When she arrived at the hospital, she was so frightened by the situation in front of her that she couldn't breathe.

When she and Lu Yu were about to leave Guiye Hospital, Liu Jin called her and asked her to hurry to the hospital, saying that Jing Min had climbed the window. She was nervous all the way, for fear that something would happen to Jing Min, and Lu Yu tried her best to relax, but the things in front of her were not easy at all.

Jing Min stood by the window of the hospital room, her feet already on the railing, and she didn't know what she was saying with the occasional words in her mouth. The doctors and nurses in the ward took turns to dissuade them, but they were all threatened by her to go back, and Liu Jin cried urgently in the ward. Her hospital room was on the fifth floor, and a firefighter was ready to go outside the window of the fourth floor, and the life-saving air mattress downstairs was ready.

"Teacher Jing, I'm Gu Liuying, the designer who designed the courtyard for you, look, I brought the design drawings here today, can you come and have a look?" Liuying casually took a stack of paper and said to Jing Min outside the window.

Jing Min glanced back at her, smiled feebly, didn't say anything, and turned back again.

Liu Ying also became anxious, and shouted at her again: "Teacher Jing, didn't you promise me to sign for me? I brought all the books, you hurry down." ”

This time, Jing Min didn't even look back.

"What should I do..."Liu Ying was very anxious, and suddenly remembered something and grabbed Lu Yu's sleeve, "She is depressed, depression has relapsed, and it is the same as Berg's situation at the time, you should think of a way." ”

Lu Yu comforted Liuying and said, "Don't worry, tell me how her depression recurred?"

"I... I don't know. ”

"Calm down, just like you did when you helped Berg, and think about what could her depression be causing it to come back?"

Liu Ying recalled that Jing Min wrote frankly about her depression in her memoirs, when her husband died, and she thought that from then on she was a wandering spirit who could be blown away by the wind at any time.

"Her husband!" Liu Ying said to Lu Yu, "but her husband has been dead for so many years, she has long since stepped out of this shadow, otherwise she would not have written so many life series works." ”

"Now you can only think of it as a try, she is not at the point where she is completely unable to communicate, which is more optimistic, you try to talk to her husband as a starting point. ”

Liu Ying nodded, and then said to Jing Min: "Teacher Jing, do you remember that you wrote about Mr. Gu in "Repatriation"? He said that in the future, if you want to be hospitalized in a larger house, build a stone table and chair in the courtyard, and plant your favorite osmanthus tree next to it, so that he can use osmanthus to make wine, you can use osmanthus pancakes, and when the moon is full in the Mid-Autumn Festival, you can sit at the stone table, taste wine and eat cakes. You see, that's how I drew the blueprint, the yard is spacious and bright..."

"Gu Liuying... I... I didn't want to kill myself..."Jing Min suddenly turned back to her and said, "I still have one very important thing to do, and I won't seek death." ”

As soon as Jing Min's words came out, everyone around them breathed a sigh of relief, and Liu Ying thought that she had to talk to her all the time, so she said, "Then what are you standing on?"

"Look at the scenery. Jing Min replied as a matter of course.

"Come down, come down, I'll take you to the scenic spot to see enough." ”

"Really?"

"Really. ”

Jing Min, who scared everyone enough, ended up easily in this way. Jing Min was lying on the hospital bed, and the doctor did another full body examination for her, this time including a psychiatrist, and only after they left did Jing Min smile and say, "I'm not depressed." ”

Liuyi echoed, "Yes, yes, no." ”

"Gu Liuying, how can you be the same as them. Jing Min said angrily, "Do you think I'm going to die?" I just wanted to sleep last time, and accidentally took too many sleeping pills, but this time I really just want to see the scenery. Yes, I've been in a bad mood lately, but it's not depression by any means, it's because something happened that I couldn't accept. ”

Liu Ying looked at Liu Jin, the two looked at each other, and Liu Ying said, "Then you... What the hell is going on? If you're fine, why aren't you discharged from the hospital? Are you... Terminate the contract with us..."

"I... Wait for a message in the hospital, don't worry, when the news is confirmed, I will be discharged immediately. I'm in a bad mood and want to talk to you, but I can't find you, so I'm angry... You should be more considerate. ”

Liuying is simply an eye-opener, is this still Jing Min? How do you feel the same as who possessed her? Or does it mean that her temperament has changed greatly after being sick? But it seems to make sense, Jing Min has no one to talk to, Liu Ying thought, it can't be that she made friends with Jing Min by mistake, right?

"What news are you waiting for?" asked Hotaru.

"Why do you ask so much, and you'll know when the time comes. Jing Min was impatient, and suddenly said, "Gu Liuying, you seem to be really worried about me just now. ”

"Of course I'm worried about you, and so are the doctors and nurses. Liuying said.

