;;;;;;;;;;;;;;; 800 After Gu Xiyan lay on the bed, she found that she couldn't sleep at all, she couldn't turn over casually, for fear of disturbing her side, Aunt Ling could only look in the direction of the ceiling in the dark, her eyes were straight in the direction, and time was like this, she felt so slow, and looked back, but it was a snap of her fingers

"Can't you sleep," Aunt Ling turned around, Gu Xiyan was lying quietly on her back, her right hand on her forehead, in a daze

"It's also because you're asleep," Gu Xiyan said, putting down her arm and turning her head to look at Aunt Ling, who remembered the feeling of sharing a bed with her mother for a while

"Something on your mind," Aunt Ling reached over and gently stroked Gu Xiyan's hair

"It's not a matter of mind, I just can't sleep," Gu Xiyan felt that Aunt Ling was very comfortable touching her hair

"That must have nothing to do with Zimo," Aunt Ling said and laughed, a person was happy because of him, because of him, and he was worried, which proved that Gu Xiyan was still young

"I don't think it's that important to him now," Gu Xiyan was a little lost, this feeling usually appeared when she needed him but he wasn't around, but this holiday would come up when she didn't even need him, which was already troublesome to her, because she couldn't help but want to get his attention, no matter what channel

"How could it be, Zimo is a good child, and he has been a very sensible child since he was a child," Aunt Ling's thoughts seemed to float far away, "I remember that when he was 5 years old and celebrated his birthday, Mr. Xia bought a cake that was very small, and he cut a large piece for Mr. Xia, saying that he knew that his mother had worked hard, so he regarded it as a sentence from his father to his mother, and the tears of Mr. Xia's words came down immediately."

"When I was a child, I was quite sensational," Gu Xiyan cracked the corners of her mouth when she listened

"Like your father and Uncle Ling, the nature of their work, at that time, the family was basically unable to take care of a woman, going to work with two children, naturally it was hard, so Zimo is sensible," Aunt Ling empathized with the hardships of life, and Teacher Xia was a strong woman, and she was unwilling to do anything, so it was naturally even harder

"Teacher Xia is indeed not an ordinary woman," Gu Xiyan said this, and even she didn't know what kind of mentality she was, admiring Teacher Xia's strength and ability, or being annoyed that she had met such a tough mother-in-law, this thing is always two-faced, Teacher Xia used her strength to maintain a family, but now because of this, the family is out of balance

"Why do you follow Teacher Xia," Aunt Ling raised her head slightly and looked at Gu Xiyan, "No matter how you get along, it's always right to be affectionate."

"I just said that in front of you," Gu Xiyan stuck out her tongue embarrassedly, "Then how did you and Uncle Ling meet?"

"At that time, where can it be like now, at that time, I can only be introduced by someone," Aunt Ling knew that Gu Xiyan was not very happy to talk about Xia Xiaoqing, so she simply didn't say more

"Uncle Ling was handsome when he was young," Gu Xiyan asked this question, and seemed to be in a lot of energy, so he simply turned over and lay on his stomach

"Of course handsome, so he wasn't happy at first," remembering Old Aunt Ling, Ling couldn't help but smile, she couldn't remember how long it was, no one had asked her

"Then what about later," Gu Xiyan held his cheeks and asked, "What trick did you use to subdue Uncle Ling?"

"He is a very filial person," Aunt Ling's tone was slightly glad in her complaint, "My parents said that he didn't refuse to introduce the object, and at first he ran the news as usual, and I honestly waited for him for three years, I didn't expect that I could wait for three years, and he probably didn't expect it."

"If he ignores him for three years, you don't want to look for others," Gu Xiyan grew up, and his mouth changed for three years, and now he is afraid that it will be broken in three months

"So I'm also a tendon, I look at the right eye, and the others naturally don't want to take a second look," Aunt Ling looked at Gu Xiyan's surprised expression, "If there was once someone waiting for you, whether it was three years or three months, you probably wouldn't easily refuse, the fate in this world is not as cheap as air, no matter how ordinary the encounter and acquaintance is outside of family affection, no one can easily and without asking for anything in return for a lonely wait."

"Then how did Uncle Ling fall in love with you" Gu Xiyan didn't want to believe that the person Aunt Ling loved so much was not together because she loved her

"He has been tepid, I am also a little depressed, I am fortunate to lose my life, many people have spent their lives and have never met with vigorous love, I was born with wings, why should he be shaped like an ant" That period of days like gnawing chicken ribs did bother her for a lot of days, and now I think about it is a little vague

"Does Uncle Ling love you or not?" Gu Xiyan was only entangled in this question

"Later, he told me that he was coming to City A and asked me if I was going," Aunt Ling remembered that she was a little stupid at that time, and she couldn't understand what Lao Ling meant, "I said I will go wherever you go, and then we will be together."

