"Love as if you had never been hurt, dance as if no one would appreciate, sing as if no one would listen, work as if you didn't need money, live as if it were the end of the world. ”

The man who said this was Evered de Sousa, a priest, and his main thrust was to tell people to cherish the time they spent with others, but he also said: "For a long time I felt that life, the real life, was about to begin, but there was always some kind of obstacle, such as something to be done first, work to be done, time to dedicate, debt to pay, and so on. Life doesn't begin until then. Eventually, when I woke up, these obstacles were my life in itself. ”

But anyone who has gone through something, and those who have some life experience, can see at a glance the illusion of the previous paragraph, maybe it is more suitable to stay in the TV series, and the latter paragraph is undoubtedly closer to reality......

Gu Xiyan is an adult, she understands the rules of the adult world, children can have candy to eat when they cry, and now when you cry, the sugar has already been snatched up. Many people say that the problems that can be solved with money are not problems, which seems to be very reasonable, but many times, the things you can't solve, in the final analysis, are still the problem of not having enough money.

"Why are you always in a daze?" Ling Zhanchi had an obvious feeling, Gu Xiyan was absent-minded, she had been staring at the lines on the wall for a long time, and in the end, even her eyes were messy, but the direction was stubborn and did not shift, "Tell me, what do you think?"

"Let's live, it's like today is the end of the world......" Gu Xiyan picked up the knife and fork, she didn't hate the taste of pepper, but she couldn't say that she liked it, the steak was fried very well, but after it was cut, the tender meat juice that oozes out slightly makes people have no appetite.

Ling Zhanchi knew that Gu Xiyan was talking about the poem on the wall, and watched Gu Xiyan squeeze around on the steak, so he simply put down the knife and fork and took Gu Xiyan's hand, "Let's go, let's change the house." ”

Gu Xiyan seemed to be dragged out of his state just now by Ling Zhanchi, and his hand shrank slightly, "I like the steak here." ”

Ling Zhanchi watched Gu Xiyan cut off a piece, quickly put it in his mouth, and chewed it twice, "Well, it's delicious." ”

Looking up at Ling Zhanchi, who was still standing, he stretched out his arm and handed over a piece, "Hurry up, aren't you hungry?"

Ling Zhanchi sat down again, but his mind was not on the steak, Gu Xiyan looked a little strange!

Gu Xiyan didn't dare to raise her head, she was worried that as soon as Ling Zhanchi asked, she couldn't help but show her feet, forced herself to adjust her attention to the steak, cut it, put it in her mouth, chewed it, and then ......

Ling Zhanchi finally moved the plate away from Gu Xiyan, "If you eat too much, you won't digest it." ”

Gu Xiyan obediently put down the knife and fork, the speechless gap made her a little flustered, she had to find some words to fill these gaps, and suddenly a sentence popped up: "Ling Zhanchi, you go with me, okay?"

Ling Zhanchi, who was cutting the steak, paused for a moment and continued, "Of course you can ......"

"I'm joking with you!" Gu Xiyan didn't wait for Ling Zhanchi to finish speaking, and interrupted him hurriedly, at this time, her attachment to Ling Zhanchi made her panic, in fact, she knew what she was really panicking about, if she promised Liu Mingsheng, then everything would be solved!

She can do it without a marriage, let alone ...... Thinking of this, Gu Xiyan's hand pinched the corner of the tablecloth vigorously!

If one day she disappears into his life, will he go all over the world to look for her? Will he hide her in some corner of his heart and turn her out in the dead of night to miss her? Maybe after a while, he will take some woman and sit here......

"I mean really! I can go with you. The corners of Ling Zhanchi's mouth were slightly raised, she couldn't do without herself, it turned out that the reason for her uncertainty was here, this discovery made Ling Zhanchi feel happy, "Do you think I will rest assured that Ouyang Yichen?"

"Then do you rest assured of me?" Gu Xiyan's eyes flashed, Ling Zhanchi obviously looked like he would not let Ouyang Yichen go!

"Of course I'm not at ease," Ling Zhanchi looked at those wide-eyed eyes steadily, it was obvious that there was a serious deviation in the direction of her understanding, "It's so difficult to eat a steak, at least you have to bring a cook!"

"Don't make a fuss, I'm joking with you. Gu Xiyan felt that she was a little divided, every time she raised her foot and wanted to take a step to the left, so that she could take a shortcut and save some strength, Ling Zhanchi would pull her back to the right, fix her firmly, watch Ling Zhanchi pay the bill, and put his hand in front of her.

She stood up and put her hand in his palm, which was warm, and Ling Zhanchi felt the coldness in her palm, so she clenched it tightly!

For a period of time after that, Ling Zhanchi stayed here with Gu Xiyan almost every day, no matter how late it was, he came, and he was not afraid of disturbing Gu Xiyan's rest, because he knew that she basically couldn't sleep if he didn't come back.

Ouyang Yichen became more and more busy, before Gu Xiyan and his party set off, he had already flown back and forth several times, bridging the gaps of various matters, instilling in Gu Xiyan a lot of concepts such as "while you are young, you should go out and have a look......

So much so that once Ouyang Yichen was talking to Gu Xiyan, "The exchange atmosphere of our school has always been very open, if you apply for admission, it is not particularly difficult to have conditions like you......"

