This is also the most miserable side of human beings that she thinks, obviously it seems that she has oversurvived, the children are all grown up, and they are obviously at an age where they can enjoy happiness, but they are tormented by illness and may die in pain in the end. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

However, the love she learned from writing the book, she is really a little incomprehensible, just like you have been in the deep mountains and old forests all your life, when you are taken out one day, the prosperity outside will make you feel incredible. And with your limited memory, and limited cognition, you will reject this kind of thought, this phenomenon in your heart.

Cha Cha thought a lot, remembered the scene when they met for the first time, and remembered the bits and pieces they had encountered over the years, and she suddenly felt that the decision she had made seemed to be a little worthless.

Or she did something wrong in the first place, this man shouldn't be what she loves.

However, she was really unwilling! She was really unwilling, why, why she was so powerful all her life, she was admired all her life, but in the end, she was defeated by a mortal, and she was defeated by the mortal she looked down on the most.

She once ridiculed the short lifespan of mortals, the small abilities possessed by mortals, and the suffering of reincarnation. Like the fairy world, only those who make mistakes will be relegated to the mortal world to suffer from reincarnation.

This time out of the underworld, her biggest purpose is to enjoy what kind of situation in the world is in the book, but unfortunately, only this wrong decision, she ran into someone she shouldn't have fallen in love with in this life, this person, is the biggest failure in her life.

However, it is also the memory she is most reluctant to give up.

She has lived too dull in the past tens of thousands of years, so dull that she can hardly recall what kind of life she has lived in the past ten thousand years.

However, in these days with this man, she has experienced the ups and downs of life, although most of them are sad, but the occasional sweetness can make her happy for a long time, just stupidly happy.

As the book says, you can sit alone in a chair, look at the surrounding scenery, think about what you have experienced, laugh for a long time, and the time will not be boring.

Moreover, during the time she was with Lu Tiance, she could tell all the things that happened every day, although it was not too sensational, but it was not ordinary after all, and it would not make her unable to remember it at all.

Cha Cha stood up on the table, the pain in her waist made her grin, she could reduce the pain in her body, but she couldn't reduce the pain in her heart, so, in contrast, she still preferred to let the pain in her body replace her heart.

Cha Cha smiled bitterly, laughing so much that she didn't know what she was laughing at, seeing the still indifferent face of the man in front of her, her heart was like someone had been stabbed hard, and the pain went deep into the bone marrow.

She suddenly said angrily, pointed at Lu Tiance and scolded, "Why do you say that you don't eat such oil and salt in your partiality? If you want me to say, you will follow my will and let me drag away the person who killed your parents, and it doesn't matter if you don't worry about your sister later, but I will also make an exception to let her have eternal life like us and take her to the underworld to enjoy." What do you think?"

Saying that, Cha Cha looked at Lu Tiance coldly, waiting for his answer, Lu Tiance pursed his lips, he didn't want to say anything, but after seeing the ridicule and disdain in Cha Cha's eyes, he suddenly felt like cotton stuffed into a ball in his heart, it didn't hurt, it didn't itch, but it was so uncomfortable, it was so uncomfortable that he might as well be stabbed hard, this feeling was very uncomfortable.

Lu Tiance sighed, but his tone was still cold, and he said lightly, "I said that in this life, I will not marry a woman next to me except my fiancée, so you will die of this heart." ”

Cha Cha suddenly walked by, grabbed him by the collar, and made him look at her no matter what, she smiled and said, "Why are you so stupid? Don't you know that I have always liked you? I don't believe it, you didn't have the slightest affection for me during the time we stayed together! You couldn't help but laugh just now, I know, you were in a good mood just now, didn't you? You said you hated me and didn't want to see me for the rest of your life, but don't you treat me well now? You say, can't you tell me the truth?"

Her tone changed from tough at the beginning to a hint of pleading at the end, she had never been so weak, except for this time in front of Lu Tiance, in front of everyone, she was a formidable existence.

However, she is really weak, so weak that she feels a little humble, is love like this?

But the book is not written like this, the love described in the book is so beautiful, she will yearn for it, but now, she would rather never read those books, those books are all lies.

However, this idea is just what she used to deceive herself, she knows that what she is facing now is not love, but her unilateral like, she has not seen Lu Tiance's attitude towards his fiancée, and she may be the best to describe it, but she just pestered Lu Tiance and killed his fiancée in hatred.

Her love, from the beginning, was wrong, leading to a situation that now seems irreparable.

Hearing Cha Cha say what he "liked", Lu Tiance suddenly felt that his heart was extremely ugly, his fiancée, the most innocent one, was killed by the woman in front of him, but he actually kept her by his side for so many days, and now, seeing her almost collapsed, he actually felt pity in his heart.

He didn't know what he was thinking, he seemed to be beginning to be unable to figure out his thoughts, obviously he hated the woman in front of him so much, and he hated it from the beginning, but this woman, I don't know when it started, can also affect his heart, not only anger, but sometimes he can be amused by her nonsense.

This was something he had never dared to think of before, but now, it was vividly displayed in front of him.

He suddenly had some difficulty accepting the change in his heart, especially when Cha Cha said the word "like" explicitly, he began to look down on himself.

There was a deep coldness in his eyes, like a cold pool in October, almost the woman who had been staring at him in front of him, and the woman who watched his eyes change collapsed, and he chuckled, "I want to drive you away, but can I catch up?"

As he spoke, he waited for her reply, but there was endless clarity in his eyes.

