050 Goodbye Goodbye
"When, crying confirms love, where, there is happiness is pure accident. ”
"If you leave a bunch of regrets to make you sad, let me leave in this second!"
"Thank you, say goodbye to you, such as after saying goodbye, it is difficult to meet again, no delay and arrears, I still want to apologize, if it passes, hinder it for a long time. ”
"Thank you, say goodbye to you, I can't say hello, only miss, leave low goodbye, if you don't meet again, you are grateful, and leave a low line for better. ”
"Thank you, say goodbye to you, such as after saying goodbye, it is difficult to meet again, there is no delay and arrears, I still want to apologize, if in the past, I have annoyed you. ”
"Thank you, say goodbye to you, it is inevitable that in the future, I will never forget your face, leave low goodbye, if I don't meet again, from now on, it will be difficult to meet you again, why say goodbye. ”
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Shi Li took the subway back to her dormitory while wearing headphones and humming Chen Baiyu's "Goodbye, No Goodbye, No Goodbye". This is a Cantonese song with adapted lyrics, the original song is neon Hirai Jian, the original name of the song is "Falling in Love with You", the original artistic conception is to tell all kinds of sweet and greasy love, and Chen Baiyu's adaptation has become a tangle after the lovers break up.
The first time I heard the song "Falling in Love with You" was Li Wei who gave it to Shi Li, a mobile phone and a pair of headphones, one person in one ear, listening to Uncle Jian's charming voice, snuggling up to each other on the bench next to the school playground. And these things have long been a thing of the past, such a picture should not appear again, Shi Li saw Li Wei's expression, Li Wei did not have such nostalgia for the relationship between the two as Shi Li.
And Chen Baiyu's "Goodbye Never Goodbye" was heard by Shi Li when she went to sing K with her best friends, and at that time I just heard that the melody was very similar, and then I checked it, it was not similar, but it was an adaptation and cover at all! Chen Baiyu's cover of neon singer's songs has long been not uncommon, "Stubborn", "Forgive Me for Flying High", "Goodbye Goodbye Goodbye", "The Last Hug", "Infinite" These are all Cantonese songs that are covered.
Now Shi Li likes this song "Goodbye Again", it is based on the tangled psychology in the lyrics, it is better not to see each other if you want to see each other.
'Why bother...... Shi Li said to herself in her heart. Although she didn't dare to say that she knew Li Wei very well, she had known and fallen in love for a while, and she still had a general understanding of Li Wei's character, and Li Wei really let go of that relationship.
From the conversation just now, it can be heard that Li Wei's tone is like talking to an old friend, without the slightest embarrassment, and it is not artificial. Only those who really let go will face their old lover with a normal heart. And Shi Li always feels a little embarrassed when facing Li Wei, and it is precisely because she hasn't let go of it yet.
After graduation, Shi Li did not find a boyfriend to prepare for a new relationship, but she had two boyfriends, and Shi Li was always more or less defensive in the relationship, and the intimacy with her boyfriend was at most to keep holding hands, without further contact. Probably because of this, her two ex-boyfriends left her......
"Thank you, say goodbye to you......" Shi Li hummed to the melody while enduring the crowding of the subway.
The congestion of the demon capital subway during the commuting period, people who have not experienced it are simply unable to understand, many people in the imperial capital of the demon capital think that their subway there is crowded enough, and after coming to the demon capital to experience it a few times, they have also begun to miss the subway in their hometown.
But this is accustomed to Shi Li, in the past few years, Shi Li has to experience two crowded subway crowds almost every day, speaking of which, she still enjoys this kind of life, and feels very fulfilling, squeezing the subway home and paralyzing into bed, which is called a comfortable, but Li Wei doesn't seem to like this rhythm of life very much.
When he was studying, Li Wei rarely went out, and even if he went out, he would only take a bus with vacant seats, and after listening to some things Zhou Jun said, after graduation, Li Wei will definitely rent a house not far from his place of work, and he walks to and from work, even if he opens a store with someone in the back.
Shi Li and Li Wei are like people living in two dimensions, although the two get along in many aspects, the difference in this point makes the relationship between the two stop, if the two want to be together, it is necessary for one of them to give up the lifestyle he pursues.
Li Wei will not make a change, Shi Li has already thought of this result, if Li Wei is willing to change for her, the two of them will not go that far, and now it is estimated that even children will play soy sauce. And Shi Li was also unwilling to give in at that time, she felt that she was still young, if she didn't fight while she was still young, and talk to her children and grandchildren about the year when she was old in the future, how boring it would be.
Shi Li, who has experienced two boyfriends, finally understands that only Li Wei is really together because she likes her, not because of any lower body thinking, nor because she has a rich job in this job. After entering the society, people will become realistic, and economy and material desire are the primary reference and pursuit of many people.
"Whew. Taking a deep breath, Shi Li took out her mobile phone and clicked on WeChat to add a new contact, 'Fate to get together' This is Li Wei's WeChat account, and the one who provides the WeChat account is naturally Zhou Jun, anyway, it is all betrayal, Zhou Jun simply sells it to the end. Shi Li clicked Add Friends.
Then, uh, no, Li Wei didn't confirm it for the first time, whether he agreed or not, Shi Li was a little disappointed, but she quickly cheered up again, she believed that it was just Li Wei and the six people in their dormitory were chatting and eating, and Li Wei didn't have free time to look at his phone.
People always like to give themselves a reason to accept a setback, which will make them feel better, even if things really don't work out that way. It is better to have comfort in your heart than to be sad and disappointed, this may be a kind of protection mechanism for human beings, although many people understand this truth, but still accept this lame reason with peace of mind.
"Southern Hospital, here. Shi Li arrived at the station and squeezed out of the middle of the carriage, Shi Li exhaled again, she suddenly felt a little tired of this kind of life, maybe she was tired of it? Or because she saw Li Wei again, the psychological defense line collapsed all of a sudden? Shi Li didn't know, but life had to go on, with or without Li Wei.
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The gaze returned to Li Wei's side, Li Wei's black face was only put on for a while, and the people in the dormitory would not be afraid of Li Wei's black face at all......
"Maomao, I'm doing it for your good, there aren't many good girls like Shi Li, and I can see that she still loves you, you still accept your brother's kindness." The proud little rooster said shamelessly to Li Wei.
"I accept your ball!"