Ling Zhanchi grabbed Gu Xiyan's hand and pulled her to the side, not forgetting to splash Ouyang Yichen's cold water, "Professor Ouyang, you are an academic exchange, not going to study abroad, and not like you, if you look at it, you won't come back......"

Ouyang Yichen sneered and retorted: "Don't worry, I don't abduct people." ”

In this life, as long as you have read some books, you will probably have poetry and distance in your arms, before that, Gu Xiyan was just carrying it, as the time got closer and closer, she was also inexplicably excited and looking forward to it, the window in front of her was slowly opening, and she would see another world!

That excitement and anticipation made her feel that the whole world was full of hope, and she gradually believed what Ling Zhanchi said, everything was changing, it would get worse and better. Therefore, she believed that when she came back, everything in Ling Zhanchi would be restored to the same as before!

However, when it comes to parting, there is always some sadness, so for the matter of packing luggage, Gu Xiyan became negative, and she couldn't see the suitcase, as if she didn't have to travel far, as if she couldn't feel the melancholy of separation.

Until three days before her departure, she still seemed careless. In the end, it was Ling Zhanchi who opened her closet, picked out her clothes, sorted them, put them in her suitcase, checked her various documents, and repeatedly told her to pack them......

Gu Xiyan sat cross-legged on the bed, looking at Ling Zhanchi who walked in, he seemed to be very verbose today, from the weather to the dress, from food to use, from security check to route, from exchanging foreign currency to service calls, everything was very detailed, and his mouth was busier than his hands.

"Have you been to Sydney?" Gu Xiyan finally interjected, what Ling Zhanchi said Ouyang Yichen was more conclusive and detailed, and this time it was a group of people who went, not her.

"No," Ling Zhanchi straightened up and squatted on the bed, "Question my ability?"

"You'll be fine, Ling Zhanchi, right?" Gu Xiyan knelt on Ling Zhanchi's back, his arms around his neck.

"When it comes to leaving me a fixed number, I'll call you every day," Ling Zhanchi's hand stroked Gu Xiyan's arm, he couldn't see her expression, but he obviously felt that her breath was unstable, "The two-hour time difference is basically quite synchronous, and it shouldn't affect your rest." ”

"No matter how late it is, you have to fight. Gu Xiyan knew that what she really cared about was not this issue, but at least calling her could allow her to capture his condition.

"Yes, I know that I have checked the gang," Ling Zhanchi turned sideways and let Gu Xiyan slide into his arms, and gently gnawed on her earlobe, "It proves that I am still quite tempting." ”

Gu Xiyan was itchy and wanted to dodge, but was helplessly hugged tightly by Ling Zhanchi, and his face turned red, and finally he was firmly pressed on the bed by Ling Zhanchi, unable to move, "You will only bully me." ”

"It's too late to spoil you, how can you be willing to ......" Ling Zhanchi looked at the red fluttering face and lowered his head!

However, at this moment, the name "Jiang Xinran" flashed on Gu Xiyan's mobile phone screen, and the ringtone of "Love When You Die" stubbornly shouted.

"She must be taking revenge for not asking her to eat with me last time......" Ling Zhanchi muttered and lay down on Gu Xiyan's side.

Gu Xiyan got up with a grunt, picked up his mobile phone, and ran out.

"Do you need to eat?" Jiang happily went straight to the point.

"I know you're busy, so don't you. Gu Xiyan walked into the courtyard.

"How can that be done?" Jiang Xinran, who was flipping through the manuscript, stopped, "It's not a short time......

"I'll make up for you when I come back," Gu Xiyan touched his neck, as if Ling Zhanchi's temperature was still there, "I want to ......"

"Know, what's going on, I'll tell you as soon as possible. Of course, Jiang Xinran knew what Gu Xiyan was worried about, these two people cherished each other too much, and she was distressed when she watched from the side.

"Thank you!" Gu Xiyan was very useful, and Jiang Xinran had a heartfelt heart.

"You've said it many times, is this a sign of estrangement?" Jiang Xinran simply threw the pen on the table and said seriously, "You are far away, your heart can't run away with you, someone is more worried about this than me!"

"Someone will think nonsense, you will talk nonsense, it's really 'close to Zhu is red, close to ink is black'......" Gu Xiyan said and looked into the room, Ling Zhanchi was rare and honest, and did not come out.

"Anyway, I mean, you know, I hope you're both okay. ”

Gu Xiyan put down the phone and sat on the rattan chair in the courtyard, she had just said the words "good" to Ling Zhanchi, just three words, but it can make people have mixed feelings!

He told her a thousand times and did everything himself because he loved her, and she was worried about her stomach and turned around a thousand times because she loved him. Life is a cycle, laughing, crying, lost, and strong...... No matter how many blessings you listen to, you won't necessarily have a good life, but it will always remind you that there are people in this world who love you!

Fate makes you face some things alone, there must be a reason for it, whether it is a mixture of joy and sorrow or a mixture of bitter and sweet, I hope that they are like the trough and the waves, the winter withering and the summer glory, the reverse is coming, and the loss of a long time will come!

Ling Zhanchi pushed open the door and poked his head out, with a slight complaint in his tone: "When will your conference call end?"

Gu Xiyan quickly stood up, took three steps and ran to the door, "Can't wait?"

"Every second counts!"