However, the extreme is simply an illusion for another kind of person, in this illusion, there is order, there is life and death, there is love, there is sorrow, there is parting, autumn goes to spring, begonia flowers bloom, everything is coming!

But everything is growing in the dark, they always hope that everything can reach a balance, and they think that the most beautiful time is before the flowers are full and the moon is not full...... Xue Zimo is one of them!

For Gu Xiyan, he couldn't help but not look at her, but he couldn't help but not think about her, he didn't care about her at all regardless of his struggles and rejections, and his heart and lungs were filled from time to time, he believed that Ren Xue could see it clearly, but she was pretending to be deaf and dumb.

When people are busy, they live closer to themselves, and once they stop, they are easier to get closer to**. The former wants to escape from the things that can't escape, the latter wants to go to the things that can't be reached, the former wants to live a little more comfortably, the latter wants to live a more exciting life, the former's reason is in place, the latter's ** is in the distance, the more you stay, the more turbulent your heart becomes......

And what made Xue Zimo feel powerless was that he thought he could compensate, but found that he would never be able to pay it off!

Sitting at the desk, I was writing a manuscript, but my thoughts were stirred up by the sentence "The ink is too shallow, and the lovesickness is strong". Emotionally impetuous to smoke a cigarette, light it, and spit out the circles in your eyes in boredom, this thing is not difficult to learn at all, especially when you are restless, it is easier to come easily!

"Come here, it's time to eat. The phone rang, and I caught a glimpse of a text message from Ren Xue.

Xue Zimo is sometimes very strange, whether Ren Xue has any "special functions", when he is in the Triumph Garden and when he is not, she always seems to be able to figure it out very clearly, just like today he deliberately came back early to write the manuscript, and she just happened to cook and invited him to the other side of the road......

"I'm hungry. Concisely muttered as he sat down at the table.

"Just wait 10 minutes. Ren Xue smiled and put her phone on the dining table.

"You're just accommodating him, currying favor with him, and still won't admit it?" Jian Jian simply lay on the table, "but as for it? His parents didn't say anything......

"There are so many meals, don't the two of us finish them!" Ren Xue didn't understand this truth, life is not for compromise, the more you retreat, the less room for you to breathe, and the days are not for imminent, the more humble you behave, the farther away some happy things will be from you......

"He didn't let you cook his food, but you cook such a lot every night, and then eat the leftovers by yourself the next day, you can eat it, the one in your stomach can't stand such a toss!"

"I like my daughter," Ren Xue patiently corrected the simplicity again, "I hope it's my daughter." ”

"My daughter is intimate but intimate, but I just want to teach her not to dedicate herself to anyone, don't be like her mother, ......" Jian Jian never understood, how could a woman like Ren Xue be stupid to this extent, and all the grievances would come to this step, but she couldn't get a lover!

"You're talking nonsense again! You are not allowed to teach children indiscriminately......" Ren Xue touched her stomach and glanced at the clock on the wall.

In 10 minutes, if Xue Zimo came over after receiving the text message, there would be time left, unless he hesitated, hesitated, entangled, and wanted to shirk...... She speculated on Xue Zimo's psychology with time, and Xue Zimo didn't seem to disappoint her more and more, she knew what kind of patience and waiting she had paid from the deliberate alienation at the beginning to the current 10 minutes!

Even in fairy tales, each has its own troubles, the Little Mermaid has no feet, Cinderella has no money, Sleeping Beauty sleeps half the time, and Snow White almost lost her life. Compared with it, what are these "difficulties" of oneself?

It's the kind of story that makes it beautiful, and they have an unexpected life because of it. As for turning the page to the ending, there may be love, or it may just be a bubble, at this time, for her, they are all the same colorful.

The reason why others love you deeply is not that you are good enough, but that no matter what you are, he thinks you are very good and he thinks you are very good. Love is different from life, you can try to make life better, but you can't try to make love better. If there's a secret, there may be only one: the less you care about love, the stronger it will be.

Regarding the starting point of this relationship, she often feels guilty, in fact, the core of the word "extramarital affair" in her original inherent concept is love, not extramarital. There is no right or wrong in the relationship itself, but feelings outside of marriage can bring real trouble.

Taboos can help mediocre people reduce trouble, but they pose a powerful temptation to people like her, and women who boldly cross the red line of social morality tend to behave more bravely and resolutely, more moths to the fire, and more inextricable, knowing that the first to steal the forbidden fruit is not Adam, but Eve!

With the sound of the door being pushed open, Xue Zimo came as promised, and while changing his shoes, he said, "Why haven't you started yet?" ”

"You think we're willing?" Concisely picked up his chopsticks and started unceremoniously.

Whether it is yin and yang weirdness or cynicism, Xue Zimo has long been surprised, after a long time, it has formed a special way for him to communicate with conciseness, he is all the speaker is unintentional, she is all the listener unintentional, and Ren Xue seems to be resigned to it, not deliberately reconciled, not reluctantly, in fact, it is very good, each shows its true face, calmly!

