When Liu Su saw her aunt who came with her cousin at the airport, she felt that her aunt was not as beautiful as her parents said, and her aunt said that it was because her uncle's business had plummeted in the past two years

So in the second week of her arrival in Japan, she moved out of her aunt's cramped little apartment, because there lived a macho uncle, and the Japanese man seemed to come back from work and nothing else he should be involved in except to open his mouth to eat, two cousins who looked at her coldly because they had to huddle in the same bed because of her arrival, and a stubborn cousin, who was only fifteen years old, unscrupulously teased her like the two sisters

Liu Su felt cramped as soon as she walked into the small apartment, and what made her even more restless was the eyes and attitude of the other four people, she had never been looked down upon like this since she was a child, how could she stay in this environment, and her parents probably didn't expect her to send someone under the fence like this

Preparatory year before the time to enroll, fortunately my father's funds are reserved, she decided to rent a house near the school, although the aunt insisted on keeping it, but she understood the difficulties of this middle-aged woman

Although it is my mother's sister, but before that, in addition to the photo, in addition to knowing that this aunt is called Su Qing, she has not seen it at all, and my mother said that she was not born yet, and my aunt has crossed the ocean to study in Japan, and then she has never gone back

In just one week, she moved her luggage twice, but the house that Su Qing helped her find was small, but it was also neat, open the suitcases on the ground, and come one by one.

"I'll do it anyway. Su Qing's Chinese words have been tainted with a lot of Japanese flavor.

"Hmm. Liu Su simply got out of the way and sorted out this matter, she really couldn't do it

"During this time, I was able to learn Japanese. Su Qing said while tidying up.

"Is it easy to learn" Liu Su casually flipped through the Japanese primers on the desk, looked at Su Qing, and there was a mother-like charm between his eyebrows.

"No matter what you learn, as long as you put your mind to it, there is nothing difficult. Su Qing moved quickly to classify things, "I didn't say a word when I first came, but now it's been more than 20 years." ”

"After so many years, why don't you return to China" Liu Su couldn't hide his curiosity, you must know that grandparents left early, my mother only has this one sister, and my aunt only has this one sister.

"I know you're very good, so I don't have to worry about it" Su Qing finished tidying up his things and sat on the edge of the bed, "Hometown timidity, you can't understand it now." ”

"My mother will often look at your photos," Liu Su looked at Su Qing with an inquiring gaze, "Your hair was so beautiful at that time." ”

"What did your mother say," Su Qing's tone was full of expectation.

"When you were a child, you said that once you two grabbed something and broke the vase collected by your grandfather, your grandfather was very angry, and you only said that you broke it" Liu Su felt that Su Qing was weird.

"She remembers these things, as long as she doesn't blame me. Su Qing choked up a little.

"Why do you want to blame you" Liu Su became more and more curious.

"Actually, I was robbing her of things at that time. Su Qing hurriedly put away his gaffe.

"It's also a happy thing to have sisters robbing each other's things, and the current one-child policy is not humane at all" Liu Su has always envied families with brothers and sisters, "It's a pity that my grandparents died too early." ”

"At that time, Su Cen 21" Su Qing's thoughts were a little fluctuating, as if he had returned to that time.

"My mom also said that she didn't graduate from college. Liu Su continued.

"Yes, it was also the year she got married, and she got married after dropping out of school. Su Qing had just entered college at that time, and in retrospect, it was an unbearable summer, "I didn't get my graduation certificate." ”

"I didn't expect my mother to be so bold for love, quit school and get married more fiercely than me" Liu Su thought that her "naïve energy" inherited her mother's, and it was no wonder that her mother said that children at this age should go to school every time she urged her, so calculated, her mother is her age, she is already in school.

"Yes, she's very daring, and I can't keep up with that anyway. Su Qing sighed every time he thought of the past, "I went through all kinds of procedures by myself and went home, and there was still a lot of rumors in the school at that time." ”

"How is it possible, if she really had the guts, she would have gone abroad like you, but why did you come to Japan at that time, if you went to the United States, Canada or something, I wouldn't have to go to this little Japan" Liu Su began to complain, "Speaking of studying abroad, I didn't even rush out of Asia."

"You don't know your mother," Su Qing looked at Liu Su and patiently explained, "And going abroad is not necessarily the best choice." ”

"Anyway, I can remember, she and my dad are like that, lukewarm, but also not noisy, not loud, polite, never lose your temper" Liu Su remembered the kind of relationship between her parents and sometimes politely made people feel uncomfortable, "Since I was desperate at the beginning, why did I live a salty and unpleasant life later, my mother's head must have been rusty at that time, so she couldn't study and ran to marry my dad."

