Chapter 241
Ling Zhanchi stood in front of the wine rack, several of them were empty, or after being made a mess by Gu Xiyan last time, he hadn't had time to make up for it, his hand rested on one of the empty seats, and his body immediately seemed to be hollowed out.
Aunt Ling left suddenly, so that he was not guarded at all, he knew that since this period of time, Aunt Ling's heart has never really let go, many nights, he came back and stuck on the bed without landing, Aunt Ling would get up again, sit next to him, she knew that she couldn't help her son, but she felt sorry for Ling Zhanchi, it was okay to sit with him for a while, even if she didn't speak, touch his shoulder, turn off the light for him, close the door, it was amazing, the next day, Ling Zhanchi would be heroic again......
When Aunt Ling said in his ear, "Thank you, child, for walking with me for so long ......", he understood what Aunt Ling meant, and Aunt Ling also knew that he had already understood everything!
Even if he knew that birth, old age, sickness and death were the norm in the world, he hoped that Aunt Ling would be free of worries and satisfied when she left, but now it has become a regret. Aunt Ling has always hoped that he would have a happy home sooner, with children and daughters, and he also felt that such a day was just around the corner, but the beautiful vision could not withstand the consumption of a few months, and happiness seemed to be wiped out in an instant, disappearing completely!
The two most important women in his life have all disappeared, which makes him not know for a while what is the point of his struggle and struggle? There seems to be still Aunt Ling and Gu Xiyan choosing vegetables at the table, and it seems that Gu Xiyan is still nested in Aunt Ling's arms on the sofa......
It was the life he had always longed for, and he wanted them to rely on him all the time, laughing and making trouble in his arms until they were old until they died......
He felt guilty that he couldn't let Aunt Ling stay in this world longer, and she told him to "...... well" when she left, but he didn't know how to do it well at this time; in the face of Gu Xiyan's departure, he was irrefutable, and he was powerless to keep it, she was right, even if she was willing to accompany her to endure hardships, how could she bear it?
Life and death, parting, one after another, those who "go" can only stay in their thoughts......
The doorbell seemed to ring for a while, maybe he had been standing for too long, Ling Zhanchi's footsteps were a little sluggish, and when he opened the door, Xue Zimo stood outside the door, holding a cane in his left hand, and followed Ren Xue by his side.
"I can. Xue Zimo whispered to Ren Xue, Ren Xue nodded to Ling Zhanchi as a greeting, and then turned around and returned to the car.
Ling Zhanchi watched Xue Zimo raise his left foot first and step in, "How is your recovery?"
"I've been doing rehabilitation. Xue Zimo took the lead in sitting on the sofa, "Mourning ......"
"In the end, everyone has to leave," Ling Zhanchi smiled bitterly, "I want to stay, but I can't stay." ”
Xue Zimo sighed and patted Ling Zhanchi's shoulder, "Although it was sudden, Aunt Ling walked without offense, which can be regarded as a joy and mourning." It's just that her old man must not want to see you like this, spirited and filial. ”
"Filial piety comes first, and no one is the last......" Ling Zhanchi thought that he was a peach blossom in the past, but now he can't even keep a woman, where does he come from.
"Hey, why didn't you see Gu Xiyan, didn't you come back with you?" Ling Zhanchi mentioned this, Xue Zimo suddenly remembered Gu Xiyan, Ren Xue didn't come in, it was also for this consideration.
"She ......" Ling Zhanchi hesitated, not flustered, he was mentally prepared, and when he saw Xue Zimo, he naturally couldn't avoid this question, "I'm going abroad." ”
"When?" Xue Zimo was obviously a little shocked and sat up straight, "Did the school send her out to study?"
"It was the first two days. Ling Zhanchi tried not to let his tone fluctuate as much as possible, "I don't know if the school has to send her." ”
"What do you mean?" Xue Zimo had already heard the clue, "You didn't know anything, so you let her go?"
This is not like something that Ling Zhanchi did, and for Gu Xiyan, he can't be so careless.
"You didn't send her either?" Xue Zimo continued to ask.
"I don't have time to ......" Ling Zhanchi felt a sigh in his heart, Xue Zimo should be able to understand that he wanted to place Aunt Ling's ashes.
"Excuse!" Xue Zimo didn't have the patience to listen to his explanation, "Why did she go abroad? Why did she go abroad in such a hurry? Why? Ling Zhanchi, did you do something again? Why did I ask you in the first place? You don't remember? With her temperament, how could she suddenly leave for no reason?"
"Huh...... Heh......" Ling Zhanchi suddenly laughed, "Why? Because I'm about to go bankrupt! I can't support her dream! Now that I think about it, Teacher Xia may be right, she has a big mind, it's not that you can't catch her, it's not that I can't catch her, it's that the whole of China can't hold her!"
"You just watched her leave?do you really look at her like this?" Xue Zimo looked at Ling Zhanchi, who became excited at the mention of Gu Xiyan, "Your IQ deserves to be bankrupt!"
Ling Zhanchi rubbed his face with both hands, exhaled a long breath, and didn't answer.
