Chapter Ninety-Eight

Is it scared? Is it helpless?

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It's just that the voice in her heart is telling her that she can't show weakness in front of him!

She stared at him like this, and finally after gradually getting used to the darkness, she saw his obsidian-like deep eyes clearly, less indifferent than usual, but looking at it, she resisted more and more in her heart.

Pursed his lips: "Why did you suddenly remember to ask this?"

After the infinite waves in her heart, the words she said were surprisingly bland, which made her herself a little surprised, but her face had already put away the previous shock and complexity.

Not only her, but even Xie Bai was stunned when he saw her like this. Zheng was stunned for a moment, but did not answer her words, and continued to repeat the previous question: "Do you like me?"

"You know, I'm not Fu Jiayue, I've always been ......"

She struggled to explain that he was the only one who knew the truth all along, and that he shouldn't have ......

But he was interrupted by Xie Bai and said, "I know, from beginning to end, from the moment your souls are entangled, I know. I just want to know, do you like me?"

The last sentence is a little fast and a little heavy because of eagerness.

It was like a hammer hitting her heart, making her already heavy heart even more embarrassed.

Fu Jiayue shook her head and lowered her eyes: "I don't know." ”

A gloom flashed in Xie Bai's eyes, and he said, "Then do you like him?"

"Xie Bai, don't ask me that, okay? I'm a little scared. She prayed almost earnestly, and the words were already crying, and the moistness in the corners of her eyes strongly reminded her that it was all really terrible.

Seeing that she looked like she was about to cry in the next second, Xie Bai sneered: "Hehe, so, you like him." Whether it's Jia Yue or you, you all like him?"

With frowning brows, she forcibly let go of the complexity in her heart, and asked in the calmest tone, "Xie Bai, what's wrong with you?"

But she didn't know that the more she was at such a time, the more her calm would make him think that it was her indifference to this.

Almost mockingly, he said: "He is really persistent, he actually came to Xie Mansion to make you happy." ”

Hearing this, Fu Jiayue's face changed suddenly: "You know, you didn't do anything to him, did you?" Xie Bai?"

Pain!

There seemed to be a cone pain in his heart, spreading from the center, like silver needles gradually penetrating his nerves, and he couldn't resist it at all.

Xie Bai sneered: "Am I so unbearable in your heart?"

With a clear sound in her heart, Fu Jiayue suddenly realized that what she had just said was inappropriate, and hurriedly explained: "No, it's not...... He's been badly injured and can't afford to do it any more, thank you ......"

However, even she herself felt that she didn't know what to say.

In Xie Bai's ears, it was more like a mockery of him as a loser.

A faint word: "He is not worth my shot yet." ”

"Xie Bai?"

"Is it all fake?" came the voice that was so cold that it almost fell into the ice abyss.

Fu Jiayue was a little confused for a while: "What?"

"Did you show me all the truth before? You let me eat Yangchun noodles on my back, you snuggled up to me and told me about your brother, the concern you showed when I had a cold attack, and the displeasure you just showed...... Are all of these fake?"

He had barely said such a long sentence to her, and the last sentence was even more uttered because of his heartache.

"Xie Bai, listen to me, I ......"

Xie Bai interrupted her with a smile: "Actually, it's funny, how can I think that I will like you? Specifically, when did I like you? Maybe it was when you were seriously injured because of me, but you were still protecting me, maybe it was when you were trying your best to escape from my hands, and I gradually felt a little unable to control you, maybe it was when you were in rags on your wedding day, crying and calling for me to save Qiao Yushu, maybe, when I watched the two of you look at each other and laugh under the begonia tree......"

After a pause, Xie Bai moved his gaze back to her, and between his eyes, his self-deprecating words slowly squeezed out: "To be honest, I think you are very compatible, like fate." When Jia Yue was there, she liked him, and it was still the same when she was you.

However, I began to feel jealous, and I felt strange and uncomfortable that I had never felt before. I wanted to run away at one point, I thought about seeing you again, but I was like I was obsessed, even though I knew that seeing you might be worse. But, hell of you, I always want to look at you. Even if I look at it from afar, even if you don't know I exist, I want to come here......"

