into a part of the garden square next to it. Yan Feng wanted to say that things are wrong, but in front of him are people and things. Those old people who were doing morning sports were in the village, and some of them Yan Feng still knew.

Yan Feng breathed in the fresh air of different cities, and moved his body as he walked.

"Hey, little Yan Feng, are you back? outside, are you okay?" An old man who used to meet when he was towing a garbage truck greeted Yan Feng with a smile.

"Well, I'm back. Hello, auntie. Yan Feng replied with a smile.

"Heh, Xiao Yan Feng has really become different after he went out. Now I seem to be more energetic, and I seem to be mixing well outside. The old man said with a smile.

"It's ok outside. Auntie, you're still so sturdy. Yan Feng said with a smile.

"Old, old, it's not as good as it used to be. The old man waved his hand and said. But I can see that her steps are still brisk.

"Hehe, it looks the same. ”

"It's so old, only I know the bones of this body. Hehe, I'm going to dance over there, it's going to start over there. Go back and sit at my aunt's house. ”

"Okay. ”

Looking at the aunts who were hurriedly dancing the aunt's square dance, Yan Feng suddenly thought in his heart, if his biological mother was still alive, it should be similar to this at this time, right?

Yan Feng shook his head violently, not thinking about it. He stepped forward again, and began to wander around the village activity square, which was now large and green. Looking at the villagers who were exercising in the morning, Yan Feng felt a sense of calm and tranquility.

Here, the aunts and uncles either know him or not, they just regard him as the former youth in the village. Here, he's not much of a footballer. is not the king of Yan in the mouth of fans. It made him feel like he was back in time.

Stroll around and come to the basketball court in the square. On the field, groups of teenagers are sweating wantonly. Yan Feng couldn't help but have itchy hands, he hadn't played basketball for a long time. He walked over and found a half-court where he was playing.

Most of the young people who played basketball didn't know him. Here in Chaoshan, there is no football atmosphere anymore, and there are very few people who play football. Therefore, not many of the younger generation know about Yan Feng.

Of course, there are some teenagers who usually like to watch football, but when they saw Yan Feng, they really couldn't believe it, they just thought it was a person who looked alike.

Soon, Yan Feng joined a group of people and started a three-and-a-half game.

"Bang. Yan Feng ended today's game with an extremely domineering dunk. He landed easily, leaving only a group of stunned and adoring friends around him.

"Yan Feng, he is really Yan Feng. "Finally, someone confirmed that Yan Feng is the person who often goes abroad to play football as often mentioned on TV.

Next, of course, what kind of signature group photo and so on are indispensable.

Although the friends adore, they are not crazy. After satisfying his little friend's wish, Yan Feng smiled and waved away.

In the early morning of summer, I was covered in stinky sweat after playing ball, and I changed my clothes after taking a shower at home. After that, we went out to the village market for breakfast.

By this time, the sun is also out. When I arrived at the market, it was already bustling with people who had come out in the morning to buy groceries.

Walking in the bargaining crowd, no one knew Yan Feng, a big star, only occasionally a few uncles and aunts looked at him more when they felt familiar. Yan Feng finally had a feeling of returning to ordinary people. He suddenly had an idea that maybe when he retired, life would be like this.

came to the familiar shop selling soybean milk sweet soup in the market, and it was still the two pairs of uncles and aunts. After asking Yan Feng what he wanted, the uncle and aunt turned their heads with a smile and went to get it. After Yan Feng bought a small bag of fritters from the stall next to him, when he returned to his uncle and aunt's shop, the ginger potato soup he asked for happened to be picked up by his uncle.

Eating ginger potato soup with eggs, taking another bite of fritters, looking up at the people who were worried about a pound and a half pounds not far away. Yan Feng felt that it was very freehand, and this familiar feeling made him very comfortable.

After breakfast, Yan Feng took the sickles and hoes he had used and drove to the hill where Old Yan was sleeping.

