Chapter 248
The air seemed to be frozen, and Ling Zhanchi's question seemed to go straight to the heart, which actually made Liu Su feel a little chilled, she just blurted out the words in a hurry, but her words touched Ling Zhanchi's nerves.
"You must understand, Ling Zhanchi, I just want to start over. It was Liu Su who broke the silence, and this silence made her feel timid.
Why didn't he want to start over? Ling Zhanchi's eyes were fixed on the road in front of him, the steering wheel turned, and he passed one corner after another......
Liu Su returned to City A, two days earlier than Liu Mingsheng expected, before dinner, Su Cen asked her to wake up, pushed open the door, Liu Su just opened his eyes.
"Woke up?" Su Cen sat down in front of Liu Su and touched her hair, her daughter's loneliness was the last thing she wanted to see.
"Can't sleep......" Liu Su was more like a wronged child at this time, and the person who had been lingering in her heart was standing in front of her, but she ...... Can't do it!
"Koji called home three times, saying that you didn't answer the phone, he looked anxious," Su Cen of course knows Liu Su's thoughts, at Liu Su's age, she feels that she can't do anything, in fact, she has lived most of her life, and she will be the "happy" in the eyes of others, "Actually, Koji is very good." ”
"Mom," Liu Su's tone was a little disgusted, "You only have Dad, it's a lucky thing." You don't understand how hard I feel right now......"
In Liu Su's eyes, they should love each other, at least Liu Mingsheng loves Su Cen, since she is sensible, as long as her mother says something, her father always doesn't care about her. But if a man's love is measured in this way, it is obvious that Ling Zhanchi does not love her, and the man who loves her will not give up an inch of land, let alone be aggressive!
Su Cen looked at Liu Su with tears pouring down, remembering himself back then, crying is a woman's last catharsis, helpless, helpless, reluctant, and let go...... After crying, he seems to be able to understand how he should make choices and trade-offs, and I hope Liu Su can too.
"Why do you all think I'm good, only he doesn't think so. Liu Su was still sobbing, "It seems that I said that nothing is right, and what I do is not right, I thought that I would cherish it more when I started again, but I didn't know what I should do or what I could do in front of him, why couldn't he look at me? Gu Xiyan is gone, why can't he look at me......
Su Cen quietly listened to Liu Su's nagging complaints, these were probably the words that she didn't have the courage to question Ling Zhanchi, nesting in her heart, it was not her temperament, at home, in front of her, she could be unscrupulous.
"You have something you can't let go, he has something he can't let go, Koji can't get rid of what you have in your heart, and you can't get rid of what is in his heart," Su Cen took out a tissue and handed it to Liu Su, "No one can force anyone to feel the feelings in your heart, you are in a hurry." ”
If the moon is full, it will be lacking, if the water is full, it will overflow, and if you want to be fast, you will not reach it...... Liu Su understands these truths, but looking at Su Cen, he is still puzzled and anxious? Of course he is in a hurry, finally Ling Zhanchi and Gu Xiyan are going their separate ways, if they don't seize the opportunity at this time, do they have to wait for the next Gu Xiyan to appear?
"Your good, Ling Zhanchi naturally keeps it in mind, why do you always have to talk about it?" Su Cen touched Liu Su's tear-stained face, full of love, she naturally couldn't see her daughter's pain and entanglement, but she couldn't force her feelings, "It's not difficult for you to want his person, and the heart is the most rare!"
When Liu Mingsheng heard these words outside the door, he suddenly felt bored, went downstairs silently, sat at the dining table, and ate alone. Heart is the most rare, yes, a woman can marry you, can have children with you, but not have a heart with you......
Su Cen walked down from upstairs and was a little surprised to see Liu Mingsheng in the restaurant, he came back earlier than usual.
"Liu Su won't come down to eat?" Liu Mingsheng put down the dishes and chopsticks and watched Su Cen sit down next to him.
"She said she wanted to sleep. "What I said just now may have an effect on Liu Su, Liu Su decided to go back to Japan after the year, finish her studies first, and there are cooperation projects, anyway, Ling Zhanchi can't go anywhere," she will go back after the year. ”
"Go back?" Liu Mingsheng looked at Su Cen, she would always come out to stir up the situation, her world was wiped spotless, but where did so much water come from in this mortal pile? Who didn't curl up and dodge and compromise and move forward?
"Don't you think Hao Er is more suitable for Liu Su than Ling Zhanchi?" Su Cen took care of himself and chewed slowly.
"More suitable?" Liu Mingsheng playfully tasted these words, "An illegitimate child?"
"I don't have your big picture, but Liu Su can't be a pawn at any time, and you can't be pinched around. Su Cen put the bowl down and lost his appetite, Liu Mingsheng always spread the darkest things directly in front of her like this, he was not emotionally rewarded, and naturally he didn't want her to have any sensual enjoyment.
