Chapter 124: Compassion (Slightly more powerful in this chapter)
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Yu's terrible and terrifying screams suddenly sounded in the room, startling everyone couldn't help but tremble, Gu Yanjin was still young, no matter how powerful she was, she had never experienced such a scene, and the lingering smell was mixed with her mother's terrible, crying and shouting voice, which made her stomach churn faintly, and she almost couldn't help vomiting. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info
And at this moment, she saw Gu Yanling standing beside Xie Shi opposite, compared to her, Gu Yanling can almost be described as indifferent.
It was as if there was no pungent fishy smell here, no mother's screaming and cracking cry, everything was so natural and calm.
At this moment, there was the sound of the curtain in my ears, and then a stable woman walked out tremblingly, holding a red lacquer tray in her clean hand, wrapped in a red cloth, and couldn't see what was inside, but if you were careful, you would find that the steady woman was trembling uncontrollably, and the red cloth was faintly red.
Everyone's eyes fell, and Gu Zhengde also looked at it a little uncertainly, and then said in a deep voice: "What is this." ”
"Yes—"
That Wen Po cautiously glanced at everyone, she had been delivering babies for so many years, and she had long been accustomed to the things on the plate, but this time in front of this group of noble masters, she couldn't help but be afraid. After a while, she finally mustered up the courage to carefully consider her words.
"It's the second wife's newborn child, a boy who has become a shape. ”
Everyone gasped again, Gu Jingzhao's pupils almost shrank suddenly, his eyes were glowing with complex and different light, and he stared closely at the ...... in the tray Child.
Mrs. Fu was a little unable to stand, supported by Mama Zhou and Mama Ruan, a trace of pity flashed in Gu Zhengde's eyes, in the end, it was his own grandson, he was getting older, and when he encountered such a parting, it was inevitable that he couldn't suppress pity and sadness.
The room gradually fell into a dead silence, Gu Zhengde sighed almost inaudibly, his face was a little sad, the corners of his eyes seemed to suddenly grow a lot of fine lines, and the white hair mixed with sideburns faintly made people feel that Grandpa Guo, who had always been in good spirits and was comfortable in the court, turned out to be old.
"Go, it's settled. ”
Gu Zhengde turned his head unbearably and waved his hand, and the stable woman immediately took the order to leave, but at this moment, for some reason, an extremely violent wind suddenly blew open the lattice window with a "clang", making an earth-shattering sound, and then the wind almost filled in, and the rich breath in the house was rolled up immediately, and everyone was stunned, and the next moment, the red cloth on the tray was blown away defenselessly.
Dengshi――
Everyone couldn't help but turn their heads in horror, their bodies couldn't stop shaking, and everyone didn't dare to drop their eyes on the tray anymore, only to feel that the scene that had just suddenly appeared kept flashing in front of their eyes, making people feel that even the goosebumps on their bodies were trembling.
Then, a smell that was even stronger than before suddenly rushed into everyone's internal organs, and everyone couldn't help but turn around and gag.
Mrs. Fu was frightened and sad at the same time, she couldn't help but roll her eyes and fainted, the brocade ducks were busy helping them, and Gu Zhengde was also stunned and didn't react. Only Gu Jingzhao couldn't help but take a few steps back, with a faint hint of imperceptible disgust in his eyes.
And at this moment, Gu Yanjin clutched the placket tightly, could no longer suppress the violent churning in her body, leaned on the corner of the wall, and suddenly vomited a lot of sour water, the scene just now has been hovering in her mind, even her body is unstoppably cold, as if she has fallen into a boundless deep pool, and has been falling again, she wants to work hard to control her falling body, but no matter what she does, she can't let her body climb out.
It turned out that it was a child, a living child.
When she covered her mouth tightly with a silk handkerchief, Wen Po hurriedly put the red cloth back and held the tray out, but when she habitually looked at Gu Yanling, a wave of hatred arose spontaneously, and it burned more and more.
It turned out that at the same time that scene appeared, Gu Jingxi walked towards Xie and Gu Yanling almost without thinking, and took the mother and daughter into his arms, wanting to block the sight of their mother and daughter, so as not to surprise them with this frightening scene.
And what about her father?
Gu Yanjin looked at Gu Jingzhao, but saw that his father had never looked at him, and he always clasped his hands and his eyes were gloomy, never thinking about whether she, the daughter who was still there, was also afraid.