Cha Cha was frightened by his terrifying eyes, she had never seen Lu Tiance like this, in her impression, even if Lu Tiance was very angry, he was just angry, but now, now, she suddenly felt that the man in front of her was not only angry, but even, resentful.

Yes, it's resentment, that kind of resentment, as if she was his enemy, she cried, tears poured out like a river bursting the embankment, she was suddenly very afraid, obviously the man in front of her was not capable of doing anything to her, but she was afraid, scared to the extreme.

But she was unwilling! Why did he treat himself like this? He didn't like himself, why did he teach himself so much? Who was he to her, and he dared to say that about her?

She suddenly shouted at him, "I told you, my name is Cha Cha! It's Cha Cha, do you know?"

As she spoke, she couldn't stop sobbing, but she didn't want the man in front of her to see her humble to the extreme, so she slowly crouched down and buried her face deep in a place he couldn't see.

Seeing her so desperate, Lu Tiance suddenly trembled all over, he was suddenly a little overwhelmed, he didn't know why he said such a gaffe just now, why he was so angry, but just now, he really hurt the woman in front of him.

In his impression, the woman in front of him had never cried, and she had never even shown her weakness in front of anyone, but at this moment, she was undoubtedly the one who cried desperately.

He felt his heart throb, but what should he say at this moment? Obviously, this was what he hoped for the most, if Cha Cha could leave because of this incident, he would be able to prepare his revenge plan. Without Cha Cha by his side, he wouldn't think of his unjustly killed fiancée from time to time.

When Cha Cha leaves, he won't blame himself like this.

However, he suddenly felt that he was the most selfish one, before, it was clear that he had forgiven her, but he still had this in his heart, and he was trying to hurt the woman in front of him.

Cha Cha is simple, she doesn't know many intrigues and tricks in the world, in fact, if he wants to, he can make the woman in front of him willing to do anything for him, even revenge, and even the change of hands is a matter of minutes.

However, this kind of thing has always been something he is ashamed of.

However, now he is doing what he is ashamed to rent, he is using her simple love to hurt her all over her body, to drive her away, but the truth is that she has not done anything wrong.

Come to think of it, since when did he become such a person?

……

Countless thoughts were intertwined in his heart, and Lu Tiance was suddenly a little scared, afraid that if he stayed any longer, he would be exposed to more ugliness by himself, but in his own mind, he had always done these things not only for his own revenge, but also for the common people in the world.

He didn't want to lose even the faith to let him go in the days to come, wouldn't that seem too sad?

He said lightly, "If the Lord of Hades has nothing to do, go out first, I still have a lot of official business to deal with, I don't have this leisure and elegance to argue with you, I can't control how you love in the future, you love to live in this mansion, it's not that I can love and drive away, it's just that my only request is that you can not disturb my normal life in the future?" You are the king of Hades, you can do whatever you want, but I am just a mortal, I can't compare with you at all, I am not as capable as you at all, we are not people of the same world, you will find the person you want to find in the future, it's just that it can never be me!"

He was also shocked when he said this large paragraph, he obviously wanted to make it clear to the woman in front of him and tell her to let go, but when he spoke, why did he seem so stiff? Stiff to the point that he himself was shocked, is this still him? Why is it so cold?

At this moment, Cha Cha had already stood up from the ground, she stood in front of him, stared directly at his cold gaze, and suddenly cruelly curled the corners of her lips, as if she was laughing at him, but more like she was laughing at herself, she shook her head and said slowly, "Why are you not a person from the world?" You are here now, I am here, we are talking, we are looking at each other, how is it not a person of the world, you tell me?" Lu Tiance, let me tell you, I like someone because I like to go to work, and no one has ever been able to change what I believe in, no matter who it is, do you think that a few words from you can make me back down? Hehe, you still overestimate yourself, or rather, you underestimate me too much, do you think that I just don't understand anything, and only know the people who follow your ass all day long?"

Her complexion returned to her former domineering, but there was more helplessness and sadness in her eyes, that kind of radical change could not be changed through her mood, if it weren't for the tears on her face still existing, Lu Tiance really thought that she was just fake sadness just now.

She held her little face high, looked directly at him, and waited for his answer.

She was still so confident, so confident that he was going to be persuaded by her, and felt that in the end he would follow the trajectory of what she said, just as he would no longer hate her now, as she had said at the beginning.

Seeing that he didn't answer, Cha Cha sneered and said, "I want you to know that I also have the ability to help you, I want you to take the initiative to fall in love with me, and I want you to never be able to say such a harsh thing in front of me!"

Every time she said the last sentence, her heart was like being cut off by a knife, the pain like a cocoon was very bone-chilling, she shook her head with a smile, and said, "I won't leave, don't worry, even if I wait until you die, I won't let go, it's a big deal, just wait for your next life, anyway, I have eternal life, anyway, I have the ability to change reincarnation, do you think you can escape from the palm of my hand?" Hehe, you are still too naïve, even if it is thousands of years later, you will not have this ability, and the ability you have now is just to occupy my love for you, and trample on my love for you. And I have the ability to control everything, and if I want to give up one day, it will definitely not be brought up by you, so don't think that you want to completely kick me out of your world with a few words that hurt me. ”

She had a smile on her face, as if she was laughing at the two of them, at the two who couldn't control each other, and that they were just losers, that she couldn't make him fall in love with her, and that he couldn't get himself out of him.

All this is like a big joke made by God, and it is very helpless.

The two of them were silent like this for a long time, looking at each other for a long time, as if the whole world was silent for them.