"I'm helping her get what she wants. Liu Mingsheng believes that feelings and careers, a man's balance must be tilted like the latter, if it has not been tilted for a while, it can only be that the weight is not attractive enough, "get along day and night, feelings can always be cultivated." ”
"Is it what Liu Su wants or what do you want?" Su Cen scoffed at Liu Mingsheng's words, and he said that "feelings can always be cultivated", I'm afraid that even he can't deceive himself!" Ling Zhanchi can't be obediently your money-making tool. ”
"If it's a son-in-law, it's a family, and it's natural for a family to help each other, how do you know that he doesn't want to use this opportunity to go to the next level?" Liu Mingsheng smugly tapped his fingers on the table, as if everything was planned.
The sound of knocking on the table, frequent and intensive, made Su Cen very upset, stood up, and the figure disappeared into the bedroom, this man has been manipulating other people's lives for his use from beginning to end......
Ling Zhanchi has passed the loneliest year in the past 30 years, and the most lively time is a few days before the New Year, Xue Zimo accompanied him to have a small drink, and everything seemed to return to when they were young.
From time to time, Shifang's small hand waving next to the wine glass appeared, Shifang opened his mouth very early, and he could already call "uncle" vaguely, Ren Xue's words didn't seem to be much, and there was no restriction on Xue Zimo's drinking, so that the two of them had fun!
Chinese New Year's Eve seemed to be particularly difficult, Ling Zhanchi looked at Aunt Ling's portrait and felt that after sitting for a long time, the sky was not yet bright.
That was the first time he felt that being alone was a sad thing, in the quiet of the night, he couldn't hear the sound of firecrackers, he couldn't see the family reunion, and there was no one related to him in the lights of thousands of homes, not a single one......
Ling Zhanchi had a feeling that he was about to be drowned, and on such a night, he had only one thought: he was going to Sydney!
At this time, it is not winter in Sydney, there is no cold, and Ouyang Yichen's home is not difficult to find, but she is quite surprised that Gu Xiyan will live in Ouyang Yichen's house, she should apply for a dormitory in the school or rent a residence outside, which seems to meet her expectations.
He had stood outside the courtyard for a long time, not moving, not knowing what he was hesitating or worrying about.
"Are you also here to rent a house?" Angel saw the person outside the door, Chinese, through the window, so he ran out, "It's really bad news, the original room was changed to a baby room by my father, so now there is no room." ”
Angel shrugged his shoulders helplessly, saying that he couldn't do anything, but he didn't expect Ouyang Yichen's advertisements to be withdrawn, and someone would find him.
"No, I want to find Gu Xiyan. Ling Zhanchi's heart seemed to sink for a moment.
"Oh," Angel looked at Ling Zhanchi, "you're her friend?
"Yes. Ling Zhanchi said with some difficulty.
"She made an appointment with the doctor today, and if it goes well, she will be back soon, do you have to wait?" Although Dad had told her not to talk too much to strangers, she felt that the man looked a little sad.
"Check?" Ling Zhanchi asked.
"You're her friend, didn't she tell you?" Angel was thinking about whether she needed to tell Gu Xiyan's friend about the good news, "She's going to have a baby, you know that Gu Xiyan's belly looks like a ball now, Dad said, I wasn't that big when I was a child......"
"Ouyang Yichen?" Ling Zhanchi blurted out.
"Wow, you even know my dad?" Angel decided to invite Ling Zhanchi to sit in the house, "You can come in and wait, my dad has tea brought back from China, it's delicious......"
Ling Zhanchi panicked in Angel's voice, child, this is far beyond his expectations, the quiet courtyard, the tall phoenix wood, the simple small building, the children who are playing and playing, it turns out that a home can be built so quickly, so fast that he wants to escape immediately!
Gu Xiyan got out of Ouyang Yichen's car, there was nothing more than hearing the doctor say that the child was very healthy and made her happy, but she still didn't dare to let her guard down, this child couldn't make any mistakes.
"Someone came to look for you, Gu Xiyan! It's a Chinese, and he still knows Ouyang!" Angel heard the sound of the car and jumped out of the house again, she still hasn't figured out why Ouyang Yichen said that Chinese people like to drink tea, but the person left when he heard her say tea.
"Looking for me?" Gu Xiyan was quite surprised, here, she only knew Ouyang Yichen alone. Then my heart jumped again, was it him? He came to her?
"It was looking for you, but he went in that direction again. Angel said and gestured to the right side of the courtyard.
Gu Xiyan walked out of the hospital, feeling a little anxious, and her steps were much faster than usual, but there was no one on the empty road, Ouyang Yichen chased after her, "Didn't you just say that you should be careful? Why did you run out again?"
Ling Zhanchi watched Ouyang Yichen put one hand on Gu Xiyan's waist and the other hand on her shoulder, Gu Xiyan smiled and said, "Then it's so squeamish?"
Then the two walked slowly towards the house......
"Is that your friend?" asked Angel, still a sad man.
"It should be!" Gu Xiyan also felt that he was out of shape, how could it be him!
"Maybe it's someone in the school, I'll ask tomorrow. Ouyang Yichen let go of his arm, this job of serving pregnant women is a long way to go......