Chapter 172
"I know, all along, you have not been the child who bothered me, but it is better to take those thoughts earlier, and it will not come to fruition. Aunt Ling looked at Ling Zhanchi, half of her face became more and more red, and she involuntarily stroked her hand again and rubbed it gently.
"Mom, I can handle it. Ling Zhanchi didn't move, how could he not know that he was injecting his feelings into the troubled waters in the name of helping Gu Xiyan.
"It was before, and now it is now. "Aunt Ling doesn't understand, this time Ling Zhanchi rushed in and couldn't get out, he didn't move the real character before, so she didn't stop it, but now that he has moved the real character, she wants to pull him back.
"Mom, do you believe me......" Ling Zhanchi knew that Aunt Ling was also real, and the opportunity for the two of them to meet each other like this was rare, especially when he became an adult, it was almost zero.
"I believe you haven't done anything to be sorry for anyone, but that doesn't mean in the future, Zhanchi, I know your temperament, but you can't afford this reputation, and Xixi can't afford it, how deep the love is, how deep the hatred is, Zimo will not be able to stand it! Even if the two of them want to divorce, it will be that the two of them can't get together, so why do you bother to stir up again?" Aunt Ling patted Ling Zhanchi's hand and stood up, "Think about it, I'll give you a hot meal." ”
Ling Zhanchi watched Aunt Ling walk into the kitchen, then slowly stood up, smoked a cigarette, walked to the balcony, leaned down, propped his arms on the railing, and spit out a few smoke rings outside the railing, and what he couldn't get was always in a commotion!
She is sad and proves that she once giving, that the relationship belongs to two people, but that the attachment is his own, that sometimes losing balance for love is also part of a balanced life, and addiction is a characteristic of every love story based on infatuation......
What is Gu Xiyan doing in another city, in his other house? What can he do for her here?
Gu Xiyan walked around the passage between the living room and the door with some trepidation, since she found this "grandiose" reason for divorce, instead of being steady, her heart was even more annoyed, from the beginning of the incident to the later mistakes, whether it was his unintentional action or his own intention, it didn't matter,
The tug-of-war and tearing in the past few days made her even more reluctant to see Xue Zimo, because she was afraid of being exposed by him, because she didn't want to see her shadow from him, because she didn't want to face such a lose-lose situation......
In the midst of the five flavors, the doorbell rang as promised, Gu Xiyan calmed down and opened the door, Xue Zimo and the suitcase stood outside the door.
"I can't finish it for a while, so I'll take what you can use first. Xue Zimo said and pushed the suitcase towards Gu Xiyan, didn't he say okay, let her go back and get it herself?
Gu Xiyan said that marriage has changed her, but he hasn't changed, but Xue Zimo knows that he has changed, at least he knows how to take care of her, and it has become a habit, he doesn't know how long this habit will accompany him.
"Thank you. Gu Xiyan's gaze always remained on the box, feeling that Xue Zimo did not turn to leave, and was slightly surprised in his heart, he shouldn't like to see her now, every time he saw her, it would only make him more annoyed and resentful, right?
Xue Zimo looked at Gu Xiyan, who had not looked up, "Thank you", which reminded him of Gu Xiyan's politeness when she first arrived at the newspaper, politely sometimes annoyed him, and now she seems to have returned to the original point......
"Think...... Let's talk?" Xue Zimo still said this, yes, he didn't just come to deliver things, he was here to talk to her!
"Okay......" Gu Xiyan finally raised his head and looked at Xue Zimo, he should be calm, his calmness meant that he made a decision or choice, pulled his suitcase and walked in the door first, "Come in." ”
Xue Zimo hesitated for a moment, swallowed back the words "change places", he couldn't be more familiar with this house, and the closer he got to it at this time, the heavier his steps became!
"You can't stand outside the door and talk, right?" Gu Xiyan looked back at Xue Zimo, she knew that he was reluctant to come in in his heart.
Xue Zimo sighed, walked in, closed the door, and watched Gu Xiyan take out the tea leaves from the cabinet in the living room, familiar and natural...... The mistress of this house!
"Longjing, you like it. Gu Xiyan said very lightly, his gaze swept over Xue Zimo's shoulder, and went straight to boil water again.
The room was speechless for a while, there were only the two of them here, or the two of them, Xue Zimo almost thought that this was still the world of the two of them, the world of the two of them in Triumph Garden 2601!
The water wanted to be churned out of the kettle, Gu Xiyan suddenly turned off the fire, turned around with the kettle, and faced Xue Zimo.
"When did you learn to make tea?" Xue Zimo also sat up straight as if he had come to his senses, watching Gu Xiyan skillfully wash the cup.
"I'm just drawing a scoop from a gourd......" Gu Xiyan said, pouring a cup and handing it to Xue Zimo.