Gu Yanjin suddenly felt a little empty in his heart, and more hatred gradually filled this empty piece.
It's all big houses, it's all big houses!
If his father was the son of this Dingguo Mansion, why did he ignore her every day for this position?
It was the big house that ruined it all!
Gu Yanjin's chest gradually rose and fell with anger, she tightly grasped the silk handkerchief in her hand, and faintly shot at Gu Yanling.
However, at the moment of shock, it was shocked.
Because Gu Yanling did not lean on Gu Jingxi's arms in a panic at this moment, there were no weak distressing tears in his eyes, let alone embarrassment like himself.
On the contrary, Gu Yanling at this moment was still so indifferent and calm, and her eyes were even faintly filled with indifference, a kind of indifference from the situation.
It seems that he was born to be so noble and absolute, so that at this moment he actually gave birth to the idea of a difference between cloud and mud.
At this moment, Gu Yanjin suddenly felt that such a gaze made people feel terrible.
It's like, Gu Yanling is no longer the Gu Yanling of the past.
Gu Yanjin was surprised by his sudden thought, and then he was stunned, and even forgot about his nausea.
Some of the people around were afraid, some were angry, and some were sad, but none of them saw that strange and complicated light from Gu Yanling's calm eyes.
At the moment when her father came to stop her, in fact, she had already seen everything.
But so what?
As a person whose hands are already covered with blood, as a person who has crawled out of hell, how can he be afraid of this?
You must know that in the previous life, the pain of her child slipping out of her body was a hundred times deeper than that of the Yu family! a thousand times! 10,000 times! Because the Yu family still has a Gu Yanjin, but she is destined to be alone!
When her mother and father died one by one, when she broke her legs and became a waste person who couldn't even protect her own brother, who could clearly feel the pain that pierced her heart and bones!
In this life, she finally saw this moment, the young Shousuke who was once proud of the court and sought after by everyone, but now he made his biological father feel disgusted and made his sister who was a fellow mother nauseous!
Gu Yanling's hand gradually clenched because of excitement, getting tighter and tighter, and suddenly-
A sourness spread from somewhere without warning, Gu Yanling closed her eyes and gently leaned into her father's arms, at this moment, this familiar and warm embrace made her feel relieved and sad.
Gradually, a strange warm current slipped out of his chest, and Gu Yanling faintly felt as if a pure and transparent soul was detaching from his body, gradually rising into the air, and dissipating little by little.
Gu Yanling suppressed the choking in his throat and closed his somewhat sour eyes tighter.
At this moment, she felt that her child had truly left her.
After hatred, or after pleasure.
Gu Yanling suddenly felt a little compassion, she didn't know who she was compassion for.
I don't know what she will be like in this life.
From the previous life, to the future, the blood on her hands will only increase.
Because from the moment she opened her eyes again, she couldn't go back.
Even though she now has the appearance of this young age, her heart is indifferent and lonely.
She doesn't have the innocence and brilliance of a twelve-year-old girl, and some of them are just the means of a drooping old woman, scheming.
She is destined to be sinful, she lives for revenge, how can a person like her, except for her father, mother, and younger brother, expect the sincerity of others.
Perhaps, being alone is her best destination.
lest it harm the lives of others.
At this moment, she suddenly felt a little envious, envious of Gu Yanchao, envious of Chu Yining, envious of their carefree but coquettish and infatuated life, envious of their delicate faces, and the same simple heart.
Gu Yanling lay in Gu Jingxi's arms, and a bitter smile gradually appeared on the corner of his mouth.
Everything is just her extravagant hope.
Gu Jingxi felt the wetness spreading in his chest through the clothes, and couldn't help lowering his head, feeling the young girl's efforts to suppress the tremor, pretending to be a strong body, and couldn't help sighing, full of his father's comfort and care, gently soothing the back of the little man in his arms, hoping to soothe his daughter's fear.
The person in his arms felt this warmth, and his body gradually relaxed, no longer suppressed, but he almost cried the sorrows of these two lives.
(Note: If you feel that Ah Jiu is a little ruthless, I hope to understand, after all, as the queen mother of the two dynasties, I have long been used to dealing with the enemy, please ignore it if you don't like it!)