When Liuying arrived at Jing Min's house, she knocked on the door for a long time before the nanny came to open the door.

"Hello, I'm a designer who came to visit Mr. Jing before, is Mr. Jing here?"

The babysitter glanced into the room, sighed and replied, "Yes, but ......"

"What's wrong?"

"She locked herself in her room after breakfast and hasn't come out since, she's in a bad state, why don't you go and take a look?" said the nanny and let Hotaru follow her into the house.

Liuying knocked on the door and shouted, "Teacher Jing, hello, I'm Gu Liuying." ”

There was no reaction in the room.

"Teacher Jing, yesterday my mobile phone was not turned on for some personal reasons, and this morning I heard from Team Leader Li that you have been looking for me yesterday, sorry, this is a mistake in my work, please forgive me. ”

Hotaru and the nanny glanced at each other, and Hotaru continued to knock on the door.

"Teacher Jing, can I come in?"

Jing Min's voice has not been heard in the room, Liu Ying can't help but be a little worried, she tried to open the door, but was stopped by the nanny: "She doesn't like people to enter her room casually." ”

Liuying took away the nanny's hand on her wrist and said, "She hasn't said anything, aren't you worried?"

After Liu Hotaru finished speaking, she went to turn the handle, who knew that it was locked from the inside, she tried a few times, but she couldn't open it, "Is there a spare key?"

"Yes, I'll get it. ”

When the door opened, a pungent smell of alcohol came from inside the room, and Jing Min curled up on the bed without the slightest reaction. Liuying hurriedly stepped forward and shouted softly, "Teacher Jing", Jing Min still didn't respond, Liuying's eyes fell on the small white medicine bottle on the bedside table, she picked it up and looked at it, Valium, a medicine she was familiar with.

"Call an ambulance. Liuying said anxiously, and the nanny began to panic when she saw this.

Liuying followed the ambulance all the way to the hospital, and it was not until she sent Jing Min to the emergency room for gastric lavage that she squatted down weakly against the wall outside the door of the emergency room, at this time she found that her hands couldn't stop trembling slightly, and she clenched her hands into fists and shook even more. She didn't know what happened to Jing Min, she didn't know why she tried to commit suicide by taking sleeping pills, and she didn't know if all this was related to herself. Liuying fell into a deep self-blame, if she had known that this would happen, she would definitely not have turned off her mobile phone, she would definitely appear as soon as Jingmin looked for her, and she would definitely avoid such a thing today.

"Hotaru, why are you here?"

Liuying raised her head slightly and looked blankly at Yang Shu in a white coat standing in front of her, Yang Shu looked at the emergency room with the door closed, and then looked at Liuying, and then squatted down, "What's wrong with you? Why are you shaking all over?

Yang Shu touched her forehead, which was terrifyingly cold, he gently put his hands on Liuying's shoulders and asked soothingly, "Tell me what's wrong?"

No matter how Yang Shu asked, Liu Ying had a look of fear in her eyes, and she looked anxious. The closed door of the emergency room opened, and a nurse came out of it, Yang Shu hurriedly grabbed her and asked, "What's the situation with the patients inside?"

"The patient had a history of depression, took a large amount of diazepam, and was now resuscitated due to the necrosis of part of the brain tissue caused by lack of oxygen. The nurse hurried away.

Yang Shu saw that Liuying's body was still shaking violently, he squatted down again and said, "Liuying, don't worry, it's okay, we will definitely try our best to save the patient." Liuying suddenly put her hand on her ear and closed her eyes tightly, as if she was suffering from some kind of torment, and any comfort from Yang Shu turned a deaf ear to her, turning a blind eye.

Liuying's mobile phone rang in the bag she threw next to her, but she didn't seem to hear it, she didn't even look at it, Yang Shu was really helpless, so she took out her mobile phone.

"Lu Yu, do you want to answer?" Yang Shu tried to ask Liuying, but Liuying ignored him, Yang Shu thought about it and picked up the phone, "I'm Yang Shu...... She was in the hospital...... She's fine...... But it can't be said that it's completely fine...... She looks bad...... Do you have her brother's contact details...... Hey......"

"Hang it anyway. ”

Yang Shu sat with Liuying for a long time, and her condition not only did not improve, but seemed to be worse than just now. Yang Shu didn't know what was wrong with Liuying, was it fear or worry? It didn't seem to be all, the kind of fear and anxiety revealed in her eyes was something he had never seen before, even after two years of getting along in Nairobi, she had never shown such an expression on her face, even on the worst of days, when they couldn't save a fragile life, she was only compassionate.