"Oh, I forgot, Zhanchi likes ......" Xue Zimo and Ling Zhanchi are a very strange pair of brothers, he likes to drink tea, but he only cares about the product, and has no research on making tea, and Ling Zhanchi's addiction to making tea seems to be greater than that of drinking tea. Compared with Ling Zhanchi, there are many more things he can't do, and the most obvious point is that he has never understood women!
"I'm sorry to make things like this. Gu Xiyan brought the conversation to the point, she wanted to end such a feeling of sitting on pins and needles quickly.
"Will you come back in the future?" When Xue Zimo asked this sentence, his heart ached inexplicably, but he couldn't tell why he was heartbroken.
"......" Gu Xiyan didn't speak, come back, she is just a passerby here after all.
"......" Xue Zimo looked at Gu Xiyan who lowered her head and continued to make tea, she definitely didn't want to come back, this place was even colder than Qin Kai's cemetery for her!
Gu Xiyan suddenly felt that her eyes were hot, and she hurriedly stood up to get water.
"I'm sorry, Xixi, I owe you. Xue Zimo's heart once again seemed to have been hit by something, and it hurt "suddenly".
"You should be very angry, shouldn't you?" Gu Xiyan sat back again, looking at Xue Zimo so seriously for the first time in this period of time, no one would have thought that she would be out of her way, and she would jump out of this comfortable nest in the eyes of many people.
"I'm very angry, Xixi, I failed to get home, right?" Xue Zimo's tone was lower than at the beginning, to be honest, he was frustrated, frustrated to the point of malaise.
"What is success, what is failure?" Gu Xiyan looked at the man in front of her with a little sympathy, she "saved" him in this way, and also "punished" him in the same way, she relieved the grievances and resentments in her heart, she returned the so-called "kindness" in the past few years, and he was still thinking about what success or failure, "Eat a trench and grow wise, I believe you should correct it faster than me." ”
"You have indeed changed...... Xue Zimo was a little incredulous, Gu Xiyan was no longer the little girl who cried in front of him, she was actually "enlightening" him?
"Do you think when we have time, let's go through the formalities?" Gu Xiyan knew that he had beaten Xue Zimo down with one rod, how could such an excellent person accept the reality of a "red apricot out of the wall"? Failure?
"I've had a lot of things to do this time, are you in such a hurry?" Xue Zimo's heart became more and more blocked, did she have to be so urgent?
"When did you have less business?" Gu Xiyan looked at Xue Zimo and had to explain, "As soon as I start school, no one is here, so it's inconvenient." ”
"I'll schedule it as soon as I can. Xue Zimo was a little uncomfortable and followed Gu Xiyan's thoughts.
"And ......" Gu Xiyan bit her lip.
"What?" Xue Zimo was very familiar with this action, and she still had a request, "The deposit is all yours, and if you need it, the house can also be ......"
"That's not what I said!" Gu Xiyan hurriedly interrupted Xue Zimo's words, "I said a long time ago, the money is your money, the house is your house, I don't want anything!"
"Don't be angry, I'm just worried that you're too embarrassed to say it, and you're in school, and you don't want to live yet. Xue Zimo felt that he could no longer control Gu Xiyan's pulse.
"You don't have to worry about my life problems, I'm not penniless, not to mention that there must be a road before the car reaches the mountain, isn't it?" I just wanted to say, the original curtain, you remember to change it...... "My favorite beige curtain before, now it's good to let it return to the way the owner likes, if Xue Zimo finds Ren Xue or someone else in the future, he will be out of sight and out of mind, saving trouble."
"Well, as long as you're doing better than you are now, I'm not worried. Xue Zimo's thoughts had nothing to do with the curtains.
"You also have to be better than now, in the future, you must find someone who is more sensible than me, who will come to you better than me, who will make you worry-free, generous and tolerant, and who can take care of you, remember to put a ring on her, be sure to let her have a child, don't let her run away easily......" Gu Xiyan was also surprised by her calmness, as if she was talking to someone who had nothing to do with her.
"Then it should be after you find such a person, Gu Xiyan, no matter what happened before, no matter who the person who can accompany you for a lifetime, you have to believe it, I hope you are happy!"
Xue Zimo's words kept circling in Gu Xiyan's head, she always believed that Xue Zimo made her happy, even if he hurt her, it was because he was careless!
Ling Zhanchi lost his cigarette butt and rummaged through his mobile phone back and forth, he wanted to call Gu Xiyan, he dared to guarantee that even if he only heard a word on the other end of the phone, he would know if she was okay that day......
"Aren't you hungry? Why don't you hurry up and eat? I want to heat it up for you a few times?" Aunt Ling looked at Ling Zhanchi, who looked uneasy, sighed slightly, got up and went back to the bedroom.
Ling Zhanchi suddenly lost his appetite and put his phone on the dining table, and Aunt Ling's back told him that he couldn't make that call!
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(Tianjin)