Fifty-five, the nightmare in the dream of the girl's tears
At night, the whole earth fell into a deep sleep, and under the screen window, the autumn insects were hiding in the depths of the grass, trying their best to seize the last bit of summer heat and sing hoarsely.
Yuwen Yanshu tossed and turned, tossing and turning. For a while, I thought of the days when the two of them laughed and laughed together in the past, and for a while I thought of the queen's unacceptable resoluteness, and then I thought of the contradiction that the eldest brother did not match, and then I thought of the words that Lianxin left her at the end, and secretly hated Yang for being nosy, worried that Yang had noticed something. The irritable whole head was several times bigger, and the thin quilt covering his body seemed to weigh a thousand pounds, and his heart was dry, and he kicked it hard, kicking the poor quilt into the corner.
Still angry, she simply sat up, connecting the events of the past few days little by little, she didn't believe that her father and brother would cut off her and Ah with such ruthless medicine, there must be something important happening in the middle, and she didn't know.
There was a sound of a husband beating a watch outside the hospital, Yuwen Yanshu counted carefully, it was already three watches, but he didn't feel sleepy at all. I was upset, and said to myself hatefully, it's not a big deal, it's a big deal, wait for Ah to come back, and leave with him. Heaven and earth let me go, and then find a hidden landscape, plant a few acres of peach forest, dance the sword and play the piano, and realize the original promise. Thinking about it this way, the previous gloomy and melancholy mood suddenly became brighter, as long as you are dedicated to yourself, it doesn't matter what the process is.
However, after all, I was a little unwilling in my heart, and my head involuntarily recounted the events of these days over and over again, without a clue, and I unexpectedly remembered a major event. I heard the news from the cold palace this afternoon, and I took care of my own affairs, and I was so dizzy that I forgot to tell the queen. Yuwen Yanshu really wanted to slap himself to death, and he would forget about such a big thing.
But if it was too late today, the palace had already been locked. If Xiao Jiu was injured by any accident because he failed to warn the queen in time, he would definitely hate himself to death.
"Don't, don't, let him go, run, run. ”
Xiao Jingqi's panicked and frightened screams suddenly came from the outside room, like a thunder on the ground that broke Yuwen Yanshu's thoughts, and it felt oozing to sound in this eventful night.
Yuwen Yanshu hurriedly got up in his clothes, and walked to Xiao Jingqi's bedside with a candle in his hand. Take a closer look, Xiao Jingqi's black hair is scattered on the pillow, her cheeks are red as drunk, her smooth face is as smooth as jade, her delicate eyebrows are twisted into a deep "Sichuan" character, a pair of white jade hands are tightly picking at the quilt, and her mouth is still muttering.
Yuwen Yanshu was startled, hurriedly put the candlestick on the table, and reached out to touch her forehead. Fortunately, although I sweat a lot, the temperature is not high, so it should be a nightmare to look like this. So he hurriedly pushed her awake.
Xiao Jingqi, who was half-asleep and half-awake, opened her confused eyes, stared at the hibiscus flowers embroidered on the top of the tent, and gradually regained her clarity. Suddenly, large crystal tears slipped from the corners of her eyes, wetting the wings of the magpie she had embroidered with her own hands on the pillow.
Yuwen Yanshu thought that she was still in a daze, so he pushed her several times, "Sister Aqi, Sister Aqi." Seeing that she had gradually calmed down, he helped her to sit up, and brought her a glass of water to drink.
Ancient times are not better than modern times, and the insulation technology is excellent. This pot of tea was sent by Ting Zhi in the evening, it was already cold and transparent, Xiao Jingqi was stimulated by this cup of cold water, and finally his mind was clear, and the spiritual platform returned to its place.
"Is it better?" Yuwen Yanshu caressed her slender back, since Yuan Jianfeng and Xiao Jingqi set out on the expedition, Xiao Jingqi has become more and more thin and thin, maybe this is the power to make people haggard for Yi, but unfortunately Yuwen Yanshu has no heart but no feeling. She felt that Xiao Jing was like going on a business trip far away, and she would have to go home soon.
Xiao Jingqi is meticulous, especially in recent years, her heart has become more and more heavy, but she silently undertakes it alone and never talks to anyone. In her own words: "It's okay to be unhappy alone, so why let the people who care about you be sad together." "I have to say that Xiao Jingqi is really an empathetic, gentle and considerate interpreter.
However, such a delicate and transparent person was curled up, covering his face with his hands and crying, and the shadow of the hazy candlelight reflected on the wall was so desolate and panicked.
Yuwen Yanshu, who was sitting on the edge of the bed, felt uncomfortable when he saw her like this, and he was afraid that this kind of negative emotion would be easily infected, especially in the dark night. Hidden by the thick ink, there are countless unknowns, and fear is like a tentacle in the dark, waiting for the opportunity, waiting for the opportunity to strangle the fragile in the heart.
"I dreamed of Jianfeng, he fell into the river, many demons and monsters pulled his hands and feet, dragged into the water, he kept struggling or was pulled down little by little, and I stood on the shore and watched but couldn't do anything. Xiao Jingqi's sobbing was louder, and she was afraid of frightening others, so she pressed it down and choked up.
"Did he have an accident? ”
Dreams are very mysterious things, and we can use science to explain the reasons for their occurrence, but we often cannot explain the coincidences in them. Therefore, many people believe that it is an omen of fate and a hint in the dark, so Zhou Gong's interpretation of dreams will be handed down from generation to generation among the people, and even today's people think that it is a thing that is deeply understood, not to mention the seventh century when technology was relatively backward and superstition was prevalent.
Yuwen Yanshu comforted her: "It's okay, you're thinking too much, people say that dreams are reversed, this is the second brother Yuan is coming back soon." ”
From love to worry, from love to fear. The seven sufferings of the world, birth, old age, sickness and death, resentment and hatred, love and separation, and can't ask for it, all because of the word "love", so Taoism advocates abstinence, although it is against human nature, but if it is separated from the lover, there is no fear. However, love is born from the heart, and the heart is not controlled by people, if you want to see through the red dust, violate the laws of human nature, and have a pure heart and few desires, how can it be so easy.
The cold of the night, the silence of the darkness, and the crying beauty in front of me make people understand more deeply and clearly: love is an obstacle that cannot be crossed in a lifetime.
"But, but, that feeling is so real" The worry and fear on Xiao Jingqi's face under the light were unobstructed, "I have never felt the fear of death so clearly, but at that moment, at that moment............"
Xiao Jingqi buried her face deep between her knees and hugged her knees, like a baby in her mother's body, which is said to be human
Worry is human instinct, the baptism of a nightmare just experienced, wanting to change their mood in an instant, for them, the female girls who will be raised in the boudoir, are really not so strong in their hearts. Yuwen Yanshu smiled bitterly, if she had such a strong heart at the beginning, maybe she would not have come to this time and space to start a new life.
Yuwen Yanshu said softly: "Don't be afraid, it's just a dream." ”
Xiao Jingqi's love has not been replied, Yuwen Yanshu was afraid that she would continue to think crankily, so she simply extinguished the candle, got into Xiao Jingqi's quilt, said some generous words, and picked out a few interesting things to tell her.
"Sleep. ”
Xiao Jingqi turned over as she spoke, and took Yuwen Yanshu into her arms like when she was a child who was afraid to cry at night and lie on her bed.
This subtle movement is so skillful, so familiar, Yuwen Yanshu's nose tip gave birth to a sour feeling for no reason. The tired heart of the day is slowly soothed and quiet in this familiar embrace. She smiled silently, and the kitten rubbed in her fragrant arms, and fell asleep contentedly.