Seeing her eyes gradually turn to coldness, self-deprecation, from the previous uneasiness, urgency, and anxiety, as if she didn't care anymore, Xie Bai's originally cold heart was anxious.

Waiting coldly for a moment, seeing that he had nothing more to say, Fu Jiayue sneered: "You once told me that the reason for imprisoning me was because of the secret on Fu Jiayue's body, this is not fake after all, right?"

She hated herself a little now, hated herself for almost forgetting what he had done before, whether intentionally or unintentionally, he had hurt her severely.

Almost, almost she was about to break the promise she had given herself.

Now, she should rejoice, right?

"To be honest, I've lived for 50 years, and I've never liked anyone. But I still know what it's like to like it. Perhaps, I like you a little, but it's also superficial. I'm not a delicate person, and my ideas are very vulgar. I don't have much resistance to beautiful men, maybe ......"

"Tell me the reason!" said coldly, no hurry, only waiting.

He didn't believe it!

Yes, she doesn't believe it either!

But what does it matter?

After all, life always needs lies, and if she can live this life intact in lies, she would rather do so.

Fu Jiayue sneered: "What reason does this need?"

"You're making excuses!"

"Nope!"

"You have!"

His gaze was full of scrutiny, and she was full of evasion.

From the original firmness, to the later as if to be seen through, the feeling of turmoil in her heart hit again.

Almost with all her strength, she glared at him fiercely, and she slammed into her feet to leave.

Almost at the same time, he grabbed her arm.

She tried hard to shake off him, but she couldn't shake off his restraints.

Turning her head suddenly, her eyes were filled with tears, and she almost shouted hysterically at him: "I hate your selfishness! You've never cared about the feelings of anyone other than yourself. You know that I care about my brother very much, you know that the most important purpose of returning Yang is to find my brother, you know that my brother occupies an indelible position in my heart, you know that if I can't find him again, maybe, he should really be in danger of his life, you know that if this is the case, I may not be able to see him again when I am trapped in the yang world......

However, it is selfish as you are, for your own wishes, oh no, it should be said that it is for the sake of the common people of the world, for the sake of the so-called common people of the world in your mouth, you selfishly deprived me of the right to find my brother. You know what's one thing, it's one thing to find it or not, but if I miss it just because of me, I'll regret it for the rest of my life!

What is the so-called world of the people, what does it matter to me? They are human beings, I am also human beings, I have my own joys, sorrows, and sorrows, and I have my own people who I care about. What does their so-called life and death have to do with me? You have said that I am selfish, but I have said that you are even more, you can sacrifice yourself for the sake of the common people in the world, but you cannot impose this desire on me. It wasn't my fault that I came to this body, and if it weren't for you, I wouldn't ......."

"You said it...... It turns out that I really feel so unbearable in your heart, perhaps, more than I think in my heart. ”

A faint word, full of bitterness.

Feeling the strength of the gripping arm getting lighter, Fu Jiayue chuckled and shook it off: "Yes, you have always looked down on yourself! I am not like a woman in the capital whose memory only stays in one reincarnation, and the so-called love and love are just ridiculous in my opinion." Compared to family affection, compared to me, family affection that will never be forgotten in several lifetimes, I prefer to choose it!"

Hearing this, Xie Bai chuckled and said, "So, you want to use this as an excuse to convince you to avoid me." ”

There is no longer the loneliness in his eyes, as if it was not him just now.

Seeing that he didn't care as if he was provocative, Fu Jiayue gritted her teeth: "You are not only selfish, you are also very narcissistic!"

Xie Bai gently shook the wristbell on his wrist, and almost at the same time, the wristbells of both of them made a nice and crisp sound that was no different, and the jingling bells echoed in the quiet and slightly lonely room at the moment, and it sounded like a heavenly sound.

The sound echoed in her head like a magic sound, and it couldn't be forgotten.

The heavier Fu Jiayue's silver teeth became, the more she grabbed her wristbell with her other hand, trying to rip it off.

