Chapter 77: Who has no heart
In "Nishan Xiaozhu", the old people met and greeted each other. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info
Today, Baiyun's mother-in-law is no longer an old aunt who sells cold drinks at the door of the coffee shop, but a solemn customer.
Xiang Chunzao, Li Jun, Bai Changsheng, Zhou Ji, Han Qiushi, Wu Gang, Wang Manli, Lan Ni, surrounded Baiyun's mother-in-law, and a table was full.
After Bai Changsheng's introduction, including Xiang Chun's early inside, he learned that Bai Yun's mother-in-law's surname was Lin Minghong, and she was already seventy-four years old.
It was also after inquiries that everyone knew that her wife, Bai Yun's father-in-law, had passed away three years ago, and she moved back after that, and now lives with her son, that is, Bai Yun's husband.
After the general understanding of the recent situation, it is rare to get together, except for avoiding the topic of white clouds, you say a word to me, and the atmosphere is very harmonious.
However, after three rounds of drinking, putting down the wine glass, Bai Changsheng's eyes were red: "Sister-in-law, you don't know, I suddenly couldn't see you and my eldest brother back then, and we were sad for a while, and we always felt that we could see you the next day." "
"I don't want to move either, it's your eldest brother who insists on moving. Except for the wide brim of her hat, Lin Hong's true face is very kind, but the deep wrinkles at the center of her eyebrows reveal the indelible sadness in her heart.
"Why do you want to move?" Zhou Ji's tongue was already crooked.
Sighing, Lin Hong looked up at Xiang Chunzao: "At that time, I was almost stunned, I always felt that Yun'er was not dead, she was still working in the unit, and I always wanted to find her." "
Xiang Chun nodded early, but didn't know what to say.
"My wife was afraid that if I continued to live there, I would really go crazy, so she forced me to move to the countryside. Lin Hong continued.
"Big brother did the right thing, change places, and it's okay slowly. Picking up the cup, Li Jun took a big sip of beer to himself, "Time is the best healing medicine." "
Healing?Lin Hong paused and shook his head: "How can there be such a spiritual medicine? I haven't completely recovered yet." "
Lannie is right, it should be an untieable heart knot!
I can't let the old man endure endless torture anymore, and he secretly wondered to Chunzao, how can he ask what to ask? After all, once he opens his mouth, it is equivalent to revealing the scars, is it too cruel for the old man who is over the age of old? However, if you don't ask clearly, how can you know where to start? Yes, there is!
"Auntie, is that silk fan from Baiyun?" made up his mind and asked softly to Chunzao.
"It's hers, it's my son's birthday present, and she loves it. Stunned for a moment, as if she saw her daughter-in-law holding a fan again, she was very happy, and the corners of Lin Hong's mouth raised a smile.
Turning around, Xiang Chunzao took out the book of "Proverbs of Life" from his bag, and gently put it in Lin Hong's hand: "This is the book she left me, and there are bookmarks, I have always kept them." ”
"I see, no wonder you stopped when you saw the fan. Thinking about it, I don't know why, when I went out in the morning, I suddenly turned out a fan and took it on my body, and after a while, you came. Opening the book, taking out the bookmark, and looking at it carefully, Lin Hong was reluctant to take his eyes away.
"Auntie, I think, it was Baiyun who let us meet. Xiang Chunzao tried to restrain his emotions.
"Yes, Chunzao is right. We both kept her stuff and seeing these was like seeing her. Lin Hong looked up at Xiang Chunzao, her wrinkled eyes flashed with tears, "You all blame me!" More than 20 years have passed, I can't let go, my Yun'er, and my grandson who is not alive." "
"Grandson?" Xiang Chunzao's voice was very soft, like a feather falling to the ground.
"At dinner that day, Yun'er told me that she had gone to the hospital in the afternoon and found out that she was pregnant, which made me very happy. Thinking that the weather was bad and afraid of freezing her, I added a few more coal billets. Who knows, who knows, it will cause a big disaster, one night's hard work, and three lives are gone. Tears were still flickering in her eyes, and Lin Hong's voice was hoarse.
"Mother Lin!" Lan Ni pounced, lying on Lin Hong's lap and crying.
Why? Why is Lanny so sad?
What a disaster! Xiang Chunzao immediately thought that it was these four words that touched Lanni's bottom line, and reminded her of her unintentional loss of her mother again!
Squatted down, pressed against Lan Ni's back, patted it gently, and then, straightened up, looked down at Lin Hong, who was looking down at him, and Xiang Chunzao's eyes were full of regret: "Auntie, Lan Ni, listen to me, okay?"
"Yes, listen to Chunzao. Bai Changsheng leaned on Li Jun and frowned.
Actually, this sentence is also for myself. Holding Lin Hong's hands, he said to Chunzao, "No one wants to make mistakes, no one wants to cause trouble, but no one is perfect, who doesn't make mistakes? Who doesn't cause trouble? "
"yes, stop beating yourself. Li Jun glanced at Han Qiushi meaningfully as he spoke.
"Spring morning, don't squat, get up quickly! You're right, life has to go on, Auntie will get better, I can't go on like this, if I continue like this, I will really miss my son." Lin Hong's tears fell on Lan Ni's ears.
Raising her head, Lan Ni's eyes were blurred with tears: "Auntie, what's wrong with your son?"
He couldn't forget Yun'er, and he didn't get married and have a son until five years ago. But as soon as I saw the little boy, I missed Yun'er and the poor grandson who went with her even more, and I often kept silent, not daring to hug the little boy, and naturally snubbed my daughter-in-law. Thinking about how stupid I am, knowing that my son is uncomfortable, doesn't this add pressure to him?" Wiping the tears on Lanni's face, Lin Hong held back her tears.
Oh, I see. Not only Lannie, but everyone here sighed deeply in their hearts when they thought like this.
"Don't keep squatting, come here. "This is an expectant mother, she can't move the fetus, Wang Manli, who has red circles under her eyes, picked up Lanny and landed on the chair.
Xiang Chunzao also returned to his seat, and at a glance he saw Han Qiushi looking at him, and quickly lowered his head and took a sip of water.
"Okay, okay, today is a good day, what a happy thing it is to see each other! Don't cry anymore, come, let's toast together." Bai Changsheng raised his wine glass, "Gangzi, please fill it for everyone." "
With a sniff, Wu Gang circled around the table, put down two empty beer bottles, and sat back in his chair.
"Sister-in-law, let's say a few words. "It's not early, it's here today, Bai Changsheng looked at Lin Hong with a smile.
"Although Yun'er is gone, I can still see you from afar, and when I see you all well, I have a head, really. Thank you, especially Chunzao, you are right, it must be Yun'er who let us meet, she must also hope that I can get better, so I must change my ways, no longer blame myself, and spend the rest of my life well. With tears in her calm and peaceful eyes, Lin Hong smiled.
Warm applause rang out, the heart was full of emotion, everyone felt the same way, thinking of their own past, who has not made a mistake? Who has not caused trouble? It is good to change it, after all, there is no turning back, only to continue to move forward, there is no choice!