Chapter 36 The So-called Field Activities (Part II)
The four of them sat on the riverside not far away after eating, Zhai Ran and Lu Yu also took a bottle of wine by themselves, and sang about the wine in the moonlight, of course, it was Zhai Ran who sang, Xia Midou also hummed along, and a song was sung with the most classic lines, which was simply a love song skewer.
"The atmosphere is so good, why don't you sing a few words?" Zhai Ran touched the wine bottle in Lu Yu's hand with the wine bottle and said.
"I'm afraid of stealing the limelight from you. ”
Zhai Ran glanced at Lu Yu, then leaned back and asked Liuying, "Do you want to listen to your Lu Yu sing?"
The appearance of Lu Yu singing appeared in Liuying's head, his voice should be very good when he sings, and there was a trace of anticipation in his heart, so he immediately nodded, "Yes, but our Lu Yu is more shy." ”
Zhai Ran gave a thumbs up to Liuying behind Lu Yu, Lu Xun looked sideways at Liuying and said, "Didn't you always say that I was shameless?"
Xia Midou laughed out loud on the side, Liuying leaned up and looked up, only five fingers wide away from Lu Yu, Lu Yu was teased by Liuying's sudden approach, "... What's wrong?"
Liuying pursed her lips, said "It's a little normal" and turned around.
"I'll sing to you. ”
"Really?" Liuying looked expectant, and Xia Midou poked her head with a look of hatred.
“… I hope to be healthy, because I promised that if I want you to live a perfect life, I might as well take care of yourself and don't get you involved. I hope to be healthy, because I don't want to, to see you cry for my worries, in case you are more haggard than I am, how can you enjoy the taste of love. I have also wasted my time, and even recklessly regarded death as home, but because I fell in love with you, I began to yearn for a long life..."
Lu Yu's singing voice lingered on the silent riverside, and it was the first time that Liuying saw him singing affectionately, which made her can't help but indulge in it, and Liuying didn't realize that she really loved him very much until this time. She remembered every look, every action, and every word in his heart, he was too dazzling, and she was just an inconspicuous one among ordinary people, she didn't know why he fell in love with her.
After Lu Yu finished singing, the three of them applauded, "I can't see it, Mr. Lu, you can't sing patiently, the company's activities are all Mr. Yan and Mr. Ning, you are too wasteful of your skills." ”
"I'm only willing to sing to Liuying. ”
Xia Mi Doupi said with a smile: "The sour smell of love." ”
"Each other, each other. ”
It wasn't until Xia Midou felt a little cold and asked Zhai Ran to accompany her back that Liuying and Lu Yu had time to be alone.
"Are you unhappy today?" Liu Ying had long wanted to ask Lu Yu, but she never had a chance.
Lu Yu nodded, "Hmm." ”
"Why aren't you happy?"
"Because of you. Lu Yu replied without thinking.
Liuying thought about it, she didn't seem to do anything to be sorry for him, they didn't meet until they got off work today, and then they rushed here non-stop, and nothing special happened.
Before Liuying could think about it, Lu Yu turned to look at her, lowered his eyelids and whispered, "I'm jealous of Li Songyuan because you let him be so enthusiastic about you. ”
Liuying didn't turn this corner for a while, "What's the matter with Li Songyuan?"
Lu Yu looked at the lights in the camping area on the riverside and asked Liuying, "Do you know why I chose the name Jianghuo?"
Hotaru shook her head.
"Mountain flowers are like embroidered cheeks, and river fires are like fireflies. ”
Liuying's heart suddenly beat suddenly, her palms were sweating but she didn't know it, why didn't she think of this, the river was like a firefly, Liuying was stunned for a long time and didn't know what to say, yes, Lu Yu liked her before she knew him, how lucky she was, she liked him.
"You don't always know why I'm jealous of Yang Shu, because in the two years in Nairobi, he was so easy to meet the person I had been thinking about for a long time. I'm jealous of Li Songyuan, because someone like him who doesn't matter can have unbridled enthusiasm for you. But I can only restrain all my passion and all my thoughts about you, because I am afraid of losing you, and I can't bear this loss. Do you know? I think of you when I'm busy, I only think about you when I'm free, I can dream about you more than seven times a week, I can't control myself at all, I can't stand others being nice to you, I think it's robbery when others touch you. Tell me, how can I stop suffering from such gains and losses? Just like now, I'm obviously unhappy but I'm afraid that you'll be angry with me and anxious to explain to you. ”
This is probably the first time that Lu Yu has expressed his personal emotions so strongly, since he is a graduate student in psychology, it is difficult to resist the turbulent waves in his heart, and Liuying can always set off a storm in his heart so easily, just like a few years ago.
