Chapter 259: Facing the Gray Wall
Fang Xun was awarded the sixth grade of the imperial history, is not a small official position, compared to ordinary people climbed for more than ten or twenty years usually only to survive to the sixth grade, Fang Xun is so young and for, should be celebrated, and when he returned to Wuyi Lane, the two mansions were quiet, everything was in order, as if there was no such thing. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info
Fang Xun turned over and dismounted at the front door, chuckling lightly in his heart, a little sour, but more determined to be indifferent.
Since Wang Xie didn't want to see him, he didn't treat Xie An and Wang Dao as usual after being crowned an official and bowed to the elders in the family. The sun was shining on him, and he felt hot and cold, and the pomegranate trees on both sides of him had borne heavy red fruits and bent green branches, and this vigorous harvest scene added a bit of irony to his eyes. He hurried through the atrium, and then through the path, and the green trees and flowers on both sides of him retreated sharply, and from time to time he came to the house of the man with whom he most wanted to share his joy.
The slender figure was dressed in a light vermilion pomegranate skirt, pruning the branches and spikes among the trees and flowers in front of the house, and slowed down for a while, and the waves in his heart slowly smoothed out, and from a distance, the snow-white skin was like a light jumping on the colorful top.
The figure turned around lightly and looked at him, there was no surprise on his face, he only said coldly: "Prince Wang, don't come unharmed." But he didn't put down the scissors in his hand, but still played with the branches.
"Good with scissors. Fang Xun said happily, "It's better than when I planted it by hand to make it bloody." ”
Chu Meng didn't glance at him, he took the scissors and looked into the room, Fang Xun saw that the situation was not right, and hurriedly stepped forward to hold her arm, the embroidery of the pale vermilion day flower was held in the palm and only felt rough, Chu Meng shook it and didn't shake off his arm, and said coldly: "Wang Gongzi is self-respecting." ”
"What's the matter?" Fang Xun looked inexplicable, "You still don't know, right? Your Majesty has appointed me as the Sixth Rank Servant Imperial History, and now I am a person with an official position, and I don't know where I am higher than Xie Fuxuan, who is a grass citizen, such a happy event, aren't you happy for me?"
Chu Meng glared at him fiercely: "No matter how high the official position is, if the character is inferior, it is still inferior." ”
Fang Xun's heart was empty and cold, only stunned for a moment, slowly let go of the hand that held Chu Meng's arm, and forced a smile on his face: "It turns out that Fang Xun is such a person in the girl's heart." ”
"Fang Xun, it's not that you don't know that this secret letter is used as bait to catch Sima Xi's big fish, why are you doing this? For the sake of your own official position?"
Fang Xun was silent, pulled the corners of his lips and smiled, and then the smile faded again.
"Fangxun, why are you so eager for quick success?"
"Why am I so anxious for quick success?" Fang Xun snorted, "I want to prove myself, am I wrong?" He Xie Fuxuan was born and raised in a prominent family, why don't you do anything in the future, you can inherit the title of glory and wealth, and what about my Tongzhou royal family, everything in the Tongzhou royal family is accumulated by my father and my eldest sister little by little, without help, only relying on myself little by little to win the trust of His Majesty, so it is unfair, I only want to be fair now, is it wrong?"
"Is it fair to be an official?"
"No matter what you say, now I am higher than Xie Fuxuan. ”
"What if you have a high position, if Fu Xuan wants to enter the court as an official, the title he receives will definitely be better for you, what is the significance of such comparison and internal friction?"
"Yes, he can easily get everything he wants, and I can't, I don't have the good life he has. ”
"Why do you always want to compare yourself with Fu Xuan, why do you only have jealousy in your heart?"
"I'm jealous of Xie Fuxuan, jealous of his good background, jealous that he can take you into the palm of his hand when he catches you, what kind of appearance is my Wang Fangxun under Xie Fuxuan, why can't I get the appreciation and respect I deserve, why do I always have to succumb to Xie Fuxuan? I don't accept it in my heart, why?!"
"Okay, let me tell you why, you ignore the overall situation in order to satisfy your own selfish thoughts, in this way, you might as well Fu Xuan, no matter how reckless Fu Xuan is, he will also take into account the overall situation, and will not do anything that is harmful to Wang Xie's interests. ”
"I helped Wang Xie capture the person who harmed Wang Su, in the future, Sima Xi hates me, and it is me who will deal with it, not Xie Fuxuan, I have already made that sword for Wang Xie, but you say that I have done something that harms Wang Xie's interests?"
"Fang Xun, how can you not know in your heart that it is easy to bring Sun Li to justice, but Sima Xi lost this puppet, and there are thousands of puppets that can be cultivated to deal with Wang Xie, and then the princely faction will be a more violent round of counterattack, and it is even more difficult to prevent, you are greedy for immediate interests, because of small losses, you mistakenly destroyed the opportunity to bring down Sima Xi, and even more harm Wang Xie in the future, but you still use strong words. ”
"First Dream ......" Fang Xun suddenly retracted his arrogance, raised his eyes and looked at the first dream in a daze, the look in his eyes was extremely dim, "I came to look for you today, not to find your ...... to fight"
Chu Meng also lowered his voice and only said: "Fang Xun, I used to treat you as a friend, so I told Fu Xuan the method of cracking the secret letter, but I didn't expect that you betrayed me and stole this secret letter for personal use, I am really sad and disappointed." ”
Fang Xun suddenly grabbed Chu Meng's shoulder, only to feel her shoulder tremble uncontrollably. He said urgently: "Don't say anything 'sad and disappointed', I don't want to hear it, I'm doing this all for you, I want to ...... If I have the same status as him Xie Fuxuan, maybe I can carry more weight in your heart......"
"Fangxun, there's a question I've always wanted to ask you. ”
"You say!"
"Do you want to possess me because you are obsessed with me, or do you want to use the fact of possession of me to prove that you are stronger than Fu Xuan?"
Fang Xun's hand retracted as if it had been burned, and his pupils trembled uncontrollably, staring at the woman in front of him with a beautiful face and no powder. Indeed, Fang Xun didn't like this kind of woman with dress and heart in the past, he first met Chu Meng, and it was because he heard that Xie Fuxuan was favored by her that he took a few more looks, he always lived in Xie Fuxuan's shadow, he didn't want to admit it in his heart, but he couldn't avoid it, but when he really started chasing Chu Meng, the development of the situation was beyond his control.
From this question, Fang Xun's heart is even darker than being rewarded by the official but not being treated by Wang Xie, true and false, false and true, and he himself can't distinguish whether he has true feelings for the first dream in his heart, but he can't distinguish it, but in fact, the answer has already been explained.
For how many days and nights, he thought about her in his heart, unforgettable, tossing and turning, for her, he lowered his figure and bottom line again and again, and promised to help her do humble things that he had never thought of before.
But now, when he couldn't extricate himself, he wrapped his sincere and red heart in dirty and gray mud with his own hands because of his impure motives.
Sadly, you are so far away in front of me, but you don't know that I really love you.