After getting out of the car and going up the mountain, it was easy to get to the location. Yan Feng saw that Lao Yan's grave grass was already tall. I haven't been here for just over a year, and I'm already covered in spear grass. If Yan Feng doesn't come back for a few more years, when he comes back, it is not certain whether he will be able to find Lao Yan's place to live by then. Yan Feng was glad that he had decided to come back and take a look.

With the tools he had brought with him, he began to weed. It's been a long time since I've done this, but Yan Feng still hasn't forgotten how to deal with it. After nearly half an hour of busy work, Lao Yan's tombstone finally reappeared. Yan Feng used the ink he bought to repaint Lao Yan's epitaph.

After taking out offerings such as fruits and putting them on the table, and after kowtowing a few times, Yan Feng sat down in front of Lao Yan's tomb.

"Daddy, I've come to see you. ”

"I'm playing abroad now, so I'm coming back to see you today. ”``````

After sweeping the tomb, Yan Feng, who had cut off a matter of his heart, went down the mountain and returned home.

Returning to the home where there was only one person, Yan Feng felt like he had returned to the past. In the following time, except for going grocery shopping, he stayed quietly at home drinking tea and reading books alone.

The next day, Yan Feng still went to play in the morning. Then I went to breakfast and bought groceries like I did yesterday, and then I went back to my house and stayed alone.

I don't know if I'm used to the days when I have someone around me. Back to this kind of quiet days when there was only one person, the first day was fine, and the second day he felt a little too lonely.

Yan Feng is not a person who likes to be lively, and he doesn't like to hang out with a group of people. If you want to find some old classmates to sit down, I haven't been in touch for a few years, and I don't know if I still stay in the village. After touring around, Yan Feng found that he didn't have many friends in his hometown. The most familiar person who can be contacted now turns out to be Aunt Ni.

Forget it.

So, in addition to staying at home, Yan Feng went out for a stroll, looking for the place where he once left his memories. After almost walking around the village, Yan Feng returned home.

At five or six o'clock in the afternoon, when Yan Feng was about to go to the kitchen to get himself something to eat, he actually saw Aunt Ni coming to him.

"Sister Ni, are you coming to me?"

"Why? I can't come to you, could it be that you've only been back for a day, and you've deceived some little girl again?"

"Hey, I'm that kind of emotional liar in your eyes?" Yan Feng said with a wry smile.

"Who you are, you know in your own heart. Sister Ni glanced at Yan Feng, saw that he was holding a handful of vegetables in his hand, and then asked, "Are you preparing to cook?"

"yes. It's not easy for a person to get it, so I'm going to fry it and simply make it easier to add to my stomach. Yan Feng replied truthfully.

"Don't you guys pay attention to nutrition when you play football? Well, in this way, I just haven't eaten, so I am wronged to let you please me. Sister Ni said.

"Eh~" Seeing Aunt Ni's shameless appearance, Yan Feng was speechless for a while. However, he replied with a habitual smile, "Okay." Then you can go to dinner with me. Well, the old goose restaurant in the town is good, and I heard others say it was delicious when I was a child. I've never had a chance to eat it, but this time I just went to try it. ”

"Well, it's okay. Sister Ni nodded and said.

"Let's go. Yan Feng put down the dishes in his hand, went to get the key, and then took Aunt Ni out of the house.

When he arrived at the place, after a gust of wind swept away, Yan Feng touched his stomach comfortably. Then I looked at Aunt Ni's same movements, and said funny: "You are a girl who eats so much, aren't you afraid of getting fat?"

"I usually exercise a lot. Sanda is not practiced for nothing, and he is not afraid of fat. Sister Ni said disapprerovingly.

After Yan Feng heard this, he glanced at the scraps on the table, and said, "I said, how long has it been since you eaten such meat today?" Besides, you still eat so much meat when you go back to the nunnery, aren't you afraid that the ancestral Buddha will knock you on the head?"

