Chapter 1023 Hurt Parting But It's a New Beginning
Xiao Qian looked at her, Bai Hibiscus poured herself another glass, and the drink was so bitter that she didn't know if it was his remaining tears or hers.
"If his father had outlived us, I'd let that old man live and watch us live. ”
"As a mutual friend of the two of you, there is a sentence that I should not say, but as a doctor, I still have to say objectively, what you think is forever may be a wrong attachment, after all, you two have not officially started, it is better to put the relationship first, after all, in addition to feelings, there are many scenery in this world that should not be missed, you wait until the end, if you find that he is not suitable for you at all, time flies, how many people have you missed that is suitable for you?"
Feelings, once they rise to the perspective of marriage, are the same as the nature of children buying lucky bags.
There are all kinds of toys in the lucky bag, and everyone buys them with anticipation and affection.
But if you take it apart, no one can say clearly whether the toys in the lucky bag are suitable for you.
Love is like an unopened lucky bag, full of expectations and likes, but marriage is after it is opened, you may like it or you may not like it.
Qiuqiu and Bai Hibiscus are now in the hazy liking before they are disassembled, because they will double their attachment if they can't get it, but this farewell has gone through many years, who knows how many years after goodbye, and when Qiuqiu's father is sent away, the two can be unscrupulously together to open the blessing bag of that feeling, if it is not suitable and disappointed in each other, then what is the waiting for so many years?
Everyone hopes that their feelings can blossom and bear fruit, and as a friend, Xiaoqian also hopes that her two friends can have a better future.
But in the future, there is too little people can change.
Even if they break through the shackles of the ball father, the relationship between the two that is not accepted by the mainstream will have to suffer a lot of wind and rain along the way, and when the relationship is frustrated back and forth because of reality, what is paid is not proportional to what is gained, and the hurt is greater than the happiness, and a relationship will become too heavy.
As a psychiatrist, Xiao Qian knows that these words are too cruel, but she has to remain objective, which is also her difficulty.
No matter whether other people's world is happy or sad, Xiaoqian must remain neutral and objective, and she must explain clearly to people what is good and what is not good.
"I don't know if I'll miss someone else, but I don't want to miss him, I've only been with him for a month, but this month's happiness is something I haven't had in the past 20 years, I'm willing to gamble for this, even if one day we will eventually go against each other, I have no regrets. Mr. Qian, you said that waiting for him for 10,000 years is a mistake, then I have to go through this process to know that it is wrong, this process itself is a kind of expectation of beauty, if I give up directly, just like Qiuqiu said, he doesn't want to owe his father a grave, I don't want to owe myself a chance to love. ”
In the best of years, to like one thing, not to say that it is for anyone to make sacrifices.
In the final analysis, it's just that you don't want to live up to yourself, that's all.
When Xiao Qian heard this, she didn't say anything anymore, raised her wine glass and touched Bai Hibiscus.
"Then, I wish you good luck, study hard abroad, I dare not guarantee whether you can wait until the flowers bloom, but if you live up to the time of learning, even if you can't harvest love, you can always make your career go to a higher level, life is not only love, but also should have more pursuits, just send you a word, no matter when, the most should not be disappointed is yourself. ”
If you are willing to wait, then wait.
I don't want to wait, and I don't need to have any psychological burden to turn around and leave.
Don't say that you don't live up to anyone, as long as you are worthy of yourself, this is life.
Half a month later, Qiuqiu received a text message from Bai Hibiscus, with two words on it, send me.
At that time, his father had already undergone surgery and was recovering.
Qiuqiu rushed out without thinking, and drove all the way to the airport, there was a bit of traffic jam on the road, and when he arrived, Bai Hibiscus had already checked his luggage and was walking to the security checkpoint.
I don't know if it's a coincidence, Bai Hibiscus also wore a white dress today.
Qiuqiu could see her back in the crowd at a glance.
White, and white again.
How many times does he have to leave the pure white in his life to see the rainbow of his life?