"This chicken soup is so delicious, drink it quickly. Xue Zimo said, put the bowl of chicken soup that Ren Xue gave him in front of Ren Xue, and then took the bowl in Ren Xue's hand and served it again.

Until Xue Zimo turned around and came back, Ren Xue was still staring at the bowl of chicken soup, without blinking her eyes!

"Why don't you drink it? Don't you have an appetite?" Xue Zimo sat down and asked.

"No...... Be. Ren Xue turned her head in a concise direction, suppressing her little excitement, she knew that Xue Zimo would not remain indifferent.

"It's really useless...... "Looking at Ren Xue's appearance concisely, she muttered again, don't you just hand her a bowl of soup?

"Concise, are you causing something to worry about again?" Xue Zimo changed the topic, he didn't expect that his bowl of chicken soup could make Ren Xue's mind so turbulent.

"What's the matter with me? If you don't have anything to say, don't talk!" Jian Jian heard this, and immediately showed a look of eyebrows that I didn't settle accounts with you and you dared to come to me, "Have you ever been to the vegetable market? Have you ever seen the chickens and dogs jumping inside during the peak of grocery shopping? Do you know that people will be deformed when they are squeezed out of it? You are not worried about her, nor are you worried about the ...... in your stomach?"

"Concise, eat your meal. Ren Xue had to say something to stop her, she did what she wanted, turned her head and looked at Xue Zimo with a thoughtful expression, "You know, she prefers exaggerated ......"

"I really rarely go to the vegetable market, I used to ......," Xue Zimo quickly swallowed his words back, "Blame me, it's because I didn't think of these problems." ”

He was at a loss for words, because he ignored the test of an 8-month-old pregnant woman in such a chaotic environment!

"You didn't expect it to be too much! She cooks so many things every day, and I don't know if it's for herself or for others? I'll do the math," Jian Jian said, wrenching his fingers, "Last week, someone came over three times, last week, it seems to be twice! It doesn't seem to be as many times as I have come back, how many times have you eaten together this month? No more than ten times, right? There must be 30 days in this month, right......?"

Xue Zimo put down his chopsticks, yes, he really didn't think about these details of life! He didn't rule out that sometimes he just wanted to be quiet, and he subconsciously kept the space of another person......

"Concise!" Ren Xue couldn't help but be stern, "If you finish eating, hurry up and do your own thing!"

"I haven't finished eating yet, I'm just too lazy to see some people!" said concisely, putting the food into the bowl, turning his head into his bedroom, and slamming the door shut!

The restaurant was very quiet for a while, Ren Xue was a little annoyed, the atmosphere tonight could have been very good, just a few minutes ago, he was still moved by the steps between the two of them, and at this time, Xue Zimo must have been beaten back to the place by the concise words!

"I'm sorry, I didn't do a good job!" Xue Zimo finally opened his mouth, and he didn't know why his throat seemed to be blocked, "In the future, whether it's grocery shopping or other things, call me, okay?"

Ren Xue didn't believe her ears a little, she looked at Xue Zimo's eyes fixedly, she didn't want those eyes to have only any responsibility and morality, at least the bowl of chicken soup just now was what he thought in his heart, "Don't listen to concise nonsense, she just has the ability to make small things big." In fact, every day I revise the manuscript and read the book, I am still a little worried about whether I can get the qualification certificate next year, and it is not too far from the due date, and I have to prepare a lot ......of things, it seems that I can't be busy, I sometimes want to be lazy, where will I run to the vegetable market every day? Besides, when there are many people, I won't go, I can go when there are few people, and I can go when there are few people."

Ren Xue began to speak incoherently under Xue Zimo's gaze, without any logic at all, and she didn't even know what she wanted to express!

"Stop that. Xue Zimo said and took Ren Xue's hand and fiddled with those fingers, "Manuscripts, books, qualification certificates...... All stopped. ”

"But...... Why?" Ren Xue's wrist was clutched by Xue Zimo like that, a little nervous, "Oh, you don't have to worry about the child, I have regular prenatal checkups, and the doctor said that the development is very good......"

"It's me you're most worried about, right?" Xue Zimo intercepted Ren Xue's words and sighed, "It seems that I really have to be a person who makes people feel insecure, not responsible, irresponsible, and I don't know how to cherish what I have......"

"No, Xue Zimo, you're not, you've never been such a person!" Ren Xue looked at Xue Zimo's slightly "pathetic" face and covered his mouth anxiously.

"Xixi was right to leave me. Xue Zimo rarely talked about Gu Xiyan in front of Ren Xue, and then slowly pulled down Ren Xue's hand and stopped on his chest, "I have already failed one, so I can't live up to another ......."

"What are you talking about?" Ren Xue felt that her eyes were hot, she had never expected to turn around before.

"Actually, I can ...... with you. For the first time, Xue Zimo completely focused his mind on Ren Xue, and for the first time, he found that this woman could actually make him feel sad!

Many things, if you don't do it, you will definitely regret it, and the beauty of life is generated according to the simplest judgment in your heart, not the chicken soup written with tears in your eyes how many times your thoughts go back and forth!

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(Tianjin)