My name is Mu Yanxue and I am 20 years old this year. My family is still a big family with a head and a face in the bustling big city of H City, so when many people know me, they will say something like "Oh, that's Mu's daughter", but others don't know that I am not so noble.

I also have a sister, her name is Mu Yanxin, in the eyes of the family, she is the real heir of the family, she has been very good since she was a child, no matter what she does, she is perfect, this look is very favored by the family, and I can't do anything well, I have been following my sister's footsteps since I was a child, and I have been working hard with her as an example, I think if I don't do this, then I will lose the meaning of existing in this family.

My sister is actually very good to me, she knows my thoughts very well, always protects me, loves me, and carries the blame for me when I do something wrong, and is punished for me. I understood my sister's intentions, but the more she did it, the more I felt that I was wrong, so I tried harder.

Because I was not favored by my family, I was always very withdrawn in my childhood, and I didn't have a single friend, and some only had my sister and grandfather to accompany me. But I really wish I had a true friend, because I'm really lonely......

After a few days like this, when I was 6 years old, the bad news suddenly came out that my beloved grandfather had passed away, which really made me unacceptable for a while, and I don't know how I got over that time, and locked myself in my room every day to wash my face with tears. The thought of never seeing my grandfather again in the future is really painful. On the day of my grandfather's cremation, I didn't go, but silently ran to the park's hill and cried silently.

Maybe it's a person who is used to being alone, but I like to be alone and look at the stars at night. I've heard grandpa say before that after a person dies, he will become a star and rise into the night sky, but which of the stars in the sky is grandpa?

The first time I looked at the stars, I felt so painful that I lowered my head and buried my face in my arms, not wanting to cry out loud. It's really helpless, who will talk to me in the future except my sister?

"I said, why are you crying?"

While I was in pain, a young voice came into my ears, and I looked up slightly, and saw a boy standing next to me, who seemed to be about the same age as me.

It was the first time we met, and under the stars in the park, he looked at me with puzzled eyes and looked very curious. And I wiped my tears, not knowing what to say, just staring at him.

The boy frowned, sat down next to me, and was sad and wanted to talk about it, so he told him all about the unequal treatment he had received and the death of his grandfather, and sure enough, it would be better to talk about it.

But after listening to what I said, the boy did not comfort me, but taught me a hard lesson! Yes, it was a lesson! He first reprimanded me, saying that he was too weak and did not know that he had learned to be strong, but he had been a stand-in for his sister, and he had no opinion at all, and he did not go to see him for the last time when his grandfather died.

At that time, I was already sad, and when I needed to care, I was poured cold water by this boy, and I felt very wronged, but after thinking about it carefully, what he said was not wrong, I was still too immature.

The boy was also very observant, and when he saw that he reflected on himself, he began to comfort himself, so he talked with him for almost a night.

At that time, I felt the warmth for the first time, and I felt that someone cared about me, and besides my sister, I regarded him as the first friend I had acquired.

However, I was still young at the time, so I didn't ask each other's names, and after chatting in the park for about a night, we said goodbye. Originally, the two of us should be regarded as passers-by in each other's lives, and although we wanted to talk to him and play together, I knew that it was unlikely.

Just when I thought it would be difficult to see each other again, on the third day after that day, the whole family had to pay tribute to my grandfather in the auditorium, and at the same time, many other people who had a good relationship with the family came that day, but I didn't expect him to come among these people!

After that, I knew that the boy's name was Ye Yifan, his family and my family were friends, and the relationship between my father and his father was like that of a brother, so after my grandfather died, his father also brought him over to pay respects.

Originally, those memorials were for adults, and children like us just had to kowtow or something, so I really wanted to do it, play with him all day, and it was really the happiest day for me. I don't know why, I have this feeling of wanting to be close to the person named Ye Yifan, and at the same time, at that time, I had a feeling similar to dependence on him, this feeling is not even clear to me, I just feel that he is very reliable and want to be by his side all the time.

With this in mind, I began to learn to be independent, not for my sister all the time, but for myself. At the same time, the more I wanted to see him every day, so I was in the same school and class as him in elementary and junior high school.

Ye Yifan is also very good, cheerful and bold, with good academic performance, and has made a lot of friends in school. I was also influenced by him to start communicating with other people and making a lot of friends. Until high school, although we were still in the same high school, we were not in the same class.

I thought the two of us could come together, but something changed, and the illusion of a good thing was shattered......

My sister is also in the same school as us, and she is in the same class as Ye Yifan! This began to make my heart flutter a little, and listening to my sister's tone seemed to be interesting to him.