After hearing this, Sister Ni glared at Yan Feng fiercely. Then he said dissatisfiedly: "If you don't speak, no one will treat you as dumb." I'm not really Aunt Ni. Even if I wanted to, I couldn't. ”

Speaking of the back, Aunt Ni's tone was lowered.

"Eh~" Seeing the other party's sudden depression, Yan Feng, who originally wanted to laugh loudly and fight back, swallowed back the words in his mouth. Then, change the subject: "Have you eaten? I'm going to check out." ”

"Hmm. ”

After checking out, Yan Feng drove to Pushang Village. After glancing at Aunt Ni in the co-pilot, she asked, "Sister Ni, is it time to send you back to Cilian Nunnery, or?"

After Sister Ni turned her head to look at Yan Feng, she said, "I don't want to go back for the time being." Well, let's go to your house. I just ate too much meat, and I just drank tea to relieve my greasyness. In other words, I haven't drunk a cup of tea from your house for so many years. ”

"Heh, this is the first time you've come to my house this year. Speaking of this, Yan Feng was really surprised.

"Oh. "Sister Ni didn't know what she was thinking again, but she just gave a sigh.

Yan Feng saw that the other party seemed to be thinking about something, so he concentrated on driving. Soon returned to Yan Feng's home.

After returning home, Yan Feng took out the tea that Li Xue'er had given him before to brew it. He liked it so much that he brought it back when he was in Spain.

After flipping the brew, Yan Feng handed a small cup to Aunt Ni, and then picked up the teacup himself and tasted it slowly.

"Well, this tea is delicious. Drinking back and forth, I still think the tea is delicious. When I was abroad, I followed those guys to drink coffee, and I always felt like a drink for a woman with added sugar. After Yan Feng drank the small cup in his hand, he smiled and found a topic and said.

But after a while, Yan Feng found that Aunt Ni didn't seem to answer. He looked up and found that Aunt Ni was holding a teacup to her lips and drinking it for a while, looking at the focus of her eyes, she didn't know what she was thinking.

It seems that the other party didn't pay attention to what he was saying at all. Sister Ni looked like she was preoccupied. To be honest, it was the first time he had seen Aunt Ni who was quietly thinking about her thoughts like today. It's really hard for him to get used to it.

Unexpectedly, Aunt Ni still has a time to think about her heart!

"Sister Ni, what's wrong?, you seem to have something on your mind?" Yan Feng couldn't help but ask.

After hearing this words, Sister Ni turned her head and glanced at Yan Feng, then shook her head lightly and said, "It's nothing." ”

"I don't seem to be very happy when I look at you? What's wrong? Come back to see Jingqiu and them, you should be happy. Isn't it, what's the matter with Jingqiu?" Yan Feng couldn't help but ask when he thought of Jingqiu's appearance of pity but a long companion with green lights.

"Senior sister, she's fine. I'm just, hey!" Aunt Ni sighed and turned her head to look at the night sky above the patio.

"Is that what happened?" Yan Feng asked with concern.

"Nothing happened. Sister Ni shook her head.

"Then why are you like this?" Yan Feng asked puzzled.

"Me? Sister Ni chuckled.

Yan Feng thought she didn't want to say it, but she quickly continued: "I, I'm actually a little afraid to go back to the nunnery. Every time I see my sister's appearance, I feel sorry for my sister. ”

"I don't really blame you for this. Speaking of this, Yan Feng also became depressed. Although he didn't do anything about Jingqiu's affairs back then, a large part of it was on him.

"Since I was a child, I wanted to protect my sisters and sisters. I am a senior sister, I have always been very strong, and I have always wanted to take care of them when they grow up, so that they can be normal people and live a happy life. ”

"Cilian Nunnery is a small nunnery, as long as one person presides over it. I thought early on that person would be myself. But in the end, she became a junior sister by mistake. ”

"Do you think that I can do it myself, and then let my junior sister be vulgar?"