When Lu Yu ran to the door of the rescue room, he saw such a scene, and the memories of the past came out again, and he felt a tight heart for no reason, and said to Yang Shu: "You help me find a relatively quiet room where no one disturbs, and prepare a lot of paper and pens." ”

Although Yang Shu felt very inexplicable, he still did what Lu Shu said, it was easy to find a pen and paper in the hospital, but it was not easy to find a room that was relatively quiet and no one was disturbed. The wards were already in short supply, and there were many patients coming and going, so in the end, Yang Shu could only take them to the rest room of the doctor on duty.

Yang Shu watched as Lu Yu broke Liuying's clenched hand and stuffed a pencil for her, and then placed a stack of white paper in front of her. He watched Lu Yu keep staring at Liuying, as if he was afraid that she would disappear if he didn't pay attention to her.

"What is this for?" Yang Shu asked.

"Let her relax a little. ”

Yang Shu watched as Liu Ying slowly moved his hand to the white paper, and began to draw lines on the white paper one by one. He felt a bit familiar with the scene, as if he had seen it somewhere, but he couldn't remember it for a while. It wasn't until Hotaru gradually stopped trembling like he had just stopped trembling like he had just done that he suddenly remembered where he had seen a similar treatment.

"Flowing Fireflies...... She ......"

"She is easily emotionally distressed. Lu Yu replied lightly.

"In the elective course, the teacher once said that there is a type of patient who has a problem in communicating with others, when in a noisy environment, facing people who speak obscurely, speak quickly, have rich expressions, and have complex movements, encounter unexpected events, worry about uncertain things, sleep disorders, etc., will cause emotional disorders, and thus show abnormal behavior. Yang Shu asked word by word, "She, is that so?"

"It may be for you, but for me, it is not. It's a very reasonable gesture, just like I feel uncomfortable when I am asked to wear a cardigan, but her threshold is lower. ”

Yang Shu looked at Lu Yu, and then laughed self-deprecatingly: "Do you know what I was thinking at that moment just now?"

Lu Yu didn't answer him, Yang Shu said to himself again: "As a doctor, I should think about how to cure her from the perspective of a doctor's benevolence, but I didn't, what I thought of was that if I was with her, would I have the patience and endurance to accompany her to the end, would I have the courage to carry the unbearable weight of life, and would I have a positive and optimistic attitude to dig out her extraordinary? The answer is no, I don't have the ability to bear this kind of future." ”

"There will be no such ifs. ”

"You're a really nasty person sometimes. Yang Shu smiled and said, "I went to ask the nurse about the patient's situation just now, and there is no life-threatening situation after rescue, but due to some brain tissue damage caused by short-term hypoxia, there may be some sequelae, and the clinical manifestations are some language and behavior disorders, or memory loss, you can reassure her, there should not be too much problem." You stay with her, I'll not bother you, it's time to go on rounds. After Yang Shu finished speaking, he opened the door and left.

Yang Shu's mood is actually very complicated, but he can't think about it so much, his profession can't allow him to think too much, and he doesn't have so much time to figure it out.

It took a long time for Liu Ying to calm down, and she saw Lu Yu in the room at a glance: "Why are you here?"

"Passing by, I saw you painting here, so I came in and took a look. ”

Liuying looked at the paper and pen in front of her, and realized what was going on, in her impression, every time she couldn't control her emotions, she would always scribble and scribble to be a little more comfortable. Last night she lost sleep because she didn't know everything about Lu Yu, and today she blamed herself for Jing Min's suicide, and although she tried to control her emotions, this intertwined emotions still made her lose control.

Thinking of Jing Min, she immediately got up and hurriedly ran out. After learning from the nurse that Jing Min was fine but would take some time to wake up, Liu Ying was a little relieved, and then she remembered to tell Team Leader Li about Jing Min.

"You didn't turn on the phone all day yesterday, is it because I'm right?" Lu Yu followed Liuying all the way to the door of the ward before telling her.

"Yes. Liu Hotaru did not deny that the character given to her by autism was not destined to be the kind of person who would beat around the bush.

"What do you want to ask me?"

Liuying turned to face Lu Yu: "I have a lot of questions I want to ask you, but now I only want to know one question, when did you know me, after I met Lu Yu, or after I met Jiang Huo, or, before I met Jiang Huo?"

Lu Yu's brown pupils were cloudy, and it took a while before he replied, "Before." ”

"Got it. ”

"Liuying, can we have a good talk?" Lu Yu said in a low voice.

"Yes, but not right now, I have to wait here for Teacher Jing to wake up. ”

"It's okay, I'll wait for you. ”

Liuying no longer answered Lu Yu, she entered the ward, wanting to see Jing Min who had not woken up yet, as for Lu Yu, Liuying really didn't know what mood to use to treat him, he was no longer the Jiang Huo she thought he was, and he was no longer the Lu Yu she knew, his body was like a thick fog, which made Liuying afraid because he couldn't see clearly.