My eldest sister has always been very good to me since I was a child, and always gave me the good ones, and when I noticed that she was interested in Ye Yifan, I even considered giving up and letting him out. But then I found out that I couldn't do it at all, because he was really important to me, and I couldn't let go because of that, but I couldn't see my sister sad, so I decided - play fair!

That's it, my sister and I started to compete, but I can't get any advantage with such a quiet personality, because my sister is too good, she is good at everything, and she also knows how to understand the minds of others. Soon I saw that the two of them were inseparable, and I thought I should have failed......

I should have quit like this, but I was not reconciled, why did he take it away from him......?

That day, Ye Yifan told me that he didn't like his sister at all, but his sister kept pestering him, and he wanted to refuse several times but didn't have the courage to say it. At this time, I felt very strange, why would my sister not like it if he was so good?

I asked him with such a question, and at this time, he who had always been cheerful became serious, and told me that he and Mu Yanxin had only known each other for a short time in high school, and although they were so lively, he didn't like that kind of girl. He likes to be quieter, and feelings are accumulated over a long period of time, which is probably what it means. After saying that, he took a deep breath and told me that he liked the type like himself, and although he didn't say it directly, I knew that he was telling himself that he liked me.

After Ye Yifan said that he would explain this matter to his sister, my heart was pounding, like a deer bumping, I think I was in love......

But the good times didn't last long, and the nightmare finally came......

My sister didn't blame me after she found out about it, but asked Ye Yifan to make it clear in person!

It was a snowy day, and my sister agreed with him to be in the park, but Ye Yifan didn't come, so she had to call Ye Yifan again and again. Originally, Ye Yifan had already said very clearly that he didn't want to go, but thinking that it was freezing cold, it was too unkind for a girl to wait there, so he prepared to go to the appointment.

Pity that during the time that my sister was waiting, I met a few thugs, and what happened next can be clearly thought of with my toes, my sister was defiled......

Ye Yifan had already come to the agreed place at that time, and he could have avoided this incident by himself, but he was afraid. There were only three or four people on the other side, but they all had knives, and Ye Yifan fled in fear with this. On a blizzard day, after her sister lost her body, the group of thugs threw her into the park and stretched out, and no one cared about her, so she froze to death on a snowy day.

The so-called love is as deep as the hatred, although this matter has nothing to do with Ye Yifan, but he ran away despite his ability. I don't know what to do when I lose my spiritual support, my sister is the person who cares about me the most besides my grandfather, and even my sister is ...... after my grandfather passed away.

Eventually, the thugs were sanctioned, but I never had anything to do with him since, because it had something to do with him, and I hated him for his cowardice and incompetence. After the incident passed, he also blamed himself, why didn't he have the courage at that time?

It didn't take long for the two of us to appear in our city, a monster that only appears on TV, and then the childhood hero Ultraman also appears, and I heard that he and his friends have joined the monster organization GUYS.

In one battle, a super monster appears, and Ultraman is defeated, but everyone's hope resurrects Tiga. I don't know what's going on, it seems that Tiga and that monster died together, but in that battle, GUYS said that Ye Yifan was missing, and his life and death were unknown! I finally understood that I had never hated him, but I just couldn't find the pain of losing my sister, and he was still so important in my heart.

Missing, without any news of him, I arrived at the park where we first met, the stars were still shining so brightly in the night sky, but it was no longer what it used to be, and I was alone again.

In that moment of grief I had a dream, and I saw a giant in the starry sky with a black-red body, black claws on both hands, and eyes like blood-red sickles beckoning to me. Despite his terrifying appearance, I reached out and approached him, and after touching the palm of the terrifying giant, I woke up with nothing but darkness in front of my eyes.

After that, another two years passed, I don't know how I was seriously injured, I woke up and found myself in the hospital, through the window I saw a pair of bright white eyes looking at me, it felt so warm and familiar, and then I understood, it turned out that Ultraman Tiga was Ye Yifan, and he is back now.

I was really happy to see him again and to see him safe and sound, and the hatred in my heart immediately dissipated. But he almost died trying to save me, and at the same time I felt a little uncomfortable when I saw my attending physician die in front of us.

Later, his partner came to him, and I sat next to him, listening to them say things that I didn't understand, but when I heard them say that they wanted to heal Ye Yifan's body and let him fight again, I was angry! He has suffered too many sins, and now that he has become like this, it can be said that thanks to them, now I can finally take a break but let him fight! I don't want to see Ye Yifan get hurt, I don't want to see him in pain, but Ye Yifan finally chose to fight.

After that, I felt that many of my memories were blurry, and my body was sometimes very sore, and after resting for a while, I decided to go to Ye Yifan and had a wonderful encounter with him, and I was really happy during that time.

But my head started to hurt, and I felt like my body wasn't my own, and then I lost consciousness......

That's what I remember so far......