Chapter 51: Going to the Unknown
When Liu Ying got up the next morning, she was surprised to find that Shen Youxia was actually drinking coffee leisurely at home for the first time, she took out her mobile phone and looked at it to realize that it was Saturday, but she couldn't see Shen Qiuzhong. Since the last time she was in the hospital, Shen Youxia would always take one day off every week to try to make some time to do what she likes to do, and this change made Liu Ying feel particularly happy. Liuying slowly went downstairs, went to the kitchen and took a look at Mama Lin's breakfast before dragging her steps to the living room.
"Got up?" Shen Youxia asked Liuying as his fingers slid across the tablet.
Liuying nodded and sat down on the single sofa, Shen Qiuzhong was not there, and the two of them felt a little awkward in the living room, and got up and poured a glass of warm water while drinking it in her hand, and kept walking around, she drank most of the water in the cup before stopping, "That, what about Shen Qiuzhong?"
"I forgot to bring a document back yesterday, I saw him get up and let him pick it up, and he should be back in a while. By the way, Shen Qiuzhong was arguing about what kind of video game city he wanted to go to one day during the holidays, and today we all have time, so let's go together when he comes back. Shen Youxia rushed to the firefly again.
Liuying made an appointment with Lu Yu to meet today before going to bed last night, if this matter is not solved at the moment, she really has no heart to do other things, and then Monday is the day of her official work, and this contradiction must be exploded in these two days, she hesitated in place, and said for a while: "I ...... Something is going on today. ”
Shen Youxia frowned and glanced at her suspiciously, "What's the matter?"
"I'm going to meet with Lu Yu. ”
Shen Youxia dropped the tablet, stood up from the sofa suddenly, and said in a stiff tone: "Why are you still going to see him? Couldn't I be clear enough with you last night? How can I talk to you to understand that he is not as simple as you imagined, and you can't have too much contact with him." ”
"But brother, I'll ...... with him In the relationship, I really like him, and I don't want to hide it in my heart if there is a problem, so I have to find out why he did this, and I don't want you to have a grudge against him all the time, so I have to figure out the whole story of this matter, and have an explanation for you and me. Liu Ying gritted her teeth and told Shen Youxia about her and Lu Yu's relationship, she felt that it would not be good for anyone to hide it any longer, and it was better to be calm and clear if there was a misunderstanding.
Shen Youxia suddenly felt as if he had fallen into a bottomless deep pool, and the pool was full of cold and bone-chilling water, his originally fair face looked even paler at this moment, and he tried his best to suppress all kinds of emotions that were about to erupt in his heart, and finally only turned into a sentence: "You...... Are you dating him?"
Liuying tried her best to avoid Shen Youxia's sharp gaze, and her fists that had been clenched were slightly sweaty, and she lowered her eyes and replied to Shen Youxia, "I wanted to talk to you about this last time I went to climb the mountain, but at the time I thought it was ......"
"When did you start dating him?" Shen Youxia asked coldly after interrupting Liuying's explanation.
Hotaru lowered her head slowly, "Just the day before we went to climb the mountain. ”
"I'm not going to agree to you being together, don't even think about going to work in Muhe, you can go and see him, but you have to tell him clearly that this is the last time you will see each other, and your relationship will be completely over from today. ”
Liuying rubbed her temples that were a little painful, it seemed that the arrogant and domineering Shen Youxia from two years ago had reappeared after disappearing for months. Liuying stood motionless, her head inexplicably remembered a lot of things from two years ago, in her third year of high school, she rested at home for two months because of physical reasons, this was what Shen Youxia told her, she couldn't remember much about that time, but after she returned to school, Shen Youxia began to ask her to report everything to him, and even what she ate every day, all of which had to be photographed and sent to him. When she graduated from high school, the situation became even worse, he took it upon himself to fill in the local university for her; he clearly knew her class schedule, and every time he called her, no matter what she was doing, she couldn't fail to answer; in the summer vacation of her sophomore year, she wanted to teach, and even submitted the application but was blocked by him; even the matter of submitting articles to the school magazine had to get his permission, once he felt that there was anything that had an impact on her or was not good, he would immediately go to war, Liu Ying knew that Shen Youxia loved her, but he felt that it was difficult for her to breathe in this way。
Liuying's eyes are a little astringent, and her nose is a little sour, Shen Youxia's words made her feel more or less aggrieved in her heart, this is the first time she has bravely tried love, the first time she thinks that she can enjoy the ups and downs of love like ordinary people, but Shen Youxia forced her to make a decision like this, he didn't even listen to her thoughts, she didn't want to compromise like this, she didn't want to obey what he said as before.