"Over the years, you've experienced a lot of things...... Xue Zimo suddenly remembered what Ling Zhanchi said about "bankruptcy", and felt that the situation would not be like that...... Severe.
"When I came back, in addition to my mother's affairs, the bank also notified me, so next, there may only be accounting and approval, and it is not a big deal to fill it all up. "yes, what's the big deal now, even if someone else goes in, he doesn't have that much money to fill the hole in the project.
"If you can't fill it out, what will happen to you?" Xue Zimo quickly asked the point.
"This house, it may not be mine after a while," Ling Zhanchi said and looked around, "I packed some important things, you can keep them for me first, I haven't been in prison, I don't know how long it will take to get out according to my situation......"
"Don't be so pessimistic, I'll go find someone again, see if there is any way, you can delay the time for a while......" Ling Zhanchi has never been a person who will never give up tossing until the last moment, and now it is more like obediently tied up.
"If you die a slow death, you have to die, don't bother, do your rehabilitation well, live your life, is it a curse or a blessing, it's on my head, I'm next to ...... I know what you want, we are still the same as we are. Ling Zhanchi interrupted Xue Zimo.
"So it's not that you don't want to keep her, you're pushing the boat. Xue Zimo was less resentful, but more worried, going abroad? Gu Xiyan didn't want to think about it before, as long as she stayed by the people who loved her, she was a little woman, a little woman who needed to be cared for, "You must not believe that she is a snob, you just think that if you let go like this, you will feel more at ease?"
"Is there still less of a fate to be inseparable?" Ling Zhanchi's voice was fluttering, and he did not respond to Xue Zimo's analysis, isn't it the same result whether snobbery is snobbish or not? Sad, angry, unwilling, unreasonable, and unclear for a while, "Do I still have the ability and the ability to mind?"
"The two of us, it's not a good thing!" Xue Zimo patted his leg fiercely.
"You're right, it's not a good thing!" Ling Zhanchi echoed, and walked to the wine cabinet again, "Have a drink?"
Ren Xue sat quietly in the car, and Xue Zimo's legs turned her into a driver, so that there was an advantage, she would accompany him wherever he went.
Xue Zimo's attitude is still very unclear, she does not accept or exclude, she also enjoys the time when the three of them are together, at that time, looking at the cute smiling face of Shifang, Xue Zimo is really happy!
Ren Xue is also very grateful to Xue Cheng and Teacher Xia, usually they take care of the children, she can finish the psychology course, she can do the night radio, and she returned to the newspaper.
At the critical beginning of the transition between the old and new media, the deputy editors-in-chief had their own measurements and considerations, and the daily operation was discussed, but it gradually turned into mutual blame, just thinking that there was no credit for doing a good job, and there was responsibility for doing wrong.
This situation actually allowed Zhang Peiyang to get a loophole, and began to win over his own power by taking advantage of the position of assistant. Liu Peiyang, who was recommended by Ren Xue at the beginning, is talented and ambitious, Xue Zimo is here, he doesn't dare and can't act rashly, and now that the dragons are leaderless, he can't hold it anymore.
Ren Xue didn't want Xue Zimo to lose his position, he suffered physical trauma and could be raised, but in his career, no one would let him keep it endlessly.
During the cautious period, Ren Xue discussed with Xue Cheng, she was more skilled than Liu Peiyang in business, and she was more experienced than Liu Peiyang in acting, although there were rumors in the newspaper office before that they were not so eary, but Ren Xue was completely inappropriate, and killing a horse gun was just to buy time for Xue Zimo and add a guarantee for him to come back to preside over the work. Liu Peiyang was originally recommended by her, even if she felt that she had disturbed his good deeds, she had nothing to say.
After listening to Ren Xue's plan, Xue Cheng was a little shocked, and felt that Ren Xue's thoughtfulness even surpassed Xue Zimo's. The position of editor-in-chief will not be vacant for too long, Xue Zimo's situation will not be able to go back for a while and a half, and he has retired, if even the basic position of the newspaper is lost, the situation will only be worse in the future.
Xue Cheng not only did not object, but privately communicated with the deputy editors-in-chief, and everyone tacitly agreed that Ren Xue returned to the newspaper in the name of acting executive deputy editor-in-chief.
For this matter, Xue Zimo may be grateful, although his mouth did not say it, his actions are not as cold as before, and there are ten adjustments, so there is nothing out of place on the surface.
Ren Xue also has a radio program at night, although there are only two days a week, but it still takes a lot of energy to prepare, dock, and broadcast live every time, so she tries to handle the affairs of the newspaper during the day and squeeze out time to accompany Xue Zimo to do rehabilitation.
In fact, there is not much solitude with Xue Zimo in the real sense, since Xue Zimo had a car accident, a large family has been cooperating with him consciously or unconsciously, whether it is chatting, eating, going out, or rehabilitation, it is not Ren Xue who is alone by his side, as if he feels relieved when he looks at him.
Ren Xue was still like a spinning top, spinning in different places, working harder than when she was alone, and asked her more than once: This is the life you want......? She smiled and said she was satisfied!