But if she had to do it again, she would never choose that way, she would find a place without him, and then live quietly.

It's so depressing around him, I don't know if it's because of the deep palace walls or because of his eyes that are looking at her all the time.

For many years, she has been in that kind of fear, but no one has told her.

She didn't know how long it would take for her to get out of that pain, and she thought that maybe she would be relieved when they died, but until they were all dead, she found that it was not relief, but more pain.

Yes, she lived her life like someone else, but in the end, she didn't know what she had gained.

She felt that all the love was hers, and in his eyes, there was only her appearance, and there was never her. She has always been a forgotten person. When he was young, he was abandoned by his parents, when he was in the community, he was forgotten by everyone, and when he arrived, he was forgotten by the people he loved the most.

So everything is just her wishful thinking, she has always lived in her own story, and others will never care about her.

But even so, she was powerless to change.

She worked hard to learn spells, wanted to come to people's homes, at first she thought that she just wanted to find a clean place, away from the strife in the demon world, but today, she may have seen her heart clearly, she was not actually trying to escape from the strife in the demon world, she just felt that she couldn't feel a little warmth in the demon world, so she wanted to come to the world to try, in fact, what she always wanted was to find a trace of warmth.

Like a person in the cold, she wants to find a warm place to come.

But I searched and searched, but I found that she couldn't find it.

In this world, there has never been a person who can warm himself, and only himself can warm himself.

And in the past few days, she has felt more and more that she may be leaving, because these days she always feels as if she is no longer in this world.

There was always a feeling that she was leaving, that it was all going to end, that all the absurdity, the non-absurdity, was going to end.

And soon, everything was verified.

It's just that what has been bothering her is what she got when she came to this world.

Is it love?

She wasn't sure, that person, never said he liked her.

Now she regrets more and more, why she couldn't be brave and selfish back then, and ask him if he liked her in the end, even if it was for a moment.

But in the end, she didn't say anything, so that she regretted it alone in the years to come.

She didn't know what the two teenagers would do to themselves, but no matter what, she wouldn't care, after all, it was she who killed their entire clan back then.

At that time, after she found out that person was the emperor of the southern country, she returned to the palace with him, but then she was worried that the people of the Gu clan would come to see her, and she was worried that she would not be able to deal with it, after all, the people of the Gu clan are very sensitive to demonic energy, especially this little girl is also very important to the patriarch of the Gu clan, so it is probably a matter of time before she is exposed.

Therefore, she chose a day and took advantage of the darkness to enter the Gu clan and kill all the Gu clan.

It was the first time in her life that she had done something like this, and that feeling, I didn't know what to say.

Or rather, there is no sense of it.

She was not very excited, but very calm.

yes, it was so peaceful, she didn't even feel like she had killed so many people.

And that night, she also slept well, slept until dawn, and did not feel anything.

Until later, I didn't feel anything, I didn't feel guilty, and I didn't feel afraid.

In this life, she has never had a nightmare because of this, and at that time she always thought that her heart was strong enough, but later, she felt that maybe not, but just that everything came together, and it began to slowly return to her after arriving.

Yes, everything could be retribution! There was no retribution at that time just because, it had not yet arrived.

It's just that she still doesn't regret it.

What you do is what you do, nothing wrong is good, if you want to be wrong, it's just that I didn't ask him a word back then, in the end, did you like her.

Lock demon box.

She had always known that there was this thing in the royal family, and he wanted her to take a look at it before, because when she entered the palace, the lock demon box was already in the palace, so she hadn't seen it yet.

And she refused at the time, firstly because she was not interested, and secondly, she was worried that if the lock demon box was too close to her, she would react, and he would definitely have doubts at that time.

But at that time, she secretly felt that this lock demon box, sooner or later, they would be implicated, and sure enough, it was here today.

It turned out to be doomed a long time ago.

When the two teenagers left, she had a dim dream, the dream was that he returned from the rain in the days when the heavy rain poured that year, and she sat in the attic and looked at him secretly, but the sentence in her heart was still not able to say after all.

It's a pity that there's nothing to be sorry for, after all, it's my own fault, so much so that I missed it for life.

When the two teenagers returned, they looked at her, trying to find the cause of those things in her, and she was reluctant to recall them after all, because those wisps of memories would make her miserable once they were recalled.

What I want most is bland, and what I am most afraid of is bland.

In this life, he has been with her, and he has always lived a dull life, he didn't mention anything about whether she was her or not, and she didn't mention it after all.

Meng Shu stood there, looked at her and asked, "Whose child is that little emperor, could it be that the white-haired palace maid?"

She smiled coldly, thinking that this kid was smart, and she had noticed that the kid didn't have the slightest demonic aura on him, so it couldn't have been born by her.

But he was also wrong.

"He wasn't born to me, but he's not her child either. “

After speaking, she suddenly felt that something was wrong there, turned her head to look at Meng Shu and said, "You lie to me, you are not from the Gu clan at all, say, who are you?"

At this moment, Lu Qingyang and Meng Shu looked at each other, and finally planned to admit it.

"Indeed, we are not from the Gu Clan, but how did you find out?" Lu Qingyang thought to herself, although she was hesitant before, she was not so firm, and just now, she directly and very definitely debunked them.