"I can't do it. She whispered.
Shen Youxia's eyes seemed to contain fire that would erupt at any time, he stood silently in place and looked at Liuying, this person who was reluctant to say a word from the beginning of his life once again made him have a moment of discouragement, and the things that happened after Liuying left were vivid, shocking, making his heart like a wilderness ant again. I don't know how long it took, the fire in Shen Youxia's eyes gradually extinguished, and then even the entire pupil seemed to be dim, he didn't say anything more, went straight upstairs from the living room, and closed his door with a "bang".
"Why did Mr. go up before he even ate breakfast?Did you wait too long and be impatient?" Mother Lin came out of the kitchen with two bowls of fried egg noodles, and saw that Shen Youxia had returned to the room without saying a word, so she asked Liuying beside her.
"Mother Lin, please bring breakfast to my brother. Liuying looked upstairs in the direction of Shen Youxia's departure.
Liuying ate a few bites and went out, she really didn't have much appetite, she tried to make herself look like nothing had happened, waited for the bus, got on the bus, and found a seat in the back. Not long after she got in the car, Shen Qiuzhong called her.
"Sister, where are you?" asked Shen Qiuzhong in a low voice.
Liuying looked out the window, and in the distance was where Lu Yu used to live with her father, "On the bus, just passed a stop. ”
"You...... Quarreled with my brother again?"
"Nope. Liuying said, they really didn't quarrel, but Shen Youxia seemed to be a little angry.
"Sister, although my brother's words yesterday were a bit heavy, every word came from the bottom of my heart, and I couldn't be clearer about this. I always remember that day, my parents took me to the hospital for a follow-up, but I met my brother unexpectedly. He was lying on the hospital bed, looking like his whole person was swollen, there was still a little foam at the corner of his mouth, and his hands holding the hanging bottle were holding his body like that, trembling all the time, looking so pitiful, but there was no one around him to take care of him. Doctor: He was moderately alcoholic, and he was taken to the hospital by the patrol at four or five o'clock in the morning, and I sat beside him and watched him, his eyes were open and closed, and when he opened them, he was full of confusion, and when he was closed, he gritted his teeth and called your name indistinctly...... When he recovered a little, the first thing he said was that Liuhotaru didn't come back...... Until he was discharged from the hospital, he was in a very bad state, the whole person was in a trance, so after I was discharged from the hospital, I followed him for a few days, as he did, the first thing he woke up every day was to watch the news, if he saw not very optimistic news, he would be nervous in the morning, but he would not contact you immediately, because of the jet lag he was afraid of disturbing your sleep...... The rest of the time, he kept on the phone, asking people to check flight information and check entry and exit records...... But in the end nothing came of it...... That person, if that person really did it, if it were me, I would definitely not be just angry...... So I understand why my brother said this...... Sister, don't worry about your brother, he really cares about you and relies on you, so after you leave, he will become abnormal...... It really makes me envious...... You two have grown up together, and you are the closest people to each other, what can withstand the ups and downs of more than 20 years......"
When Mu Huaiqin saw her brother in the hospital, it turned out to be like this, no wonder she was so resentful of herself, it was really because of her, because of her selfishness, because she walked away desperately, Liuying wiped the corners of her eyes with her hand, and then sniffed, and then said to Shen Qiu: "I know." ”
"Come back as soon as you know, you're such a big person, what are you doing to run away from home. Shen Qiuzhong was also silent on the other end of the phone for a moment before returning to his usual tone.
"Who I ran away from home?"
"Isn't it?"
"No," said Liuying, "I'm just going to meet with that guy of yours, and I want to ask him why he did this, otherwise I'll be upset and I'll explain to my brother when I get back." ”
"He's the one who went to the field with you, right? Isn't that too coincidental? Why is it him?" Shen Qiuzhong complained on the other end of the phone and then continued, "Sister, anyway, I don't want to see you and my brother stiff like this, weren't we okay before?"
"Okay, I know it, don't worry. Liuying comforted Shen Qiuzhong, "You can have a good time with your brother today, call me if there is anything, and I will try to come back and have dinner with you as much as possible." ”
She hung up the phone, she looked at the various vehicles outside the left window, and looked at the direction of the bus, which was still unknown to her.