"Do you think I don't want to? But I can't do it now. It's all because I was ignorant back then, and I didn't go to the Buddhist college. Now I can't be qualified if I want to. ”

"Actually, I've come back a lot over the years, but I haven't stayed for long. It's not that I don't have time, it's that I don't dare to stay. Every time I face my junior sister, I feel very uncomfortable. I always felt like I owed her. ”

Sister Ni said slowly with a gloomy expression.

Yan Feng listened quietly and did not interject. There were some things he just had to listen to. The first time he heard Aunt Ni talk about her heart, looking at the other party's appearance, Yan Feng suddenly had a different feeling. For the first time, he had a different opinion of Aunt Ni.

It turns out that Aunt Ni is such a person. Originally, she had always thought this way in her heart. She wanted to be the eldest sister who protected everyone, but she couldn't get her wish.

In fact, Yan Feng could see that Aunt Ni was not a person who really wanted to escape into the empty door. She has always wanted to be a nun just so that her younger sisters can live happily. And for the current situation, he doesn't know what to say.

looked at Aunt Ni who was bowing her head after speaking, although she was still dressed like a tomboy, how could she still look like a female man now?

This is just a neutral appearance and sometimes looks fierce and annoying. In fact, she is an affectionate and kind little woman at heart. Yan Feng thought to himself.

"You've done a great job. Maybe it's all God's will. Yan Feng comforted. In order to avoid those heavy topics that are unsolvable, he decided to change the subject.

"Actually, I really envy you. I grew up with those sisters. It's like I was only one person since I was a child, and in a place like ours where children and grandchildren are full of traditions, they are still bullied all the time. Because of this, I always fight with other people. Hehe. ”

"Oh. Actually, that's true. When I was studying, I used to see you fighting with other people. I don't think you're a good student. Sister Ni replied when she heard this.

"Actually, I'm a good student at heart. It's just that a lot of times, I have to be a bad student who loves to fight. Seeing that Aunt Ni answered, she hurriedly continued.

"You're still a good student at heart, your grades are not good, your English is still so bad. I don't fight, and I don't see when you've read a book seriously. Have you ever scored 90?" said Aunt Ni disdainfully.

"Why not? I once scored 100 points in math. ”

"Yes? I haven't heard of it, but I've often heard you get criticized for fighting. ”

"Of course I have, I'''"

Before she knew it, Aunt Ni's attention was diverted. Next, the two of them had a back-and-forth bickering about what happened when they were studying before.

In the fierce criticism of each other, time flies. By the time the two of them stopped for a glass of water, a long time had passed. After flipping her bickering, Aunt Ni no longer looked as low as before. She found this out herself.

However, she also realized that it was not too early. "It doesn't seem to be early. I have to go back. ”

"Then I'll drive you back. Yan Feng said.

"No need. It's such a little bit of a road, I want to walk back. Sister Ni said.

"It's not too early. I don't know how the security is here, you're always not so safe as a girl. I'll walk back with you. Yan Feng said.

"Hmm~~ Okay then. After thinking for a while, Sister Ni nodded in response.

So, the two of them left Yan Feng's house. In the moonlight, the two walked side by side a short distance apart. At this time, there are not many pedestrians on the path. The two of them didn't speak, didn't know what they were thinking, and just walked forward quietly.

Two or three kilometers of road, it was quickly completed. After seeing Cilian Nunnery, Sister Ni turned her head and said to Yan Feng with a smile, "Thank you today." Good bye. ”

"Goodbye. Yan Feng waved his hand.

Seeing that Aunt Ni had entered, Yan Feng turned around and walked back. But on the way home, Yan Feng's mind always came to mind that today was a little different from usual.

"Heh, Aunt Ni still looks quite comfortable when she is not fierce. Especially the smile just now, in fact, she is also full of attractiveness. ”