Chapter 785: What a Bad Future
"Harvest, we have gone through ups and downs to be reunited, and the people who have helped us are our benefactors, and we should be grateful to them for a lifetime. As for He Shengli, he has already paid the price for what he has done, he is alive and dead, and if he hates him, he must always remember him, and I want to forget him, so I don't hate him, and I don't want to remember him. Xiuxiu said seriously.
Wang Fengshou thought about it, yes, He Shengli is disgusting when he mentions it, do you remember what he did?
He Shengli racked his brains, making his heart want to separate him and Xiuxiu by all means, if he and Xiuxiu live happily, even if He Shengli dies and goes underground, he will be blind, right?
Wang Fengshou decided that he would have a good time with Xiuxiu, and he would be harmonious and beautiful, and he would burp He Shengli underground.
"Harvest, you haven't eaten the whole roast sheep I made, have you? Xiuxiu wanted to thank Xu Weiguo and Lin Xiaoman, so she decided to roast the sheep for everyone to eat.
If you have to eat, Lin Xiaoman clapped his hands and feet in approval, and argued: "Roast one more, in case there is not enough to eat?"
Xu Weiguo looked at her, "It's easy to fall asleep if you eat too much." ”
Lin Xiaoman suddenly remembered that Xu Weiguo loved to say, I can't sleep, so let's do something...... She immediately changed her words and said, "Just bake one, one is enough, hehe, hehe, I just joked." ”
Xiuxiu still asked Wang Fengshou to buy two sheep and come back.
"That, I was so happy just now, I forgot to say it, Qi Yuzhu and his family also followed me to Qamdo, if you want to roast sheep, just call them together. ”
As soon as Wang Fengshou heard Qi Yuzhu's name, the smile on his face disappeared.
Xiuxiu looked at his unhappy look and knew that he was still angry that Qi Yuzhu had given him a needle.
"Manly man, let the past pass. Qi Yuzhu has been tired and lost weight in order to help me find a new year, and I can see that he is really guilty about this and wants to compensate us. Harvest, when you go to buy sheep, take them by the way. ”
Wang Fengshou reluctantly agreed, but he muttered in his heart.
Lin Xiaoman watched from the side, with an attitude that he didn't care about himself. It's better for outsiders not to intervene in this matter between husband and wife, sometimes, the more you intervene, the more chaotic it will be.
She just thinks that this Xiuxiu is good, everything is good, it's just too virgin. Qi Yuzhu is the one who pricked Wang Fengshou and prevented the two of them from reuniting. Where can it be so easily forgiven?
If anyone hurts Xu Weiguo, according to her Lin Xiaoman's rules, if he doesn't die, he has to be let take off his skin.
Xiuxiu still asked Wang Fengshou to bring people to eat roast sheep?
Lin Xiaoman quietly asked Xu Weiguo: "If it were you, would you forgive Qi Yuzhu?"
"Give him a full needle eye first, and then forgive. ”
Hahahaha, this is her Lin Xiaoman's man.
Xiuxiu relived a life, still so kind, in Bai Ma's story, Bai Ma obviously hurt her, she still wanted to save Bai Ma, but because of saving Bai Ma made herself fall into crisis again, and because of Bai Ma's jealousy and unwillingness, so she and He Shengli conspired to separate Wang Fengshou and Xiuxiu.
Lin Xiaoman sighed slightly.
If Xiuxiu knew that because she saved Baima, what would happen later, causing her to be separated from Wang Fengshou for six years and suffer hardships, would she have a different choice?
She is a person who can't hide her words in her heart, as soon as Wang Fengshou left, Wang Xinsui was sleepy and fell asleep happily with Xiuxiu's face, Xu Weiguo went out to walk the horse, but he was actually driven out by Lin Xiaoman to consume excess energy.
Lin Xiaoman and Xiuxiu sat facing each other, and couldn't help but ask Xiuxiu, "Xiuxiu, do you know that being merciful to the enemy is cruel to yourself?"
"Yes. No matter how bad it is, it's not as bad as the ending I know. Therefore, as long as I can change that ending, I am willing to endure any suffering. If six years of suffering can be exchanged for a lifetime of peace and security, I have no regrets. ”
"How bad is that ending to make you make such a determination?"
Xiuxiu looked at Lin Xiaoman and looked at her silently, and after a few minutes, she replied: "I never dared to tell the harvest, I was actually very afraid, afraid of doing it again, and everything still couldn't be changed." In that ending, Fengshou also asked me countless times, and I didn't have the courage to tell him everything.
The ending that I know alone, the ending that I am afraid will repeat, has always been pressing on my heart, heavy. I thought that I could only carry it alone, and I don't know why, looking into your eyes, I suddenly had the desire to talk. ”
"Well, I'd love to be your listener. There are many things that a person bores in his heart, and if he continues for a long time, he will get sick. ”
"Thank you, if it weren't for you, I and Harvest might still be repeating the tragedy of the previous life. Xiuxiu sighed quietly, and her eyes suddenly became sad.
"Everyone says that you can't sleep in the same bed in life, and you can't die in the same hole. This is the most beautiful portrayal of love. But death is the same thing, but it's not so beautiful. That's because all hope has been cut off, and the whole world can't tolerate your only option when you exist.
It was desperate helplessness.
The world is big, but there is no place to accommodate your love.
As you can imagine, how tragic and hopeless it was.
You have to beg the person you love the most to kill you...... What a cruel thing this is......
Compared to such an ending, what kind of suffering is not bitter. ”
Lin Xiaoman was silent.
Please kill the person you love the most, this kind of thing really can't be described as cruel, it's terrible.
"In my previous life, I was also pregnant with a child, and this child was the child I desperately wanted to kill. The harvest in the previous life and the show in the previous life are all outcasts of fate.
I came to support the construction with a pure heart, but I was torn to shreds and turned into myself beyond recognition.
The harvest did everything it could for me, but it couldn't save me. So, in the end, in the end, we decided, to die together.
Xiaoman, everyone's happiness is not obtained for nothing. So instead of trying to be happy, hating others is, for me, a waste of life.
So, I'm not willing to waste my time on these things. ”
I see. What Lin Xiaoman has experienced is already a fantasy, and she thinks that there is nothing that can move her.
But when she heard Xiuxiu's sentence that hating others is a waste of life for me compared to working hard to be happy, she was still deeply shocked.
Xiuxiu knows what love is better than anyone else.
"Xiuxiu, I can understand you. We all have to work hard to be happy. ”
"Yes. By the way, when I first came back, I saw you drying your shoes out, and I have to warn you. ”
"What?"