Qiuqiu didn't want to make a sound, he just wanted to watch her leave silently, he wanted to open his mouth to call her name, but she had already turned around first, her eyes passed through the crowd, and at a glance she saw Qiuqiu standing outside.
A few years ago, Qiuqiu once liked a girl named Jingjing, and he also sent her like this at that time, Jingjing was also wearing a white dress, and history seemed to repeat itself, but the difference was that Jingjing never found Qiuqiu that time, but Bai Hibiscus turned back, and she saw Qiuqiu at a glance.
He was still so handsome, but the expression on his face was no longer sunny.
It is life that forcibly puts people in a position and forces a person who should be sunny to be contaminated with haze.
At this moment, he was restraining himself, and she was also restraining himself.
Looking across the crowd, they couldn't do anything.
Qiuqiu wanted to wave at her and say a safe journey.
But his hands are as heavy as a thousand pounds, and he can't lift them, and he can't even say goodbye in his throat.
The heaviest parting is this.
This distance, the people who are separated by this, is like too much heaviness in this love.
Mr. Qian's analysis is very objective, even after more than ten years, this love will not be recognized by the mainstream, and maybe a few years later, they will become the negative teaching materials of unhealthy feelings and be criticized.
Qiuqiu doesn't care about the eyes of the world, but he can't pass the level of family affection.
The reason why I chose to separate is just to be worthy of my own words, what else can I do to disperse a pair of lovers?
Bai Hibiscus deeply engraved Qiuqiu's face in the bottom of his heart, forcibly suppressed his tears, smiled brightest at him, and then turned around, like a flower blooming to the fullest, beautiful to the extreme.
If you can't stay together, leave the most beautiful self to him.
I love you.
She said silently, the distance between the two was so far that Qiuqiu couldn't hear it, but he looked at her mouth, and the voice of this brave and righteous girl seemed to sound in his ears, this sentence I love you is the feeling he has longed for for many years but can't get it, as if it smashed his heart directly through his soul.
Qiuqiu burst into tears at the time, and he wanted to shout loudly that I love you too.
But no, fate has long forced him to a point where he can't turn back, he can only shout loudly in his heart, I love you too!
Bai Hibiscus got on the plane with tears in her eyes, and she thought she had succeeded.
Mr. Qian said that there was once a very important girl in Qiuqiu's heart, who had been in Qiuqiu's heart for many years in a white dress, and today she stubbornly chose the same clothes and said goodbye to him in the way she reappeared yesterday.
But it's different, she Bai Hibiscus is not Jingjing, Jingjing doesn't love Qiuqiu, but Bai Hibiscus loves, and her heart hurts, she just wants to use such an extreme way to declare war with fate, to erase the girl who used to be in Qiuqiu's mind, even if she Bai Hibiscus wants to say goodbye to Qiuqiu for a while, but when she returns with full wings, no one can leave any traces in Qiuqiu's heart, only her.
This is the trick that Mr. Qian told her.
Mr. Qian is really a clever insight into people's hearts, the amazing smile that Bai Hibiscus turned around and this silent but shocking confession amazed the flow of years in Qiuqiu's heart, every time she was alone, she thought of this brilliant smile, and what she thought about over and over again in her mind was her almost heroic confession.
When Qiuqiu drove back, he saw the flowers blooming on the side of the road, and the flowers in full bloom were bewitching, and he used all his strength to bloom in the best season, and he suddenly thought of his love.
That's love, that's love.
When I think of chatting with Bai Hibiscus, when I think of the moment when we go shopping together and decorate the room together, I burst into tears when I think about it.
It turns out that the best love is just like this blooming flower, which will wither when it is so beautiful that it will wither, and when it blooms, it will not be far from withering.
No one regrets that period of bloom, it is enough to meet a confidant in a lifetime, even if it is lost, there is nothing else to want.
I only wish her all the best in a foreign land.
This beautiful summer is finally over.
Just because the time with her is so amazing, that in the next year or so, as long as Qiuqiu sees the flowers in full bloom and the summer cicadas chirp, she will think of the day she was sent away.