Liuying felt that the darkness in her dream that was enough to devour her was close in front of her, and the blood in her body was also rapidly cooled and frozen due to Lu Yu's "yes" word, and the sweat oozing from her palms was also cold. She didn't know if God was deliberately joking with her, shoving these unpredictable things into her hands, forcing her to accept it whether she wanted it or not. Yes, acceptance, condemnation, or anger will not save her from her troubles, they will only exacerbate it, all she has to do is accept it, and she will try to convince herself.

"Aren't they all alive?" asked Hotaru calmly.

"Since you only care if they are still alive, then simply make you suffer a little less. This is Lu Yu's answer.

Jing Min and Gu Xianming's incident brought no more impact to Liuying than the impact of the Leli incident, although Lu Yu had told her before that her parents were in distress, but she still found it difficult to accept, what she even more difficult to accept was that her parents were the writer and her husband whom she had always respected, she thought that she would never have anything to do with her, but she didn't expect that it was the person who was connected to her blood. From now on, what mood will she be in to read her books again, and how will she have normal dealings with Jing Min? How could her life have changed so much overnight? This change has exceeded her expectations, and it makes her feel a sense of confusion.

"She went to Guiye Courtyard when she learned about you with all the hard work, and after Guiye Courtyard learned all about you, she knew that you were the child she was looking for, and she found your brother as soon as possible, but you also know your brother's character that he didn't give her a good look, and she remembered me who had met her once in desperation, and it was after that meal that she told me about your life experience. Lu Yu squatted beside Liuying, he tried to hold Liuying's hand with his own hand, wanting to give her a little warmth, because her eyes looked extremely cold, "I haven't actually looked for your biological parents, I'm just ...... I want to know what you think about it so I can tell you exactly whether I should tell you or not, but your reaction tells me that it is best for you that I should keep quiet about it, and that's what she wants. ”

"Why didn't she let you tell me?" said Hotaru's tone of indifference, as if she was asking about something that had nothing to do with her.

"She knows all the situations you have in Guiye Courtyard, she is afraid that you will not be able to accept it, afraid that you will resist her emotions, she wants to wait for your relationship with her to become closer and closer before telling you the real situation. ”

Liuying didn't do anything more, she stood up and walked to the other end of the corridor, she tried her best to contain her emotions, afraid that if she stayed here any longer, she would say something wrong to hurt Lu Yu, she needed time to be quiet. Lu Yu also immediately got up and stopped her, and asked anxiously, "Where are you going?"

Liuying took away Lu Yu's hand on her wrist, "I'm sorry, I'm too tired today, I want to go and rest first." ”

Xia Midou also hurriedly stepped forward and glanced at Lu Yu, and then rushed to the firefly and said: "I'm tired of going to play with Zhai Ran today, I'll go back to the room with you, anyway, it's just two rooms, let's pick first." ”

Liuyi nodded, it just so happened that she also had something to do with Xia Midou, so she let Xia Midou pull her to the room.

"Midou, I have something to ask you. After Midou chose a room, Liuying pulled her to sit on the sofa.

"I swear I really don't know about this today, otherwise I would have told you about our iron-clad revolutionary friendship......

Liu Ying calmed down and thought about it, there were a lot of messy things today, but it was more important to be a matter of Leli at the moment, so she forgot about the relationship between herself and Jing Min, and then she explained to Xia Midou: "No, it's another thing." ”

Xia Midou leaned back on the sofa, "What's the matter?"

"Do you remember when I was in my junior year of high school, I took two months off at home for health reasons?"

"I remember, and I remember it vividly, no one helped me buy breakfast for two months, and I was so hungry that my chest was pressed against my back every morning during recess. Xia Midou replied to Liuyi without thinking about it.

Liuying smiled lightly, when she was in high school, Xia Midou always overslept, and every day Liuying bought her breakfast and put it in the drawer, otherwise she would be hungry, "Did you go to me during those two months?"

"Yes. Xia Midou sat up again, "At that time, the class originally planned to come to see you together, but the head teacher was in the third year of high school, so he sent the class leader to see you on behalf of our entire class, and she just had her mind." But the rest of the class didn't know where you lived, so the head teacher asked me to go to your house with the class leader. I went back and forth with the squad leader three times, and you didn't even have a figure at home, and then I thought, of course you should be in the hospital if you are not in good health, how can you be at home, so I didn't go again. ”

Liuying originally wanted to know if Xia Midou had seen anyone else when she went to find her, such as Le Li or Lu Yu, but she didn't expect it to be like this, but this was completely inconsistent with Shen Youxia's version, Shen Youxia was that she had been recuperating at home. Retataru closed her eyes and carefully recalled the details that she had left out, she remembered that she had returned to school, but what was the last memory she could remember before? she couldn't remember it after thinking about it for a long time, her concept of time was still very weak, and she felt that if she thought about it any longer, she might force other things that happened at other times on this time.