"That's how we are together," Gu Xiyan felt slightly disappointed, listening to Aunt Ling, it seemed that she had lost a lot

"At first, I thought that he didn't love me, or didn't want to disobey his parents, or didn't want to live up to my waiting, or couldn't find the person he loved until later," Aunt Ling now recalled, Lao Ling was just not good at expressing it

"What happened later" Gu Xiyan couldn't wait

"I can't have children later," Aunt Ling said, looking at Gu Xiyan

Gu Xiyan pursed her mouth and her head drooped, "What did Uncle Ling say?"

"I said I don't want to leave, he didn't agree, I asked why, he said that he didn't have children, just two people for a lifetime," Aunt Ling remembered that she had just said the three words "let's leave", Lao Ling hugged herself in a panic, for fear that she would disappear from now on, and from then on, they recognized each other

"That's good," Gu Xiyan remembered Xue Zimo, and Xue Zimo also told her that she wanted to raise her as a daughter

"I also think it's very good, but he didn't keep his promise, he left me first, I don't have a lifetime," Aunt Ling sighed lightly, she didn't hear Lao Ling's last words, the sentence in her head was what Xue Cheng told her, "You must persuade her to marry again"

Gu Xiyan wanted to cry sadly when she heard this, she knew that feeling, her concept of leaving in the past was tightly limited to parting at the train station, thinking that the world was so big, but as long as she thought about it, she could always see each other, no matter how far away

But after Qin Kai left, the meaning of leaving became a lot heavier, and once he left, he would always go to the other side of the world

"It's Uncle Ling who didn't keep his promise first, so you can also not listen to him," Gu Xiyan couldn't hold back her tears, she didn't have Aunt Ling's strength, and now she can calm down when she talks about it

"You, sometimes you say some child's words," Aunt Ling put away her grief and wiped her tears for Gu Xiyan, "I was originally telling you a story, how can you listen to it, listen to it, that's it, you have to believe that there is no one in this world, no one can live without anyone."

"That's right," Gu Xiyan agreed, she had been in pain for so long, and now she didn't live without heart and lungs

"Many people think that when they are in love, understanding is actually the end, but it is only the end of a person's single life, and marriage is the beginning of understanding", his own experience can just illustrate this, but now people seem to understand the opposite

"But now people say that marriage is the grave of love," Gu Xi spit out that sentence, will marriage really end love

"Who do you live with in this life, how long do you live, some people because of love, some people because of material, some people because of their appearance, some people because of their future, some people because of pressure, and when you really have to spend this day with the person you choose, you will understand that the money is enough to spend, the appearance is not scary, the standard of true happiness is not necessary, it is very simple, as long as the smile is more than tears, you will find the right person, what is more important than you find the right person," Aunt Ling said, simply sat up and leaned on the bed. Men are much more silent than women, especially in this regard, if Zimo was clever at the beginning, you would not be impressed."

"But sometimes I really don't know what he's thinking, as if he's useless, and he doesn't like anything, he will say I'll deal with it, I can't insert it if I want to," Gu Xiyan sometimes even felt that he had never really entered Xue Zimo's heart

"That's because he feels sorry, you don't want you to worry too much," Aunt Ling wanted to face such a girl, Ling Zhanchi didn't know if she was dead or not

"Mom eats early"

Early in the morning, Gu Xiyan was woken up by Ling Zhanchi's knock on the door, Aunt Ling was getting dressed, she sat up quickly, she really couldn't remember when she fell asleep last night, and what she talked about later, as if she didn't have the slightest memory

"What time is Aunt Ling now," Gu Xiyan patted her head, still a little unconscious

"It's 8 o'clock," Aunt Ling glanced at the time, and Ling Zhanchi should have been up for a while

"Ah," Gu Xiyan hurriedly got out of bed, opened the door, and rushed to the bathroom

"Xixi"

Gu Xiyan screamed at Aunt Ling's screams and rushed back to the bedroom

"My mother," Gu Xiyan yelled, changing her clothes indiscriminately, how could she forget that there was Ling Zhanchi outside

Aunt Ling laughed helplessly, "Seeing that you are usually very cautious, you can't stop screaming when you are in a hurry."

"You should shout loudly," Gu Xiyan couldn't help but "complain," looking at Ling Zhanchi's look at him just now, did he want to laugh and hold back

"I don't have a long memory, and I blame my mother," Ling Zhanchi stopped to speak for Aunt Ling as he approached the bedroom

"Man stops" Gu Xiyan quickly put on a sweater

"You hurry up, it's not my responsibility to go to school late," Ling Zhanchi put his hands in his pockets and leisurely retreated to the living room

"Can't you call me earlier when you get up so early" Gu Xiyan checked her meter and walked out of the bedroom

"I'm going to make breakfast for my mother," Ling Zhanchi said as a matter of course

"You can't call me by the way if you have time to do it early," Gu Xiyan felt that the person in front of her was a little unreasonable

"Who told you not to sleep last night, you didn't sleep, and you still pulled my mother and didn't fall asleep, it's normal"

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(Tianjin)