seems to have fallen into a strange circle, from the day after returning from the wedding, Xiang Chun has already become a person, and suddenly he is alone. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

Three days have passed, and there has been no shadow of Han Qiushi's family of three.

Xiang Chunzao was very strange, and he couldn't directly find out the roots, he asked once on the grounds of buying vegetables, Han Qiushi said that his old mother had a lamb in her body and missed her children very much, and they wanted to accompany her, so they didn't come to dinner, I'm sorry for the trouble I caused her during this time, twelve points of thanks, and after that, there was no sound.

Twelve points of gratitude? How can you be so polite? As a child and grandchild, it is natural to accompany and take care of the sick elderly, what is there to be embarrassed about? Put down the phone, smiled, Xiang Chunzao didn't think much about it.

However, from the evening of the fourth day, why do you hear voices but do not see people?

When they came back, they should have had dinner, and they only heard the sound of chaotic footsteps, but they could not hear the children's laughter, and they opened and closed the door very lightly.

Even if you turn off the TV, you can't hear the sound of children running around playing, and you can't hear the occasional sound of Han Qiushi restraining children, it's surprisingly quiet, if something doesn't fall, there is really an illusion that there is no one living upstairs.

Looking down from the window, you can also see their figures, but the two children look wilted and rarely jump.

What's the matter? How can there be no sound in the house when there are people living there? Is it being cautious? What can this look be if it is not hiding from itself?

But why is this happening? It's so abnormal, there must be some reason, otherwise, what are you doing hiding from yourself?

Xiang Chun pondered and meditated early, but he couldn't understand it.

Even if you accompany the elderly and don't have time to come over for dinner, it shouldn't be a series of doors, and there is no time to speak, not to mention that there are puppies that tug at the hearts of the two children.

Xiao Rui is a child who hates to eat and sleep with the puppy, what happened? Can you bear to leave the puppy and ignore it?

No, no, it's too abnormal, it doesn't make sense.

The two children are at the age of naughty, and it is incredible to listen obediently all of a sudden, and Xiaoxiang likes to stick to himself so much, and suddenly disappears from his side, which is really uncomfortable, and he always feels empty.

Entering middle age, she still feels like this, what will she be like as a little girl? Mental illness has not fully recovered, is there no harm in the face of such separation?

And Qiu Shi, who didn't see his car at work, what about others? Don't you go to work? Take leave to take care of your mother again? Or does he not have a love for himself as a man and a woman, but just for the sake of his children?

It turned out that there was nothing to do, but recently I realized my own intentions, and I was afraid that I would not handle it well and damage the feelings of my colleagues and neighbors, so I deliberately distanced myself? That day, by the stream, the unspoken words interrupted by Xiaorui would remind myself to pay attention to proportion?

No, he had never shown the slightest hint of admiration, he couldn't have noticed anything, how could he remind him? So, what was he trying to tell himself? Why was he still red-faced at the time?

What happened? Without warning, it was like this, which caught Xiang Chunzao off guard and was at a loss.

In addition to resting, except for breakfast, Xiang Lei eats in "Nishan Xiaozhu", and when he comes home, he basically comes home after nine o'clock in the evening.

It doesn't matter if a person eats or doesn't eat dinner, or what they eat.

Xiang Chun ran out of motivation early, so he became lazy. After a few days, I returned to the state at the beginning of the divorce, and I no longer had to bother thinking about what food to buy and what to cook. The time after work suddenly becomes leisurely, so light that it is boring, and I don't know how to pass the time when I am bored.

Even puppies have become lazy.

I don't like to eat, drink or play, I lie on the edge of the sofa and wilt, even if I go out for a walk, I don't have the joy anymore, I go around with my tail between my legs, and when I finish pulling away, I run home, like someone who hides it at home and waits.

Every time I heard the footsteps of the children, I wagged my tail violently, ran to the door and waited, until the sound of the door closing upstairs sounded, and then I drooped my head and slowly lay down, nestled on the side of the sofa, my eyes full of disappointment and frustration.

Occasionally, there is a cry of grievance, which makes people feel distressed to listen to. The puppy has lovesickness, right? I can't see the person I want to see, but the poor one is getting thinner day by day, and Xiang Chunzao is a little anxious, thinking that if it is still in this situation tomorrow, it is time to see a doctor.

How did a good day come to this? What went wrong? In the dead of night, lying in bed, tossing and turning towards the early spring, unable to sleep at night.

What happened to Qiu Shi? There was no more news after a phone call.

During this time, we get along very well, tacit and natural, no need to speak, often know what to do with a glance, such days are plain and warm.

has already understood his heart, and he is really in love with him.

From the bottom of my heart, I hope to get his response, but after all, the age gap is in the middle, not to mention how the power of the world will hinder the pace of progress, that is, I am still in the process of resisting, and I have no determination to overcome the past.

I always think that no matter whether I become a real family or not, as long as I can still live by Qiushi's side with cold and heat, I will be very happy and content.

Xiang Chunzao kept numbing himself in his mind, and he couldn't allow himself to have any extravagant thoughts.

However, in the face of the situation of being close at hand but not seeing each other, picking up the mobile phone, again and again, entangled in dialing or putting down, thinking again and again, he avoided it, there must be a reason, he took the initiative to call, if it is still perfunctory, will it be embarrassing?

What to do? Just keep waiting?

Otherwise, when they go up and down the stairs, open the door and go out, and see what they say.

No, you can't do this! Everything has a cause and effect, and you must never do anything that you are not sure of, you can't! You must be clear that you are no longer young, you can't tolerate willfulness and arrogance, and you must leave enough way out of what you say and do, so that you can have the opportunity to go on calmly.

Truth is truth after all, reality can't be escaped, this doesn't work, that doesn't work, what should I do? Wait to go crazy? Close the bedroom door, sit alone in the night, sit in a daze, don't want to do anything.

Xiang Chunzao felt like a trapped beast, trapped in the shackles of a hunter, unable to break free or cry out. Even the daily creations were stagnant, and I couldn't write a single word. The brain is empty, the thinking is scattered, and the whole person is free, as if it has become an empty shell, walking every day.