stared blankly at Ling Zhanchi, he was still the man who could talk and laugh with her when he shuttled freely on the road, he could fight hard if he cared about, and he could calmly deal with what he didn't care......

Gu Xiyan's eyes became more and more distracted, and her heart was empty, even if she was far away, she was just longing and lonely and sultry, and now that he was sitting beside him, he seemed to have only an empty skin left, and even the smile on his face no longer seemed to be so vivid. This feeling scares her more than anything else!

With a "crunch", the car stopped abruptly on the side of the road, and at this time, Gu Xiyan's chin was full of tears, as if he was unaware of Ling Zhanchi's parking, and just looked at him dementedly.

Ling Zhanchi stretched out his right hand and wiped away the tears on Gu Xiyan's cheeks, not wanting to flow down again, the tears were on the back of his hand, looking up at Gu Xiyan's sad eyes, which seemed to contain a thousand words, but she didn't say a word.

"What the hell is going on, tell me about it?" Ling Zhanchi watched Gu Xiyan's tears continue to pour out like a broken embankment, and his psychological defense line began to slide a little bit.

Gu Xiyan shook her head, took out a tissue by herself, and wiped it on her face indiscriminately, but the loss and pain in her heart kept spreading, making her movements incoherent, she was becoming less and less good at words and expressions, in the past few years, whenever her thoughts rose in her heart, she would press it down, get up again, and press it down again!

Even if she is face to face with him now, even if her heart is as painful as turning over the river and the sea, those words seem to have been accumulated for too long and pressed too solidly, and she doesn't know where to start.

Ling Zhanchi unbuckled his seat belt, his whole body turned around, and his two hands fixed Gu Xiyan's moving head, "You can tell me anything you want, right now, I'm going to listen to ...... now"

Gu Xiyan bit her lip vigorously, for some reason in front of Ling Zhanchi, she seemed to be extremely weak every time, and she couldn't even control her emotions, Ouyang Yichen kept saying that she was a "dead duck with a hard mouth", but now she couldn't even say a word.

Ling Zhanchi pressed his thumb to her lips, "If you want to bite, bite me." ”

Gu Xiyan hated this feeling of "broken threads", knowing that they shouldn't get close to each other anymore, but they couldn't swing their swords to cut off the love threads, she wished that Ling Zhanchi was as indifferent and ruthless as those negative men, and it was good for her to die, but his expression, words, and actions were no different from before.

Feeling Gu Xiyan's trembling that she was trying to restrain herself, Ling Zhanchi wanted to calm her down, "No matter what it is, I just want you to understand that with me, you don't need any restraint, Gu Xiyan, be the original you, I don't want to see you like this." ”

"Before, I never knew to be afraid, but now I don't know what's wrong, I'm always worried in my heart, I'm afraid that you will disappear one day, I'm afraid that if I don't think about something, you will be hurt and wronged...... I will look for you everywhere until I see you, and my heart is at ease. ”

"During this time, I wondered if I had some kind of mental illness, and I kept thinking, how did I get here during the five years you were away? Probably I relied on the music in the car, the ring in the drawer, the empty wine rack, and the small courtyard where no one lived for a long time...... In the dead of night, my head is like an open camera, automatically scrolling through the previous bits and pieces! So when you reappear in front of me alive, I'm all out of order! I want you to see how high I am, how I can call the wind and rain, in fact, I just want you to come back to me. ”

"But then when I knew a lot of things that I didn't know, I started to feel heartache again, and I didn't let go when I didn't know, and after I knew, could I still let go? I love you, and I never stopped......"

Gu Xiyan gradually stopped her tears, maybe in the past 5 years, Ling Zhanchi has also wasted her former clever tongue, as for this tirade is not as high-sounding as before, she was dumbfounded when she heard it.

"I said that I would divorce Liu Su, and I will. Ling Zhanchi looked at Gu Xiyan seriously, he knew her thoughts very well, "I didn't force her, you didn't force me, you like to go with the flow, I will accompany you to go with the flow and come naturally." ”

Gu Xiyan had to admit that she was speechless, any woman would be moved if she heard these words, right? This is the driving force behind the willingness of women to make sacrifices......

"It's just that you have ever thought about a question, every time you accomplish it, it will make me have an illusion, do you not love me?

She never thought about this question, she only knew that loving him just wanted him to be well!

"I don't blame you," Ling Zhanchi looked at the mist that had gathered up again under Gu Xiyan's eyes, "It's that I've not done well enough, and I can't appreciate your good intentions......"

"It's because I love you, so no matter what I see or hear, I can't always be calm," Ling Zhanchi's blind self-blame hit Gu Xiyan again, she wasn't here before, she couldn't hear or see, so she could go for so many years, if she had been staying here, she would have been in pain a long time ago, "Actually, I'm not generous at all, I don't want to see you treat her well, I don't want to see ...... at all"

Gu Xiyan's voice became smaller and smaller, if he wanted to hold on, he just said something more sensational, and he squeezed out the small in his heart, which made her feel very embarrassed.