"That's because your grandfather's investment failed and he died not long after he became seriously ill, and only your father's family was willing to help us at that time" Su Qing's tone did not fluctuate, but his heart was overturned.

"Wait, wait, you mean my mother is not voluntary" Liu Su felt that this issue was very critical, and it was difficult for my father to rob the people's daughter

"Su Cen has someone she likes," Su Qing said and stopped, she was still used to calling her sister's name, those two words were kind and warm, "I also know that person." ”

"Then my mother just wants my father's family to help you, so you don't want the person you like" Liu Su felt that the love and hate of the previous generation was more complicated than his own, and his mother's sacrifice was big enough

"Because the person she likes says he likes me" Su Qing originally just wanted to recall the past, and didn't want to talk more and more under Liu Su's questioning.

"Then do you like that person" Liu Su looked at Su Qing,

Su Qing didn't speak, just nodded lightly.

"My mother is so pitiful, was she abandoned like this, and caught up with my grandfather's business, just break the jar and break it, you are inside" Liu Su felt that it was becoming more and more legendary.

"At that time, your grandmother had no other way, and she didn't dare to answer the phone at home, and then asked the two of us who wanted your mother to immediately say that she was willing, I knew that she was trying to fulfill us, so your father in addition to paying off those debts, but also to send me abroad, at that time your father agreed without hesitation, it can be seen that he likes your mother. Su Qing continued to himself.

"It can be seen that although my mother is like that all day long, my dad has no way, he didn't say divorce, he didn't find a mistress, he just made money, but why did you come to Japan" Liu Su still couldn't help but interrupt.

"At that time, that person came to Japan first, so I chose Japan as well. Su Qing's voice became deeper and lower, she came to Japan for her lover, but Japan became the place where their dreams were broken, and it was then that she understood Su Cen's feelings at that time

"But" Liu Su felt that it was all wrong, because Su Qing's husband was obviously a Japanese.

"The first year I came to Japan, I was in a car accident, and he saved me," Su Qing said and finally couldn't hold back tears from her eyes, for more than 20 years, she had no one to say, "Your mother may still think that we are together."

"Why don't you tell her" Liu Su suddenly felt that he was not the most miserable person.

"I dare not say that she has fulfilled us, but we will not reach the end. Su Qing felt that it would be good to let Su Cen think that she was happy, "Maybe we shouldn't be together in the first place."

"Alas, everyone understands the truth of consensual thinking, but why are women so persistent" Liu Su felt inexplicably sad in his heart.

"He was his colleague and helped me a lot in my toughest times. Su Qing gently stroked Liu Su's short hair.

"So you married him, so is he good to you" Liu Su felt that he had asked many times, if the two of them were not good, how could they have three children, if they were good, why was she so depressed now

"You'll learn that the best person is often the one who goes through the worst of your time. Su Qing smiled slightly, in fact, whether it was good or not, she had been living in a foreign country for more than 20 years

"Yes" Liu Su thought that his father had accompanied his mother in the worst times to some extent, and he didn't know if she loved him now

"Then how do you think of going abroad now" Su Qing also looked puzzled.

"I'm a late bloomer. Liu Su didn't want to say more, and looked at his watch, "It's not early, don't delay your dinner." ”

"Then I'll go back first, all the food in the kitchen is gone, you can do it" Although Su Qing was not at ease, he couldn't delay the time to go back, "I'll accompany you around the neighborhood tomorrow." ”

"I can do it myself, let's go back quickly. ”

Liu Su watched Su Qing walk away, closed the door, he really lived alone like this, sometimes there will be some small tragedies, such as you have fallen into a world you don't like, it is sad enough, but you still have to force a sad smile, and the appearance of the gods is separated into love, and the pain is performed into happiness

I used to feel that the sense of security was the message that my lover replied in seconds, his good morning and good afternoon, his every promise, crossing the street is a clenched hand, warm and good-natured talk, now I think about it, it is not as good as the bright sunshine in the morning, the green light on the sidewalk at the busy intersection, the wallet and keys in the pocket when going out, and the full grid displayed in the mobile phone

Women, the most emotional animals in the world, seem to be born for love, die for love, but life will always make her hurt to disappointment, in fact, two people only need to go through a period together, why bother to make nostalgia longer than experience, but the most sorry thing in this life is this heart, every time I think of him, it hurts once instead of sad memories, it is better to smile and forget

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(Tianjin)