However, even if you force so hard that there are red marks on your wrists, it is in vain.

As soon as he grasped her restless little hand, Xie Bai's eyes appeared with unprecedented heat: "Since he can pursue you again, you can also open your heart and start accepting him, then I can also pursue you from now on, without you agreeing! As you said, I am also selfish, then I have to do what I think will satisfy me according to what I think in my heart." ”

"Y-don't ...... that"

"Shameless, aren't you? You're the first person to say I'm, oh no, the first person to want to say I'm shameless. But because it's you, I don't care! Selfish people have weaknesses, don't you?"

There was frivolity in her tone, as if she was learning her usual tone, although it was not strange, but it suddenly gave birth to a sense of intimacy.

In my heart, it was like a long-drought desert suddenly ushered in a warm current, and the scorching heat was a little suffocating, and it was extremely uncomfortable.

Actually, she didn't think that much of him.

It's not that she hasn't seen the scenes of people being displaced, and although she has not experienced those hardships, she can also experience them from her heart.

It's just that in front of him, she can't control the little points in her heart at all, and a little problem seems to magnify, making her lose her original direction, as if she has no idea, and the only thing left is to escape.

So, she simply stretched out her arm and pointed at the door: "You go out! I'm going to sleep!"

"You're my wife!"

"Get out!"

"This is Xie Fu!"

"Get me out!"

"This is my bedroom!"

Fu Jiayue: ......

"Can't I hide if I can't be provoked? You won't leave, will you? Then I'll go!"

"I told you, you're my wife!"

He took her hand again, and the strong force pulled her away from his body a little closer, and his thin lips attached to her ears, and whispered: "Mother has already discovered something between us, if you go out again, things will not be easy!"

The heat lingered around the ears, and the crispy numbness immediately spread to the whole body, and the cheeks seemed to be slightly red due to the heat generated by the proximity.

In a hurry, Fu Jiayue pushed him away again, and said angrily: "That's your business!"

Xie Bai's other hand easily wrapped around her waist, bringing her body closer to her. When the body is close to each other, the two can feel each other's heartbeat and unique breath.

I saw Xie Bai gently drop a kiss between her foreheads: "But I'm selfish." ”

Fu Jiayue: I ......

Gently using her skill, Fu Jiayue lost her center of gravity, and a piece of moonlight floated in front of her, and she was easily taken back to the bed.

Impartially, it was where she slept yesterday, and he lay quietly as if nothing had happened.

She gritted her silver teeth and looked at his side face in annoyance, but she could only hear him say lightly: "Sleep." ”

Then he naturally closed his eyes, and didn't even look at her.

Fu Jiayue: ......

For a moment, just when she couldn't hold back the fighting eyelids and thought that he had fallen asleep, she heard his salty voice ring in her ears again: "If you are too cold, I don't mind sleeping with you." ”

Fu Jiayue: I mind!

As it turned out, she really misjudged him!

Gao Leng?

It's just appearances!

The original belly black is his true face!

She really underestimated him!

These more than 50 years of bubble beauty male strategy are really in vain! It's really white that there are so many little white faces in the underworld!

The most terrible thing about the original man is not to pretend to be a pig and eat a tiger, but to be a tiger, but to bully you with the ferocity of a tiger all day long, so that you have no place to turn over at any time.

The autumn leaves are really cold, and the wild cats that used to rest on the eaves can no longer be found.

A gust of evening breeze blows, except for the startled chirping, only the sound of clusters of fallen leaves, mixed with the occasional falling night rain, moistens the dry air, and brings a bit of coolness.

God, it's really cold.

When he woke up on the second day, Xie Bai was gone as before.

Fu Jiayue habitually touched the bed next to her, but unexpectedly found that there was still a little heat on the bed.

"Today I will not go to the morning court. ”

A familiar voice came from not far away, and she was startled when she heard it.

Reflexively turning her head, she saw Xie Bai approaching her with a washbasin.

Seeing this, Fu Jiayue's cheeks turned red, like a stealing cat being caught, her fingers clutched the hem of her clothes, and she was a little overwhelmed. (To be continued.) )