"Go on, what else do you want to tell me?" Hearing Gu Xiyan's words, Ling Zhanchi overflowed with a trace of sweetness from the depths of his heart, ruffled Gu Xiyan's hair, and lifted her head lower and lower, for the first time in such a long time, he saw vinegar from her, "My kindness to you is different from my kindness to her." ”

"Men are all the same good to women. Gu Xiyan stubbornly insisted, she didn't care about it before, it was because she understood that he only had himself in his heart, but now, that probability didn't seem to be enough to support her confidence, so if she was Liu Su, would she do something more out of line?

"Yan Yan ......" Ling Zhanchi dragged out his voice and shouted, that is a title that has not existed between the two for a long time, the reason why this little woman also began to be "unreasonable" and "messing around" is that she has too much uncertainty in her heart, she feels insecure, "I will treat her as a ...... Sister to take care of. ”

"Sister who got a marriage certificate?" As soon as Ling Zhanchi's words came out, he was quickly stabbed by Gu Xiyan.

"Then you say, why didn't you marry Ouyang Yichen?" Ling Zhanchi raised Gu Xiyan's chin a little more, it seemed that the crying just now had drained the water in his head, and his IQ began to recover.

"I don't love him, why should I marry him?" Gu Xiyan didn't expect Ling Zhanchi to mention Ouyang Yichen at this time, straightened up, and quickly retorted.

"Then who do you love?" Ling Zhanchi took the opportunity to wrap his arms around Gu Xiyan's waist and pull her closer.

"I just said it, I don't want to repeat it......" Ling Zhanchi actually used a pediatric trick on her, is he really so mentally retarded?

"But I want to hear ......" Ling Zhanchi smelled the fragrance of Gu Xiyan's hair, which was extremely tempting.

Gu Xiyan suddenly sensed Ling Zhanchi's intentions, he always had no defenses against this person, and he was slow and realized it as if he was half a beat.

"It's late...... Ling Zhanchi quickly tightened his arms, grabbed Gu Xiyan's body that moved back, lowered his head, and pressed it against her lips!

Ling Zhanchi retracted his body and lowered the window, a 3 or 40-year-old traffic coordinator opened the list without raising his eyes, "You can't park here, you have been here for a while, it's not suitable here, change places, change places......

The last sentence made Gu Xiyan's face red to the base of his neck all of a sudden, and he was embarrassed to look up again with his hand on his face, and he was mistaken for a "car shock" in broad daylight, which was really immoral, and he had been stared at for a long time!

"Lift it up, the people are already gone," Ling Zhanchi smiled and pulled up Gu Xiyan, who was eager to pestle his head to the ground, "Uncle traffic police has explained, let's change ......"

Before the words were finished, Gu Xiyan slapped Ling Zhanchi's arm, as long as he was with him, he began to be indecent as if he was infected, "How old are you, why are you still talking nonsense!"

Ling Zhanchi could only send her to the road across the small courtyard, and watched Gu Xiyan pull off the seat belt, and couldn't help but grab her hand.

Gu Xiyan just wanted to speak, but when he saw Ling Zhanchi with a reluctant face, he couldn't bear it, and his hand was held in his hand like that.

"5 minutes. Ling Zhanchi spat out those words, his gaze stopped on Gu Xiyan's face and he could barely move.

"Do you want to see a flower?" He sometimes seemed to be more childish than anyone else, Gu Xiyan had been stared at like this, and his heart began to jump "suddenly" again.

"You are more beautiful than flowers...... Ling Zhanchi said and shook Gu Xiyan's hand vigorously, and it was distressing to be thin.

"It's time for my dad to go out for a walk. Gu Xiyan said with a smile.

Sure enough, Ling Zhanchi looked around "vigilantly", and quickly kissed Gu Xiyan's hand, "I'll wait for your call at night." ”

Gu Xiyan's hand slipped out of his hand like a small fish, pushed the car door and jumped down briskly, waved at Ling Zhanchi, who had a nostalgic face, crossed the road, and walked towards the small courtyard.

I used to think that the most beautiful thing in life is to meet, but now I realize that in fact, it is rare to reunite.

Time is the thinnest love, once thin people are caught off guard, so that beautiful things seem so short, fortunately, in this thin love, there is such a deep affection that is willing to trust each other, this life can not be disappointed!

"What you can't get is the best", this kind of idea has never existed in Ling Zhanchi's mind, and what he gets and has is the best for him.

They loved, hurt, cried, and laughed between them, and in the end he didn't want to just pass by, if he loved, please love deeply......