What did she find that would make her so sure?

The woman glanced at them, and then said with a faint smile: "The people of the Gu Clan can smell the special smell of each other, and if you are from the Gu Clan, you will not ask if the child is her child." “

Saying this, Meng Shu and Lu Qingyang also immediately understood. It's just that they don't have anything to pity, because they already know everything they want to know.

It's just that this banshee said that it wasn't her child, and it wasn't the child of the white-haired palace maid, so whose child was it?

"Who the hell is that kid?" Lu Qingyang asked.

The banshee now knew that they were not from the Gu Clan, and she had nothing to fear, because she didn't have that sense of guilt, so all the past was her business, and there was no need to say it to irrelevant people.

She didn't want to answer, but after thinking about it, she spoke again, "Who are you first?"

Who are they? This is a somewhat difficult question to answer.

Saying that they are from the North, she must not believe it, at least she will definitely doubt it, after all, since they are human, why do they know so many things?

Obviously, it can't be believed, so the two of them are thinking in their hearts, to be honest, she must not believe it, so to say something credible, and it is very reasonable.

"We are the apprentices of the Ice Qilin Liu Zhi. As soon as these words came out, Meng Shu remembered Liu Zhi's cold face.

What if the boy knew that they claimed to be his apprentices, and wondered what he would think?

Or could Liu Zhi be watching them at this moment?

This doesn't seem impossible, but after thinking about it and weighing it, they think it's okay to say this, they can't say that they are the apprentices of the valley master, presumably the valley master will definitely slap over.

The banshee had a little hesitation in her eyes, as if she was thinking about something, and then said, "Liu Zhi." That descendant of the Ice Qilin Clan?"

The two of them glanced at each other, thinking that they didn't expect Liu Zhi's popularity to be quite high, and this banshee still knew about it.

"Do you know Liu Zhi?" asked Meng Shu.

"I don't know. The banshee said directly.

"So what are you doing this for? I don't think Liu Zhi likes to care about these things that have nothing to do with him!" These boys have been lying to him since the beginning, but she doesn't know what they are going to do.

Especially after they said that they were Liu Zhi's apprentices, all speculation had to be overturned again.

And Lu Qingyang and Meng Shu were suddenly asked by her like this, and they didn't know how to answer.

They couldn't figure it out, the reason why they had been checking it before was because they thought it was what Liu Zhi and the valley lord meant, but now if they looked at what they thought before, the banshee probably wouldn't believe it, and even they wouldn't believe it.

This is really hard to explain!And now they really doubt whether the original idea was right, could it be that they were too worried, could it be just because they just threw it to the south at that time, and it was not what Liu Zhi and the valley lord meant, and everything after that was their overthinking.

But if that were the case, how were they going to explain it to the banshee?

It's a shame, isn't it? Second, they've locked people up.

"Liu Zhi said that there is a lock demon box in this palace and wants us to take it back, and we are worried that this lock demon box is fake, so we give it a try. Meng Shu looked at the banshee, and said the head of the way, without even blinking her eyes, looking quite serious.

Even Lu Qingyang looked at it and felt that it was true, to be honest, he had to admire Mengshumeng's ability, and it was really very undoubted.

The banshee looked at Meng Shu and felt that what she said seemed to make some sense, after all, they had indeed locked her with the lock demon box now.

"So, you're not going to let me go?" she thought about it, it turned out that all this was just a farce, so she didn't know who she was talking about before.

Maybe it's just that God wants to use these two people to make himself reminisce!

But even then, she didn't know what it meant, whether it was for her to repent, or what to do?

It's already gone, and she doesn't want to repent of anything.

But, seriously, maybe it's been hidden in my heart for too long, and today I was deceived by these two boys and said it, at this moment, I feel that there seems to be nothing, a little like listening to the storyteller in the listening building many years ago, as soon as the story ended, everyone returned home with a smile and started their own things.

It's just that the only difference may be that everyone on the listening floor is satisfied with going home, and her story, even she herself does not have an ending, if she really has to have an ending, it may be that she will die alone in the end!

However, there is nothing to be sad about, after all, everyone, no matter how long or short this life, many times, is not all alone?

In this world, in these three realms, which one is not alone?

Perhaps, this is her fate! In fact, she has understood this truth for decades, this is what she has understood before she came to the world, and then it is even clearer after a few years of wandering in the world, but the original clear mind was confused by that fireworks, so she fell into a bustle, and when the prosperity passed, no one was left, and she was left alone.

Perhaps, she shouldn't have encountered that fireworks, if she hadn't encountered it, she may still be as transparent as she was back then, and she won't worry about that thing, over the years, many things, like a dream, but it's not an ordinary dream, when she wakes up from an ordinary dream, she doesn't feel anything, and there will be pain left after waking up from this dream.

If it's a dream, it's a nightmare!

Lu Qingyang and Meng Shu looked at each other, and the two exchanged glances, both thinking about whether to let her go?

If she was released, in case she hated them for treating her like she before, not only locked her in the lock demon box, but also pretended to be a descendant of the Gu clan to deceive her.

But if they don't let her go, they also feel that it seems to be a bit excessive, they are doing well, and they haven't provoked them, so it seems a little bad, in case someone has the opportunity to come out one day, they will definitely not let them go.