"Why are you suddenly asking about this?" asked Xia Midou suspiciously.

"Midou, think about it, did I really take two months off because I was unwell, was there anything special that happened before this, or did my body have any signs of needing to rest for two months before this?"

Xia Midou thought about it seriously, looked at her intently, and only after a while did she suddenly say: " Don't you, it's really strange to look back now, although you don't like to exercise, but your body is not very bad, you usually have a cold and fever for three or two days, that time, there was no sign of physical discomfort, what kind of heart, liver, spleen, lungs and kidneys were all good in the college entrance examination before the first day, and you asked me for a book before school the first day I wanted to go back to read it, but the next morning the head teacher asked you for a long vacation, eh, what was your illness at that time and you had to rest for two months?"

Liuying shook her head helplessly, looked at Xia Midou and said, "I don't know, I can't remember, but I think this memory should have something to do with Le Li and Lu Yu." ”

"What?" Xia Midou's shock was almost on par with that of Liu.

Liuying told Xia Midou what happened, including that Le Liang and Shen Youxia had a relationship and then broke up, and that Le Liang asked Zhou Yibing to forge a psychological examination report, including the fear that she would have in her heart when she saw Le Li, and the conversation between Lu Yu and Shen Youxia that she secretly overheard, she told Xia Midou one by one, and Xia Midou also put away her usual laughter after hearing these things.

"Mi Dou, about these things I told you tonight, I don't want Lu Yu to know, he and my brother don't want me to think about it, I don't want them to worry, but I also want to piece together how much this incomplete life can be. Also, I have a hunch that as long as I remember what happened in those two months, I will be able to see Lu Yu clearly, and I will be able to find a solution to the matter of Leli. Liuying emphasized that she couldn't tell Lu Yu about it again.

Xia Midou poked Liuying's head, "I know, don't worry, we are best friends, but I am the one who turns my elbow inward to help my relatives and not help me." So what are you going to do now?"

Liu Ying took out the notebook and pen in her bag, flipped a page at random, wrote some names on it and then asked Xia Midou to see, "If everything happened in those two months, then my brother, Le Li, Lu Yu, Doctor Jiang, and me, there must be a certain connection between each of them, so two by two analysis, there is an obvious breakthrough, that is, Doctor Jiang." Dr. Jiang is Lu Xin's mother, and I happened to hear Lu Xin's father mention her today, according to his father's inference, she should be a psychiatrist, but she died when Lu Zhen was very young, and she has been dead for more than ten years when we were in our third year of high school, why did my brother and Lu Xin still mention that she had a relationship with those two months?"

"Do you want to check Lu Yu's mother?" Xia Midou guessed, "This is not difficult, Lu Guqing's reputation is not, maybe as long as you check his information, you may find Lu Yu's mother, look for it on the Internet first." ”

Xia Midou picked up his mobile phone and began to search on the Internet, and found some information in a few minutes, "Yes, there is Lu Guqing's information behind it, Lu Yu's mother is called Jiang Ningyun." ”

"Jiang Ningyun?"

Xia Midou continued: "We only need to find the keywords of Dr. Jiang Ningyun again." ”

Xia Midou slid her fingers on the screen quickly, and Liuying was next to her and also looked at the information on the screen, "Jiang Ningyun...... It's all a doctor with the same name who is still alive. ”

"Wait a minute. Liuying hurriedly stopped Xia Midou's hand flipping the page.

Liuying clicked on a message containing keywords, and after entering, it was the official website of Fang Zhi Treatment Center, and the information sent by the official website was that two doctors from the treatment center went to the United States for further study, and the sentence containing the words "Dr. Jiang Ningyun" was "Since Dr. Jiang Ningyun established Fang Zhi Treatment Center, dozens of doctors have gone to the United States to ......"

The name of Fang Zhi Treatment Center is all too familiar to Liu Ying, this is the place where she has spent the most time in addition to home and school over the years, and her attending doctor, Dr. Chen, is the current director of Fang Zhi Treatment Center.