After I experienced countless failures and disappointments, I didn't expect that Zhang Lihua really told me an address.

I found Zhang Qihua at that address, but I didn't see Xiao Li.

Zhang Qihua was very angry when he saw me, I asked him where Xiao Li was, and begged him to return Xiao Li to me.

Guess what he told me, he actually told me that Xiao Li was dead, and he would die in a few days after coming to him.

I'll never forget the despair he brought me, and I jumped up like crazy, grabbed him, bited, pulled, and if I could, I wished I could tear him to shreds.

But how could I be his opponent, he dragged me out of his place and stuffed me into his car.

In the car, he was afraid that I would struggle, and he tied my hands and feet with ropes.

If I can't move my hands and feet, I will scold whatever I want, and I will scold whatever is vicious.

I used to be afraid that he was terribly scared, I flattered him every day, for fear of offending him, but he told me that the child was gone, and I hated nothing but despair, and I hated this man to the extreme.

Until I scolded until I was exhausted, and I didn't have any strength anymore.

Then I fell asleep, and when I woke up, I found it dark all around, he was gone, and his car was gone.

I panicked, and only then did I see a tree with heavy shadows and a bumpy stone beneath me.

I was left by him in the mountains and forests of unknown places, and there was no light around, but there was no rope on me.

Alone, dark, not knowing the time, not knowing where, cold and hungry, this is what this man I used to love so much did to me, what did I do wrong to him to do this to me?

I was disheartened, and then I didn't feel scared anymore, I just lay on the ground, my head was dizzy, I knew I had a fever, but I didn't care anymore, I thought I'd just let me die like this, it's better to die, so that I can go to see my child.

Sure enough, God didn't want me to be better, and it rained heavily in the middle of the night.

I didn't even move, I was lying in the rain, my whole body was unconscious, my head was almost unconscious, I knew it was raining, but I didn't have the slightest desire to hide from the rain.

Then I didn't know anything.

I thought I was dead, and when I woke up again, no, I couldn't say I was fully awake, because it was only my soul that woke up.

I'm out of my body!

I had a fever, and after another night of wind and rain in the mountains and forests, God didn't let me die, he let me out of my body.

But I wasn't very happy at the time, I really just wanted to die, but I didn't know how a soul should die.

I crash into anything, and my soul passes through it without hindrance, and I jump down from a great place, and my soul falls to the ground lightly, unharmed.

I wanted to kill myself, and I thought of many ways, but none of them worked.

Of course, I now know that if my vegetative body loses breathing, my soul will die at the same time, but I didn't know it at the time.

However, fortunately, I did not find a way to kill myself at that time, otherwise I would never have seen my children again, and I would not have been able to avenge myself.

Therefore, God is also fair, and he can't stand others hurting me, and wants me to use this way to return all the harm that others have done to me.