"Well, seeing that you're so worried about me, I won't terminate the contract with you. Jing Min glanced at Lu Yu at this time, "Your boyfriend?"

Liuying glanced at Lu Yu, who was also looking at her, she nodded slightly, "Hmm." ”

"Let's go, I'm going to rest. After Jing Min finished speaking, he lay down and closed his eyes.

Liu Ying really has no problem with this Jing Min, and she feels that her mood is like a June day, and she will change when she says it.

"Then you have a good rest, and we'll go first. ”

Liu Ying and Lu Yu met Yang Shu when they came out of the ward, Yang Shu watched the two of them come out of the ward together and was slightly stunned, "I just got off the operating table and heard about Jing Min, let's see if there is anything that needs help, you... Coming along?"

"Isn't it strange for us to come together?" Before Liuying could speak, Lu Yu asked rhetorically.

"It's very strange, Jing Min is not related to you, what are you doing to make a scene. ”

"Love the house and the black. Lu Yu said solemnly.

Yang Shu laughed disdainfully, "You can always refresh the lower limit of my cognition of the word naïve." ”

Liuying sighed silently in her heart and said, "Yang Shu, he is a mouse, don't pay attention to him." If you have something to do, you will be busy first, and we will go first. ”

Yang Shu listened to Liuying's words, a trace of pain came to his heart, he watched the two of them leave and when he saw Liuying leave at the airport, the feeling was completely different, he finally understood that she was not a person who did not smile, but he had never entered her heart.

Liuying felt that her relationship with Lu Yu seemed to have gradually returned to the normal range, less embarrassed by the two confessing to each other, and more relaxed. Liuying actually didn't know much about Lu Yu, but Lu Yu really knew her as he said, and he knew her well enough. He knew what she liked to eat, knew her habit of picking a seat, knew her habit of drinking a glass of boiled water before meals, and he even knew that she walked habitually on blind alleys.

"I feel like I'm transparent in front of you. On the way back, Liu Ying said to Lu Yu.

"How come? You're in front of me, and everyone else is transparent. ”

Liuying is still not used to this kind of Lu Yu's cheeky confession, she always feels that when he says these words, she is very reasonable, so that she can't refute it. Lu Yu saw that Liuying didn't speak, so he leaned in and asked, "Are you defending me in front of Yang Shu today?"

"Nope. Liuying replied.

"But it sounds like you automatically divided the belonging between me and Yang Shu, and I'm quite happy. ”

"I'm just telling the truth, every time you meet Yang Shu, it's like a mouse catching a cat, and you're looking for trouble.

Lu Yu's voice suddenly lowered, "I just... I'm jealous of him. ”

"What are you jealous of?"

"He was in Nairobi with you for two years. Lu Yu said.

Liu Ying felt that Lu Yu's reason for jealousy was too far-fetched, and she didn't quite understand why he was jealous, they all lived in Nairobi as volunteers, what could make people jealous about their life in Nairobi?

"Your brain circuitry may be a little different from ours. ”

Lu Yu smiled and said, "What did Xia Midou instill in you?"

"It's a lot, for example, you use your life to be different or something, and there is anything that others will never get your laughter, and the most important thing is that your head is never the same substance as ordinary people's physiological structure. Liuying told all the chatteru about Xia Midou.

"Of course, I'm the inspiration for their advertising department. Lu Yu said confidently.

Hotaru couldn't help but laugh, "Is this a compliment to you?"

"I think so. ”

"That's right... That one... You haven't been so many days..."Liuying suddenly remembered what she had talked about with Midou last night, and wanted to ask him why he hadn't contacted her before, but when the words came to his mouth, he couldn't ask, and he felt a little confused.

Lu Yu obviously understood what she meant, "I didn't contact you before because... I'm afraid you're going to hate me. ”

So that's the case, Liuying thought, and suddenly felt very happy in her heart.

Lu Yu kept sending her to the door of the house, and she motioned for him to go back early, but Lu Yu asked, "Tomorrow Sunday, can we meet?"

"I'm going to go mountain climbing with my brother tomorrow, I've been saying it for a long time, but it's either me working overtime or he's on a business trip, he said he's coming back tonight, and he will definitely go tomorrow. Hotaru said apologetically.

"Well, that's..."

Liuying suddenly realized that Lu Yu was a little reluctant, and she interrupted him: "I'll go back first, say it on the phone, bye-bye." ”

Hotaru turned and ran back to the house, and after closing the door, she breathed a sigh of relief and calmed her pounding heart a little. Lu Yu watched Liuying leave in a hurry, stood in place and smiled, he took out his mobile phone, edited a text message, found the business card with the only star in the address book, clicked "send", and then turned around and left slowly.