Liuying remembered what Xia Midou once said that she and Zhai Ran always suffered from gains and losses together, because she loved him very much, and her love for him always did not get the same response from him, so she and Zhai Ran were particularly insecure together. Is this the case with Lu Yu? He told her twice that he was scared, was it because he didn't feel that he had received the same response? Liuying wondered, is it her problem? She always can't learn to take the initiative, is that so?
"You don't have to be jealous of them. Liuying pinched her fingers and plucked up her courage to say, "Maybe I forgot to tell you before, I think that falling in love is enough once in a lifetime." ”
Lu Yu didn't seem to feel more comfortable because of Liuying's words, but his eyes became deeper, but it was only a few seconds, he changed his expression and said, "Then let's get married, this is the only way I can think of." ”
Liu Ying was frightened by Lu Yu's words, to be honest, she hadn't thought of marrying Lu Yu yet, in fact, she longed for a family more than anyone else, but because she was still apprehensive about what Dr. Chen said, she didn't dare to think about it at all, because once they got married, they might face more serious problems with each other, and she was afraid of hurting Lu Yu for her own reasons, which was the last thing she wanted. She is so dependent on Lu Yu, she is afraid that the life she just looked forward to will be ruined.
"I ......"
"Let's go, it's too cold to sit here, don't catch a cold. ”
Lu Yu stood up and reached out to pull Liu Ying, and then led her to the direction of the tent, just a few steps before he saw Zhai Ran and Xia Midou kissing, Liu Ying stood in place and felt very embarrassed, not knowing whether to take the next step. Lu Yu squeezed her hand, and her eyes signaled her not to disturb them, so Liuying pretended not to see it, and followed Lu Yu back to the river.
"Let's walk around. ”
"Eh, Midou said before that Zhai Ran had found a new girlfriend, but it didn't take long for them to be together again, what's the situation?" Liu Ying never asked Xia Midou about it, and then she encountered emotional problems again, so she forgot about it.
He deliberately did it for Xia Midou to see, originally wanted to stimulate her, but Xia Midou never went to him, and now he couldn't sit still, so he could only change from passive to active. ”
Liuying smiled, Zhai Ran should still love Midou very much, "It should have been like this a long time ago, if there is a misunderstanding, it would be good to make it clear at the beginning, lest the misunderstanding get deeper and deeper." ”
"What do you think?"
"Well, I need to spend a lot of time thinking and understanding, it's like doing a lot of work, so I don't like to make things too complicated. ”
Lu Yu stopped and asked, "Then what will you do if there is a misunderstanding between the two of us?"
Liuying didn't hesitate, "I'll ask you directly." ”
Lu Yu chuckled lightly, rubbed the hair on her forehead, he looked into her eyes, her eyes were smiling, and only he was the only one in them, he hoped that this kind of moment would be more distant and long. He couldn't help but get close to her, she seemed to realize what he was going to do, a little nervous, a little scared, but she didn't intend to push him away, just as he was about to get close to the corner of her lips, the phone rang inappropriately, and she immediately took two steps back, probably feeling a little shy and turned her back.
"Hey, brother. When Liuying picked up the phone, her heart was still like a deer.
"Where are you? I went home early and didn't see you. ”
Liuying patted her head, and actually forgot to tell Shen Youxia about her participation in this outdoor activity, "I forgot to tell you that I participated in a field activity in the past two days and went home early the day after tomorrow." ”
"What kind of field activities, where is it, with whom?" Shen Youxia asked a long list.
"Me and Midou, brother, don't worry. Liu Ying didn't know how to explain to Shen Youxia, she told Shen Qiuzhong not to say anything, and she didn't know if Shen Qiuzhong told him. But she didn't lie, she did talk to Xia Midou.
"Go to some outdoor activities, are you two girls safe if you don't know each other?"
"Brother, don't worry, we still have a tour guide, safe. ”
"Okay, you guys pay more attention, you don't sleep well, try to stay in a better hotel outside, call me if there is anything and I'll pick you up." ”
"Okay, got it, we live in a five-star house. Liuying thought to herself, it's a five-star, but it's not a five-star hotel, it's a five-star tent.
Liuying hung up the phone before turning to face Lu Yu again, "I'm sorry, I can't tell my brother that I'm with you right now." ”
"Well, I know. ”
"But it's not because of you, it's because of Senior Zhou. Liuying sighed before saying.
"Zhou Yibing?
Liuying said slightly apologetically, "You also saw it at the last dinner, my brother didn't like him very much, so he even took you to classify him." ”
"Actually, Zhai Ran and I haven't seen him for a long time, and he deliberately distanced himself from us after graduating from college. But why doesn't your brother like him so much?"
"It's because ......" Liuying said to her lips but didn't say it, did she want to tell Lu Yu about forging the psychological examination report, "because...... They have a bit of a personal vendetta. ”
Liuying still didn't tell Lu Yu about the psychological examination report, and it was over after this matter, she thought.